All posts tagged Connection

Oracle Reading 10-26-2020

Published October 26, 2020 by tindertender

You are on a journey to your own greatness. Your soul is longing to find the way. Only you can choose your path.

Today I am confident in my life’s journey. I believe in myself, love myself, and love others. I know that I can achieve whatever I set my mind to do for my soul knows the way. I am never alone for my true friends will walk beside me in the cold.

Be bold. Rise up and stand tall. Feel the fire in your soul.

Today I will connect with my inner power and be bold. I will rise up and know my worth. I banish all uncertainty and remember with pride my accomplishments. I will let no one diminish me. I embrace the strong, beautiful presence that I am and I will go forth with courage.

No matter what happens you can find new wings. Rise from the past. Accept the positive change that is coming.

Today I will give thanks for my trials and recognize them for the many gifts they bring. I know I grow stronger in the broken places. I know that the world will turn in my favor, that the dark night is over and a new day is here because the light has returned. I have ended things well and am ready for this new beginning. I will shine, because the whole universe is mine.

Reading from the deck Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma

Oracle Reading 10-24-2020

Published October 24, 2020 by tindertender

You are encouraged to find a more peaceful and connected way to live. A regular spiritual practice will transform you for the better. Connect more deeply with your own rituals of peace.

Romantic love comes into focus. Build your love of self from the inside out. You only fear because you lack self-love and acceptance. Jealousy is unnecessary.

A new path opens to you, and you are protected. A rite of passage is close. You are about to pass through a new gateway that will change you. Do not be afraid to open up.

Your time of healing is here. Past hurts will recede. Be inspired to create – this in itself is healing. It is your birthright to create.

It is never too late to change. Regret is useless. Forgiveness may be necessary. Bravery is valuable.

Reading from the deck “Goddesses and Sirens” created by Stacey Demarco

Who Am I?

Published October 23, 2020 by tindertender

A question many of us are asking ourselves these days.

I Am a resilient survivor.

A tackler of inner triggers.

One who must consciously focus on positive affirmation to counter the habitual negative patterns.

A molder of personal character.

One who is in process of releasing judgement and the need to be right.

A person who has vowed to never simply ‘settle’ for the mediocre, the stagnant waters of life. Making effort to stir it up, open it up, and create that which is beneficial and able to incorporate something greater.

One who recognizes that life is a balance.

Working on the scales of positive and negative, aware that when a negative crops up it must immediately be countered with a positive.

A woman who is taking pleasure in cleaning up her surroundings.

A woman in process of admiring that which she has become … thus far …

She recognizes that pessimism and thoughts about the way things ought to be need thrown out the window.

She longs to love and care for life in all its many forms and ways of being, yet like religion, knows that variance of opinion or belief does not need to be imposed upon another.

Freedom to be, to choose … an inherent right, as long as it does no harm to the children, physically or mentally.

Harm … who is to judge what that is? For it varies on the scale of 1 to 10, as does all else in this world … the Scale of Polarity.

I Am She who sees the light of a child in the eyes of a canine, a squirrel, and many other forms of life.

She who sees love shared among even the smallest of creatures, and the celebration of joy in the simplest of experiences.

One who acknowledges past conditioning created many barriers which need dismantled, patterns of beingness reformatted.

She who is determined to take charge and choose a different future from those of previous cycles. Choosing to be an active Creator of environment and life.

A Gentle Soul capable of a Mighty Roar.

One who accepts the guidance and sometimes path altering pushes from Guardian, Guides, Ancestors and Angels.

She admits that her thoughts and ideas should not, and cannot, form the collective scale of what is appropriate. So she practices release of opinion and the sometimes hidden judgement.

One who is grateful to be free from rule-making and managing the various outputs of another.

The world is filled to the brim with people pushing, pulling and attempting to format the minds and hearts of those living around them, and otherwise, ignoring the internal workings of their own mind and heart.

Any time a criticism arises of someone or something, it must be flipped straightaway to the personal … Am I this or that? Do I do this or that? Only then can we begin the see the reality of outward appearances and circumstances as our mirror, which is most often found to be our own reflection.

That beautiful mirror that allows us to see the Raw Truth, should we be willing.

The Journey Is Short

Published October 22, 2020 by tindertender

An elderly woman got on a bus and sat down. At the next stop, a strong, grumpy young woman climbed up and sat down sharply beside the old woman, hitting her with her numerous bags.

When she saw that the elderly woman remained silent, the young woman asked her why she had not complained when she hit her with her bags.

The elderly woman replied with a smile: “There is no need to be rude or discuss something so insignificant, as my trip next to you is short because I am going to get off at the next stop.”

This answer deserves to be written in gold letters: “There is no need to discuss something so insignificant, because our journey together is too short.”

Each of us must understand that our time in this world is so short, that darkening with struggles, useless arguments, jealousy, not forgiving others, discontent and an attitude of constant discovery is a ridiculous waste of time and energy.

Did someone break your heart ? Stay calm.
The trip is too short.

Did someone betray you, intimidate, cheat or humiliate you? Relax. Excuse.
The trip is too short.

Did someone insult you without reason ? Stay calm. Ignore it.
The trip is too short.

Did a neighbor comment on the chat that you didn’t like ? Stay calm. Ignore him. Forgive that.
The trip is too short.

Whatever the problem someone has brought us, remember that our journey together is too short.

No one knows the length of that trip. Nobody knows when it will arrive at its stop. Our trip together is too short.

We will appreciate friends and family.

Let us be respectful, kind and forgive, we will be filled with gratitude and joy, after all our trip together is very short.

What Happens Is Due To Choices You Make

Published October 21, 2020 by tindertender

Yes … and no.

It all starts with manipulation.

We are placed in a family unit which holds certain beliefs and life styles. Some say we choose this family … I think not.

We are taught certain behaviors, certain habitual patterns, we become acclimated to a particular area of the world.

We spend our life in these patterns until we decide we wish to reformat our life, into something WE choose, not that which our parents and peers instilled in us.

Even then, the choices we make are under constant manipulations, constant trials we face as we retrain our minds and restructure our habitual patterns.

We may fall into the past pattern occasionally, or even frequently. Yet we must continue to rise above it, to change the pattern, to eliminate reminders of these patterns from our lives in order to give ourselves a fighting chance at restructure, at choosing consciously our future.

Since we know our younger years were manipulated by the hidden hand, who also affected our role models lives, we can say that ‘choice’ is simply what we do from the limited experiences we have been given to pick from.

Anything else …

We’ve got to create ourselves.

How do we know it is proper choice vs manipulated choice?

Proper choice will benefit our life, and assist us in spiraling upward and forward into greater experiences, where goodness multiplies rather than its opposite.

Manipulated choice is that born of programming from youth and varying circumstances we were exposed to, involving a limited number of choices available, keeping a perpetual cycle of some form of chaos alive.

Usually, it is the manipulator who will remind you “it was your choice” …. all while they urge the fall from grace, so to speak.

The hidden hands … they cannot ascend. They have chosen dominion over this earth and have paid the price for it … their very soul. This is where they will be for eternity, or until they can no longer keep their life viable. Misery loves company, and they will do whatever necessary to keep humans trapped in these particular lower fields.

By rule, they can tempt you, but they also must tell you how to help yourself. “Stay away from thc …. go ahead and smoke it …”

The tempter will always tempt, and then say it was your choice when you fall. They simply cannot leave well enough alone. It’s a game you see … sheeple are a commodity for the woke and ancient ones pulling strings.

So … it is clear that in order to change habitual patterns, the entirety of the environment must change. Making this shift is a challenge in itself when others are involved … when one must wait for them to take action on their own part. And when they don’t …

Jekyll & Hyde Bitch

I don’t like to wear the hat, honestly. But this is the future I’m talking about. How does one remain in LOVE when they are fighting to cleanse their environment, giving their Soul the best chance possible for stability? Well, love of self must outweigh anything else …

The tempter … they are hidden and also in plain sight, often they are latched on for dear life … because it is you (and me) they feed upon, energetically and physically. To them our presence literally means that which sustains life … theirs.

Timeline Shift

Published October 21, 2020 by tindertender

May 29, 1996 I was in a car accident, I wrapped my Honda Del Sol around a telephone pole.

At first, as I walked around for 2 days as tho I was the living dead, I thought it was just extreme luck, saved by “god”, after all, when I lost control I lifted my hands from the steering wheel and simply said, “Oh God”.

Some time ago I had a vision of this accident, but in this vision I had hit the pole head on, not rear first. There were women there telling me to ‘breathe’.

Knowing what I know now, this had to be a timeline shift. Someone wanted to be certain I survived that accident. Why they wanted to keep me alive for these times is still unknown … by me.

There are some folks out there who claim to know who I am, they claim to know what I will do, they’ve stated that I’ve done ‘this’ for other worlds also. One of these folks called me a ‘princess’.

I come from a place where there is a man residing on the highest mountain, he sent me here. I walked into the sun, meandering through tall golden grasses in the meadow below this man. Just as I walked into this life I looked up at him and he sent the feeling, the impression, that he is mine. It was the fullest love I have ever felt.

It is maddening when others claim to know who you are and yet do not share the information. How can they possibly know me when I do not even know myself?

One thing is clear, I came for a reason, and ‘someones’ shifted time in a very bad accident to keep me here, alive, in these times.

I’ve been visited by Golden, guardian of the canine who have crossed over. He came to me when he was able to retrieve my murdered Sal, allowing us to play for a short time before they went. He came to me and attacked something that was in front of me. He presented a bunch of puppies, playing.

One of the first humans came to me, running through the forest, somersaulting, so agile! Some might refer to this one as a bigfoot. They also showed me their young, three little ones.

A very young female, in body, was wise beyond her appearance, obviously quite ancient. She presented herself in front of me. She wore the pelts of animals as clothing. I wondered why she would appear to me … who is she?

I’ve had people in astral ‘shadow’ help me maintain my composure when I got riled, as though they were trying to protect me.

I’ve had people in astral ‘light’ try to do me harm.

I’ve been aboard a craft on another world and saw a family on a mound in the center of the river, seemingly paralyzed. Creatures came and those on the craft began throwing out salt pellets, claiming they liked the salt. Which led me to think the family on the mound was some sort of sacrifice.

There are MANY experiences I have not listed here.

I’ve received many psychic threats and attacks, both verbally and physical. Human beings sometimes think that if they do certain magic spells, they’ll be rewarded with something of benefit. They keep trying, can’t say as I blame them … this seems to be the only way to gain for some. I’ve had to walk away from more than one actual person who did this …

Some day perhaps I’ll know as much about me as others seem to think they know. Although, I often ‘hear’ them saying, “She’s stronger than I thought she was” among other statements of error in ‘thinking’ concerning me.

Maybe they really do not know as much as they think they know, they’ve been in error so often.

CERN … the glorious gatekeepers to multiverse. They’ve been instructed to open portals, and this is exactly what they are doing.

You see, this IS the time of harvest for this planet. Some folks with go here, some there …. on one world and time-line or another.

Our attitudes are being observed right now, which is why it is important to deal with triggering memories and work on a shift in attitude to one of compassion, care and even love. There are quite a few who are not pleased with my attitude.

Someone mentioned that our self, and god, will be determining whether we go to one of the heavens or one of the other places. Of course I asked, who is god? To which I received no answer.

There are factions here who have been warring for millennia … the Holy War. The Jewish people know all about it, they’ve been in the middle of it for a very long time.

I had no idea about any of this as a non-religious person. Personally, I have only the history of this particular life, I have no knowledge of even my ancestry. I do not even know what time of day I was born, day or night. And yet others have this history in their lives which goes back millennia. It is difficult for me to understand.

And they (in the hidden realms) who are involved in this fiasco think they know who I am … a bit disturbing.

Perhaps someday I’ll know what all of this is about.

Something BIG must be happening

Published October 20, 2020 by tindertender

On a personal note …

The visitor log took a plunge today.

I had no idea this involved the entire globe. It is strange being judged by countries rather than individual people. I thought it was just a few folks, but no, it’s entire countries. No wonder they’ve been telling me to be very careful of what I say.

There are many aspects of the feminine under examination these days.

There once was a time when I thought to myself that there is no reason why I cannot get along with everybody. I can surely make efforts to that end.

It is unfortunate though that some lack capacity to accept people as they are … even I am having this issue. Yet I understand that accepting someone for who they are does not equate with sharing space with that someone.

We get to choose who and what we want in our life, what we will accept, or reject.

I am in process of reclaiming the energies I have spent on making others problems, my problems.

I am retraining myself to spend my attention and energies on promoting the things I desire in my life, things of benefit rather than drain.

~ A clean environment (whew! what a task!)
~ A nice, cozy and pretty place to rest my head at night.
~ Time to meditate and clear the head, making room for proper connections.
~ Art, painting, drawing, doing puzzles, creating blankets or what-nots.
~ Love … my pets are full of love, and they are hairy which makes the clean environment a task.

Repealing the energies given to another will be difficult, I do not care for being bitchy. So I focus instead on simply extracting myself and my efforts from the entanglement.

First here, then there.

I had no idea that settling for a situation could be so draining on potentials in life. Yet settling does just that.

When I was younger, if I did not care for a situation I removed myself from it. This time however, I need to pluck something from my environment, while staying put. It is difficult, especially when that something has become accustomed to a certain character performance by myself.

I never considered myself an enabler, until my subconscious picked up on it, insight gifted to me by those who wanted me to see. (Thank you).

I did not wish to follow in the path of my ancestors. Creating relationship, and then leaving it, only to start another. It does look like this is how it goes though …

I longed for steady, for the surety of it (whether it be relationship or dwelling), and I became the glue that held it all together. The one who worked at it so that it was stable.

It is now time to let it unravel though. I’m done pouring effort into something that will not improve, that will not advance the goodness in my life, no …. it only remains stagnant, feeding off what I agree to give.

I’ve come to the conclusion that it is I who needs my loving kindness and care … haha, do I even know what that looks like? I think not, and it is time to learn what it is, what it looks like, and what it feels like.

Yes, something BIG is happening.

They say the dead will walk the earth once more. This could be literal, which it may, and it could also mean that the sleeping herd of we, the sheeple, are waking up and understanding that we have been kept in a sort of limbo.

I know my future does not resemble the past 12 years … no, I’m aiming higher, rising to the occasion, at least, this is my intention.

I’m guessing this is happening in many minds right about now.

Realization …

After realization …

Affirmation 10-19-2020

Published October 19, 2020 by tindertender

Today is a day to focus on my home. What does it mean to have a home? Is it a particular building? A specific set of rooms? Or is it the time when I feel safe, secure and loved? If it is, then my home can be anywhere. And I can always make others feel that they too are home by sharing those feelings of well-being.

~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day

No Ordinary Life

Published October 17, 2020 by tindertender

She lost herself in the trees
among the ever-changing leaves.
She wept beneath the wild sky
as stars told stories of ancient times.
The flowers grew towards her light,
the river called her name at night.
She could not live an ordinary life
with the mysteries of the universe
hidden in her eyes.

~ Christy Ann Martine

🌎🌳 🌎🌳

Artist Partner thank you to Andreas Lie

Oracle Reading 10-17-2020

Published October 17, 2020 by tindertender

Shadow: Love that you are different ~ You have strengths and weaknesses, and both are worthy of love. Know them, honor them, and do not heed those who tell you that you must change in order to fulfill their expectation of you. You will never be who others expect you to be. You can only be the unique individual you are meant to be. Love that you are different for it is your differences, and loving those differences, that make you truly beautiful.

Soul: Surrender to the flow ~ Through Choice and action you can steer the course of your life. But sometimes a need to control every outcome can have you caught up in a whirlpool instead of moving forward. You may move in the direction of your choosing, but it may not be the direction in which you need to journey. Loosen your grip. Surrender yourself to the flow, and trust that you will find yourself exactly where you need to be.

Let Two Become One ~ Share yourself with the one that you love. Be their best friend and let them be yours. Let your trust in each other be unshakeable, and your love be strengthened by knowing and accepting each other’s flaws and weaknesses, and still loving each other despite them. Give yourself completely, trusting that you will not lose your independence or sense of self, but instead become two halves of a stronger, loving whole.

Reading from the deck “Messenger Oracle” created by Ravynne Phelan

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