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Gentle Pushes (Or Not)

Published January 12, 2019 by tindertender

The “powers that have been” sought only to control the populace … those “powers” are still in operation today. https://www.newsweek.com/project-mkultra-documents-cia-brainwashing-techniques-black-vault-1073061

CIA Director Richard Helms ordered all MKUltra files destroyed in 1973. This makes the new documents crucial to expanding our narrow perspective on the CIA’s actions from the operation’s beginnings in 1953 through the cover-up twenty years later.

Project MKUltra was an illegal program of human experimentation undertaken by the CIA to discover methods, both pharmacological and psychological, for controlling the human mind. Amphetimines, MDMA, scopolamine, cannabis, salvia, sodium pentothal, psilocybin and LSD were administered to thousands of unsuspecting people, throughout the United States and Canada. Others were subject to sensory deprivation, psychological abuse and rape, including the sexual abuse of children.

If you have been one to refuse the knowledge of what has been done covertly to the citizenry of this country and world, for decades (and probably longer), you may refuse the information discussed in the above link. If only this were ‘fake news’.

The many sudden, emotional, explosive, and sometimes deadly outbursts we see happening all around us are no accident. It has been carefully, strategically laid out before all people. The often mysterious chemicals which are in most of the food items, fluoride and a multitude of other chemicals in the water, a chemical concoction being sprayed into the cloud system, raining down on all people, nano-particles in the air we breathe, various drugs recommended from Ritalin to the most potent barbiturates, being prescribed far too frequently to all ages of people, legally … and pushed illegally. The television shows and news stations inundating households with violence, crime, and immoral messages and acts, numbing minds and hearts, desensitizing millions.

How does one go about transmuting subliminal messages? How does one go about disconnecting the hidden, ‘verbal kill switch’, or other order?

Being aware of, and acknowledging its potential, is the first step. Nothing can be transmuted which is denied and refused. The mind must be consciously, and subconsciously (via certain chosen music and message in the night) trained by the keeper … which is you and yours, mine and mine.

Reject and/or control intake of the message being broadcast, through the television, WiFi streaming, electromagnetic stimuli, and the places and people you choose to be around. If you feel you’ve lost it, somehow, you must find it and kick its rearend back into line … your line … this is your life, claim it.

This in no way, ever, means to claim what belongs to another, whether it be stuff, or self. Leave others be … mind your own ~ focus. Anyone who steps upon another in order to rise … does not rise. Control of self is the highest practice.

This is my understanding, and I’m certain their are those who feel they are actually in the know, may laugh at how silly that is. This is good … for them. We build our own truths, daily.

Allowing others to be what they will be is key to releasing connection with, or about them. If there is no connection, there is no reaction, or at least, there’s a fighting chance.

That being said, I will close my eyes and listen for awhile … beauty my friends … let it fill your mind. Use the higher of vibration to transmute the lower … let beauty override any possibility of harm, or hurt.

Holy Need

Published January 9, 2019 by tindertender

Some may never understand, and of those that do, there will be a portion which attempt to silence the message.

They will ‘black list’ you, they will slander you and call you a conspiracy theorist, and those who are still under the hypnosis will believe them, and chime in … until they awaken. Then they will need to straighten out, in their own hearts, how they fought against you as you tried to help them.

Whatever you do, release that which is placed upon you … determine where you are in connection with your will, and then proceed accordingly.

This country, this world, needs you to bring forth your authentic uniqueness. This contribution which is wholly you, is Holy needed.

The Dance

Published December 20, 2018 by tindertender

Gods of the underworld, how many have you trapped? It seems you haven’t capacity to feel anything, except for being ‘pissed off’. Perhaps you are not ‘gods’ at all.

I feel my strength returning.
Only this time there is experience behind it.

Which little blurb would describe you best? (muskrat love enters mind). I understand that life is but a dance … it seems many of us have forgotten how.

https://youtu.be/xBYV_7a0FQs

What if there were one person (or better yet, a few) who were strong enough to absorb all of the bad, or negative entity energy, who are able to transmute those energies to a positive loving nature? … releasing the negative hold over the human mind? Humanity’s mind as a whole.

If enough people became like ‘the body of the Christ’ and absorbed this negativity in small doses, those energies of war and anger (among other destructive energies) could then be transformed to love and joy … the world would soon be cleansed.

Are there enough people able, or willing to do this?

This could be a good time to practice … http://unify.activehosted.com/index.php?action=social&chash=5ea1649a31336092c05438df996a3e59.2345&s=66bd221fae2e0345609844d68c983eb7

Balancing The World

Published December 10, 2018 by tindertender

In frustration male #1 vehemently says, “Fine!”
Male #2 responds, “We have a job to do.”
Male #1, “How are we going to __________ her?”
Male #2, “We adore her.”
Male #1(?), “She’s accelerating.”
Male #3, “One or the other.”

The Infinite Self is a rebel. As a child, and any child you hear having conversation today, many questions are asked, typically in the form of “Why?” There is a presence here which knows the Infinite Self is a rebel, and Strong. It breaks the child when they are young and leads them into conformity. You see the many systems which are in place to complete this task.

Should the child grow, or be stubborn enough to rebel, sometimes recklessly, then this ‘presence’ must work over-time to tame the heart of them, toying with the mind, implanting self-doubt, breaking down self-confidence. This child, by now young adult, must continue to “buck the system’ so-to-speak, if they wish to hold onto their inherent power.

Many people are influenced to assist in this ‘breaking’ of the spirit of the rebellious one. Often it ends in suicide, or uncontrolled rebellion which ends in someone getting hurt, and then prison, where they no longer are able to threaten the ‘system’ which is in place.

But sometimes … they survive. 
Sometimes, they remain free.

After trauma, and should there be survival, this rebellious one will climb from the pits of darkness and enter the light once more. From this place, having been intimate with that which has tried to destroy them, they are much stronger than before, and have knowledge of the tactics used to try and rid them from this reality.

Lessons learned, a grace forms in the mind as they see the affects of these ploys upon people in their surroundings. Compassion grows as they witness others fighting this attack. Understanding has formed in their minds and they are able to assist, should one ask, or be open to suggestions on how to beat this charge.

There are many here who have walked through darkness, who have shed that which does not serve them, or the goodness of life. While  climbing from the pit of this darkness, they left behind that which allowed them to be put there in the first place. They suffered a ‘rebirth’ and now utilize their lives for healing what remains broken in their own hearts and minds, and then allowing compassion, care, and love to overflow into this world.

Embrace your inherent power, your strength. Shed cocky arrogance, go deep into the heart of things, see yourself in others around you. We are more alike than (originally) may have been admitted.

Healing your own heart, mending your broken spirit, you learn techniques which can benefit others … by healing yourself, you begin to heal the world.

It is a difficult task. It is painful to look deep into ones own psyche and critique it, tossing aside that which brings chaos, and replacing it with that which brings harmony. This is the most sacred work anyone can do … for this is what will heal and balance the world.

Once this work is complete, all things needed for balance in this world will occur. Alignment must happen, and it begins in ones own heart and mind.

Remember, this work you do not only benefits the life you can see, but that which you cannot. Those waiting to be born need us to do this work, so they have a safe environment to enter, otherwise, they’ll have to arrive and show us how it is done.

You know already what needs to be done … it simply needs to be put in motion. You are fully capable and able … are you willing?

Memorable Sound

Published October 18, 2018 by tindertender

I had the blessing of attending one of Matthews sound baths last night. There is something about a mans voice when he sings, and the sound of Matthews voice is quite wonderful. I love that he tones, and does not use words to muddle the ‘message’.

While there I met 2 friends from the town I once lived in, they drove an hour or so to be there. I also met 2 friends who live nearby, they were there facilitating entry. It was very nice to see 4 of my friends at this small gathering. Just goes to show the ‘world’ in which I belong and participate in, and the circle of friends who do as well.

Too Much Woman

Published September 16, 2018 by tindertender

Too Much Woman

There she is. . . the “too much” woman. The one who loves too hard, feels too deeply, asks too often, desires too much.

There she is taking up too much space, with her laughter, her curves, her honesty, her sexuality. Her presence is as tall as a tree, as wide as a mountain. Her energy occupies every crevice of the room. Too much space she takes.

There she is causing a ruckus with her persistent wanting, too much wanting. She desires a lot, wants everything—too much happiness, too much alone time, too much pleasure. She’ll go through brimstone, murky river, and hellfire to get it. She’ll risk all to quell the longings of her heart and body. This makes her dangerous.

She is dangerous.

And there she goes, that “too much” woman, making people think too much, feel too much, swoon too much. She with her authentic prose and a self-assuredness in the way she carries herself. She with her belly laughs and her insatiable appetite and her proneness to fiery passion. All eyes on her, thinking she’s hot shit.

Oh, that “too much” woman. . . too loud, too vibrant, too honest, too emotional, too smart, too intense, too pretty, too difficult, too sensitive, too wild, too intimidating, too successful, too fat, too strong, too political, too joyous, too needy—too much. She should simmer down a bit, be taken down a couple notches.

Someone should put her back in a more respectable place. Someone should tell her.

Here I am. . . the Too Much Woman, with my too-tender heart and my too-much emotions.

A hedonist, feminist, pleasure seeker, empath. I want a lot—justice, sincerity, spaciousness, ease, intimacy, actualization, respect, to be seen, to be understood, your undivided attention, and all of your promises to be kept.

I’ve been called high maintenance because I want what I want, and intimidating because of the space I occupy. I’ve been called selfish because I am self-loving. I’ve been called a witch because I know how to heal myself.

And still. . . I rise. Still, I want and feel and ask and risk and take up space.
I must.

Us Too Much Women have been facing extermination for centuries—we are so afraid of her, terrified of her big presence, of the way she commands respect and wields the truth of her feelings. We’ve been trying to stifle the Too Much Woman for eons — in our sisters, in our wives, in our daughters. And even now, even today, we shame the Too Much Woman for her bigness, for her wanting, for her passionate nature.

And still. . . she thrives.

In my own world and before my very eyes, I am witnessing the reclamation and rising up of the Too Much Woman. That Too Much Woman is also known to some as Wild Woman or the Divine Feminine. In any case, she is me, she is you, and she is loving that she’s finally, finally getting some airtime.

If you’ve ever been called “too much,” or “overly emotional,” or “bitchy,” or “stuck up,” you are likely a Too Much Woman.

And if you are. . . I implore you to embrace all that you are—all of your depth, all of your vastness; to not hold yourself in, and to never abandon yourself, your bigness, your radiance.

Forget everything you’ve heard—your too muchness is a gift; oh yes, one that can heal, incite, liberate, and cut straight to the heart of things.

Do not be afraid of this gift, and let no one shy you away from it. Your too muchness is magic, is medicine. It can change the world.

So please, Too Much Woman: Ask. Seek. Desire. Expand. Move. Feel. Be.

Make your waves, fan your flames, give your chills.

~~~ Ev’yan Whitney

Shadow and Soul

Published September 14, 2018 by tindertender

Shadow: Share you thoughts
Soul: Stay strong
Let two be One: Embrace Spirit

 

Photos by Ahmad Odeh

You have hopes, dreams, goals and ideas. Do not guard your ideas jealously nor keep them locked within for fear that another may steal them o offer ridicule instead of support. It is time to share your vision. Tell Great Spirit and Gaia of your dreams and hopes so they may send you what you need. Speak of your dreams to others. Connect with those who share your goals and hopes for they may be able to help you realize your dreams sooner.

Life will present you with many trials. Life will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. With hope and faith, you can endure all.

You are a spiritual being, living physical life. Embrace spirit in your journey and reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Fly to the heavens, but remember to look down and see that the Divine exists in the magical, natural world beneath you. Spirit dwells within all ~ in everything you see and know, and everything that you do not see and which is unknown. Both the creative and the destructive, the beautiful and the ugly, are born of the Divine.

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