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Feelings

Published September 16, 2018 by tindertender

What are you feeling? These types of questions can take time to answer.

Last night I joined a drum circle and met a man who does Shaman work. Considering the energies I’m experiencing I am thinking of sitting with him awhile, should his initial observation convince me I ought to.

My auric photo from 2016 and the one recently taken has shown the energies of my ‘field’ have changed pretty dramatically. Although I feel better now than I did then, there is much work to be done.

Aura 2016 & 2018

What am I feeling? Right now I feel a ‘pinch’ in the shoulder blades across the upper back. During drumming last night I felt a lot of release of the ‘pressures’ in head and heart areas, but as soon as the drumming was over and I was headed home an intense pressure came once more in my heart space. (This is not medical, for I’ve done the tests that show heart is not under stress).

Energy … it gets stuck every now and again. There are ‘others’ who work in our inner energetic spaces remotely. Some ask our permission, and others … well, they take liberties.

Physical sensations we have are not always explainable by our doctors. They do not know of the spiritual attachments we gain over time. All they can do is prescribe a drug to counteract the affects of the base cause.

Back to “what am I feeling” … I am grateful for community, for seeing the beauty in people who come to gather in spirit and walls come ‘tumbling down’ as we interact with each other. Most of all I’m quite happy to be alive, and have opportunity to choose what I will contribute to this world, consciously, aware.

I would need to focus in depth to know what one feeling leads to, a deeper, more inset feeling that perhaps isn’t thought of consciously … but for now, I’ll leave it at this.

Planetary Offense

Published September 15, 2018 by tindertender
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There has been much talk of ‘devils’ over the years. What if they are simply displaced souls from another planet, a planet that was destroyed in war? What if the very same ‘people’ who destroyed that planet are here, doing the same? (Or attempting to).

What if the story of ‘devils’ was created to limit, or stop altogether, communications which have potential of saving this planet and life upon it? What if there are impostors, pretending to be devils, so that when communication finally comes from those out of body trying to help, they are mimicked, and communication turns bad, solidifying in mind the ‘reality’ of devils?

I’m beginning to think devils walk among us, not unseen, but in body … and they mean to poison every aspect of life on this planet, making it impossible for life to flourish. They mean to turn life against itself, in all forms, imploding … and if life doesn’t, they have ideas to explode it.

What if they succeed? What if we, too, find ourselves on another planet undergoing the same scenario and we try to help but are without body, and life upon that planet has been trained to believe we are ‘devils’

Are planets being systematically destroyed?
Why is there so much intensity around finding other planets with life?

Messenger

Published September 15, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Be Vigilant
Soul: Let Go Of The Old
Let Two Be One: Nurture All You Love

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Photo by Vero Photoart

Be watchful and cautious of both others’ actions and your own. Stand ready to protect yourself from those who may covet what you have or seek to harm those you care for, but also be vigilant and watchful of your own actions lest you be the one doing harm. Weigh your actions. Be sure you act wisely. Be sure you have done all that needs to be done before moving forward. Leave nothing to chance lest all you have nurtured and cherished be undone by your own lack of vigilance.

Are you holding on to beliefs and notions that no longer serve you? Are you blocking your own growth and forward momentum because you fear to end a chapter in your life? It is time to release all that you hold onto that no longer serves. It is time to say goodbye to all that no longer has a place or purpose in your life. It’s  time to have an emotional, or physical, spring clean. It’s time to let go of the past so you can be open to what the future may bring.

Take the time to nurture the things you care about so that they may flourish and grow. Your hopes, your dreams, your body, your mind, your spirit, your creations, and your relationships; all that is you needs to be cherished, loved, honored and respected. Without care and attention, these aspects of self can fall into a state of neglect that does only harm to both you and the world around you. Nurture them, and they will bring you peace and fulfillment.

Shadow and Soul

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Share you thoughts
Soul: Stay strong
Let two be One: Embrace Spirit

 

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You have hopes, dreams, goals and ideas. Do not guard your ideas jealously nor keep them locked within for fear that another may steal them o offer ridicule instead of support. It is time to share your vision. Tell Great Spirit and Gaia of your dreams and hopes so they may send you what you need. Speak of your dreams to others. Connect with those who share your goals and hopes for they may be able to help you realize your dreams sooner.

Life will present you with many trials. Life will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. With hope and faith, you can endure all.

You are a spiritual being, living physical life. Embrace spirit in your journey and reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Fly to the heavens, but remember to look down and see that the Divine exists in the magical, natural world beneath you. Spirit dwells within all ~ in everything you see and know, and everything that you do not see and which is unknown. Both the creative and the destructive, the beautiful and the ugly, are born of the Divine.

Commitments

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

What are you committed to?

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Photo by Rainier Ridao

This can feel like a loaded question. Often we are afraid to tell others what we are committed to, for inevitably there will be those who deem inappropriate or silly that which we deem important.

I ponder this question, and I know it is not something that can be answered in a matter of minutes, no … this one requires deep thought and consideration. Some of the things I am committed to:

My pets, my friends (which seem to be few), myself (not necessarily in this order, anymore). I am committed to speaking truth, to not baring false witness against anyone, to taking long hard looks into the depths of me and find out what is making me tick, where are my triggers, and how can I alleviate them.

I am committed to seeing beauty in this world that tries so hard to strip it from my view. I am committed to finding this same beauty in me, and blocking those who would have me see something else. I am dedicated to seeing the best potential in all situations and people, and if I cannot see it, then I turn away and try to remain silent so as not to cause damages I cannot see.

It is difficult to remain silent on subjects we see around this world, in the people, and what many do. The easiest way I have found is to turn it around and begin to reflect on what part of the outside world do I find within myself, and then mend that.

It is a daunting task, this shift creation, and it always begins and ends with our inner workings. It is all too easy to point fingers and say the blame, or problem, lies within someone else, or somewhere else … and quite difficult to find these things in our own being. Rarely does one choose to pick themselves apart, and it is no wonder. Most of life is built in defending ones self from the outward attacks of others, and so we lash out, giving what we receive.

Change comes in giving what we wish to receive, and no matter how often we are given the opposite, a continuation of goodness must be poured forth in order to change the balance of things. This ‘alchemy’ is the most difficult of all. It has taken lifetimes of training to get where we are, and to undo the learned habits will not be easy.

Only the true warrior will attempt it,
The rest will continue to shift responsibility to others,
Who are doing the same.

There are many tools to allow time and space to stand still for a moment, while we reflect on that which is needing attention, the mala and mantra, meditation, exercise, time in nature … knowledge brings us closer to our goals. Listen to Spirit, for what you need to know and understand is so desperately trying to reach you. Give it a chance.

Planetary Abuse

Published September 13, 2018 by tindertender

They were spraying chemical everywhere. I went to close the windows and they sprayed directly into my face. My dog vomited, he was dying. I packed my backs and left … I left the people and my dog behind. I camped, but everything was dead, no green plant life anywhere. There was water, but nothing lived in it, it was toxic poison. No other life was around whatsoever. 

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This reminded me of what we’ve been shown about Mars, and I can’t help but wonder if its current status was not intentional. We certainly can see what chemicals are being sprayed all over our beautiful earth at this time, and the affect it is having on the plant life.

Preliminary … is this the onset of total annihilation here as well? What kind of fool would do this, over and over again? Why else would our government be so interested in monitoring the situation of Mars for so many decades? Are they the ones who did this … just as they are allowing it here?

 

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