I once compared it to being stubborn. Perhaps I still do.
I read somewhere that it is possible to transform stubborn Will into skillful Will.
As often as I think of it, it has yet to materialize.
What does one do, after all, to be considered “skillful”?
Would it be better to note that to be a person of skillful will it be required to do what is right and good and healthy despite stubborn Will saying, “I’ll do what I want.”?
What have I learned today?
I learned that somehow in all this mess I have been extremely blessed. By surprise I might add. So much so I purchased matching pendant and earrings for a piedersite (sp?) stone ring I have.
Why did this good fortune befall me today? I wonder.
I purchased an aura photo. Bright yellows all around.
I bought “buy two get two free” bras and panties.
And I still wonder at it all.
I donated a monetary gift in exchange for a light reading and gained knowledge. It was a lovely exchange as always.
I ask myself if I have grown fond of being a walking portal … stubborn, stubborn.
I am told the color red is like a welcome mat for unclean spirits. I have seen evidence that may be true.
Surely I am not the only human being pushing a little here, pulling a little there. Is it beneficial? I cannot say, for although my experience has been for the last many years, the experience in itself is new to me.
Anyhow … red … I now need to paint two red walls green, or another color, in three days. Home Depot is closed so today I sit idle.
My red candle had its wick fall into the wax and it stopped burning.
Now there is an orange one, in a glass jar.
I am just now reminded of being 18 and keeping a journal. I wrote some angry and hurtful things in there “to” the person I was living with. It was found. Tears were shed. I stopped journaling.
When I write, it doesn’t “sound” the same as when I “speak”. Could it be true that simply slowing down to write shows what it would be like if one “thought” before they spoke? And now … “thinking” before one thinks.
Some go on and on about my attitude, and I reply that “attitude” is my dancing partner. Tis true. Since when? That is the question. I think, “Ya, you really going to write all that down?” Ha. 🤯
Really bad dudes. You’re doing something to call them in. I’ve discovered cannabis is a contributor to opening a portal in my mind. Not always a good thing, especially with really bad dudes in the unseen on the prowl.
Paint the walls; sprinkle prayed over and blessed salt water everywhere; stop using thc; eat more greens and less carbs and sugar; stop with the tarot cards; clean up energy fields.
Get “off the wagon” and walk.
54 years of age. I just danced and behaved in such a belligerent fashion I reminded myself of a 15 year old me, without all the stamina, haha … alone in my living room … rebelling against the invisibles …. after using the cannabis plant, one of them said, “Heroin has been decriminalized.” Well, I’ve seen people die from using that … no thank you, Pusherman.
I find it interesting that the invisibles correlate cannabis to heroin.
“I don’t want this one” and invisible said …. good …. I guess I’ve been successful in my endeavor then.
For much of my life I made myself ugly, so few felt comfortable getting too close to me. It seems I flow in and out of this behavior. Even with myself!
I make a list of “wrongs” and then am inclined to grow a list of what is “right” … or a list of gratitude.
Not all things can be balanced … or can they?
Advice to self … Don’t attempt, or try, or hope, or wish … just DO it.
Candle flame = Portal
THC = Portal
Sugar and Carbs = Feeds the Portal occupants
Find King James Version of the Bible, read Psalms and Proverbs
Prep walls for paint
Stop calling them ‘to’ me
Reformat habitual pattern
I’ve got a Love candle … a Love flame flickering in my living room … just don’t stare at the flame dear … I tell myself.
As we are limited in the physical contacts we are able to make, I find my relationships actually expanding, despite the attempt to enforce a solitary life.
Thank you … to the species who present themselves to me in the astral.
I love you.
The color of Love is Green … one of GAIAs main colors.
It is the tender shoots of life unfolding in the freshness of Spring. It is the many variances of hues. It is the gentleness of breezes in fields of tall grasses. It is the many ways in which it presents itself.
Compassion, Care, Empathy, Acceptance, Cooperation and an effort to ensure all have enough, that none go without.
It is in “boy, girl, boy, girl” and the “androgynous” too.
It is easy for me to love you because love is not SEX …. it is Care, and a Compassionate regard for life beyond ones own.
Protecting your energy is important! What frequency are resonating at? From the 30th onward it’s imperative that we keep the vibration high. We want the best outcome for ALL worldwide! This is a global effort. Get out the matrix so we can fully dissolve it!
SOURCE is ALL-THAT-IS Ominpresent Omnipotent Omniconsciousness
Source is within you and you are within Source
In the Oneness we are many “to experience EVERYTHING” to answer the Question “Who am I”
And now we come to “truth” :
There are many, but their multiplicity is temporary. Inevitably they all come back to oneness. The process, many to become, brings about many experiences. If something has been experienced and felt, then is it is “true” from this point of view.
But in the end this view is given up for another. Then new experiences come and other things come true. That way there are many Truths about multiplicity. But these truths always become inconsistencies, Contain contradictions and an imbalance.
This shows up as discomfort in your Life. Fear, pain and illness are the result. And so it happens that on one certain point of all travel must be started to learn all the truths about Separation and multiplicity in favor of truths about oneness and to give up the “truths of separation and diversity” if true healing shall be achieved. And then it becomes unlikely complex multitudes of truths begin to condense and flow together. The temporary illusions of separation will begin to dissolve, Until finally the illusion is released. Until it is understood again that oneness is the truth.
All was known long before election and all what “happened” is known the longest time – “disclosure” also happened a long time ago – so for whom is this WHOLE SHOW??? And “awakening” is something very different – Source for sure didn`t say “Make America great again” or that interdimensional spiritual beings are in need for Asthars Earth Evacuation project.
But of course, every human decides for him/herself to take part in the show. No judgment – just curiosity…..
Question: what is Asthars Earth Evacuation project ?
Very good question – try to find the answer. If not, I`ll answer it. Ashtar belongs to the Galactic Federation of light – Alliance to the Luciferian/Annunaki/Sirius.
Programming the Illusion – predicting the “future” – it`s all a game…..
I unrolled 2 scrolls, 1 next to the other. I unrolled them slowly, comparing the content of the two, looking for the slightest difference. They appeared to be the same …
The left side has red fancy script, the left blue, and the blue side was die-cut out, open letters. They were not simply side by side, there was a curved line between them, somewhat like a yin yang line.
It appeared there was more blue that red, but as I mentioned, the letters were hollowed out, so not really taking as much space, in my conscious perception. Could I have have achieved balance?
I looked up and I saw above each dwelling, a sign, about 12 x 18. It is as tho the occupants therein had been categorized.
It appears the day of separation, or the day of coming together, however one wishes to think of it, is near.
I’ve neen remined …
This is all a game.
WE choose whether we wish to stay in the game or not.
I ask kindly to these players, leave me be … I’m finished being your pawn. You’ll have to find another way to keep the game going …
Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness,compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion. As with all colors, green brings forth some negative connotations.
Red is the color of extremes. It’s the color of passionate love, seduction, violence, danger, anger, and adventure. Our prehistoric ancestors saw red as the color of fire and blood – energy and primal life forces – and most of red’s symbolism today arises from its powerful associations in the past.
Everyone is so focused on passion, sexuality, and physical togetherness they’ve completely left out of the equation the most important color aspect for love … that which holds it all together even when sex is absent.
Green is the color of life, renewal, nature, and energy, it is associated with meanings of growth, harmony, freshness, safety, fertility, and environment.
The Green Love always precedes the Red love, it is the first love.
Many have forgotten the first love and have favored skipping steps, taking shortcuts, and they wonder why love more often than not fails in relationships.
Walking hand in hand along a brushy trail, speaking softly to each other about that which makes the heart warm. Picnicking while surrounded by long beautiful grasses.
Searching for berries and mushrooms, getting lost and finding your way to the river through the trees, together.
Sun warm upon your faces … a flush begins to build … in the heart, on the cheeks, on the lips.
Do not forsake the first love …
This is where the base is laid …
Green is the precursor, if love cannot be found in this green stage, when knowing each other is new an fresh, then the red stage ought not even be considered.
In the astral, there are certain aspects of masculinity who’ve been taking privilege’s without permission for some time, doing their ‘whateveres’ … I’ve recently discovered that RED is the color of sexual energy … my quilt is a nice bright red. Who knew I had been sleeping under a “welcome mat“.
“Throughout history, Red has been the colorof passion, romance, and sexual energy.”
I pulled that sucker off and charged water with salt, held it up and asked Prime Source Creator to also charge it and assist with its protection qualities and proceeded to sprinkled it around my bed, on my bed on the curtains and everywhere I spend the most time, including all 4 corners of each room and their curtains as well … my sofa and my lounge got a healthy dose … and the living room carpet too …. All the while proclaiming that I AM taking back my Power, that any interference at all was no longer wanted or permitted.”
“Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion.”
Thanks be to my current mentor, Ty, @tymajestic, I’m learning about colors, numbers, and psalms and proverbs, even which bible is best for I came to a passage in proverbs that really turned me off where a woman was spoken of as ‘property’… and stopped reading. He suggested the king James Version. I will buy it and try again ….
Ty has called the Psalms and Proverbs “The Plan”
In my current situation, which has gone on quite long enough, I am going to switch up the color of my wardrobe, removing colors such as brown, gray, and red, which are the colors lower vibrational entities feel most comfortable with and welcomed by according to my mentor. I will replace these colors with Blues, Greens, brighter Lilac type colors .. anything bright and light.
There are two red walls in my kitchen I need to paint, as well as all four walls of my bedroom which are brown. My intention is to brighten up these areas, to remove the ‘welcome mat’. This could be the perfect winter activity. It’ll be a chore at the very least.
It has been 2 nights since I removed the quilt and applied the salt waters to my most frequented areas of my home. I have not been accosted in any way during the astral, or what many call, dream time. I even slept on my couch for a bit without any negative experience.
His energy is quite bright and cannot be mistaken when he comes in for a ‘looksee’ or a “light hug”. I find his information to be quite eye-opening and am happy to add his knowledge, his teachings, to my meager notebook of my own knowing.
While resting on my couch, eyes closed, a line of type looking much like this one formed before my ‘eyes’. It said, “Thank you for teaching us …”
Let us remember, those we see are not the only ones who hear. Those who see very seldom are able to truly ‘hear’. Let us not discredit either side of life being birthed into a higher arena in these moments … seen and unseen … we are here to help ALL of each other rise into the next dimension … higher and higher my friends.
May it be done graciously.
I dreamed a new song is being sung for the earth. “Someone(s)’ were hacking it into a shorter version. Let us hope the hackers do not succeed, I want to live where the WHOLE song is sung!!!!!
I feel a brightness coming over me, my mind is lifting out of the fog I’ve been immersed in, I feel a separation happening for me, the line is thickening between the new and the old. The old patterns of the living and the new being birthed.
May we begin to hear the whole song, and desire it with our whole heart. It will be bright and glorious, let us keep this vision and song in our heart and mind.
Shed the old.
Do not focus on the autrocities of this world.
Leave them be … to fizzle out in their death throes.
Even when they quake and literally move the earth, be calm and listen to the new song … the new song of rebirth.