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Feelings

Published September 16, 2018 by tindertender

What are you feeling? These types of questions can take time to answer.

Last night I joined a drum circle and met a man who does Shaman work. Considering the energies I’m experiencing I am thinking of sitting with him awhile, should his initial observation convince me I ought to.

My auric photo from 2016 and the one recently taken has shown the energies of my ‘field’ have changed pretty dramatically. Although I feel better now than I did then, there is much work to be done.

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What am I feeling? Right now I feel a ‘pinch’ in the shoulder blades across the upper back. During drumming last night I felt a lot of release of the ‘pressures’ in head and heart areas, but as soon as the drumming was over and I was headed home an intense pressure came once more in my heart space. (This is not medical, for I’ve done the tests that show heart is not under stress).

Energy … it gets stuck every now and again. There are ‘others’ who work in our inner energetic spaces remotely. Some ask our permission, and others … well, they take liberties.

Physical sensations we have are not always explainable by our doctors. They do not know of the spiritual attachments we gain over time. All they can do is prescribe a drug to counteract the affects of the base cause.

Back to “what am I feeling” … I am grateful for community, for seeing the beauty in people who come to gather in spirit and walls come ‘tumbling down’ as we interact with each other. Most of all I’m quite happy to be alive, and have opportunity to choose what I will contribute to this world, consciously, aware.

I would need to focus in depth to know what one feeling leads to, a deeper, more inset feeling that perhaps isn’t thought of consciously … but for now, I’ll leave it at this.

Electric Life In This Universe

Published September 11, 2018 by tindertender

Where have you been?
Where are you going to?
I wanna know what’s new
I wanna go with you.
Chris Rea, The Blue Café, 1998

There are many who work in the Qsar Studies.

Although this is not the field I work in, it is apparent this particular ‘field’ and those who work within it are being ‘called out’.

As I relax, words are processed as they flow, and someone said, “You’re probably right … God does work.” Meaning … faith in One who truly loves us can heal and keep our minds strong through tactics meant to destroy. Love with this One will hold it together for us while black-hearted and curious manipulators do their dirty deeds.

Not exactly sure what these people are up to, but I have an idea.

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There are tactics being used against mankind. Chemicals are being sprayed over our heads in a consistent manner. We are not told what is in these sprays, many people are criticized horribly for questioning it, and for speaking out about it. It is part of this process I speak of … Qsar.

The foods and liquids we purchase for consumption are inundated with chemicals, all of which are geared toward the manipulation of body and mind. These are made to taste quite good which ensures they are eaten. There are addictive chemicals added, much like nicotine, which make people go back for more and more, regardless of the toxic affect they notice it having on their bodies and their minds.

There is an attempt to control the thoughts and actions of mankind without their consent or knowledge. WiFi technology distracts the masses, few are even aware.

They pump the atmosphere full of these chemicals which are then absorbed into the flesh (the largest organ of the body) and also inhaled through the lungs.

Once these chemicals are in the body and soft tissues, those manipulators can then blast away with radio electromagnetic waves and manipulate the body and mind more thoroughly … the body and mind are mostly water … when hit with these frequencies, they combine and formulate in the mind and body with the chemicals and nano-metal particulates there.

Testing is underway to see which waves, and which chemicals, give them the results they desire.

Anyone who thinks these technological advances are being used only for good are fooling themselves. As with all things, there are those who long to abuse the power it (whatever it is) gives them.

Space war … this is the space in your mind, the space in your heart … it is your energetic spaces being manipulated and tweaked to trigger thoughts and responses.

Know this ~ there are those who will play you like a puppet, pulling your strings so well you will not even notice it … unless you begin to pay very close attention.

When frustration arises, what were you thinking or doing? Where were you? Who was there, what were you eating or drinking, or what gadgets were you using and programs operated? It’s all a combination action.

Electromagnetic waves
Smart meters
Food and drink
Sprays overhead
HAARP
Medications and other synthetic drugs
Television
Certain Music

Your triggers are being tested in combination with these things. Tragic events are often planned just so your energies will become scattered and more easily siphoned and controlled. Horrible photos, or news stories, or violent movies will send inner energies left and right, to and fro … these energies are then siphoned and used as the manipulators see fit.

This is no ‘tin foil hat’ scenario. It is very real. Pay close attention to your own emotions and triggers, notice if it is in relation to any of the above items or secretly manifested events.

https://eurl-ecvam.jrc.ec.europa.eu/laboratories-research/predictive_toxicology/doc/EUR_24522_EN.pdf

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4540130/

https://www.history.com/mkultra-operation-midnight-climax-cia-lsd-experiments

http://www.theblackvault.com/documentarchive/cia-mkultra-collection/#

Mind Control: It’s Happening to You Right Now

https://www.iflscience.com/technology/government-agency-accidentally-releases-reports-on-orgasminducing-mind-control-weapons/

Answer Yes, or No?

Published September 8, 2018 by tindertender

I bought a pendulum today. It seems it can hardly say anything but no, even my name isn’t what I thought it was, apparently.

Either it’s a lemon, or the answers I seek are secret. I feel I’m getting the distinct message that this ought not to be used by me for seeking answers.

I bought several books and other items to stage an alter for my indoor personal prayers and ‘callings’. Hopefully all that goes better than the pendulum work given by my new piece of art.

I went drumming today with a group of people I hadn’t seen in quite some time today also. Oh my goodness! The energies were moving at high speed! The drum keeper brought some cards and offered everyone in the group to choose one from the deck. I pulled “Tribal Spirit Dancer”. I felt like a Spirit Dancer! And later in the day I had a chance to read what my card actually meant.

Aaaaannnndddd … release. I danced like no one was watching. I made rain (sounds) and thunder too. I really love just letting loose with that which dwells inside me. Literally, the energy had me shaking on the inside, it was great!

Yesterday I bought some prayer beads, my first strand! Now I will create a few mantras that I will use (in my own language). I’m going to write them on a miniature scroll, roll it up and put it in a little bottle, then in a leather pouch I bought. I’ll wear it, or keep it handy for those times when I need to choose a particular mantra for a particular occasion. Some day I’ll have them memorized, but while I begin my practice, this will help.

Tools! Let us take advantage of the items we have available to us to hone our concentration skills. Meditation can be a challenge, the beads help keep focus in the moment.

With all the excitement today, I think I’ll break open one of my books … right after I finish reading The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, a few excerpts are as follows:

Talking about evil turns creative force upon it
and gives it life and actuality.

Fear should not be allowed to enter self.
Neither should we create fear in another for fear is bondage.

If within our hearts we have kindness, then those of like harmony are attracted to us.
If this is not the case, then that one is ruled by disorder.

Love is the beginning and the end of the path, for in love lies oneness.

True greatness does not require self praise. Let others acknowledge your greatness which is recognized by your attitude toward your fellowman.

Strife, hatred and fear are the results of darkness. Freedom from darkness eliminates these.

Wisdom comes only to those who seek her.
You must take the first step and then continue to walk forward.

Man is not truly of the Earth or material but, in the final analysis, is the divine fire itself. The soul of man is a divine fire, a flame cast forth from the great fire yet still one with it. Light in darkness is man, yet separate in power and order.

The prayer is really a command and is for the purpose of establishing a harmony or connection between soul or consciousness and the cosmic consciousness.

 

 

Truth Is Simple

Published September 5, 2018 by tindertender
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Photo by Hello I’m Nik

I think you know … despite all that may have been said, or the tantrums experienced, Love, Joy, creating Peace, Sharing and Caring are where true strength is. Everything else, ALL else, is an attempt to thwart it.

We can look around us and see how the emotions of people are being manipulated by circumstances they have no control over. The body and mind, being mostly water, are affected in an intense way by all the currents of electromagnetic waves being sent here and there, moving through the human body and mind.

The body is one big antenna. It picks up on signals we cannot audibly hear, and reacts. Unless we are aware of the subtle energies and how they move through us and their affect on the emotional charge we hold in our mind, we will be subject to them. When aware of these things, we can recognize them when they occur and head them off at the pass, so to speak.

When we begin to realize and recognize these manipulations we can better look around us and see them in the reactions we experience in others when they interact with us. These invisible signals are combined with dogma, which instills a fear in people (if you don’t believe this, or if you dress like that, etc. etc. you’ll be punished eternally sort of stuff).

When fear is sufficiently implanted in the minds of people, then this fear can be manipulated using these invisible signals … see? Breaking free from fear is difficult, shedding the rules and regulations mankind has imposed on the spirits of their fellow brothers and sisters is hard.

Joy and Peace are the desire of ‘most’ people. Some have gone too far into darkness, and we can only hope they’ll find their way out of it. The main focus ought to be on breaking free from the chains of imposed fear, and then creating that which we wish to see in this world … Joy, Peace, Sharing, Caring.

Suspicion and Fear, Anger and Jealousy ~ These thing inhibit proper formation of Love and Compassion. There are those on the ‘job’, their duty is to unbalance Love and instill Fear. The few who do these things desire to see a shrinking of Love given in the world … and through fear and paranoia they have been succeeding.

But we see this now, don’t we? To hole up and not give of ourselves is to essentially cut off from every possibility of creating good. If we are not open to the possibility of pain, then we are also closed off from the possibility of Love … this reality we all wish more of. We CAN have it, but it requires courage, and willingness to bear the attack of the those who wish to kill love.

We are warriors of Love, and although it may appear we are losing the battle, it is quite the contrary. In fact, I like to think the dark deeds of those destroyers are back-firing on them, for they have opened the eyes of many to the stark contrast between shadow and light, making it more apparent what has been going on.

Choice ~ It is where your power resides. You have everything within you needed to win this battle.  This fight isn’t with swords or guns or fists … it is of spirit. Although this is what the bible tells us, that story is filled with half truths, just enough truth to confuse. Rather than rely on the book alone, trust in your personal connection to Spirit, to the Divine which desires to have union with each and every Soul … with You.

Trust the inner messages coming your way, do not doubt. Other people have no authority over this relationship each individual holds with Creator. Every person has a unique and personal connection to that Spark which wants the very best for humanity, for ALL life. If the inner intuitive messages are of Love and Kindness, trust them … if they are dark and desire you to harm anything, anyone, or yourself, they are of the parasitic invader, who is longing for destruction.

This is a serious matter, and there are those who have cultivated your passivity by asking you to give up your authority, handing it to someone else who will save you, and while ‘some’ of what they say may be true, the One who longs to save you also needs His warriors … and that is You … and Me … WE.

Creator Vortex ~ Cleansing The Earth

Published September 4, 2018 by tindertender

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And I saw the finger-print of God begin to spin, and in the cycle, all things destructive began to move toward the center of the vortex it created, the ‘black hole’.

As it appeared it took from the earth all things that did not serve its highest good, and the highest good of life upon it.

And then the ‘whorl’ closed and held all things collected within it.

Ho’oponopono: I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You, I Love You.

As I see the earth dying, there is more to consider than your crying, more to consider than my discomfort. I pull my thought from you, I claim my attention. I place it where I will.

PSR Subtractor: https://patents.google.com/patent/US6897637

A figure shaped as a man, white hair combed back over head, skin with a pinkish-purple hue … it seems there are many forms in this “space war” who are attaching to the heart centers of humanity, draining them of their ability to feel compassion and care for others. It appears their intention is to create an ‘implosion’ of life here on the planet, they would like to see us destroy each other and are working toward that end.

Be aware of this and tune in to the sensations you are getting. Learn how to trace them back to origin, and rather than allowing them to steal from you, give them love. Don’t let them steal it, give it instead. In this way, your flow begins from the earth on outward and rather than they depleting you of your supply, you join with the mother and she supplies all that is needed for your replenishment.

If you send anger and fight against the cord that is attached to your heart space, it not only encourages them, but it strengthens them. Give them what the earth gives you … everything good and sweet and nourishing … they really can’t stand that sort of thing, they have no use for it. So you become stronger, and they … less.

Breathe ~ life is in the breath. When we hold our breath while in a tense position or emotion, it actually cuts us off of the natural supply offered by the earth, by nature. Breathe, release, breathe, release. Allow the Earth to fill you, to fill up again that which is being stolen, or leeched out of you.

And I heard, “My husband, Sirius” … https://www.gaia.com/article/star-sirius-and-egypt

There is coming a great shift. It is important to practice your visualization, to hold space … as a new acquaintance said … around the whirling of the “hole” which will open and absorb all that does not serve the earth. This is seen by me as the spinning fingerprint, open whorl, collecting it all. Be a light surrounding this space, assist in keeping safe that which we desire to retain for this world.

It is known that there are those who work diligently on the earth plain to create havoc and chaos. They typically wear ‘hoodies’ as they move about, attempting to remain inconspicuous … yet they are seen. Their energetic ‘footprint’ calls them out as they manipulate the forces around them, purposefully, knowingly, willingly. These are those who will be absorbed. Those they work with, are ‘beyond time’.

I do not know the answer in my heart, I believe this is what they are also trying to pull out, to find. Yet I was born knowing the answer … where it resides I cannot say, no one seems to know, and this is Divine Nature in motion. All people were born with it, no one knows where it resides … and this is good, for at the right time it will be revealed and utilized as planned.

The American Empire is being watched and messed with quite a bit. They didn’t check, but are now making the rounds and discovering many people have ‘prayer blankets’ and work earnestly building relations with Ancestors, Earth, and Divine Creator. They have said, “In a ‘ritual’ world we won’t be …” they know that those who practice ceremony take away their power, for when relation is built and becomes strong ties with Creator, with that Divinity that keep things going strong, the Earth and all upon her become stronger as well. Those who manipulate and harm lose.

Threats are made, the attempt to instill fear and keep silent those who spread this truth is happening, right now. It is intensifying, for they see their grip slipping. You may experience heart pains, you may become sick with the bad energies as they dump them on you, you may be tempted to lie down and just rest. Although sometimes this is needed, keep going, keep doing, push through that which is attempting to get you to stop and do nothing, to just keep you absorbing what they send your way.

They consider us “its”, not people with care for this world and for life. They see us as something they can toy with and manipulate, to bend to their will. Believe it, we are in a spiritual battle. Our leader has been talking a lot about building our space force … and this space force is not out in the galaxy somewhere, it is right here, in our own heart spaces and minds. Yes, we are in war and it is a war of ‘space’.

There are those paid to infiltrate your energetic ‘spaces’. Pay attention to the sensations and the feelings you may become overloaded with, know this is your fight too. Prepare, and learn how to work with energy. Know that the earth is your source for ‘filling up’ when you become depleted.

Keep up the good work, and all will be well. Be patient, be aware, and be firm. Bless you on your journey. Be the light.

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Photo by Yash Raut

Interaction ~ Memories ~ Contemplation

Published August 28, 2018 by tindertender

Ran into a young man on line today who I had never had interaction with before. He decided to throw insults at me. Pretty amazing … I remember being young. It isn’t always pretty.

Let’s see, he called me a jaded old lady, menopausal at the least, unable to attract a mate and reproduce, that I was not desirable in any way. He called me a fraud. Said I lived in a glass house and that I was an idiot. I guess he was insinuating I wasn’t worth a dam … but he has no idea.

Hopefully he lives long enough to realize his potential for good is as strong as his ability to throw slander at folks and potentially cause harm.

All this came about due to my questioning if any of the commenters on a post were human. They were talking about humanity as “they” were this and “they” were that.

Extremely interesting to have this blatant and obvious interaction with the youngster who bragged about his PhD as though that would prove him smart.

Let me just say this … if you go around bragging about your PhD, and then waste your ‘intelligence’ and effort on the attempt to make others feel bad about themselves, then you haven’t learned a dam thing about this life, and are in a complete and utter delusion.

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Photo by Escape Artiste

A look into the past, remembering what is was like to think I knew it all. I too was not the kindest person. But life taught me … boy how it taught me. When ego dies it is not an easy process, releasing that and finding what it means to practice, and be in humility is painful … at least it was for me. I really thought I would die, never being normal again to say the least. Yet here I am, alive … different than before, certainly. I also recognize there is so much more to learn, and life is about release, and accepting, a constant revolving flow.

I hope all the people who believe they have it ‘all figured out’ do not experience the reality of truth as extremely as I did, but for some, it may need to be that way. I hope they survive.

Patience, it is difficult to remember to practice it, as I face these ones, and as I learn … still learning … to breathe through the tension, and release once more, and as I continue the attempt of accepting others as they are, and myself as well.

Interview: Future Events

Published August 25, 2018 by tindertender

I went to a party, there were many in attendance. There was a table with a lamp on it without a shade, I turned it on. A fellow came and talked with me. I went into a sort of trance and started telling him things, answering questions. Afterward I mentioned to him I barely recollected what I had said. He stood in the kitchen somewhat silent. I asked him if he was afraid. He told me he had wished he hadn’t been in training during the time of ET’s(?) I asked his  friend who was also there, “He’s not afraid is he?” for he had sat down, still silent. I walked over to him, bending at the waste, putting my hands on his knees and asked him if he was afraid … then tooted. I laughed and said, “Whoops! Tooted!” People started to laugh, I stood and walked down the hall, hands over face, laughing, a little embarrassed. I really needed a snack, chocolate or something and I recalled seeing a pile of mini candy bars on that end table. I heard a woman say, “Laurie” and I answered, “What?” as I then realized I was sleeping, coming into wakefulness.

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Photo by Nova

It seems to me that there are remote viewers who wish to know things. They want to know of the ‘others’ intention, what their plans are. Apparently, whatever it was I had said wasn’t exactly comforting.

I sit here now, having typed the above just in time for it fades very quickly once alert, in conscious movement, distracted by everything else around me.

Before I had laid down for a nap I sat in my chair and heard the word, “Peacemaker”. I said, “No one is innocent, but perhaps the children, and animals.”

Humans have been trained from birth to behave as ‘parasites’, just like the original destroyers. I mentioned it might just be best to wipe humanity from the planet and try again, start over, with those who actually have potential to withstand the destructive training and absorption into habits that kill … body, mind, earth, waters, air … everything good. That’s when I got very sleepy and lay down for a rest.

And so, what do I do? I walk to the kitchen and retrieve a bag of Hawaiian Kettle Style Potato Chips, Luau BBQ, sweet and spicy. Very tasty … logic tells me the ingredients in this bag are poison to my body and the bag itself poison the the earth, but I eat them anyway.

You already know the foods we have to choose from are mostly like this bag of chips. Even should one choose plain old corn chips they are made with GMO corn, a poisonous, toxic base. Sure I could make my own, but even the flour is toxic. It leaves one tempted to resort to the phrase and thought of, “What’s the point?”

Governments remain silent as chemicals are sprayed over our heads. They are silent as HAARP and Geoengineering poison the soils, the air, and our bodies skin (the largest organ we have) absorbs the nano-particles of biological warfare. They cause areas of no rain, and they cause areas of massive flooding.

Those who operate these facilities believe they are doing good, brainwashed into blindness as life around them dies. Fires are set using Directed Energy Weapons, and they feed the masses story of drought, when that is a completely made up, spoon fed lie.

It is difficult to believe humanity deserves this beautiful planet. I need to remind myself of the shadow that has been perpetrated on the human mind via fluoride and other chemicals, inhibiting connection with our greater family. I must remember they have been manipulated into believing this false scenario they’ve been told of, therefore, it isn’t most of humanity that is responsible for this … it is those who knew of the dangers and manipulated circumstances to make their pockets full of cash, stealing from the masses, all the while poisoning them. Greed ~

If enough of the people continue to die in a timely manner, then there wouldn’t be enough people waking up to the truth and they can continue to spread the lie. The problem for them is, the damage to the world is so intense, people see it enmass. The only way for them to regain control of their illusion is to ‘mass’ kill people. Small little wars aren’t doing the job any more.

They will start a BIG war … one in which they will lose … it is inevitable. While the innocent, or should I say naive, suffer, those who inflicted these damaging ways on the planet and all life will be eliminated. They will be prohibited from returning.

Whatever is done to this atmosphere will be accustomed to, and life, while it may not look like what we have experienced up to this point, will continue.

SO, even if you are not able to understand this, know that what is coming is for the benefit of the whole. My hope is that you will be able to acknowledge this truth before the time comes so that you won’t go into panic mode.

What will be will be, and should you desire benefit for life, and choose love over hate, and sharing and caring over greed, whether you lose this body or not is of no consequence (although you may think differently). Time … it will continue. If you are so inclined, shed the need to destroy hearts and land and waters, and you will be okay.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_Frequency_Active_Auroral_Research_Program
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Climate_engineering
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Directed-energy_weapon
http://www.anonews.co/the-list-of-foods-and-products-that-have-tested-positive-for-monsantos-carcinogenic-glyphosate/
http://humansarefree.com/2018/08/an-open-letter-to-illuminati-bloodline.html

https://methodise.me/?truth-geohaarpmindcontrolnanotech

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