Between ages 18 and 22, he was a railroad conductor and failed.
He joined the army and washed out there.
He applied for law school, he was rejected.
He became an insurance sales man and failed again.
At age 19 he became a father.
At age 20 his wife left him and took their baby daughter.
He became a cook and dishwasher in a small cafe.
He failed in an attempt to kidnap his own daughter, and eventually he convinced his wife to return home.
At age 65 he retired.
On the 1st day of retirement he received a check from the Government for $105.
He felt that the Government was saying that he couldn’t provide for himself.
He decided to commit suicide, life wasn’t worth living anymore; he had failed so much.
He sat under a tree writing his will, but instead, he wrote what he would have accomplished with his life. He realized there was much more that he hadn’t yet done. There was one thing he could do better than anyone he knew. And that was how to cook.
So he borrowed $87 against his check and bought and fried up some chicken using his recipe, and went door to door to sell them to his neighbors in Kentucky.
Remember, at age 65 he was ready to commit suicide.
But at age 88 Colonel Sanders, founder of Kentucky Fried Chicken (KFC) Empire was a billionaire.
Moral of the story: It’s never too late to start all over.
MOST IMPORTANLY, IT’S ALL ABOUT YOUR ATTITUDE. NEVER GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS.
You have what it takes to be successful. Go for it and make a difference.
A coworker said to me today, “You’re always so happy.” I smiled and replied, “It is a choice I make, every morning, and a continuous, conscious effort throughout the day.”
In no way am I saying this is easy, however it IS getting easier. In the rare occasions I come up against someone in authority (or anyone for that matter) having a bad moment, I have learned that I must take advantage of these moments, and teach myself to roll with it, and let it go.
Feelings … it is good to be soft, and it is good to be firm … be firm in your softness.
Isn’t it cool that we are everything, simultaneously? When you think of time collapsing, and visualize yourself as a young playful child, and an abused child, and a happy, seeing wonder in everything teen, to a loving adult who may later have trust betrayed, to a single woman (or man), finding their self and loving their self again as an older version of that loving, wonderment of a teen.
Pancake, feeling it all in a mixed up soup of a life … mind blowing, and cause for extreme gratefulness.
Strength comes from trials, and to know love prevails through it all is an awesome reality!
I have been abused, loved, and taken advantage of … and I have given these things to others as well. WE share ALL experiences … in one fashion, to a greater or lesser degree, even while denial may say it isn’t true.
When we finally see our self in each other ~ pain, love, compassion, and desire to be more joyful, or talented or whatever, sharing similar experiences, with varying responses ~ life becomes magical, a true, stunning experience.
I once stapled the end of my finger off. The doctor picked out the bone chips and sewed it back on, right through the nail. As it healed I would stare at it in amazement. It actually grew back together! I now retain most feeling in that fingertip also.
The mind, when it is completely scrambled by a traumatic event or events, and perhaps there is a thought that no thing will ever be learned again, and love will never come again because of the damage … when things start to progress, and skills are learned, a surprise happens, an understanding that the human mind, body, and spirit really can overcome very much, and still return to love and health.
Certainly, some of these understandings can take years to form, and the pain, fear, doubt, and many other emotions will appear to win the tug-of-war. Yet we are resilient … and by practicing patience, knowing Creator often does things in a time line that does not always seem fair, or appropriate (to us), always turns out to be just perfect.
Learning patience is one of the most difficult lessons. Controlling anxiety and frustrations while practicing patience nearly impossible … but it IS possible, and the more it is practiced, the easier it becomes.
Life is a dance, and we are our own partner. When we learn to dance and smile and laugh and experience joy through it all, gaining a clearer understanding through previous trials, then we can share the dance with others more heartedly, and be more grateful for it.
Since Al Gore started harping about global warming, NASA states that the ice pack is growing, not thinning. To the tune of 112 BILLION TONS per year. Strange, isn’t it that he has found so much traction for this blatant lie?
“We have been entering a new ice age over the past few years” my contact told me. Just days ago she updated that stating “We need to brace for a very severe winter this year”. This means putting in 50% more wood if that’s what you rely on for heat and the same if you buy propane or oil. Have reserves of fresh water on hand and tend to your flocks unlike previous years. To survive an ice age is nothing like you or they are used to.
Is this fear porn? Yes, I supposed you could say that if you are insistent on not knowing the truth about your situation. Otherwise this is merely words to the wise, or, words to those who intend on surviving.
I can tell you “the end is near” all I want to, but without proof of what is taking place while you’re being lied to so you will be caught off guard, you will just dismiss my words as just that, fear porn. You will go right back to soccer and ballet drops with the kiddies, take them in for their scheduled vaccines and think everything is just fine. The problem is, this is no longer business-as-usual for the human race, because you are no longer inside of your Long Cycle of evolution. That ended on 12/21/2012. Now it is time to pack up your things and move on.
To where? You’ll ask.
Those who plan on continuing as if nothing is different will not need to worry about relocating right now, because your next stop will be a simple recycle into a similar situation that you’re already accustomed to after the 90% reduction in population then transition into the Weasadek Matrix where your planet will be hosted from that point forward. By reverting you all back to children, it will be very simple business to educate you to the realities of the One World Order, as if that’s just the way it has always been. And from that moment forward you will have no recollection of these end times, no recollection of any of your past memories and no recollection of these teachings that were to prepare you to step back into your own godhood.
Those who do intend to make it through this transition phase will listen to the advice being offered from the Council of Free Worlds. You will put yourself in a location where you don’t need to rely on the supply chain in place for modern living where you will grow your own gardens indoors in your geothermal home with you as Particle Tara makes her shift out of the Gaia Time Matrix where the new ice age will be playing out on all your surrounding planets. This transition could take another 10 years and it could all be finished in about 1 ½ if the transition continues on the same path it has been taking since the opening of the Stellar Activation Cycle.
I was reminded just yesterday in a personal meeting with my contact that only those who are willing to take action and accept responsibility for their own manifestation will be moving forward. The rest will simply remain sequestered as they have been for eons of time. She has made it very clear just recently that only those who are in a permaculture, off-grid environment such as the eco preserves we are establishing in various places around the world will live through what’s not just coming, but is already here.
2018 statistics show the coldest weather on record around the world in various places, and so far in 2019 we’ve already seen snow and ice that was not only unseasonal, but outrageously so in areas with as much as 1 foot of snow per hour where there shouldn’t be any snow at all yet. Instead of just tiny hail stones, you are now seeing massive softball-sized hail coming down all over the world that can kill you if you are caught outdoors. Look it up. All I can do is bring these things to your attention, give you some advanced warning and then let you know where we are setting up safe areas for you. Only you can actually decide to join us or not. Regardless, I’ve done what I came here to do and you have had a head’s up. This is real and I will continue to offer you proof as long as we’re still here in your shared plane with Particle Tara until the final separation. Then you’ll be on your own.
I am so grateful I do not stay upset for long. Now if I can only refrain from sharing the fact I am upset before it eases. My goal is to not involve anyone else in these things, at least until I am calm.
One scenario after the other …
I once wanted to learn to play piano, however that was not possible at the time. I do not know any instruments besides the drum and rattles and such, and then it’s just play. No, for me my only true instrument is my vocal chords, and I am grateful for this instrument.
I’ve gotten back into singing love songs. I LOVE love songs! It is amazing how many of them I know all the words to! I asked myself earlier, “How Old am I?” Because it amazes me how many I really do know.
Of course, it takes it playing for the words to come spilling out my brain and mouth. HA! I never said instant recall without some lead in was a skill of mine.
I discovered some things are stationary. At first I got a brain cramp about it, then I decided it is okay, I’ll revamp around it, and all will be good and right in the world.
I often balk when someone gives advice. Perhaps I should try to be a better listener, instead of barging full steam ahead all riled up. More information, another mind thinking on subject, can never hurt a situation. It is a habit born from a life of standing alone for the most part.
I am hoping this will all shift soon.
If it does not (and I believe it will) I will simply find the good in delay and prepare for the time of alignment.
There is much suffering in this world. In the seen, and in the unseen. Incarnate spirits (humans) are made to go hungry, they are tormented in many ways. If their lives are cut short, especially through trauma, many remain and suffer still, reliving this trauma over and over again, going further insane.
Much of this tormented behavior we see in our fellow brothers and sisters is caused not only by their environment, but by other discarnate spirits seeking help. Often a medium, psychic personality will be a go-to for them, for their ‘antennae’ are wide open.
JS Godinhu writes much about this and techniques on how to help ourselves, and those seeking assistance from a discarnate position. I’ve learned of him only recently, have purchased a book on kindle, (using the translate option) and will put into practice these techniques.
If you find that you are somewhat anxious, have food fetishes, are experiencing pain in the body (stomach or otherwise), these could be experiences you are picking up from a discarnate spirit.
You have an opportunity to assist them in their healing, and in so doing, alleviating much suffering in this world. Of course, this is a choice for you. If you are a Medium, this is your gift should you choose to offer it for healing the traumatized … including, first and foremost, your own traumas, triggers, and defenses.
These connections will make you feel crazy, the Western Doctors will tell you you are crazy … however, this is the furthest thing from the truth.