Large Life

Published October 2, 2018 by tindertender

It is quite interesting that I should come across this video this morning.

I will never forget being so afraid of what was ‘outside’ that I sat frozen ‘inside’. I had to urinate so badly that I finally said to myself, fine, if someone or something ends my life when I walk out these doors, so be it … I walked outside, and no one was there to harm me. I walked straight into my overwhelming fear and found it to be nil.

As time progresses I find that the reactions I receive from people are me from a previous time in life. I often find myself saying that was me when … I behaved just like that!

I resonate with what she says about the spirit being sort of separate from every day life … and still I watch as it is uniting with all else as well. It is taking time, but it is happening.

The running away she mentions is so true! I ran and ran and ran, and then I got tired of running, I got tired of the same old story playing out in my life. So I dealt with the pain, I stopped all the things I used to do to try and bury the pain and the shame. I then began to understand that what happened to me was not anything but experiencing others in this world … their story, their journey did not belong to me, it was only experienced by me. This brought much relief and freedom. Of course the understanding never ends, it morphs as it needs to, in time.

The union of vibratory structures, bodies and colors extends beyond that which we can see. It is amazing how large this life really is.

An Honest Meditation

Published August 29, 2018 by tindertender

There will always be those who proclaim intelligence who spend their energies proving to the world just how easily they can tear down a spirit. They pride themselves on hurting others, they do not even need a reason to do so. If one is lacking, they make one up. They’re everywhere.

I mentioned that I wished the youth were better than they were when I was young, but that I could not see a difference. A friend of mine reminded me that, “It’s always the big mouths who we notice first, the big mouths haven’t changed much, those more in the background don’t have time to talk.” Thank you dear friend for the reminder. I love how you always point out that which gives hope for a chaotic world.

Prophecy, Lies and Manipulation

Published August 27, 2018 by tindertender

Your stay ‘in there’ … Perhaps it is only a distraction. Perhaps it was orchestrated, going exactly as planned. Perhaps it is neither of these … or perhaps it is both of these.

Perhaps I am who you seek, perhaps I am not. Maybe I am all … and yet none. Or maybe this is an illusion meant to create endless questioning and debate. Decade after decade, century after century.

Photo by Jesse Bowser

Prophecy ~ The Vatican has secret knowledge. Why isn’t the Rabbi visiting the Pope? Are they together, or working against each other? Which prophecies do they share, and which ones do each faction horde?

Those roaming this earth without body practice manipulation on the masses. They are quite good at it, this creating of what the westerners call ‘mental illness and disease’. They have no real understanding of the truth of this reality for they have yet to gain first hand experience of it. It is one thing to observe, it is quite another to experience.

This place the invisible ones, endlessly walking the earth without physical form work from, is called The Fear Foundation. It is crumbling … as the world falls apart more and more people are facing their fears, walking head long into them. The grip they once held over the human mind is lessening as pain increases, for when people have nothing to lose, they simply are … in the moment, the best that they can be.

Judgement of those without body has already been. The time for meting out of this judgement is near. Of course there are people who will never understand, for they are in mental lock down, trapped by the teachings of yore … and those teachings that have omitted for the purpose of maintaining confusion and control.

Spoon fed scenarios created to bring about chaos and discord, if one wishes release they will find it, in the intentional and purposeful expansion of understanding. When information found seems ridiculous, look further. For the implausible is plausible and the story told is just that … a story of fiction, made up of half truths.

Do not allow anyone to tell you what your gut is saying. Decipher it for yourself. Sit with you, in silence, and see how it all plays out. There is a personal message being given to you … use your intuition to determine what is true and what is false. Remember, it is not only that which you see who attempts to steer you wrong.

Trust yourself … anyone, or thing in the invisible realms who wishes for you to harm yourself or any other is not of God … it of of those without body desiring chaos and destruction for human kind.

Your bond with Divinity will guide you. Do not let evil fool you into creating further damage in this world.

The book of Enoch was eliminated from the bible for a reason … it has truth in it, and the ‘powers that be’ do not want you to know of it, for you can be more easily led when you do not have proper knowledge.

Hidden In Plain Site

Published July 8, 2018 by tindertender

Since the late 1800’s and early 1900’s there has been an extreme effort to silence and discredit anyone who is witness to the amazing truth that we are not the only intelligent life in the Universe.

Evidence of this reality goes way back to the time when people made drawings in caves and on rocks to record their experiences. Below are several web sites telling of people with this knowledge … power hunger is destroying our world … it is important that we investigate before discrediting very intelligent, high ranking officials who have shared knowledge at risk of their own mysterious demise.

http://www.disclosureproject.org/access/docs/word/DisclosureProjectBriefingDocumentNoDocs.doc
Baffling and absurd to most … STILL … evidence shows that we have never been alone. It is the need for those in positions of power, to maintain their power, that information has been silenced by threat, and or death. They desire the public to remain docile and maintain the “human capital” positions they currently fill. People will be forced into the reality, whether they choose it or not. Better to investigate further before denying it, judging and ridiculing those who try to share the importance of it.

https://www.innertraditions.com/author/alfred-lambremont-webre/ http://www.ufowatchdog.com/alfred_webre.htm
Known as the “Father of Exopolitics,” Alfred Webre is a lawyer (J.D.) who is active in the movement to stop the weaponization of space. He founded the Institution for Cooperation in Space. He hosts Exopolitics Radio and has a website called Exopolitics.com. He believes Earth is under quarantine.

http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Wendelle_Stevens https://mauriziobaiata.net/2015/06/19/they-wanted-to-know-too-much-col-wendelle-stevens-ret-usaf-talks-about-the-strange-death-of-prominent-ufo-researchers/
“They Wanted to Know Too Much” – Col. Wendelle Stevens (Ret. USAF) talks about the strange death of prominent UFO researchers.

A covert government group was assembled under the leadership of Adm. Roscoe H. Hillenkoetter, the first director of Central Intelligence (see Majestic 12). Among its tasks was to collect all information on off-planet technology. The US administration simultaneously discounted the existence of flying saucers in the eyes of the public, Corso says.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip_J._Corso http://www.theblackvault.com/casefiles/philip-j-corso/ https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/exopolitica/esp_exopolitics_ZZO.htm https://vault.fbi.gov/Project%20Blue%20Book%20%28UFO%29%20

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/former-canadian-defense-minister-claims-illuminati-are-real-and-hiding-alien-technology/ https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Hellyer
Hellyer said that at least four species of aliens have been visiting Earth for thousands of years, with most of them coming from other star systems, although there are some living on Venus, Mars and Saturn’s moon. According to him, they “don’t think we are good stewards of our planet.”

https://truedisclosure.org/evidence-file/whistleblowers/clifford-stone
“I was involved in situations where we actually did recoveries of crashed saucers. There were bodies that were involved with some of these crashes. Also some of these were alive,” he said. “While we were doing this, we were telling the American public there was nothing to it. We were telling the world there was nothing to it. There are individuals that look very much like you and myself, that could walk among us and you wouldn’t even notice the difference.”

http://spartacus-educational.com/JFKmarrsJ.htm
A detailed biography of Jim Marrs that includes images, quotations and the main facts of his life.

Have there been assassinations to keep MJ12 and related information secret? James Forrestal America’s first Secretary of Defense was James Forrestal, who was also the first man to lead MJ12. Appointed by Truman to be in charge of the secret MJ12 investigations, Forrestal may have uncovered German secrets that needed to be kept secret. The official stance is that he suffered from depression, and committed suicide from the 16th floor of a hospital.
https://hiddenremote.com/2017/08/22/ancient-aliens-truman-create-majestic-12-conceal-ufos/ http://www.stevequayle.com/index.php?s=96 http://www.u-s-history.com/pages/h1853.html

https://www.gaia.com/lp/content/new-documents-add-to-the-majestic-12-conspiracy/ Secrecy is widespread. Governements the world over see to it knowledge is sealed up tight, they do not believe the average mind can handle the truth.

Speaking before a delegation of Jewish leaders at the Vatican on Thursday, Pope Francis revealed he has instructed the Vatican Secret Archives to unseal a set of ancient scrolls that have been kept hidden from public knowledge for centuries by the Church. The scrolls, which were encased in marble and buried in 463 A.D., are said to contain the true name of God as communicated to Moses in the Book of Exodus.
Source: http://realnewsrightnow.com/2017/02/pope-francis-orders-vatican-archives-reveal-gods-name-ending-centuries-secrecy/

Personally, I am not surprised at the refusal of the people of the past to acknowledge these things. In todays reality it is difficult enough for people to look into the sky and admit the engineering of the weather … still … to this day … people refuse to admit what is plainly in front of their faces.

Evil Is Not A Boogeyman

Published June 11, 2018 by tindertender

She looked at me and smiled an unnatural toothy grin. She seemed very satisfied with herself.

Know this: Evil does not look like a boogeyman, evil looks like you and me. It is difficult to fight them, for it is difficult to see them. They are very good at hiding and fooling others into believing they ‘care’.

You’ve heard of shape shifters, you’ve heard the line that this is a false story, something impossible, something only the paranoid toss about in their minds. I can tell you this is a cover-up to keep those who know silent, or in the least, to keep others from listening and absorbing the knowledge of those who know.

I urge you to pay close attention, it would be a shame if the majority came into awareness too late.

Dane Wigington is a very good source of that which is plaguing our planet, and all life, now.

Choice ~ Outlawed and Enforced

Published April 21, 2018 by tindertender

The natural product of Hemp has been stigmatized and people during the last century have been led to believe that this beneficial plant is poison … all the while governments and corporations have allowed the systematic toxifying of Americans.

Hemp ~ it was outlawed in the 1930’s. In order to gain employment you must be tested for the use of this product, which stores in bodies fat cells for about 30 days. Testing positive does no mean a person uses while on the job, yet the use of it can inhibit a person from gaining employment, which is needed to care for self and family.

People were ‘forced’ to take pharmaceuticals for ailments, which this simple plant could help them with, but their livelihoods are threatened if they choose to utilize this plants benefits instead of Pharma products.

Life and our choices are limited and controlled by those who wish to profit off of our life, and our ill health, which is fostered by things such as fluoride, and BPA, and all kinds of chemicals in prepacked food and drinks.

Endocrine Disruption

Published April 21, 2018 by tindertender

The waters of the United States have been filled with fluoride for decades. It was done under the guise that it helped the teeth be strong, it was marketed as being ‘good for us’ and put in many marketable items such as tooth paste and mouth wash.

https://www.globalhealingcenter.com/natural-health/9-shocking-dangers-of-fluoride/

While the country is distracted by fluoride and then appeased by those who “say” they’ll stop putting it in the water system and other products, there is a continuation of marketing and selling BPA. In 2004 it was known how damaging this path we took was, and it was allowed to continue because profits were high … for the prepackaged food industry, for oil & plastics, cancer growth and ‘treatment’ (pharma), and for the politician.

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https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2015/03/25/health-risks-bpa.aspx

“Almost all commercially available plastic products we sampled — independent of the type of resin, product, or retail source — leached chemicals having reliably detectable EA, including those advertised as BPA free. In some cases, BPA-free products released chemicals having more EA than did BPA-containing products.”

https://draxe.com/bpa-toxic-effects/

“A poison kills you,” says biology professor Frederick vom Saal. “A chemical like BPA reprograms your cells and ends up causing a disease in your grandchild that kills him.”

https://www.motherjones.com/environment/2014/03/tritan-certichem-eastman-bpa-free-plastic-safe/

https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/what-is-bpa#section6

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bisphenol_A

BPA Study

What is the real agenda of corporations, and governments who allow them, to invest in putting these poisons in the food system? Fluoride and BPA do serious harm to the developing body of fetus’ & children, they promote infertility in men and women, they facilitate reprogramming of cells which can kill future generations.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endocrine_disruptor