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What Is Your Breaking Point?

Published December 9, 2018 by tindertender

What is your breaking point?

What have you done when you’ve arrived there?

My breaking point came a few times in this life. The last one actually nearly cost my physical life, it surely did cause a ‘rebirth’ in my spiritual life, and a complete shift in the way I think and live.

Strength is born out of these times, when the world seems to crash down on our heads. It isn’t uncommon for a person to fall, then swim in the affects of previous actions. It can seem like drowning, dying, or make us wish we would, and sometimes that is exactly what happens.

For those times a person is able to crawl out of that deep well into the light of day once more they will find that a portion of them is left behind. That portion of them which caused the fall in the first place is shed, and newness is birthed to fill the space left from its removal.

Falling enough times, or falling so deep, and then the fight that ensues to come back to light, is indeed a rebirth … you may not even recognize yourself. You may find that many others will tell you, “This isn’t the you I remember.” Embrace it … especially if the layers of pain, which perpetuated pain I this world, are left behind.

Be bold in the creation of a new you … society no longer dictates who you will be … YOU do. This is your story now.

Present In This Silence

Published November 27, 2018 by tindertender

You say that I have changed, that I am not the same as I once was. You are mistaken. I am exactly as I once was, the only difference being I have added to it, I have grown, I have become more than I was before.

Distraction, you have supplied plenty of, will not hinder this growth, this expansion of self. I refuse to remain in a little box, stagnant and only listening to what you would like me to. No, I will stretch my wings until the day I die, then I will fly.

Silently, yet quite clear, a suggestion is made.

“You’ve got to let it go! If you don’t, they’ll keep jerking you around. Speak to me. The one who always hears but chooses not to fill your head with clutter, leaving room for you to interpret the world using your own capacity without interference. Rather than talk to them, talk to me. Put yourself on that path of long ago. See the trail, see the road. Visualize the conversation, and then have one.”

The one who supports you makes suggestions and does not demand … respects your freedom and does not enslave you … loves you for your uniqueness and does not insist you change to please them … reflects the goodness in you when your eyes gaze deeply into their own, and makes it easy to see how pure and spectacular you’ve always been, and always will be.

Bringing peace to a fearful world, to a fearful mind … there is no greater responsibility.

How do you eliminate fear? How do you eliminate greed and the struggle for power, or dominance?

This work is personal. Love cannot be demanded of others, just as a change of personality cannot be forced upon anyone. Those times are gone.

The future is space where all people will be free, working together for the benefit of the whole. There will be suffering and pain along the way. There are those who will never choose to be anything but harmful to their fellow man, or animals, or toward the earth. This change, this shift, will require a sort of cleansing … and by this I mean, those who choose to live by the sword will die by the sword until there aren’t any people left who choose that path.

Do you suppose the time is near when people will decide that killing and fear mongering is not the profession of choice? It seems more and more people are hopping on the war train. But perhaps this is the crux of the situation … many will fight, until the fighting ends.

Choice … it seems simple enough.

Individually, we are creators of our life. Collectively, we choose to assist each other or to use and abuse each other, creating circumstances which have potential for rebound … rebound of the positive, or of the negative.

Some ‘leaders’ are fine with the suffering of the people, as long as they are feared. Again, it comes back to fear, that pesky destroyer of families, of culture, of life.

I watch as people project their energies into whatever cause someone else dictates … war, behavior and decisions made by others, beliefs and religions, diet and dress, speech and mannerisms. Humanity moves about listening to these suggestions and then … just as a youngster who longs to be part of the ‘in crowd’ they take action for whatever they think will bring them acceptance, or some sort of respect.

Too often the energies poured into the agenda of someone else is not honored. C’mon, people die for someone else’s ideals … Losing their own life before they’ve even had a chance to discover the depths of their own hearts, or see the hidden pools of yumminess in their own eyes when peering at their reflection.

This is called ‘stolen life’ by the puppet master … who is not a master at all. The true ‘master’ is the one who encourages each individual to become master of his or her own mind, heart, spirit, and soul.

Look at your life. See who is pulling your strings, take back your power. Own it. The creation of the future, the one you will be reborn in to (believe it or not), is your choice. Beauty? Or shit.

And remember, wealth of any kind cannot be horded, for eventually all things will be redistributed, and the experiences one provides for others will become their own.

Going Deep

Published November 25, 2018 by tindertender

The mind expands, so full of, seemingly … everything. Awareness embraces the elements ~ water, air, earth, fire … it embraces possibilities as they enter the field of thought.

The effort to purposefully open consciousness in order to receive information can be a tricky balance between sanity and ultimate confusion. Doing so will provide access to those “aha” moments as well as those who despise the blessing of the “aha” onto humanity. One must be prepared for this and remain strong while the fingertips of the unseen play with the mind.

Discernment … how does one become good at it? Often the senses, those inner strings which are toyed with, allow a trigger to be activated … flight, strong stance or fight, a going to, and a turning from … these ‘skills’ can only be honed in the midst of experience.

Often life gives us things which we deem as unpleasant, yet these very things work out to be our greatest blessings … in hind-sight … although we’d swear the opposite during the most intense moments.

That which has kept the innermost portion of a man, a woman, separate from each other is breaking down. We find that our attention is being focused in many areas at once, aware of so much more that what is within the four outer walls … of the flesh, of the house, of the country.

Our emotions are amplified as we take note of the hidden, as we realize life as we’ve known it has been but an illusion.

The question then is how do we undo the training received and actually help one another? How do we release the need to safeguard our personal spaces and open up to facilitate healing?

While those intent on harming life will be successful, causing pain, the balance will be shifting, and when balance is met, even tipping to the opposite of what we’ve known, the harm will begin to decrease and peace will begin to grow, quickly becoming normalized.

Those brave souls who do this work are the most courageous of humans, for they risk everything in order to gain this balance … for the benefit of all life.

As you sit in meditation, or simply in a still space, in silence, absorb the thoughts which pass by, have the aha moment, go deep into this world and pull forth from it the things which will assist in expansion … of thought, of understanding, of compassion, of care and of love.

When we see that our emotions are the same as others, when we understand that all of humanity wishes to be recognized, understood, loved, and blessed with a sense of honor for that which they contribute, no matter how detailed, then we begin to know fully how alike we truly are. When this happens, we can look at someone and see their argument, their frustration, their joy … it is exactly as we have experienced during life, at differing times.

Fear, pain and the shriveling of self they cause are similar for all as well. Some are able to fortify and pull up, while others are more vulnerable (children and those who have suffered since the dawn of innocence). Rather than saying to those they should buck up, man up, woman up, it is imperative that we instead assist in the healing … especially if we are some of those who are among the first who are able to firm up.

The depths of our being are intertwined. It is quite truthful in that when one suffers, we all suffer. It may not be apparent in the visual, but it will affect all life as the ripples of the situation will forever expand and mesh with all other experiences.

Why does it seem the negatives are so much more powerful that the positives? Why does fear and pain seem to override joy and love? Why does war seem to overtake peace?

The reason behind the imbalance is quite simple … the negatives in life are promoted. They are promoted by governments, by television programs (movies and news), and by those who follow through with the ‘programming’.

Those who are awakening to the larger reality are often drugged and labeled as having a ‘mental’ issue, simply because our health care system is not equipped with knowledge or understanding. They are trained in symptom management only. Thankfully they are, and my hope is that they will rise to take their knowledge one step further, into that of true understanding of the union between the seen and the unseen.

Truth can cause anxiety and/or depression … once the workings of our current system are seen and understood, they cannot be forgotten.

The more we choose to ‘fight’ something, the greater energy needed to maintain the fight, for the energy dumped into it only makes it stronger. I am surprised more people do not understand this.

“It takes a strong man to go into battle, it takes an even stronger man to walk away from one.” The one who decides to stay and fight is doing their perceived duty, protecting that which is seen in need of protection. The one who walks away sees that the energy is being harvested, manipulated, and utilized to increase the warring. And while they walk away from the fight, they are attacked by their fellows because of it, so they are inwardly fighting a resistance to those who would manipulate them, and to those who have been convinced that fighting is the only way to be, the only way to survive.

It’s a double whammy for certain. Many folks in this world are battling two enemies, in fact, we all are. We struggle against peers who would steer us, we battle against the unseen manipulator who would have us destroy each other, and our self. We work diligently to manage our thoughts, to maintain control of the emotions rather that letting the emotions control us.

This life is indeed a battle, a battle for our sanity, for our ability to love our self and others, for control. In this control wars are fought, lives are lost, people starve … for food, for love, for acceptance, for encouragement, for recognition.

Stop the fight. BE you, BE whole, it is yours already. Stop allowing others into your mind, shut the door on their permissions for manipulating your thoughts and actions. It is but a game, a dangerous game … step out from it into the freedom inherently yours.

As you step away from the perpetrated drama, you will begin to see more clearly, from the outside. You will view the world as those who remain fighting crush each other, mentally, physically. You will see how they manipulate situations in their ability to live, and to thrive. You will see how they take … and only give when there is something greater to be gained. You will watch them as they destroy each other.

Being part of the destruction will not stop it. The only thing which will stop it is a non-participation in it.

Do you foresee a future where people will take note of it and act upon it? Do you think humanity is strong enough to withstand those who would destroy them? Do you think those who wage destruction will eliminate each other rather than eliminating the whole?

Are we willing to do our part, stepping back and preparing the tools (inner and outer) which will be needed to assist in bringing healing to those who leave the fight?

It is unfortunate that so many in this world make a game of war. It IS a game, one in which they are paid handsomely for … with money, washed in blood, while those who give the orders feast on warriors death and stolen power.

Who better to teach them than those who have already walked the path and are now in the unseen worlds providing influence for continuation? Continuation of death, and pain, and destruction which fuels their energy collection, and therefore their continued life … vicariously through our own, and the collective suffering of the world.

It has become quite clear humans are very good at destroying each other … mentally, emotionally, physically. Are we just as good at promoting health and care and wellbeing? Only WE can answer that question, should we wish to know the answer well enough.

These negative influences must be ended, they must be denied should humanity and all other life have a chance at true love and gracious living.

Danger ~ Once Hidden, Known

Published November 19, 2018 by tindertender

Lately there are quite a bit more ‘stranger to stranger’ crimes being committed. Often we hear that the attacker has stated they felt “possessed.” It is unfortunate that so many people do not believe them, for in their battle with unseen evil they are also forced to take major hits from those that are seen, who blame them, and have little understanding of a spiritual nature.

In the case of abuse, the ones who harm do so much of the time because they are incapable of hurting the one they would like to hurt … so they take it out on those who this foe loves … animals, children … There have been those who actually burn down the house, or crash the car, just to hurt someone, to take from them anything they find of value.

There is a story from long ago which states that “Lucifer” was evicted from Heaven, for he brought war and attempted to usurp the throne of God … or Creator. After his fall he was furious, for he found that he could not actually harm the one who he felt ’caused’ such anger and jealousy in his heart. Being a master manipulator he convinced many others to join him, they too were cast out.

Their utmost desire is to “bridge the gap”. They wish more than anything to go to war once more, to seize the throne and to have revenge. They are looking for innocence who can pave the way to the place they need to go in order to fight once more, they look for those who are easily manipulated into doing harm to themselves, to others, to the earth and waters. They despise humanity for they are loved, and so in order to inflict some kind of suffering to Creator, there is constant work being done to cause humans to hurt each other.

Yes, possession is a very real thing.

Once the invisibles discover that their latest target is not the one they need to ‘bridge the gap’ they become furious and drive that individual to harm self, or others … as many as possible.

There are those who have had too much to drink and ‘black out’ having no recall as to what they did, what they said … this is because the goodness in them cannot bare being in such a foul circumstance, so the good in them steps aside, and those in shadow take over for a time.

While alcohol is sold, used and abused, there are also many drugs that alter the energetic field, often breaking down defenses which limit exposure to those who wish to destroy all that is good, who want badly to enter the auric and enteric fields and manipulate minds to their hearts content. All of these drugs and alcohol have been approved by corporations and government sectors who know full well what is possible, and are aware of the intention behind it all.

I would love to say it is conspiracy, a theory that is so far out there it cannot possibly be true … But it IS truth.

Ephesians 6:12 “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this worlds darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”

So often it is easiest to ridicule and mock people for their belief in the above particular phrase. Christians and others says that yes, they believe in God, by whatever name they apply to that idea. Yet when harm is done, and people say they felt possessed and may have even given the blank stare or the wide eyed stare, people deny it is possible. Instead, they too attack the person who is ‘under the influence’ of dark forces, demanding revenge or retaliation against the individual, not even attempting to acknowledge the much deeper circumstance.

As you drive along in your car, or walk through public places and you notice people talking to themselves … they aren’t. They are actually talking to those who only they can hear. Your fight is not with them, although they will need to be interrupted should they allow, or not be able to stop, manipulation which is harmful to self or others. This fight is with those you cannot see, and which many cannot hear, and which so many others will refuse to acknowledge as real.

While you see an increase in these spontaneous attacks, while you hear about mothers harming their children (or driving them into the ocean after loading them all in a minivan) or fathers who end life of family rather than leave, my hope is that you will consider, and take very seriously what I have spoken of here.

At any time it could happen to you. It does not take much for an entry to be made, and at first chance they’ll slip in. It doesn’t necessarily mean only drug users or alcoholics will be vulnerable. It also means that anyone who is in an accident, or has some sort of illness can be a target, for while their immune system is compromised, while they experience body and mind trauma, they too are susceptible to invasion.

The intensity of this battle will be made quite clear very soon, even to those who insist it is all a fantasy … which is sad, because they’re more vulnerable while practicing ignorance.

There need be no call for religious fanaticism, only an awareness and a silent meditation on truth. Practice discernment, you will need this skill like you’ve needed nothing before. I hope you are a quick learner … Time is short.

To the unseen perpetrator, it is a game. Although they are good at playing, they haven’t changed their tactics much. Be aware.

Free ~ No Longer Your ‘Assistant’

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

After all these years I must tell you that this is why I will not stand with you. I have experienced your presence while you speak about me as though I cannot hear you, you behave as though I am not worthy of a one on one conversation. This is not acceptable, I am not at your disposal, nor am I willing to give you any further energies.

I have tried many times in the past to convince myself that we are alike, that you must have good reason to behave the way you do, that if I were in your position I might even do the same. Regardless, I am not in your position, and I do not behave the way you do, even though I have good reason to.

In this manner, we are nothing alike. In fact, you could say that we are polar opposites. While you are very good at mimicking goodness, sooner or later your inner self shows. It brings down the House you try to build, time and time again. The foundation is not true.

I am sorry for you, but I do not pity you, for you have consciously, fully aware, chosen to do the things you do, putting forth influence onto the vulnerable and unaware. Many lives have been affected … or ended, due to your selfish behaviors and trespasses.

I would like to say I understand, and that I forgive you. I will also say that I will do whatever I can to ensure that the privileges you’ve been taking advantage of will never be fully loosed, or enjoyed by you.

This is a time for those who have been running with you to open their eyes and get serious about what they choose. In the ‘end game’ nothing could be more serious.

How many life times does one soul need to determine where their heart resides? How long does it take to reclaim the spirit and mind from those who have manipulated actions and circumstances to coincide with greed or need for power?

When will mankind discover that no one has more authority over their life than they themselves do? People are always looking for a ‘leader’ or a ‘teacher’, not realizing that they can, and do lead, and teach … they lead their own lives, getting what they give, or accepting what they allow. They are in process of teaching others what to, or not to, be and do, shared through example. They are in process of being ‘taught’ by those they have perhaps not been willing, or able, to acknowledge.

All of this, all of it is known to the gentle heart who wishes to participate in the healing of the world, of life in general.

You know this. You take advantage of the gentle souls who long for peace. You lead them to believe that if they trust you, if they agree to help you, that peace will be. But peace is not coming forth from the chaos you bring. It has only become more chaotic, more solidly enriched with pain, supported by fear, by paranoia.

I hear you laugh as you see the affect you bring to people. I sense your pride in your ability to manipulate emotion, allowing, or ending life … as you will.

As a collective, this I know to be true. You have dared to attack the unwitting. The selfishness of your goal leaves no room for compassion. You say, “I like this one” as though they were an object … not someone who feels, thinks, loves, and acts. You behave as though you do not see the truest power that resides in them. Maybe you do, and simply pride yourself on the methods used to extinguish that bright light within them.

I cannot silently stand by and watch you ruin lives.

Those of us who are on to you know full well that the ones you attack are not only fighting you, but fighting the others who you have controlled. Double whammy, the people who join you are not even aware they are under your influence, actually doing your bidding … as you laugh, all kicked back enjoying yourself. I am amazed how well you keep secret the influences you lay upon minds, they so often are not even aware that these ‘thoughts’ and ‘desires’ are not even their own.

There is a time coming soon when we will find out how this goes. So many believe they already know. Unfortunately, all they really know is what they’ve been told to believe, what they’ve been taught as factual. The actual ‘experience’ of knowing eludes many.

On this level, I am torn. I would never wish my experience on anyone, for I know many who did not make it through. Yet at the same time, if something doesn’t shake the ol’ tree, no one will ever see clearly, or at least come to the knowledge that what they thought they knew was a lie, all along.

May the eyes and minds of humanity be quivered ever so slightly to break up the rigidity of ‘lessons learned’ which have developed into habits. May they be ‘gently nudged’ into motion and discovery of their inner, innate power for goodness. May it be done quickly, thoroughly, and with minimal ‘safeties’ on. May the hearts of mankind be unshackled and set free, without erupting into deep sadness, depression, remorse or anxiety. May they see through the fog that has been placed upon them, may their blood remain warm, and their strength and courage steadfast, their hearts pure.

… and may all that is good bless me with the same.

It’s Obvious You’ve Been Made For A Reason

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

“Know yourself, because … if you know yourself, you will understand, that good and bad, come from you. It’s good that you should know your own existence: you’ll become amongst others … of a higher existence. When you’re knowing yourself you know everything: with this knowledge you’re free from every evil thing. As you don’t know you, you don’t know your worth! If you can see your Self, you will see God, the Truth! Your servants, seven planets and nine skies will be; it is a great shame that You are a slave to your body! If you should be looking for that blessing so blissful, don’t be chained down by animal pleasures, blissful! Become like men who are great … don’t eat or sleep! Explore yourself like who the world explore and seek! Belonging to the realm of animals is food and sleep: the spirit that’s in you, lives by knowledge … to keep. Begin waking up … how long will you keep sleeping? Look at yourself … you, are a really wonderful thing! Think … and remember, from where you are coming: why is it fact, that in this prison you’re languishing? Break out from your cage and be flying to your tower …

It is so obvious that you’ve been made for a reason … it is such a shame if you don’t accomplish. It’s a pity, a shame for an angel to Satan be obeying: its such a pity for a king, a doorkeeper be obeying …

Upon your treasure you have some dragon squatting: kill that dragon … from suffering yourself be freeing! If you should feed it, you will into a coward change … and would when talking of treasure, become strange. It is like, if you should have in your house a treasure, even if you are sick … in your hand you have the cure! You’ve fallen asleep, how to reach your destination? Talisman fascinates you, but treasure … why, go on? Smash up that talisman and that treasure take up … suffer a little pain, and from yourself … pain, take up!”

Sacred Earth Balancers

Published August 2, 2018 by tindertender

It isn’t that the Earth Balancers have stepped back to leave us to our own demise, it is that they are leaving this planet, one by one, as age requires. Indigenous cultures have been systematically wiped out and absorbed, the ways in which they harmonized the earth, the sacred knowledge, has been nearly eliminated and the youth who would have at one time followed in their elders footsteps, are ‘modernized’ and ‘cellurized’, the many separated into singularity.

We see through microwaves and cellular waves the destruction of the singular … it is intentional, it is corrupt, and it is carefully strategized.

We’ve seen record of the past which shows time and time again these ancient knowings have been destroyed. Why is it that ‘they’ wish for the people to be separated from the All That Is?

The funds which at one point were used in beneficial manners for beautification and improvement, to benefit life, have been funneled off the people and utilized for war and destruction instead. Everything, and everyone, suffers for these decisions.

We’re coming into the obvious now, as forms and formulas are used to harm … the planet … waters, earth and air ~ and all life upon it … plants, animals, people. The ways of honor do not live in the hearts of those who have gained control through methods of killing and destroying all that is good.

The Earth Balancers have been disrupted. Their are those who would wipe out the medicines and prayers and ceremonies. We can see the harm this damage has done as the planet heaves.

Recognition of this truth is integral to the health and healing of what has been done. Once we understand the balance has been intentionally disrupted in the name of greed and power, we will return to the ways that facilitate peace and calm, honor, integrity, and care.

Regardless if you are of native decent or not, this world is our world, it belongs to all people. We must come together as One, respecting each other and what we have to offer … the sacred practices which bring balance … every contribution to the whole which has intention for highest and greatest good for all … is immeasurably valued.

The Earth Tribe is you now … All Of You … All Of US …

https://wakeup-world.com/2017/03/30/waking-up-to-the-sacred-in-nature-and-reclaiming-our-earth-soul/
http://www.shamanicjourneys.com/articles/glossaryofthegods.php

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