Messenger

Published September 15, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Be Vigilant
Soul: Let Go Of The Old
Let Two Be One: Nurture All You Love

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Photo by Vero Photoart

Be watchful and cautious of both others’ actions and your own. Stand ready to protect yourself from those who may covet what you have or seek to harm those you care for, but also be vigilant and watchful of your own actions lest you be the one doing harm. Weigh your actions. Be sure you act wisely. Be sure you have done all that needs to be done before moving forward. Leave nothing to chance lest all you have nurtured and cherished be undone by your own lack of vigilance.

Are you holding on to beliefs and notions that no longer serve you? Are you blocking your own growth and forward momentum because you fear to end a chapter in your life? It is time to release all that you hold onto that no longer serves. It is time to say goodbye to all that no longer has a place or purpose in your life. It’s  time to have an emotional, or physical, spring clean. It’s time to let go of the past so you can be open to what the future may bring.

Take the time to nurture the things you care about so that they may flourish and grow. Your hopes, your dreams, your body, your mind, your spirit, your creations, and your relationships; all that is you needs to be cherished, loved, honored and respected. Without care and attention, these aspects of self can fall into a state of neglect that does only harm to both you and the world around you. Nurture them, and they will bring you peace and fulfillment.

Personal Boundaries

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender
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Photo by Nathaniel Flowers

Childhood teaches us to behave in a certain manner. How often we allow our own personal thoughts and ideas to be superseded by others … it is trained behavior.

Some of us do not live long enough to come to this realization. Sometimes the fact that our inner voice becomes just that, inner, is when identity becomes lost, or skewed. Trying to please those around us all of the time, it can be noted that the one we will spend the rest of our lives with (our self) loses the battle, and is shoved into a closet while the world on the outside is catered to.

What are your boundaries? Those created through training from others are only habits, a practiced manner of being. Habits are meant to be broken, especially if they do not honor self.

I had an experience with a friend recently, a friend I love dearly. I’m still trying to figure out if I’m overly sensitive (a story fed me day after day in youth) or if my reaction and response to certain things is warranted. I tell myself I would not have had a reaction at all if there were nothing wrong. Yet at the same time, miscommunication, or lack of it, is often the culprit behind misunderstandings.

Our language is so complex. There are many ‘short-hand’ ways of speaking to each other, but to one who is learning the language, it may be quite confusing. (No reference whatsoever to my friend). I have been told by some that the way we speak leaves out much detail of what is really happening in our mind, therefore the listener cannot possibly understand properly, no fault of their own.

It is easier to walk away from someone than to try and hash out misconceptions. Old triggers, once flipped, can shut doors for a lifetime … indeed have already shut many doors. How can doors be opened if speech is so frivolously tossed about?

This may be the cause of many of the issues we face in the world today. For all the schooling we’ve received there is a profound lack in the ability to be clear with one another, as adults, speaking exactly what we mean.

Boundaries … it could be that triggers get flipped and life goes on, simply bringing to our attention a wound, or lack of thought going into a process, allowing us to try to do it better next time around … and there will always be a next time … faces may change, but situations will come ’round again.

If we find a friend who is willing to work with us as we delve deep to unravel those strings and unhinge the hooks which keep us trapped in hurtful scenarios, then we ought to hold onto them … should they wish to hang around, doing their own work, reciprocating healing to old stories.

Shadow and Soul

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Share you thoughts
Soul: Stay strong
Let two be One: Embrace Spirit

 

Photos by Ahmad Odeh

You have hopes, dreams, goals and ideas. Do not guard your ideas jealously nor keep them locked within for fear that another may steal them o offer ridicule instead of support. It is time to share your vision. Tell Great Spirit and Gaia of your dreams and hopes so they may send you what you need. Speak of your dreams to others. Connect with those who share your goals and hopes for they may be able to help you realize your dreams sooner.

Life will present you with many trials. Life will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. With hope and faith, you can endure all.

You are a spiritual being, living physical life. Embrace spirit in your journey and reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Fly to the heavens, but remember to look down and see that the Divine exists in the magical, natural world beneath you. Spirit dwells within all ~ in everything you see and know, and everything that you do not see and which is unknown. Both the creative and the destructive, the beautiful and the ugly, are born of the Divine.

Commitments

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

What are you committed to?

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Photo by Rainier Ridao

This can feel like a loaded question. Often we are afraid to tell others what we are committed to, for inevitably there will be those who deem inappropriate or silly that which we deem important.

I ponder this question, and I know it is not something that can be answered in a matter of minutes, no … this one requires deep thought and consideration. Some of the things I am committed to:

My pets, my friends (which seem to be few), myself (not necessarily in this order, anymore). I am committed to speaking truth, to not baring false witness against anyone, to taking long hard looks into the depths of me and find out what is making me tick, where are my triggers, and how can I alleviate them.

I am committed to seeing beauty in this world that tries so hard to strip it from my view. I am committed to finding this same beauty in me, and blocking those who would have me see something else. I am dedicated to seeing the best potential in all situations and people, and if I cannot see it, then I turn away and try to remain silent so as not to cause damages I cannot see.

It is difficult to remain silent on subjects we see around this world, in the people, and what many do. The easiest way I have found is to turn it around and begin to reflect on what part of the outside world do I find within myself, and then mend that.

It is a daunting task, this shift creation, and it always begins and ends with our inner workings. It is all too easy to point fingers and say the blame, or problem, lies within someone else, or somewhere else … and quite difficult to find these things in our own being. Rarely does one choose to pick themselves apart, and it is no wonder. Most of life is built in defending ones self from the outward attacks of others, and so we lash out, giving what we receive.

Change comes in giving what we wish to receive, and no matter how often we are given the opposite, a continuation of goodness must be poured forth in order to change the balance of things. This ‘alchemy’ is the most difficult of all. It has taken lifetimes of training to get where we are, and to undo the learned habits will not be easy.

Only the true warrior will attempt it,
The rest will continue to shift responsibility to others,
Who are doing the same.

There are many tools to allow time and space to stand still for a moment, while we reflect on that which is needing attention, the mala and mantra, meditation, exercise, time in nature … knowledge brings us closer to our goals. Listen to Spirit, for what you need to know and understand is so desperately trying to reach you. Give it a chance.

Planetary Abuse

Published September 13, 2018 by tindertender

They were spraying chemical everywhere. I went to close the windows and they sprayed directly into my face. My dog vomited, he was dying. I packed my backs and left … I left the people and my dog behind. I camped, but everything was dead, no green plant life anywhere. There was water, but nothing lived in it, it was toxic poison. No other life was around whatsoever. 

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This reminded me of what we’ve been shown about Mars, and I can’t help but wonder if its current status was not intentional. We certainly can see what chemicals are being sprayed all over our beautiful earth at this time, and the affect it is having on the plant life.

Preliminary … is this the onset of total annihilation here as well? What kind of fool would do this, over and over again? Why else would our government be so interested in monitoring the situation of Mars for so many decades? Are they the ones who did this … just as they are allowing it here?

 

Woman In Love

Published September 11, 2018 by tindertender

Woman in Love ~ doing anything to keep peace within her life, and the life she shares with the world.

True … some are lost in the realm of creating and experiencing deep pain … but each and every one of them start here … whether as a child, or otherwise. Love does not require war … it is a simple letting go of that which brings us pain.

Great strength is in Love … in sharing it, in growing it. Moving through pain and continuing to bring love to the world despite what it may throw at us … and first and foremost Loving the ‘love of our life’ … our self.

Don’t ever hurt yourself, in cherishing all that you are it will become easier to cherish all else that you see in the world, and to care for every aspect of it.

Electric Life In This Universe

Published September 11, 2018 by tindertender

Where have you been?
Where are you going to?
I wanna know what’s new
I wanna go with you.
Chris Rea, The Blue Café, 1998

There are many who work in the Qsar Studies.

Although this is not the field I work in, it is apparent this particular ‘field’ and those who work within it are being ‘called out’.

As I relax, words are processed as they flow, and someone said, “You’re probably right … God does work.” Meaning … faith in One who truly loves us can heal and keep our minds strong through tactics meant to destroy. Love with this One will hold it together for us while black-hearted and curious manipulators do their dirty deeds.

Not exactly sure what these people are up to, but I have an idea.

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There are tactics being used against mankind. Chemicals are being sprayed over our heads in a consistent manner. We are not told what is in these sprays, many people are criticized horribly for questioning it, and for speaking out about it. It is part of this process I speak of … Qsar.

The foods and liquids we purchase for consumption are inundated with chemicals, all of which are geared toward the manipulation of body and mind. These are made to taste quite good which ensures they are eaten. There are addictive chemicals added, much like nicotine, which make people go back for more and more, regardless of the toxic affect they notice it having on their bodies and their minds.

There is an attempt to control the thoughts and actions of mankind without their consent or knowledge. WiFi technology distracts the masses, few are even aware.

They pump the atmosphere full of these chemicals which are then absorbed into the flesh (the largest organ of the body) and also inhaled through the lungs.

Once these chemicals are in the body and soft tissues, those manipulators can then blast away with radio electromagnetic waves and manipulate the body and mind more thoroughly … the body and mind are mostly water … when hit with these frequencies, they combine and formulate in the mind and body with the chemicals and nano-metal particulates there.

Testing is underway to see which waves, and which chemicals, give them the results they desire.

Anyone who thinks these technological advances are being used only for good are fooling themselves. As with all things, there are those who long to abuse the power it (whatever it is) gives them.

Space war … this is the space in your mind, the space in your heart … it is your energetic spaces being manipulated and tweaked to trigger thoughts and responses.

Know this ~ there are those who will play you like a puppet, pulling your strings so well you will not even notice it … unless you begin to pay very close attention.

When frustration arises, what were you thinking or doing? Where were you? Who was there, what were you eating or drinking, or what gadgets were you using and programs operated? It’s all a combination action.

Electromagnetic waves
Smart meters
Food and drink
Sprays overhead
HAARP
Medications and other synthetic drugs
Television
Certain Music

Your triggers are being tested in combination with these things. Tragic events are often planned just so your energies will become scattered and more easily siphoned and controlled. Horrible photos, or news stories, or violent movies will send inner energies left and right, to and fro … these energies are then siphoned and used as the manipulators see fit.

This is no ‘tin foil hat’ scenario. It is very real. Pay close attention to your own emotions and triggers, notice if it is in relation to any of the above items or secretly manifested events.

https://eurl-ecvam.jrc.ec.europa.eu/laboratories-research/predictive_toxicology/doc/EUR_24522_EN.pdf

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4540130/

https://www.history.com/mkultra-operation-midnight-climax-cia-lsd-experiments

http://www.theblackvault.com/documentarchive/cia-mkultra-collection/#

Mind Control: It’s Happening to You Right Now

https://www.iflscience.com/technology/government-agency-accidentally-releases-reports-on-orgasminducing-mind-control-weapons/

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