All posts tagged Blessing


Published February 24, 2021 by tindertender

It is with Great Gratitude I recognize this day the presence of Benevolence …

Guardians, Master Teachers and Guides, Ascended Masters, Archangels, the Blue Avian and all other benevolent ET groups working on behalf of Life here on Earth, for Gaia herself, and in the Multiverse.


Thank you for being present in my life.
Thank you for sharing Care and Attention to the matter at hand.
Thank you for Loving me, and so many others.

Indeed … I Announce to the World on a consistent basis what a blessing your presence is.

Thank You
Thank You
Thank You

Near Death Visitors

Published February 21, 2021 by tindertender

“One of the conversations I enjoy most with the patients I visit is about the visions they see. The other day I was with a gentleman who shared that he has been seeing people in his room, mostly men. He is not afraid of them, they seem like they are there to help him feel less alone.

I asked if he talked to them; he told me he didn’t know what to say, so we discussed things he could ask them. He asked me if this meant he was dying soon. My response was that while yes… he is dying, I did not believe they are representative of the time frame. I told him I thought that maybe being near death allowed him to be more receptive to their presence and they knew that, which is why they were there. This seemed an acceptable answer to him.

I saw him again the following day and he told me that he started to talk to them, they didn’t say words, but he felt their answers, one of which was that he was safe and not to be afraid, which he welcomed. Then he proceeded to tell me that his two dogs who had passed away came to see him. A tear rolled down his cheek. He said they jumped on his bed and curled up next to him.

I would like to think that when I am near death, my dog Jack will curl up next to me…”

~ Borrowed from a hospice nurse

Feeling Grateful

Published February 17, 2021 by tindertender

Thank you Source Creator, Higher Knowledge, and All which dwells in me, All that I Am.

I am grateful for this day.

I have been without power for 4 days, it is 35 degrees in my house. I was fortunate to be blessed with the ability to purchase firewood for my fireplace. I am blessed to have a roommate who is there all day to keep the fire going while I am at work.

I am blessed with the opportunity to earn pay, which (hahaha) keeps the lights on, usually, but that has allowed me to afford the wood now burning in the fireplace.

I am grateful to be here for a few hours, where the heat is working.

I am grateful, for the negativity in my mind seems to be subsiding.

Although I wake, on the defensive, knowing that my dreams (my subconscious) is being observed, I realized a few moments ago that those who interact with me in the astral are not all of the same caliper. Some I understand mean me a not so pleasant future … but then again, it could just be a reflection of my “attitude” towards my visitors, a misinterpretation of the plan.

I am grateful to know that I have the authority to change my stance on things, according to my Will.

I am grateful for the hard lessons I have received over the last 18 years.

Hard lessons for certain, which have built my character and my compassion for those in a “hard place” in the many various ways that shows up, and also for Self.

Hard lessons which taught me that “judgement” isn’t always righteous … toward others, but particularly, for Self. After all, what we see in the world is a reflection of what is in our own minds and heart … in order to change what is seen and experienced, there is a need to change ones own character.

Releasing the need to be on defense or offense is critical … the coming Utopia requires that we be kind, that we lift others, that we give of ourselves, and in so doing all of this will be granted us as well.

I read today, “The path of self enlightenment begins when you realize that all in the material realm is an illusion created by chaos and true balance in ones own life comes from how they perceive their own consciousness” and that “high vibrations allow negative vibrations to pass through unimpeded”.

And so I begin practicing, to allow negativity to flow through me unimpeded … feel it, think it, release it without responding to it.

Mastering the Self is quite the challenge!

I am grateful to the helpers and teachers who have assisted in the process, for me, and for others.

Understanding had been so elusive in life, only now peeking at me from a state of higher knowledge.

Thank you to everyone who has contributed to my journey.

Thank you to everyone who has shown me Love … even when that Love did not feel like Love.

I am grateful, knowing that while we all have separate paths, they will all meet someday in Unity.

I am so happy that I have been blessed to see my true essence in the astral, not once, but twice.

I Am Love.

I AM Joy.

I Am Grateful.

And I Am Blessed.

Self-Love and Reflection

Published February 13, 2021 by tindertender

While the world seems to be falling apart, while everything freezes and power outages grow in number, I sit back … and I live.

I slept in until 9am. As usual, sensing another’s presence in my solar plexus. Not love, but not total darkness either. Someone(s) are familiarizing themselves with my energy as I sleep … at least they are being gentle about it.

I Rise … and feed the pups as usual. The snow is so deep they did not travel far from the rear door to do their business.

I prepare my morning meal. I eat and give the remnants to my eager fur kids. They know they always get some of what mom’s having.

I look at my dining room table and I think, “Having flowers in the house is so nice!”

It is from this place I drink my tea and view the snow covered ground and the birds who gather around the feeder. It is a beautiful site.

I call or text my friends and relatives, all are fairing well, and I am grateful. Grateful for these times when it becomes apparent that what we have is actually great abundance, and even when lack comes, there is still enough.

It takes attention to be able to see these things.

My longest known friend has been without power since yesterday and PGE states it will be back on in another two days. He has a gas fireplace for warmth and a gas bbq, so he’ll still be ok.

Others warm their homes with a wood stove. And can cook on it too.

Thus far I seem to be protected from this storm. Yet still, I wait until evening to build my fire in order to preserve wood, just in case the power does go out.

I’m going to pour a bath, and enjoy the warmth of it while it is available to me.

Since this is a very quiet day, energies far and wide muted as they reel in and deal with their experiences of the now moments, it seems calm, in the midst of this storm.

I will kick back later and write about my goals, listing my intentions, and place my thought, my attention upon such things.

Attention ~ the most valuable currency to a human, or so I once thought. Now I am convinced it it the Soul which is the most valuable, especially since I now understand this is the way humans are seen by other intelligences. Finer than the most delicate silk, more valued than any precious metal or gem … the Soul.

The Soul is a direct connection to Source. It IS the Source … which is why so many long to possess it, to mold it, to create from it.

Effort will be made to come clear in regard Soul and what it means to me.

It is no shallow topic which warrants a shallow answer.

Great attention must be placed upon it.

Until that moment arrives …

Love Letter to Me

Published February 11, 2021 by tindertender

Dear Self ~ I love you … and find you the most fascinating person ever!

Through everything you’ve experienced you are willing to remain open to Love and to Loving.

Bravely, you shatter internal barriers that could keep you from Love.

Courageously, you remain open to receive fully this Love, knowing full well being wide open could also lead to suffering.

You understand that Love has no price not worth paying.

I am so proud of you as you continue to hold the doors open to your sibling and parents even though they do not show care or concern for your existence.

The way you continue to hold Love in your heart for others is amazing! Your ability to forgive, seemingly, immeasurable.

You are gentle and kind.

I am so sorry I treated your body, heart and mind so roughly while allowing others to do the same.

I will spend the remainder of days making it up to you, with proper care from me, and the insistence that it be shown by those who have placement in your life.

I apply intention, and effort, into healing your heart. You’ve been through a lot emotionally, energetically, and physically.

You have needed to be ‘tough’ all your life. It seems you are a magnet for those who long to possess your light, your beautiful essence. Seen, unseen … they continue to try.

Focus, dear, on the Love that resides in you. Pay no attention to those who’s entire existence seems to be intent on interrupting the personal Will of you, of others.

I want to walk with you, to talk with you, to Love you as no one ever has. You deserve my devotion and the devotion others have for you.

Allow it to flow from me to you, fully. Accept it from others. Be willing to recognize Love coming to you through others daily on behalf of Source Creator.

I Love the way you laugh at seriousness, at incredible absurdity and in the face of fear. May you always release Love in the face of anything or anyone who attempts to overpower your senses or your devotion to Self and to Soul.

I am going to start cooking for you again. Wholesome, nutritious meals, tasty even.

I am going to dress you in fashion appropriate for your personality … all of them …. that wascally character.

I am going to give you more time in nature, to smell the flowers and feel the breezes.

You are the best thing to ever happen to me.

Our relationship has been tumultuous. I have allowed others to do you wrong.

From this moment on I will do everything in my power to Love you fully and to eliminate from your presence anyone who does not honor you, or cherish you as you are, and as you deserve.

You are a Queen … a Goddess, even.

The Star of my most Brilliant life.

Forever Love, Me


Published January 31, 2021 by tindertender

Gratitude today for the things that are rarely mentioned. Thank you to the herbs that we burn for ceremony and herbs we use to cook with. Recognition to the dirt, grasses and sands that cover Mother Earth for us to walk on. Grateful for the foods that grow on trees and vines to provide us with nourishment for a healthy body. Thanks to Creator for making us human so we can enjoy all that our Mother Earth has to offer.

Art by Simone McLeod


The Wise Woman’s Stone

Published January 23, 2021 by tindertender

A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food.

The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left, rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman.

“I’ve been thinking,” he said, “I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Please give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone.”

‘The Wise Woman’s Stone’
Author Unknown

Aura and the Energy Body

Published January 17, 2021 by tindertender

In August 2020, after nearly two decades of being “food” for those who were sucking on an astral pipe that had been jammed into the back of my astral body, I received relief from a surprise source.

She pulled that pipe from out of my astral body. She stated that it left a very big “scar”.

The first photo was taken in August, after she had blessed me with a cleaning… with a healing.

My friend (and I will call her this to my dying day, for she was one of my greatest blessings) fixed me up, cleaned my energetic fields … my aura was so pretty.

Shortly after, we had a falling out … completely formed thru misunderstanding, and perceptions created out of fear and suspicion … generated by my long history of abuse.

Right away I was attacked pretty severely. I had been told “they” had not been informed the feeding tube was gone. No one bothered to tell them of this new situation.

Yet, others stepped in from the hidden realms … they provided healing, shown by the strong green color in the next aura photos.

In January I had another photo done. I’ve been feeling very good, vibrating high through chant, meditation and affirmation in the evenings.

The latest aura photo shows the heart chakra receiving more healing energies. 🙏🏻

While many in the unseen realms utilize our energy for feasting … others work on harmonization of the people … in the heart, in the mind, of our emotional body.

Master Guides and Teachers, constantly working to bring balance to individuals, so balance as a collective may be realized.

I am extremely grateful to those in body, in time, and to those in a different vibratory state, beyond time, who work toward balance for life and for Gaia.

While I was driving to and fro for this latest aura photo I was speaking aloud my list of things I Am Grateful for and I began to notice triple digits presenting themselves to me. From them, I received a message.

Triple 4s came twice, triple 7s came twice, followed by triple 9s.

444 is a number of protection and encouragement. It is a sign that you are currently following the right path.

Number 777 brings a message that you are on the right path and living and serving your Divine life purpose. The Universe is happy with your progress and due to your positive efforts and hard work you have earned your rewards.

Number 999 announces the end of something in your life. It is possible that a certain situation will come to end or that a certain phase in your life is going to be over. Most important is not to have fears because of that, because something better is expecting you.

The following day I celebrated life with chosen family. On my travels there I received triple 3s, and on the return to my dwelling, triple 2s.

Seeing angel number 333 could be a sign that you are being called upon to use those gifts as a lightworker, assisting all of humanity.

Number 222 brings new beginnings and the opportunity for expansion. And to get it all, remember that you have the unlimited power for creation and visualization. Everything starts with your thoughts. So, what you will plant in your mind, you will then reap.

On this present day I had a meeting with a couple of females who are going to be working with me on certain specific issues. I did not think about looking for numbers, yet on my way home from this encounter I was gifted triple 2s again. I thought, “how cool is that?” And then I saw something even more worthy of my smile … number 144.

When we see 144, we know this is a multiple of 12 indicating the highest emphasis on God ruling through human agency. (“©20xx – Verse By Verse Ministry International ( May be copied and distributed in its original, unedited form, including this copyright statement, and no fee is collected for its distribution.”)

My new feminine sisters, those who they work with, and I, are going to have a field day with this … it’s going to be spectacular. In fact, it already is.


21 Golden Rules For 2021

Published January 16, 2021 by tindertender

Enjoy, people, and keep the vibration high!

1) Above all else, be direct and be honest. Be the one that says what has for too long gone unsaid.

2) Love insanely. Let it all out into the open. You don’t have time to hold back any longer.

3) Make yourself strong. Physically strong, emotionally strong, spiritually strong.

4) Practice radical detachment and letting go. We need to create space for the new paradigm to emerge.

5) Learn to enjoy being patient in allowing things to unfold naturally without forcing anything.

6) Express yourself like you never have before. Be more real. Be more raw. Be more open. Be more bad ass. Be more you.

7) Let death* be all the motivation you need to do anything you want to do.

Notice: Live every day as if it would be the last.

8) Don’t be surprised when things work out far better than you could have imagined.

9) Give away as much freedom to others as you can stand, then give them more. Let them have their stupid differing opinions, or whatever, and just keep on loving them with everything you’ve got.

10) Do not allow your mind to take the wheel. Steer with your heart.

11) Make personal evolution your prime directive and watch how quickly your life changes for the better.

12) Be the person in the room that laughs and smiles the most, showing others how to brush off the madness of the world.

13) Conserve your energy until it is time to move, then do so with maximum potency.

14) Stay close to the things you can control and distance yourself from those things which you cannot.

15) Teach everything you’ve learned so far. Participate fully in the growth of others.

16) Create relationships, fix relationships, find common ground, build bridges, and be there for others.

17) Learn to fiercely observe the world and the people around you.

18) Rewrite the rules as needed for maximum ease and minimum stress.

19) Let yourself cry, scream or whatever as needed in order make sure you are a conduit for negative emotions, not a reservoir.

20) Practice, practice, practice. Engage in your daily practice every single day. Cultivate your inner peace and strength through the continuity of your intentions.

21) Maintain the highest possible vibration you can and make a point of being infectious to others.


Tripping Over the Dragons Tail

Published January 16, 2021 by tindertender

Nearly 20 years ago I tripped over the dragons tail and fell into the lap of the satan.

The satan did not feel I was “worthy” due to my alcohol and drug use. They let the dragon “have me” for harvest.

They tried real hard to get me to self harm, to fall into their dungeon. But I survived.

Now the satan is back. Surprised that I survived and expressing this thought aloud, telepathically, of course.

At this time, I am not interested in what either “side” wants. Yet they pine for me just the same.

I am grateful that 18 years since the start of it, my mind has become much quieter, calm even.

I cannot help to think it could be the calm before the next “storm” they unleash onto me.

But maybe I am mistaken, and they are quieter because their reign is soon to be over.

Bless the benevolent lightworkers.

Bless them for holding the vibrations of Love and Light, emitting this frequency into the world.

Bless them for making it possible for me to do the same.

I’ve been practicing Sovereignty, embracing my life and it’s Divinity.

I suppose sometimes it takes a real tragedy to wake us from the dream … the perpetual state of suffering.

I now have 18 years sober.

And so I bless those who tried to kill me. I bless those who tried to control me. I bless those who brought chaos to my mind.

It is through these challenges that I discovered my love, for my life. It is through these challenges that I discovered just how resilient I am.

Although I would never wish this experience onto another, not even a perceived enemy, I am grateful for it.

Now I understand fully what the person walking down the street having argument with “thin air” is going through.

I found my compassion for self, and in so doing, I found it for others.

I am extremely grateful for my life.

My life is equally valuable to any other.

And I demand it be treated as such.

If this honor and respect cannot be reciprocated by another, then that other must go on with their life … apart from my own.




I did not know what this meant until I had to fight for my life.

And so it is with great gratitude I stand before you now … alive … healthy … and so much wealthier than I previously believed possible.

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