Strength

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Torn …

Published October 6, 2018 by tindertender

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My love has been trampled, my life and the life of my children abused. Yet still, I listen to and have compassion for the one responsible for much of it. He says to me these days, “You used to listen to me.” Yes, I did. I used to trust him, and then I experienced his true self. As he called me selfish, he behaved in that manner, deflecting the action(s) onto me.

While he calls Dr. Ford harsh names, spewing spittle from his mouth and snarling as he does, I cannot help to wonder what he will think when he passes from body. Will he become aware of the wrongs he has done? Will he take responsibility for his portion of pain in this world?

Currently so many people refuse to own their part of the whole. They look at themselves as successful, righteous, and fair. The changes they have taken part in … the coercion, the judgement of others … it has never even occurred to them that somehow they may have had a hand in a painful outcome, they are too busy laying blame elsewhere while they don their hats of superiority.

I mentioned to the room of guides and spirits, “He will know some day” and in return, “Someday soon”. It is so strange that through it all I still have love and compassion for this relationship, and others. I honestly don’t think people are aware of what they do, for they are too busy looking outside themselves, blaming others, than taking a good hard look at themselves. Maybe because it hurts to do so … I don’t know.

This country is anything but united. Men vs women, skin color separation, ethnicity differences, religious practices, awareness and sharing and refusal and demoralization by those who cannot see.

Children, animals, and others who do not wish to fight are abused every single day.

I will never lay down and pretend to be weak. I will never think it is okay for someone to stomp on another persons right to freedom of choice. Too many think they have the authority to tell a woman what to wear, what to say or not to say, what work to do, or not to do. They mistreat her as she brings new life into this world, they beat her physically and emotionally and they think this is acceptable.

Even towards those who have caused me pain I still find the love I had originally. I hope that when the time comes for them to experience what they unleashed onto others lives  it will not be as painful as the original experience, for all at once, this will be unbearable. I know what is coming even while they refuse to believe.

I look into my life and I wonder about my actions … how did my words and motivations affect those who took part in this life? I would like to break it down, understand it, and try to make it right before I leave this body, for afterward, there will not be that opportunity.

 

Healthy vs Sick

Published September 16, 2018 by tindertender

The difference between people in a healthy world full of relationships, is in the ‘healthy’ see potential in others and situations, whereas the ‘unhealthy’ search themselves, others and everything else for what they see as lack.

This world is very sick right now. We’ve been bred and trained to see lack in our self, in others, and in every situation we may be part of.

It is up to the individual to break the mold and rebuild their training, searching for potential in everything instead.

When we see our self in the mirror, if there are any thoughts of negativity directed at that image, at self, then immediate and hard work must be done to counter those ideas. It’s difficult, but necessary to break the cycle.

When one can finally look in the mirror and like the person they see … not all about the ‘looks’, but the strength behind the eyes, the endurance while wearing a smile through all trials, if anyone comes along to try and tear down that fresh new view, walk away from them quick.

No one has the right to tell you who you are, how strong you are, or what potential you have … that is for you to decide … or to one day ‘find out’.

Even when not making a decision, a decision is made. Be present.

Shadow and Soul

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Share you thoughts
Soul: Stay strong
Let two be One: Embrace Spirit

 

Photos by Ahmad Odeh

You have hopes, dreams, goals and ideas. Do not guard your ideas jealously nor keep them locked within for fear that another may steal them o offer ridicule instead of support. It is time to share your vision. Tell Great Spirit and Gaia of your dreams and hopes so they may send you what you need. Speak of your dreams to others. Connect with those who share your goals and hopes for they may be able to help you realize your dreams sooner.

Life will present you with many trials. Life will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. With hope and faith, you can endure all.

You are a spiritual being, living physical life. Embrace spirit in your journey and reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Fly to the heavens, but remember to look down and see that the Divine exists in the magical, natural world beneath you. Spirit dwells within all ~ in everything you see and know, and everything that you do not see and which is unknown. Both the creative and the destructive, the beautiful and the ugly, are born of the Divine.

Climbing Mountains

Published August 28, 2018 by tindertender

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Photo by Priscilla Du Preez

The Lioness walks slowly toward the hill. Shoulders moving with the shifting weight of her body, she climbs, looking left and right, ready for that which may spring at her. There are few who follow, some would rather spend time stripping others of their confidence to climb. She leaves them, and moves forward.

After years of attack, this female remains. She protects those who trust her, those who may not have the strength to fend for themselves. She takes the hard hits so others do not have to, many are not even aware of what she is doing.

While she rolls ’round and ’round with those who would tear at the world, others are able to slip by the dark forms who would sap them of their goodness, their light.

She’s been here before. She’s had many such experiences. After all this time she thought it might have changed, but it hadn’t. Even though she is tempted to give in to this poison, to attack, or quit, she knows she cannot. So she musters her inner fortitude and she continues.

She digs deep within her heart and she seeks kindness for those who do not express it. She hopes their journey is not too painful, that they survive what is coming for them with only minor wounds. She turns from them all as they wallow in their self proclaimed glory. She remains silent, knowing they haven’t capacity to understand what they do not know.

There are some though who do understand, who see her battle scars and know they can trust her as they move forward. They know she has put her self in position of receiving harm, they have seen her fight through, and survive, they know she gives everything she has inside to protect what she cherishes.

Caring for others is the best we can offer. Life is a gift to be shared. Time is valuable, and while some waste it on being cruel, others work to counteract it. Stepping on the backs of those who may be perceived as ‘less than’ does not now, nor will it ever, make a hijacker more important. The sensation of the illusion will fade, and reality packs a punch like nothing else in this world. If understanding is desired, give it. If care is needed, give it. If self confidence is needed, block those who would strip it. Do not ever play into the hands that would steal your inner fire.

Tempting as it is to get involved in a back and forth of things, don’t. And if you do, recognize it as soon as you can, notice how it is sucking the positive from you … do not allow it. Contributing to that mess is a violation against self and encourages the behavior to continue.

No one deserves your energies more than you. Utilize your inner resilience to unwind any negative thing anyone has ever told you about yourself, they do not deserve this hold on you. Leave them behind, in your dust, and Climb. That. Mountain.

Visit Of Triangle ~

Published August 3, 2018 by tindertender

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Triangle
came to visit last night, two rows … inverted, and erect, points facing each other, gap nearly closed.

Inverted = female, Erect = male.

“Numerologically speaking, if One represents force, and Two represents an opening, then Three is the birthing of true wisdom.”

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Much ado has been created about the meaning of it all. The whole of union has been bred as taboo in the minds of the people, when in fact, it is what holds us together.

We see in current circumstance what falling away from the truth of it has meant for our life. Division has been purposefully fostered by those who desire to wield power, for in this union is greatest strength.

Those wearing greed for hearts cannot have the greater population knowing their secrets for strength, for they would lose control … something they will fight for with every ounce of energy they have. The energies they use to keep us separated come from the energies we pour forth while fighting each other … situations which are created by them for this vampiric purpose.

Energy is stolen by a tried and true technique: Upset and turmoil created specifically for the upsetting of an individual, or on a larger scale, whole groups of people. (9/11; public mass shootings; etc). These things are carefully orchestrated for the sole purpose of siphoning energy from living souls … this energy is then used to perform certain deeds, and to maintain power and control. An experienced vampire can shift from one behavior to another in seconds.

Desperation is at hand while our truest union is delayed by those in power. They suck the force from us when we respond in an ‘outraged’ manner to their planned ‘events’, created for the purpose of draining us of the strength needed to overturn what has been done.

Remain calm … be aware of what is happening … retain your energetic power. Rather than spewing it out in shock and confusion, behold the reality of the circumstance, and then utilize your inner power for the healthy transformation in the whole of the world.

https://zennedout.com/magical-meanings-uses-for-triangles-pyramids/
https://www.whats-your-sign.com/triangle-meaning.html
https://www.drlwilson.com/articles/vampirism.htm
https://www.thoughtco.com/the-gayatri-mantra-1770541

Heart Warrior

Published July 28, 2018 by tindertender

There was so much I did not know, and so much I do not still. At times it is difficult to look deeply at something, perhaps because of fear … fear of finding something which is not ‘wanted’ to be known.

How to release fear? It has been my experience the only way to deal with fear is to walk right into it, through it. Better to do this than to waste an entire lifetime paralyzed by ‘what might be’. Better to get out there and just deal with it, get it over with, or get it going.

What good is a life frozen in pain and suffering?  Is it not best to move forward, always, regardless of that which attempts to keep us shackled? Is it not wise to push the boundaries we have been told, and taught, to remain inside of?

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Photo by Nashad Abdu

Oh, the fruits you came to offer the world! Deep within you, you know you have plenty … and I’m not talking about ‘things’ … I’m talking of inner wealth and connection with all that is. The stuff that heals souls! The stuff that allows you to reach inside and do the work to heal the damage done to your own Spirit.

As you come to accept this truth, you will understand your journey is much more than singular … Overcome doubt and fear by trusting your decisions. Swim in the Eternal Light. Inner purification is upon us now, embrace it.

Long-held attitudes are being challenged and are breaking down, but you are not your attitudes. Your higher self is breaking out of its shell. The phoenix always rises from the ashes … A greater person is emerging.

Be crystal clear on your priorities. Direct your thoughts and words toward the achievement you desire.

The old must die to the new. Your most unselfish love must be applied to the act of rebirthing self … and to the future you wish to create. Travel gently, and appreciate all that has been … this is the ground work for all that will be.

War In Heaven

Published July 15, 2018 by tindertender

The truth has been hidden far longer than you may believe … or currently have the capacity to believe.

http://karljahn.tripod.com/Maldek.htm

https://www.exopolitics.org/moon-is-artificial-arrived-with-refugees-from-destroyed-planet-in-asteroid-belt/

If you research the “cosmic ray mitigation program” in conjunction with the “Geothermal weather modification program” you will find correlation there that implies something much more significant that the alteration of the weather, the healing of the gaping ozone hole, or the intention of eliminating other ‘countries’ ability to track our military movement.

Know your power and how to use it.

This war which has been going on for thousands of years and beyond is coming to a head once again. This is much bigger than Russia or North Korea and the United States … this is ancient, and the main reason whole civilizations have been obliterated. Are you going to go to your grave blind?

 

https://www.geoengineeringwatch.org/

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