I stare out at the ocean waves as the sun rises. I ‘self hug’ as I look out into the day. I do not sense you behind me, looking as I stand there, thinking. I wake from this dream and you are not there …
How is it a person can feel so alone all the while having so much support? Unnoticed, not sensed, this world having shut down our vibration to the point we are half numb.
Some day I hope to come into union fully with that, and those, who are love. Highest and greatest good for all must always come first in the mind … if we cannot bring ourselves to consider this, then there is no possible way we can expect others to do the same for us. And it is sad today, because the latter is what has been. Let us shift perspective, shall we?
After intensive work in this area myself,
I wait …
I hope we will meet in the middle soon, all hands reaching out, and all people coming together as one.
Blood and Muscle … this is where love is which touches deeply, yet there is another as well … how do we combine these two forms, increasing Loves output and input?
When it’s just ‘blood and muscle’ it lacks the spiritual union … We get so hung up on who wants who.
Imagine how beautiful love could be if it were both the physical AND spiritual. Could it ever be? And if so …
HOW?? Not as one but as two, behaving as one … isn’t this what it’s supposed to be? Who the hell knows any more, who ever did??
Om, lead me from the unreal to the real.
Lead me from darkness to the light.
Lead me from death to eternal life.
om asatoma satgamaya
tamasoma iyotir gamaya
mrityorma amritam gamaya
Why do you say there is a problem? Are you insinuating I have a problem, or is it you? Well … of course, we all have a problem … it’s called getting over the next hurdle. But then, that can be looked at as a challenge as well … Are you challenging me?
Hahaha … the things which come along during that portion of night when one is half awake and half asleep.
The mind-set we choose to carry with us during the day determines attitudes and opportunities presented. Knowing this, what will you do?
When we decide to remain positive, smiling and feeding the happy bug we like to carry with us, someone(s) will come along and do their very best to tear that down and squash that bug. Be aware of this … and continue smiling anyway, continue with the reaching for positive outcomes, be patient and kind. The naysayers will leave eventually for they cannot cope with sustained effort for peaceful states of being.
Don’t cave and become what they wish you to become. Do not get angry and lash out, this is the energy that feeds the negative nelly.
Difficult? Yes, until you recognize what triggers you and then work on making certain your triggers are not ‘flippable’, it will be.
Inner work is tough, but so are you … fully capable of undoing the harm done. You came here with every single tool you need to create peace and balance. Remember … and then do.
Being open to the possibility of love, to the hope for it, and to believing it is seen, can lead one to be blind and also open to abuse. Some ‘friends’ will say you are selfish and in need of their guidance. They will say they love you and if they didn’t they would not say anything at all to you … still, this does not excuse hurtful actions and words.
When someone truly loves you, they will not tear you down and pick and poke those things they know hurt you. Sometimes, it takes decades to understand this is not love. So used to this behavior, so great the hope that love exists there, you allow the behavior to continue, until one day, you see too clearly the lie you’ve twisted to form some warped truth.
Heartache … we meet again, and again, and again … until I say goodbye.