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5-9-2022 – Just a quick lunch time read

Published May 9, 2022 by tindertender

….. check in on the situation. Interesting at the least.

The evil one is creating a storm, out of which an aspect of the feminine delivers a message to the Queen(?) the higher feminine, about the chaos makers, sending flowers and gifts to our relatives, hoping to get into their heart space and control their output. Their plan is to cut them out of “paradise” keeping them wandering in an endless maze.

The Queen relays the information to her Divine Masculine who has “luck” on his side. He claims the children in a very strong and firm way.

The violators are anchored in a place under the Sun. They are then swept out into a place of “contract”.

Disengaging From The Matrix

Published May 2, 2022 by tindertender

I see an image of myself standing outside of the third dimension looking at the earth which appears to me as a snow globe and the flurry of moving snowflakes within represent the lower consciousness of humanity limited to the globe.

I stand outside of the globe in my higher self, the still point of expanded consciousness haven broken through the theatre of lower consciousness. I know there are many standing here with me and am told that we no longer battle with the darkness for the light has won.

When we continue to discuss the darkness and battle with them we return to the snow globe and feed into the energy of lower consciousness keeping the show of the low dimensional theatre running. It is time to end the 3D theatre and return humanity fully to the realm of the higher dimensional self. This can be accomplished by standing fully in the power of our illumined selves aligned to the love-light of the Creator and flooding humanity with this light. We no longer discuss the ways of war but fully promulgate the energy of love, joy and peace.

We are emissaries of peace, the divine flame of the Creator, the Holy Spirit of goodness and light. It is now time to manifest peace on earth for humanity by disengaging from the matrix and living fully from the embodiment of the divine self.

I Am a Witness

Published April 11, 2022 by tindertender

I’ve been to various realms, visited with folks on both sides of the polar coin. Been led by them, here and there. My energies affected by them, in positive and also in very challenging ways.

I’ve discovered that although people seen and unseen speak of love, the reality is, everyone is involved deeply in their “role”.

They are strategizing on how to win the BIG war. They seek the unsuspecting and brightly shining ones and fit them in “roles” prepared for them. They are never given details or info, they fly blind, led by their “masters”. If they play along, they get protection, until the protection fails.

They are spiritually attacked and mentally tormented for their non-compliance and opposition. The personal energies, physical body and mind are brutalized by advanced technology with attempt to strike fear in the heart and gain obedience through it, or to disrupt the mental facilities so badly that the individual harms self …. it’s a program they are not responsible for, only a victim of.

Games. Role playing. Everyone is so addicted to their “role” they have lost touch with simple and pure love connections.

I Am a Witness, in many realms.

This is what I’ve found over the last 20 years in this realm, this meta verse, and others.

You’re only worthy of protection if you agree to play a role in the meta verse. Otherwise, you must suck it up and be resilient through the attacks of this meta verse.


Fortunately, I know full well there are others beyond the meta verse who are aware of our challenge. They speak through pictograph, mostly. They know our minds are filled with thought implants and telepathic chatter. Even though they “speak” rarely, they do give message through picture, through an intuitive thought, through a memory of song, through a smell or vague taste. Through joyous emotion and peaceful feeling.

I’m ready to return home, to the place from whence I came. I’ve seen plenty.

Someday, perhaps we will all understand what this truly means.


Published April 9, 2022 by tindertender

Upon waking I saw 2 squares.

Inside one square was three pictures …. inside the other square were letters, code, breaking down the photo into digits. One beautiful, message complete, the other requiring deciphering …. a disconnect from the reality of what is there.

Communication with the higher realms is not thru words, it’s thru pictures. Which is why visualization is so important, it is the language of the gods and angelics … pictographs, not binary code.

This is why dreams are always in pictures. Often in dreams, no one says a thing … they “show” you things.

Backward in Time

Published April 4, 2022 by tindertender

I was asking self why my pendulum naturally swings counterclockwise when being held at rest. Then I thought of the clock, and clockwise.

Could it be that the oppressors of this realm reversed time for us? Which is why the Jewish people are on year 5000 something, and we are 2022?

Could it be that we are in the negative, and are about to come forward Center at a time shift? Then progress as was meant to be?

Or perhaps we “went back in time” to make right a wrong … as a collective? Or maybe too, we were used by the darker agenda to go back in time and correct “their” world of the future.

Forward is actually backward …..

Or we jump time/space continuum into the positive aspect of reality … the reversal we’ve been living in, made right.

Time is about to snap to zero point. All the bullshit over. Our lights shinning so bright time stands still.

Will be interesting at the least to see how this all pans out.

Grimoire of Humanity

Published March 27, 2022 by tindertender


Sanatana Dharma is about the macrocosm [Brahman] and the microcosm [Atman]. To put it simply, an individual matters as much as the world.

The dark forces wrote a storybook of reality in which they were in the position of power and inserted their story book, a fairy tale of a grim life, into our dreams to align our consciousness to theirs. Their technique of hijacking our reality away from the Kingdom of the One True Creator was accomplished using a strategy of death by a 1000 cuts, the storybook being one of those cuts. These cuts were not to flesh but to our energy fields, to our connection to all things associated with our divine nature, our connection to the One. They systematically severed each connection we had to our spirit by diverting our attention away from our inner world, the book of love encoded in our DNA by the Creator. They tried to replace the beautiful love story given to us by the Creator of All with a fairy tale on how to live a controlled life of suffering. They of course were doomed to failure as they could not take away the love that was truly ours because love is our true nature. They could only divert our attention away from it to make us believe their story was our story. Here lies the great deceit we are awakening to reject and return home.

I have had the good fortune to work with many outstanding spiritual teachers/ healers. One taught me how to connect to Source light and expand so large in my light ( more expansive than the earth) and from this state delete, destory and uncreate anything in my energy field I did not prefer to be there. I have spent many, many hours clearing my energy using this strategy in order to raise in frequency to become free. A second teacher, a good friend of mine, taught me to use the power and authority of my divine spirit to command away any negative energies and create the reality I desire. Both taught me how to use my free will choice to create my reality and most importantly, they helped me to connect to and use the power of the love & light that resides within. This is a power of such high magnitude evil can not withstand its frequency.

Therefore, the key to transforming our life and the world lies within remembering the power of our love and light, the essence of who we are by focusing our attention inward so we may rewrite the story of our lives and of the world. It is that simple. We can use our gift of divinity to empower ourselves and disempower all evil by what we choose to pay attention to. When we pay attention to and live from the image of the Creator within, the divine spark, the mirrored fractal, using the power and authority of our divine spirit, we have the authority to consciously destory the grim fairy tale of the darkness and write a new but ancient story of our existence living in heaven on earth. You see? We have the capacitance of the light of a billion suns and the power of an infinite flow of love within. These seeds of consciousness are the prima materia from which we can write the story of our reality. We no longer pay attention to the crappy book the darkness forced upon us. By the power and authority of our spirit we delete, destory and uncreate it as a force in our reality. We pay attention to the love and light we are and live from it. As a result of this shift, we sever the flow of our attention and thus energy, to the grim fairy tale.

If no one reads it, its lines shall be forgotten and its pages shall turn to ash and blow away In the wind to be nevermore because the love-light of our divinity is forevermore.

I think it is accurate to say in our hearts we desire to live in a world in which all humans are safe, fed, clothed and have sufficient shelter. We desire suffering to end and be replaced by a world governed by love. We can create such a world based on the fundamental laws of the universe, one of the most relevant is as within, so without. Everything is energy and the world we create is based upon the collective energy, the sum total of the emotional vibration each human emits. Thus, to create a world in which we are all safe, we must feel safe. To create a world in which all children are safe and treasured our inner child must feel safe and treasured. The healing of our inner child helps to increase our frequency to that of love. I am confident to state a fair percentage of the 1000 cuts by the dark forces to sever our connection with spirit & to write us into their story book was focused on the inner child.

The dark forces know well the laws of the universe and how they operate. They used these to write the story for humanity including a chapter on how to have a grim fairy tale indeed illustrating the power of as within so without. Now is the time to remember this key law to our advantage to align us to the love of the Creator in order that we may write the story of paradise on earth to heal our inner children creating a world that is safe for all children throughout the planet. In order to accomplish this we must take the hero’s journey inward and heal those cuts that are wounds to our inner child. It is time to close the gate to create a garden of safety for all children and for ourselves. Our healed inner child holds the key – as within so without. Once healed we will experience a major increase in frequency. Without this knowledge so many people spin their wheels in the sea of information in the hopes of changing the world. Yet if they do a lot of talking and don’t take action to heal their inner world, their efforts to change the outer world are minimized. Transformation of the planet is the result of transformation of the self. As we heal the severed connections to the love we are, we create a planet filled with love. It is time to walk the talk in a way aligned with the laws of the universe to enact permanent positive change on earth, creating a paradise of love.

There are so many beautiful healers including those who have healed themselves. I would like for anyone who feels inspired to add the healing modalities that have worked for you to heal on any level to help others to know how to heal.

Some healing methods I have used that I found most effective with inner child: art therapy, EMDR, homeopathy, prayers/invocations, energy attunements, many, many energy clearings from very skilled high frequency loving healers, also some of my messages helped me to heal.


A Vision

Published March 20, 2022 by tindertender

I saw human beings on their hands and knees. There was a hole in the ground near their head. Their head was being sucked down into the hole, their necks stretching away from their bodies, becoming elongated like the ostrich’s neck.

This is symbolic of the state of consciousness of most humans.

Pulled into the shadow, the inversion which keeps their minds in a state of suffering.

Sucked into the lower realms where not only the mind (consciousness) is hooked and violated, but the bodies become home for parasitic attachment.

Until people understand they are purposefully kept in this state, by the news they watch, the theater of conflict and suffering, they will remain in this state of suffering, anger, rage, hate, war, fighting.

It’s time to focus on the blockages of the energy system and clear them. The system of this matrix has kept the majority in the lower three chakras, root, sacral, solar plexus. (Fear, anger, shame, guilt, revenge, lust). The blockage keeps the energies from moving in flow to the heart, throat and crown chakras, the Sacred connection to the Divine.

Pull up the consciousness. See from a larger perspective. View the whole game board, not just what some show and report on, but the whole picture.

Who are the players? What is their history? What is the agenda? Who owns the gates, including the human gates, portals walking? Who possesses the power? The control? Who is the dominator?

The war isn’t external. It is about the energies of the human being, and the control manipulation of it offers the puppet masters, the governing system. It’s thievery of the supply of Primordial Light of Source Creation dwelling in each …. who controls this energy, controls the populace, and it is done through manipulation. Manipulation of the sleeper mind, in the dark, dark hole of suffering.

Free yourself.

Start by shutting off the te-LIE-vision.

This portion of Source Creation IS you, claim it, do not let another posses and control it.

Finest Manipulation

Published February 28, 2022 by tindertender

Any sudden thought of doubt, or worry of mischief going on, anything that brings about some sort of disturbance … making you want to get up out of bed and look out the living room window to be sure no ones fooling around … those thoughts, are thought implants by those who manipulate consciousness, and they are very good at what they do.

We need to be aware of those thoughts that pop into our head out of the willy-nilly blue, of anger or paranoia are not our own, and there really isn’t any reason we need to get all distressed over a thought implant.

There is no reason in this now moment to get agitated over a thought that has nothing to do with this now moment.

Of course it will be different if you are in the midst of chaos and trauma.

However, if things are smooth and flowing along with no hitches, then out of nowhere you are experiencing paranoia, or anger, or depression, these are most likely thought implants, meant to keep you in a state of suffering.

The energy of fear and suffering are easy to expand and manipulate. Cause scene, get people riled … easy peasy. Create pandemic, get people in fear and paranoia, easy peasy.

The energies of the population have been manipulated for a very long time. While we slept (behind forgetfulness, the veil), we were bled for the electricity of our e-motion-al energetic output, our SOLar Light Energy, the force of Primordial Light of Source Creation.

Recognize the manipulation.

End the game.

The World As A Cocoon

Published February 28, 2022 by tindertender

I entered the Sun to be birthed into this realm. I have a Golden Light Body.

Upon entering this realm I was a clean slate, memory gone, innocent and vulnerable, like all the rest who come here.

The world was a very dark place. Suffering was experienced by my Mother, and the 4 husbands she had while I was growing into young adulthood. That suffering was transmitted to me, I was trained to see myself as ugly, fat, less than … it was a very difficult program to live, and very difficult to undo.

In meditation, I saw the world as my cocoon. The side of my cocoon was splitting. My arms sort of linked to its edges, I opened my arms, moving them up and out to my sides, straight out like a bird or butterfly about to take wing.

The cocoon opened, the edges of it spread out to the sides, my Solar Plexus exposed to my Light Body Family as they stood before me. Behind me were the stars in the dark sky, the violator manipulator on both sides, held in the darkness while the light penetrated me from the front.

My body was in both worlds, the darkness behind me, the bright fiery light before me.

I Am emerging once again, headed to my origin … Reunion with my Beloveds.

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