Seeking Answers

Published December 16, 2018 by tindertender

If you tell me the truth perhaps we can move forward and experience something other than what we have been.

“It’s too soon.”

This is something I will trust, as I have seen and experienced in the past your knowledge of ‘good timing’ far surpasses mine.

While I would resign myself to this experience, instead I realize I have the power of choice. While you refuse to share your truth with me I will move forward seeking truth in other arenas. This is my choice, promoted by yours.

I have a question … when will it not be too soon? When it is too late?

How does an empath learn to read or sense energy that is attached to them as well as energy coming off of a physical person? Even though this energy, which is attached, can feel and sense all that the physical and mental body feels and senses, they seem to put up a barrier so they themselves cannot be read. Or they merge so thoroughly, it is difficult to determine what is theirs, and what belongs.

“Y7” ~ Everything points to this meaning “year seven” usually pertaining to children in their 7th year. In 2015 I was given message that 8 years were going to go by quickly. I have no idea what this means for certain. Some say it, (2023), will be the second coming of Christ. During a shamanic drumming meditation I attended this year, I was seated next to a woman who had been studying with her (now deceased) grandmother in Brazil, who’s spirit told her to attend this meeting. When I mentioned my ‘message’ she told me that she had been told the year would be 2022 … which makes it Y7 from 2015, when I first received my message. Perhaps this is why we were both 10 minutes late, ushered in and seated next to each other in the back of the room.

“558” ~ “It is time to step into your own power and pursue the life and lifestyle that you choose.” Number 5 represents wisdom and knowledge (x2, since it is doubled here) while number 8 represents eternity. 558 is also “a reminder to honor your word, and be who you claim you are inside and out.”

Is Creator a sadist/masochist? Who else would want to bond with, and experience a traumatic entry (birth) and a traumatic exit (death) all the while experiencing pain, and love, over and over again? Only someone who is in love with giving and receiving pain, over and over times billions of lives, thousands of times every single day.

Perhaps it is two opposing forces, in battle over life. One pouring pain into the world, the other countering it with love and periodic experiences of complete peace. This trade in energies … the pain giver stepping all over the minds and life of humanity, while the one who wishes to give peace steers clear of over-riding the will of humanity, instilling faith in ones own abilities and strengths instead.

Doesn’t seem like a very fair fight, especially when most of humanity does not participate in the ‘balancing’ of the ‘life force energies’, instead being dragged to pain, and then given healing, over and over. It seems the average mind cannot fathom they hold the power to say yes or no to these energies which mold their minds daily.

Amnesia upon entry into this world is placed upon the memory of each life. It is given for if people remembered how it felt to hurt, or be hurt, they would stop. The ‘powers that be’ do not seem to want people to stop, it seems part of the unseen may thrive on this chaos which perpetuates, generation, after generation.

Those on the outside, looking in, who may or may not be attached to energies of physical body, or that of the world, do not experience amnesia. They experience the birth, the life including all traumas, and death x millions, world-wide … and they remember it all. There are some who cry tremendous tears for they cannot seem to stop the experience, and try as they might to bring peace to a troubled world, people keep hurting each other, and they keep experiencing this trauma with no relief, or forgetfulness to dull the pain.

The ending of pain is a choice humanity must make, conscious, aware choice … and then act upon it. I have faith that this is possible, and will be the end result, for I see the shift happening everywhere I look.

Seeing The Bigger Picture, How High Does An Eagle Fly?

Published December 15, 2018 by tindertender

It is obvious to most by now that many, many secrets have been kept from public awareness. There is an energy shift happening which is allowing the opening of minds, and a knowledge which was hidden is coming into view on a much larger scale than before.

Why did John Kerry go to Antarctica? There’s not supposed to be anything there. Why did a representative of the Pope go to Antarctica? Were they there to receive direct instruction from this non-existent source?

America … not mentioned in the Bible. It seems the founding fathers chose to create a new future, one in which people could be whatever they chose to be, getting inspiration and strength directly from God … a free people.

Why aren’t companies like Amazon, and Google getting together with the power companies to insulate the power grid? You would think they would, since they make billions of dollars doing business through the grid. Are they thinking they’ll just collect their money and when the grid goes down they’ll be one of the very wealthy entities who will rebuild after humanity takes each other out during the ensuing suffering and chaos which will happen right after grid failure?

Monsignor Balducci is a Vatican theologian and an insider close to the Pope. He has been featured on national Italian television numerous times stating that extraterrestrial contact is a real phenomenon and “not due to some psychological impairment.” Here is a link for ‘traditioninaction’. https://www.traditioninaction.org/Questions/B674_UFO.html

Perhaps there really is a way to regenerate the human cell, promoting a youthful body for a very long time. Do you suppose we’ll ever be told the truth? https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Integratron

https://youtu.be/G3QrhdfLCO8

Many say to “See as the Eagle does”, but just how high does the eagle fly? Is there such a thing as too high? Is there such a thing as a mind too open? How many things written as science fiction are not fiction at all? It is clear we cannot trust those who have been hired to represent the country. Will we stand and represent our self? Will we determine that which we allow into our minds, and demand to know the truth which has been pointedly hidden from us?

https://vault.fbi.gov/Project%20Blue%20Book%20%28UFO%29%20/Project%20Blue%20Book%20%28UFO%29%20part%201%20of%201/view

https://www.exopolitics.org/apollo-missions-ended-because-extraterrestrials-prevented-us-navy-bases-on-moon/

http://www.universe-people.com/english/svetelna_knihovna/htm/en/en_kniha_from_outer_space_to_you.htm

https://www.galactic-server.net/rune/paulvilla1.html

https://www.google.com/search?q=victor+1&rlz=1C9BKJA_enUS798US799&hl=en-US&prmd=sniv&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwi0xrGn-qLfAhVKwcQHHWErC0YQ_AUoA3oECA0QAw&biw=1024&bih=659&dpr=2#imgrc=U5Siy8kCu_CCrM

Heed The Messengers

Published December 14, 2018 by tindertender

I feel you move ever so subtly. Should you care even a little, you will never do this again. No one can force you to care, just as you cannot strip the “stubborn” from my mind. Oh yes, for a time it may seem you can … yet sooner or later, you will see the truth.

I should be angry, and for awhile I was. But knowing I deserve peace, knowing I prefer to share it as well, I release the need to be angry, upset, or obsessed with your removal.

Life is gifting me an experience which on a grand scale, I guess you could say, few have had … or at least been able to cope with.

A little less subtle now, you can quit at any time.

Substance abuse (alcohol, drugs) … opens the gateway to the soul, and allows crap to come in, pretending to be cake. If only people knew, they would claim sovereignty and never give up their power.

If only people knew what they do when they break a child’s will, their rebellious nature, forcing them to conform, rather than guiding them to know self-control, and projected use of their senses … for good, for their-self and all others their life touches … near or far, in the circle or outside the circle.

It’s rare, I know, that the indoctrinated breaks free, actually surviving that which attempts to crush their spirit.

Do you realize how many sentient beings are slaughtered every day? They are in-line, waiting their turn for throat slit, watching those before them. They know they are going to die and fear and panic sets in, adrenaline coursing through their veins and their entire body. Do you understand the amount of fear and panic being unleashed into the energetic field of life? That this is what is being physically eaten and breathed?

It is no wonder at the suffering humans unleash into this energetic field they eventually find their own mind, their own life, their personal reality,  affected negatively by it. Yet still, it continues. How long before the truth of it gets through to the mass majority? Will it be too late when it does?

“You’re in my head, my energetic field, but you cannot over-ride my will. The one thing that is most important, has always been. Perhaps you did not know this about me. Perhaps you gave yourself too much credit … got a little cocky.”

Crescendo ~ yes it is happening now. Right brain vs left brain … creativity vs logic. Is there ever a time when right merges with left, actually becoming logical creativity, or creative logic? I think it’s safe to say there is plenty of creative logic going on in the world right now.

Sometimes I wonder if this presence is a blessing or a curse, and other times the answer is quite clear.

“Mind your P’s and Q’s …” meaning “mind your manners”, “mind your language”, “be on your best behavior” or similar. HA! I’ve never been very good at that, minding … but I am getting better at sensing truth, which has tempered my responses in many situations.

Thinking of ‘Santa Claus’ I realize indoctrination into conformity starts very, very young. He knows if you are naughty or nice … so be good. The manipulation of minds starts at birth, in many formats. I suppose for those who desire to control the minds of people this is a perfect way to start, by making the children want to conform so they get a prize. It’s happened to most of us in the USA.

Shadow: Embrace Spirit ~ Reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Remember that the Divine exists in the natural world and Spirit dwells within all.

Soul: Heed the Messengers ~ It’s easy to ignore the messengers and the signs they show, especially when they bring a message you do not want to hear. But now is not the time to ignore the messengers. Do not let fear of change or discomfort silence their voices. Stop procrastinating, see and hear the truth, and do what is necessary. The wisdom the messenger offers is born of your own intuition and need.

Let two be One: Stay strong ~ Life will present you with many trials. It will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. You can endure all.

Sweet Surprises

Published December 13, 2018 by tindertender

I love it when I’m doing laundry and find money I didn’t know I had. The surprise of an extra $32 has me dreaming of what it will buy.

Another sweet surprise is the fact that working overtime is actually a pleasure. The company I now work for is like working for extended family, family you choose. While it gets dark outside and I’m still there, I am happy, knowing that I am doing all I can toward the success for all who spend so much of their time there.

I did not have to make dinner tonight … it was made for me. All I had to do was serve myself.

I squeezed in time to wash a load of laundry. That will be one less load I have to do this weekend.

The additional DMSO cream I purchased arrived today, making cuts and scrapes disappear quicker than ever before! My tattoo is nearly healed, ready for the finishing touches.

Peace has found me … or is it I who have found peace?

I hope it lasts this time … it seems after reprieve something always comes along to stretch capacity once more. These trials … I’d like to call them blessings, but to be honest, I do not know what the outcome will be when all is said and done.

Since uncertainty is the case, I set myself to counting blessings. When I get frustrated, I try to state inwardly a list of all that I am grateful for. This is an amazing practice that can turn a foul and dark situation into light once more, rather quickly too.

It can be difficult at times to find anything good in life, so it is best to start out ridiculously small … as in, I am grateful to be breathing … or I am grateful to have hair … or a jacket in the rain … or a fur baby who adores me … or sight, to see the patterns in the sky, or rocks, or in anything at all … or the ability to hear, or taste, or sense that which seems to be beyond the visual.

I am grateful for the capacity to choose to be calm, when at one time I would rage. I am grateful to be at the point of recognizing myself in others … some at a stage I once was at, some at a stage where I aspire to be some day.

I am grateful for life … this blessing that is often difficult to comprehend.

This treasure …

Calling On The Light

Published December 13, 2018 by tindertender

“Shake me into wakeful gratitude.

As I remember how to merge with you.

How to be embraced by you.

How to know that I am you.

And In my remembering

Love me in my letting go.”

~ Clare Dubois, Founder of TreeSisters

Excerpt from Nature Prayer

Hidden In Plain Sight

Published December 13, 2018 by tindertender

Form becomes smooth once more. Regeneration is always a mind blow. 

Isn’t it interesting … the minds of humanity are gripped tight by a presence so near it is barely perceptible, and only if one trains their self to notice, or should tragedy throw them there.

Skulls in forest

Suddenly, things are seen and heard which were hidden before … hidden in plain sight.

Mini candy bars keep getting smaller and smaller, while fewer are in each bag, and the price continues to hike. Toilet paper rolls have fewer sheets while the price climbs. Cans of food have gone from 15 oz to 14.5 oz and the price is more. These are just a few of the sneaky rip-offs we’ve been handed.

I am curious to know if there is a recipe for home-made marshmallows.

Often we look outside our self for answers. The Universe conspires to give them, should one really pay attention. Speaking of …

Beautiful, yummy marshmallows

https://www.epicurious.com/recipes/food/views/homemade-marshmallows-51152000

A time comes when the obvious will be known, and the known, plain for what it truly is.

Have people really wanted a ‘forever’ anything? It seems not. Most things nowadays are disposable, not created to last through many decades. It isn’t clear whether this is simply a marketing scheme which forces the continued purchasing of items, or if people simply do not want the same thing for decades.

Renewal seems to be the trend. While ‘renewal’ of the mind is a very good thing, cheaply made items which must be thrown out frequently is not such a prosperous thing … for the average person … for the scammer of countries it is quite a different matter.

With the purchase comes power. Figuring out how to exit this system of waste, of not participating in the robbery of people and the destruction of the earth can be difficult. The last couple generations have been accustomed to the ‘disposable’. Breaking that habit will not be easy, but is necessary, just the same.

Let us be rid of disposable items, disposable relationships, disposable anything … let us bring back the idea of that which is good being cherished, for life.

Breaking Free

Visitors In The Night

Published December 12, 2018 by tindertender

Smoking lady with bad teeth, telling me off … Man, with pinch of powder between his fingers, throws it in my face. There is fire-light bouncing off the wall in the corner, leading me to believe there is flame just around the bend.

A frequency of sound is humming in the air. A beetle shows up, one golden wing and one blue. I peer out at the landscape of a dark city, lights ablaze. It is as though I am standing below the Hollywood sign in California, letters above my head.

“Don’t go running up the stairs” a male voice says to me.

The Earth Torus is the same as the Human Torus. I see myself swimming the butterfly through this force of energy. Strong, Powerful strokes, moving me forward with speed.

“Receiving energy transmissions” he says. I’ve asked to be shown the truth, yet it eludes me still. Perhaps I’m misinterpreting, or perhaps my level of focus needs tuning.

I wonder how I would feel if I weren’t able to feel. There are two kinds of people (or consciousnesses). #1: Psychopath, unable to feel. #2: Those who are 1/2 asleep, unable to feel for their ‘form’ or ‘body’ does not allow them opportunity to really feel. Both, equally lacking in understanding or knowledge of what they do which is harmful.

Yet there is hope for one (whos heart would ache once they knew of harm done by them) and not the other (who would never give a second thought to continuing harm once they knew the affect of their actions) … both resemble humanity.

I ask, “Is there really no hope for the psychopath? What caused the condition? What atmosphere did it/does it thrive in?”

“You’re not here because I have something you need … you’re here to test your abilities.”

“Armor up”, he says. I look down and see this huge log. I strap it to my wrists and pull up. I think to myself, “What would I ever use this for, anyway?”

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