I once compared it to being stubborn. Perhaps I still do.
I read somewhere that it is possible to transform stubborn Will into skillful Will.
As often as I think of it, it has yet to materialize.
What does one do, after all, to be considered “skillful”?
Would it be better to note that to be a person of skillful will it be required to do what is right and good and healthy despite stubborn Will saying, “I’ll do what I want.”?
What have I learned today?
I learned that somehow in all this mess I have been extremely blessed. By surprise I might add. So much so I purchased matching pendant and earrings for a piedersite (sp?) stone ring I have.
Why did this good fortune befall me today? I wonder.
I purchased an aura photo. Bright yellows all around.
I bought “buy two get two free” bras and panties.
And I still wonder at it all.
I donated a monetary gift in exchange for a light reading and gained knowledge. It was a lovely exchange as always.
I ask myself if I have grown fond of being a walking portal … stubborn, stubborn.
I am told the color red is like a welcome mat for unclean spirits. I have seen evidence that may be true.
Surely I am not the only human being pushing a little here, pulling a little there. Is it beneficial? I cannot say, for although my experience has been for the last many years, the experience in itself is new to me.
Anyhow … red … I now need to paint two red walls green, or another color, in three days. Home Depot is closed so today I sit idle.
My red candle had its wick fall into the wax and it stopped burning.
Now there is an orange one, in a glass jar.
I am just now reminded of being 18 and keeping a journal. I wrote some angry and hurtful things in there “to” the person I was living with. It was found. Tears were shed. I stopped journaling.
When I write, it doesn’t “sound” the same as when I “speak”. Could it be true that simply slowing down to write shows what it would be like if one “thought” before they spoke? And now … “thinking” before one thinks.
Some go on and on about my attitude, and I reply that “attitude” is my dancing partner. Tis true. Since when? That is the question. I think, “Ya, you really going to write all that down?” Ha. 🤯
Really bad dudes. You’re doing something to call them in. I’ve discovered cannabis is a contributor to opening a portal in my mind. Not always a good thing, especially with really bad dudes in the unseen on the prowl.
Paint the walls; sprinkle prayed over and blessed salt water everywhere; stop using thc; eat more greens and less carbs and sugar; stop with the tarot cards; clean up energy fields.
Get “off the wagon” and walk.
54 years of age. I just danced and behaved in such a belligerent fashion I reminded myself of a 15 year old me, without all the stamina, haha … alone in my living room … rebelling against the invisibles …. after using the cannabis plant, one of them said, “Heroin has been decriminalized.” Well, I’ve seen people die from using that … no thank you, Pusherman.
I find it interesting that the invisibles correlate cannabis to heroin.
“I don’t want this one” and invisible said …. good …. I guess I’ve been successful in my endeavor then.
For much of my life I made myself ugly, so few felt comfortable getting too close to me. It seems I flow in and out of this behavior. Even with myself!
I make a list of “wrongs” and then am inclined to grow a list of what is “right” … or a list of gratitude.
Not all things can be balanced … or can they?
Advice to self … Don’t attempt, or try, or hope, or wish … just DO it.
Candle flame = Portal
THC = Portal
Sugar and Carbs = Feeds the Portal occupants
Find King James Version of the Bible, read Psalms and Proverbs
Prep walls for paint
Stop calling them ‘to’ me
Reformat habitual pattern
I’ve got a Love candle … a Love flame flickering in my living room … just don’t stare at the flame dear … I tell myself.
SOURCE is ALL-THAT-IS Ominpresent Omnipotent Omniconsciousness
Source is within you and you are within Source
In the Oneness we are many “to experience EVERYTHING” to answer the Question “Who am I”
And now we come to “truth” :
There are many, but their multiplicity is temporary. Inevitably they all come back to oneness. The process, many to become, brings about many experiences. If something has been experienced and felt, then is it is “true” from this point of view.
But in the end this view is given up for another. Then new experiences come and other things come true. That way there are many Truths about multiplicity. But these truths always become inconsistencies, Contain contradictions and an imbalance.
This shows up as discomfort in your Life. Fear, pain and illness are the result. And so it happens that on one certain point of all travel must be started to learn all the truths about Separation and multiplicity in favor of truths about oneness and to give up the “truths of separation and diversity” if true healing shall be achieved. And then it becomes unlikely complex multitudes of truths begin to condense and flow together. The temporary illusions of separation will begin to dissolve, Until finally the illusion is released. Until it is understood again that oneness is the truth.
All was known long before election and all what “happened” is known the longest time – “disclosure” also happened a long time ago – so for whom is this WHOLE SHOW??? And “awakening” is something very different – Source for sure didn`t say “Make America great again” or that interdimensional spiritual beings are in need for Asthars Earth Evacuation project.
But of course, every human decides for him/herself to take part in the show. No judgment – just curiosity…..
Question: what is Asthars Earth Evacuation project ?
Very good question – try to find the answer. If not, I`ll answer it. Ashtar belongs to the Galactic Federation of light – Alliance to the Luciferian/Annunaki/Sirius.
Programming the Illusion – predicting the “future” – it`s all a game…..
In the astral, there are certain aspects of masculinity who’ve been taking privilege’s without permission for some time, doing their ‘whateveres’ … I’ve recently discovered that RED is the color of sexual energy … my quilt is a nice bright red. Who knew I had been sleeping under a “welcome mat“.
“Throughout history, Red has been the colorof passion, romance, and sexual energy.”
I pulled that sucker off and charged water with salt, held it up and asked Prime Source Creator to also charge it and assist with its protection qualities and proceeded to sprinkled it around my bed, on my bed on the curtains and everywhere I spend the most time, including all 4 corners of each room and their curtains as well … my sofa and my lounge got a healthy dose … and the living room carpet too …. All the while proclaiming that I AM taking back my Power, that any interference at all was no longer wanted or permitted.”
“Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion.”
Thanks be to my current mentor, Ty, @tymajestic, I’m learning about colors, numbers, and psalms and proverbs, even which bible is best for I came to a passage in proverbs that really turned me off where a woman was spoken of as ‘property’… and stopped reading. He suggested the king James Version. I will buy it and try again ….
Ty has called the Psalms and Proverbs “The Plan”
In my current situation, which has gone on quite long enough, I am going to switch up the color of my wardrobe, removing colors such as brown, gray, and red, which are the colors lower vibrational entities feel most comfortable with and welcomed by according to my mentor. I will replace these colors with Blues, Greens, brighter Lilac type colors .. anything bright and light.
There are two red walls in my kitchen I need to paint, as well as all four walls of my bedroom which are brown. My intention is to brighten up these areas, to remove the ‘welcome mat’. This could be the perfect winter activity. It’ll be a chore at the very least.
It has been 2 nights since I removed the quilt and applied the salt waters to my most frequented areas of my home. I have not been accosted in any way during the astral, or what many call, dream time. I even slept on my couch for a bit without any negative experience.
His energy is quite bright and cannot be mistaken when he comes in for a ‘looksee’ or a “light hug”. I find his information to be quite eye-opening and am happy to add his knowledge, his teachings, to my meager notebook of my own knowing.
While resting on my couch, eyes closed, a line of type looking much like this one formed before my ‘eyes’. It said, “Thank you for teaching us …”
Let us remember, those we see are not the only ones who hear. Those who see very seldom are able to truly ‘hear’. Let us not discredit either side of life being birthed into a higher arena in these moments … seen and unseen … we are here to help ALL of each other rise into the next dimension … higher and higher my friends.
May it be done graciously.
I dreamed a new song is being sung for the earth. “Someone(s)’ were hacking it into a shorter version. Let us hope the hackers do not succeed, I want to live where the WHOLE song is sung!!!!!
I feel a brightness coming over me, my mind is lifting out of the fog I’ve been immersed in, I feel a separation happening for me, the line is thickening between the new and the old. The old patterns of the living and the new being birthed.
May we begin to hear the whole song, and desire it with our whole heart. It will be bright and glorious, let us keep this vision and song in our heart and mind.
Shed the old.
Do not focus on the autrocities of this world.
Leave them be … to fizzle out in their death throes.
Even when they quake and literally move the earth, be calm and listen to the new song … the new song of rebirth.
“Hope” is the “drug” of all believe-systems, to make humans feel that they are “powerless” and depending always on an exterior god(s). But we are INTERDIMENSONAL BEINGS, just using this body for a “micro-second” of our immortal/eternal journey of experiences. Which we also create by OURSELVES. The lie about death keeps humans in fear. Yes – the bodies die, but we are pure energy/consciousness. The next problem is that humans think Earth is sooo special. No, there are trillions of similar planets . Some with different lifeforms, some similar to us.
Some millions of years more advanced, some millions of years less. But we have to understand that humans are one really “basic” in their evolution. 3rd dimension is the lowest level of experiencing absolute polarity, division, to be “separated” from Source. And therefore it`s imperative to understand that HUMANITY has to overcome this and to get into balance in remembering who they REALLY are and why they are here….
You are the ONE who can forgive yourself and others in all timelines, dimensions, realms and come to the conclusion: “Lesson learned. I am GOING ON”!!!
We are all our own creators. Sometimes we create love and bliss, and other times chaos and drama. But they are always just lessons we want to learn. And we will repeat over and over again – until we “got” it…
We may sit in our car and swear about the traffic, or someone who cut us off, or pulled out in front of us.
We may smile sweetly, all the while cussing someone in our mind.
Thinking before speaking for many comes fairly easy, because the ability to separate ‘thought’ from spoken ‘word’ is present.
The world as we know it is changing rapidly.
As the light permeates this planet, and our bodies and mind, the vibration at which our cellular structure moves increases. Thoughts become clearer as emotional wounds rise up and are cleared.
Triggers are coming up in minds, emotional outbursts occur and attempts to dissolve that which controls us mentally is happening “controlling our emotions rather than being controlled by them” … Some people will not do the inner work necessary to release, they will rage, and fade away.
Many people believe that their prayers are heard, by God, by Jesus, by any number of deities, the angels, guides and guardians.
What is difficult to wrap the mind around is that many are actually listening … MANY. Telepathic people who know how to manipulate energy, are able to astral travel at will … Galactics, who, believe it or not live among us and have incredible access to minds, Hybrids, genetically modified to contain dna from two or more life forms. All here among us now, and for some time I might add.
They are ‘forced’ to listen to our uncontrolled bouts of anger and selfishness … being the telepathic beings they are. (I’ve come to realize it is no wonder we seem like the “little” ones, like ignorant babies).
Imagine being able to hear the thoughts of everyone you encounter. Imagine listening to them cuss this person, or another. Imagine listening to their self pity and selfishness and greed. Imagine hearing the perverted and evil intentions as they eye you, or another. Thoughts of doing wrong, which many don’t, but the desire is there in their character, and you’ve been alerted to their intention.
This exposed way of being is coming to the people soon, the New World is being birthed as we live in these days.
Back to thinking before speaking … the easy part.
What’s coming is the need to think before thinking. How do you do that you ask? Well, you don’t. The way one thinks needs to be reformatted. Nothing is hidden from the higher intelligences, and soon, no thing will be hidden from us … we’ll hear it all.
You see people, more and more, who walk along seemingly having conversations with the air. Certainly drugs and alcohol are often in play. “Normal” people talk smack about them, may even be saying they got what they deserved … lock them away, looking at them as tho they are insignificant, non-contributors to the goodness of the whole, a waste.
The trouble with this is, substances weaken the energetic fields of the body, making them vulnerable to those in telepathy land … their thoughts are heard, as they hear … their astral bodies, being in a weakened state, are susceptible to attachments, leeching, and energy bleeding. Physical symptoms accompany this … when hearing, they’ll appear crazy, and believe they are, especially when doctors say so.
Mind you … and please remember this … just as their are various thinkers and doers in humanity, it is also so in the unseen … only more variety if you can grasp that idea. Not all are bad, not all are good … but they ALL know what we do not yet know.
It is a shame that western medicine has labeled this experience as a mental illness.
Ignorant doctors … who have no clue about the invisible realms, or do not understand it. The medication they provide will alleviate the severity of symptoms, but the issue remains in existence …the attachments and harm continues to be done.
What I am getting at, is this will begin to happen to more and more people as their bodies become more light filled, as they begin to merge with the unseen realms.
It is critical that grudges be released, that forgiveness for self and anybody who one feels has wronged them be granted, that a conscious effort be made to complement those we encounter mentally, rather than a cursing. To develop control of emotions, practice patience and develop a measured response to anything that is upsetting.
You will be tested.
You may hear many voices pick your world apart, judge your character, promise to do very bad things to you or those you love … your nervous system and emotional body will undergo severe alteration and trial.
You must release all fear. Even fear of dying … you must face your most profound fears and learn to calm yourself. You must learn that responding in a combatant way to those you may not be able to see will earn you more of what ails you.
You’ve probably heard the phrase, “Kill them with kindness” or “Love conquers all” or “War cannot bring Peace”.
What we give, we get. Sometimes we do not understand why something has happened to us. Are we listening to our self-talk? Are we really noticing what we are doing with our life, are we squandering it with surface level stuff? Are we sweet on the outside while thinking cruelty on the inside?
Everything is known … everything. And not just by one, oh no no … by many. Our character is not only evaluated and rated by those we see, but by those who see us, who reside on a different vibratory level … who we will one day encounter as our own vibrations rise and our reality opens up, expanding. Yes, the seemingly dead will walk among us again, for every vibration in every form on this planet is shifting and rising. We are coming into our Light Bodies.
It is not going to be easy.
It will not be comfortable.
Many will simply be mind blown.
I am urging you, if you haven’t started already, do the internal work. Clear out your regrets, anger and shame.
Reformat the way you speak to self, and others, internally. If there is a negative, state or do a positive right away, every time. Drop habitual patterns that cause any form of turmoil, for self or others. If you swear at someone with a thought, apologize and offer a compliment. Pay attention and bring balance to everything in your mind.
Intelligent ones are listening, watching, evaluating and determining your place in the New World.
Turn off the television. Don’t watch movies or shows which disrespect the life of others. Extract yourself from chaos. Stop playing violent video games. Alter internal dialogue. Focus on happiness, peace, care, compassion, empathy.
If you find yourself slandering anyone for anything ask yourself right away, do I do this that I find so irritating? Chances are you do, in one form or another. People are our mirror.
The emotions must be brought into control. I’m not simply talking about the ability to ignore something or think happy thoughts until the mood shifts. I’m speaking of the nervous system reaction to such emotional charges as suffering, as anger and threat from another, even from the thought patterns of depression which throws us into doom and gloom.
We must learn to remain calm in the midst of that which upsets us most. We must master our energetic output and what type of energy, fueled by emotion, we are adding to our environment and our world.
Telepathy is an umbrella term used to describe the ability to mentally receive and transmit information from one mind to another internally and silently, or to communicate without physical external speech through vocalization.
Telepathy is the transfer of information between individuals or groups through intelligent energy interaction made between the consciousness or mental bodies that are intending to communicate.
The exchange of information made between parties is not bound by time, space or location and in many cases transcends multiple species languages into the one Universal communication.
This can be simply demonstrated through sincere heart felt prayers that are private and later thought to be answered, by revealing specific information or a pathway that is shown to you.
What intelligent force heard the silent prayers through contact being made with you through telepathic communication? These are not random coincidences.
To understand the existence of the many forms of Telepathy, the basic foundation is that all energy is intelligent and conscious, everything and everyone has an energetic signature composed of frequencies that are arranged in instruction sets.
The human body is composed of vibrating energy with moving atoms flashing in and out of the fabric of space time. The information that is contained in the energetic signature of thoughts, things or consciousness bodies is a substance or cellular record imprint in the instruction set of a larger system of unified energy fields. Those energy fields can be interpreted by the telepathic user in a variety of ways that may involve reading, projecting, communicating and even manipulating thoughts through transference, by implanting thoughts.
Telepathic communication can take place during any state of consciousness, while awake, asleep, dreaming and through hypnosis. Additionally, the eyes act as the window to the presence of soul or Soullessness.
How many times have you heard someone say, they looked into his or her eyes and no-one was home, or at a great distance exclaim that person looks “off” or even frightening. The identification of vacancy in a person’s eyes is a quick way to identify a person in a state of shock or trauma, soul fractured, soullessness or even in the grips of Possession by a nonhuman force. This is a basic form of Telepathy, in which thoughts are energetic substances that can be read or felt and this sensory perception is not limited to physical Brain function.
Today is a day to focus on positivity. Positive energy attracts positive energy and repels negative energy. I can bring more positive things into my life by letting go of negative thoughts, beliefs, and attitudes about myself and others. I especially need to let go of negative thoughts and feelings about myself. I don’t have to force anything – I just need to let them go.
~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day
I find that creating a list of Gratitude, whether mental or actually writing it down, snaps me out of a negative mind frame pretty quickly.
It’s remembering to stop the internal, negative chatter, and actually creating the list that is a challenge.