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Secret Balance, No Secret At All

Published November 1, 2018 by tindertender

Someday I would like to learn to play these and purchase my own. To sit in the wilderness, seemingly alone, and play would be so wonderful!

What holds a person back from doing what they wish to do?

Issue: Remember to hold on to your dreams, even through adversity. Develop faith in yourself and in spiritual power. Trust is important. You must trust your own leadership abilities, or improve them. Do not be afraid ~ you were born for this.

Challenge: Build love of self from the inside out. Fear is born because of a lack of self-love and acceptance. Without a healthy love of self, we reduce our personal power, often falling into petty jealousies, judging our bodies, and numbing our minds.

Solution: Healthy fierceness is required. Strengthen your physical body. Walk forward in pride and know that you can fight any battle. You need to strike a balance between masculine and feminine.

Make it a point not to get too wrapped up in the physical. Life is so much bigger than that! While our energies are ‘tied’ to physical form, we have the ability to transcend this flesh … through meditation, through the beauty of music, art, and nature, through conscious choice to embody love, care, and compassion, for self and others, including all of the animals of this world, including the earth itself.

Have you ever experienced a moment of giving so purely that it seemed your body disappeared? Have you sang on stage and felt all faded, leaving you there glowing from the inside out? Have you cared so deeply for another that you yourself seemed to fade?

A balance is needed in giving and receiving, in fight and in flight, as well as in standing ground … peaceful, yet watchful and aware.

This existence is connected to other life, not only that which you can see, but also that which you can sense. Acknowledge this and you will be magnified, your world will grow wider, and more free.

River of Life

Published October 21, 2018 by tindertender

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Late at night thoughts come and go as I lay in a state between worlds, conscious and subconscious, waking and sleep.

I considered spinning cocoons of light around certain situations in order to brighten the energy when I was in various places. Since I choose not to impose my will upon others preferred states, I soon came to the conclusion that it is better to spin a cocoon of light around myself, fluid, and since it was a cocoon of my making I could stay within it, or move in and out of it as I willed. From this point, in theory, it is possible to throw little spears of light into the smoky haze which emanates form different forms.

I consider the word and concept of ‘spears’, and yet again my view on the way light is utilized changes. There is no need to throw anything, whether positive or negative.

While considering all the ways to visualize this light and energy work, I was visited by Owl.

In the Navajo belief system, The Owl is the envoy of the supernatural world and earth-bound spirits.
http://blog.shamansmarket.com/the-medicine-and-mythology-of-owls/

Owl medicine is a feminine trait and is symbolically associated with clairvoyance, astral projection, and magic.
http://www.birdclan.org/owl.html

I continued to move in a world between waking and sleeping where it became clear that fighting does not win wars, fighting keeps the wars from ending. There must be new techniques embraced for bringing peace to this world if it is sincerely something the majority wish to happen.

As I came to this conclusion I was visited by Golden Eagle. The head of this majestic bird was tilted down as though peering at those on the ground. Its eyes were fierce.
http://www.d.umn.edu/cla/faculty/tbacig/studproj/a1041/eagle/native.html
http://www.shamanicjourney.com/eagle-power-animal-symbol-of-spirit-vision-and-strength

Eagle Medicine is the power of the Great Spirit, 
the connection to the Divine. It is the ability to live
in the realm of spirit, and yet remain connected
and balanced within the realm of Earth. Eagle
soars, and is quick to observe expansiveness within
the overall pattern of life. From the heights of the
clouds, Eagle is close to the heavens where the
Great Spirit dwells.
~ Jamie Sams, Seneca/Choctaw, and David Carson, Choctaw

The energy generated by trying to force issues, or outcomes is utilized by those who oppose the results desired. It is important to relax, allowing the energetic input to mellow. Like a limp noodle it doesn’t have anything to offer the opposition as rigidity or force. There is less to be manipulated.

All people are having the same experience. We are watching each other as we do this. It is easy to make judgement about what we see rather then appreciating what each life brings to the whole. Rather than improving on areas of need, we tend to judge and punish.

Life is a river. When individuality is removed we can visualize all people on the banks of this river. Their fingertips are playing in the flow as it passes by … dabbling here and there in the experiences it offers.

Since this River of Life is beyond time, and yet within it, those of the past and the present and the future are all in line with their fingertips touching the flow. Millions, upon trillions of lives, united in this same stream, all energetic influences intertwined.

While writing of these late night thought forms I remember my instructor and what she said. In this work, if you come from a place of love, for the highest and best good for what people are able and willing to accept, unattached from outcomes or the need to impose our will on them, then the healing will be all that is needed. (not verbatim, but from memory this is the gist of what I absorbed from the lesson).

There is no ‘fail’ when there is simply love and a desire to promote peace and well-being.

Power In Awareness and Conscious Choice

Published October 16, 2018 by tindertender

Kermit

The unseen influencers of this world are quite arrogant. They spout on and on about blasphemy, and sacrilege, calling people “nefarious”. (Synonyms: wickedevilsinfuliniquitousegregous, heinousatrociousvilefoul,
abominable, odiousdepravedmonstrousfiendishdiabolicalunspeakabledespicable;
villainous, criminalcorruptillegalunlawful.)

They fail to understand that what they see in this world is actually a reflection of what they put into it. I go back and forth between feeling sorry for them, and being quite angry with them. I am attempting to decipher whether they are actually naive, or intentional in their behaviors. Self righteous without physical form.

It seems those who were once in body, having authority over lives, whether people were allowed to breathe, or were ordered to die, are still very much alive wishing harm on those they see as ‘unfit’ to live.

It is a shame really, that our medical system is so out of touch with the spirit realms. They can drug people for the symptoms they experience due to this influence, but they have no other knowledge on how to handle this situation. Many of them refuse to believe that life goes on once the body quits us. This is an egregious error.

The only hope to combat these influences is to 1) admit they are real, 2) understand that energy is never ending, 3) know that there are those who have desired power over others. In life they had that, and in death they refuse to give it up. Only by acknowledging this fact can people choose consciously the opposite of harm.

As these ‘punishers’ pass from body, they collect there on the other side of what the living call the ‘veil’. They collect there, teaming up to do the utmost harm to what remains on earth. They do not see us as ‘worthy’. Perhaps they are a little pissed that they are not here still, in physical form, to do dirty deeds themselves.

This is what acts as an infection to the minds of people. They manipulate minds to do harm to each other (since they can’t do it themselves). They will alter the thinking so people overly criticize themselves, seeing themselves as ugly, worthless, and non-deserving. Nothing could be farther from the truth.

If you have negative thoughts forming in your mind, know they are not yours, they are implants. First, the implant of thought in mind, Second, the manipulation of others to affirm the implant. You are under no obligation to believe any of it!

This truly is a war with the invisible realms. Many of us are now aware of their tactics. The veil is thinning, and at times many people will actually hear the audible conversation taking place ‘on the other side’.

Strings are being pulled. You can choose to be led around and act on the whispered, damaging instruction, or you can rebel and see it as a reflection of those who have already had opportunity for life. They failed, and now they want the rest of us to fail, to take each other out.

This isn’t just about what you see people doing to each other. It is about the influencers implanting thoughts and ideas into the human mind, and then they sit back and watch while humanity acts upon them.

FIGHT!! This is your world! Create the beauty you came here to build. Stop allowing the planet to be destroyed! Technology, while it seemed like a great idea, is actually a trap to keep people in a cycle of destruction. The more it advances, the greater the destruction.

If people don’t reclaim their authority over mind and matter, if they instead cede to the damaging details whispered into mind and act on the order of destruction, all life will lose. There won’t be a planet to be born into.

This cycle has gone on long enough.

Gospel of Thomas & OM

Published October 1, 2018 by tindertender

The Gospel of Thomas is interesting, to say the least. Why do you suppose those who put together ‘todays’ bibles decided this one writing was not ‘needed’ in the book? Is it possible the editors did not want humanity to know how to ask, and to receive properly? What do you suppose their motivation was?

As I ponder this I listen to OM, a version that is quite deep and beautiful. I light a candle for children and for relatives.  Relatives … includes all people, for we are all of the same Source, experiencing this life in different formats.

As realization sets in that the division we find in this country, in this world, has been carefully orchestrated to keep people warring with each other rather than uniting.

The players in this country are Democrats and Republicans. Imagine for a moment that all of the disagreement and upset has been scripted. These are the supreme actors playing their parts very well, gaining followers of sides. This is the perfect reality show … and you may have thought Donald Trump wasn’t qualified …

Exit the game, even if only for a week. Stop your emotional responses to these scenarios and just watch it unfold. Heinous crimes are being perpetrated on humanity as people all over the world are caught up in these ‘stories’, not understanding that this is meant to keep us from each other.

There are actually no sides … it has been coordinated in order to keep the people from corroborating with each other, making followers rather that leaders, enemies rather than partners.

If humans discover their truest potential, and begin manifesting their inner power, the grip of control would be lost. Everything that can be done to prevent this inner knowledge from being revealed and established is being done.

Shed the script, determine your own mind and gain your own connection with the Divine. You are not a puppet to be told what to think and to believe. The storyline is fictional as it is being told now, it is important that we dig beneath it, and discover the real truth, and the hidden agenda.

Feelings

Published September 16, 2018 by tindertender

What are you feeling? These types of questions can take time to answer.

Last night I joined a drum circle and met a man who does Shaman work. Considering the energies I’m experiencing I am thinking of sitting with him awhile, should his initial observation convince me I ought to.

My auric photo from 2016 and the one recently taken has shown the energies of my ‘field’ have changed pretty dramatically. Although I feel better now than I did then, there is much work to be done.

Aura 2016 & 2018

What am I feeling? Right now I feel a ‘pinch’ in the shoulder blades across the upper back. During drumming last night I felt a lot of release of the ‘pressures’ in head and heart areas, but as soon as the drumming was over and I was headed home an intense pressure came once more in my heart space. (This is not medical, for I’ve done the tests that show heart is not under stress).

Energy … it gets stuck every now and again. There are ‘others’ who work in our inner energetic spaces remotely. Some ask our permission, and others … well, they take liberties.

Physical sensations we have are not always explainable by our doctors. They do not know of the spiritual attachments we gain over time. All they can do is prescribe a drug to counteract the affects of the base cause.

Back to “what am I feeling” … I am grateful for community, for seeing the beauty in people who come to gather in spirit and walls come ‘tumbling down’ as we interact with each other. Most of all I’m quite happy to be alive, and have opportunity to choose what I will contribute to this world, consciously, aware.

I would need to focus in depth to know what one feeling leads to, a deeper, more inset feeling that perhaps isn’t thought of consciously … but for now, I’ll leave it at this.

Electric Life In This Universe

Published September 11, 2018 by tindertender

Where have you been?
Where are you going to?
I wanna know what’s new
I wanna go with you.
Chris Rea, The Blue Café, 1998

There are many who work in the Qsar Studies.

Although this is not the field I work in, it is apparent this particular ‘field’ and those who work within it are being ‘called out’.

As I relax, words are processed as they flow, and someone said, “You’re probably right … God does work.” Meaning … faith in One who truly loves us can heal and keep our minds strong through tactics meant to destroy. Love with this One will hold it together for us while black-hearted and curious manipulators do their dirty deeds.

Not exactly sure what these people are up to, but I have an idea.

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There are tactics being used against mankind. Chemicals are being sprayed over our heads in a consistent manner. We are not told what is in these sprays, many people are criticized horribly for questioning it, and for speaking out about it. It is part of this process I speak of … Qsar.

The foods and liquids we purchase for consumption are inundated with chemicals, all of which are geared toward the manipulation of body and mind. These are made to taste quite good which ensures they are eaten. There are addictive chemicals added, much like nicotine, which make people go back for more and more, regardless of the toxic affect they notice it having on their bodies and their minds.

There is an attempt to control the thoughts and actions of mankind without their consent or knowledge. WiFi technology distracts the masses, few are even aware.

They pump the atmosphere full of these chemicals which are then absorbed into the flesh (the largest organ of the body) and also inhaled through the lungs.

Once these chemicals are in the body and soft tissues, those manipulators can then blast away with radio electromagnetic waves and manipulate the body and mind more thoroughly … the body and mind are mostly water … when hit with these frequencies, they combine and formulate in the mind and body with the chemicals and nano-metal particulates there.

Testing is underway to see which waves, and which chemicals, give them the results they desire.

Anyone who thinks these technological advances are being used only for good are fooling themselves. As with all things, there are those who long to abuse the power it (whatever it is) gives them.

Space war … this is the space in your mind, the space in your heart … it is your energetic spaces being manipulated and tweaked to trigger thoughts and responses.

Know this ~ there are those who will play you like a puppet, pulling your strings so well you will not even notice it … unless you begin to pay very close attention.

When frustration arises, what were you thinking or doing? Where were you? Who was there, what were you eating or drinking, or what gadgets were you using and programs operated? It’s all a combination action.

Electromagnetic waves
Smart meters
Food and drink
Sprays overhead
HAARP
Medications and other synthetic drugs
Television
Certain Music

Your triggers are being tested in combination with these things. Tragic events are often planned just so your energies will become scattered and more easily siphoned and controlled. Horrible photos, or news stories, or violent movies will send inner energies left and right, to and fro … these energies are then siphoned and used as the manipulators see fit.

This is no ‘tin foil hat’ scenario. It is very real. Pay close attention to your own emotions and triggers, notice if it is in relation to any of the above items or secretly manifested events.

https://eurl-ecvam.jrc.ec.europa.eu/laboratories-research/predictive_toxicology/doc/EUR_24522_EN.pdf

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4540130/

https://www.history.com/mkultra-operation-midnight-climax-cia-lsd-experiments

http://www.theblackvault.com/documentarchive/cia-mkultra-collection/#

Mind Control: It’s Happening to You Right Now

https://www.iflscience.com/technology/government-agency-accidentally-releases-reports-on-orgasminducing-mind-control-weapons/

Answer Yes, or No?

Published September 8, 2018 by tindertender

I bought a pendulum today. It seems it can hardly say anything but no, even my name isn’t what I thought it was, apparently.

Either it’s a lemon, or the answers I seek are secret. I feel I’m getting the distinct message that this ought not to be used by me for seeking answers.

I bought several books and other items to stage an alter for my indoor personal prayers and ‘callings’. Hopefully all that goes better than the pendulum work given by my new piece of art.

I went drumming today with a group of people I hadn’t seen in quite some time today also. Oh my goodness! The energies were moving at high speed! The drum keeper brought some cards and offered everyone in the group to choose one from the deck. I pulled “Tribal Spirit Dancer”. I felt like a Spirit Dancer! And later in the day I had a chance to read what my card actually meant.

Aaaaannnndddd … release. I danced like no one was watching. I made rain (sounds) and thunder too. I really love just letting loose with that which dwells inside me. Literally, the energy had me shaking on the inside, it was great!

Yesterday I bought some prayer beads, my first strand! Now I will create a few mantras that I will use (in my own language). I’m going to write them on a miniature scroll, roll it up and put it in a little bottle, then in a leather pouch I bought. I’ll wear it, or keep it handy for those times when I need to choose a particular mantra for a particular occasion. Some day I’ll have them memorized, but while I begin my practice, this will help.

Tools! Let us take advantage of the items we have available to us to hone our concentration skills. Meditation can be a challenge, the beads help keep focus in the moment.

With all the excitement today, I think I’ll break open one of my books … right after I finish reading The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, a few excerpts are as follows:

Talking about evil turns creative force upon it
and gives it life and actuality.

Fear should not be allowed to enter self.
Neither should we create fear in another for fear is bondage.

If within our hearts we have kindness, then those of like harmony are attracted to us.
If this is not the case, then that one is ruled by disorder.

Love is the beginning and the end of the path, for in love lies oneness.

True greatness does not require self praise. Let others acknowledge your greatness which is recognized by your attitude toward your fellowman.

Strife, hatred and fear are the results of darkness. Freedom from darkness eliminates these.

Wisdom comes only to those who seek her.
You must take the first step and then continue to walk forward.

Man is not truly of the Earth or material but, in the final analysis, is the divine fire itself. The soul of man is a divine fire, a flame cast forth from the great fire yet still one with it. Light in darkness is man, yet separate in power and order.

The prayer is really a command and is for the purpose of establishing a harmony or connection between soul or consciousness and the cosmic consciousness.

 

 

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