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Shrinking and Expanding

Published February 12, 2019 by tindertender

The poppy flower spreads its petals open during the day, and when night falls it closes up again, protecting its center. Dandelions do this, and I’m certain others.

Humans do this as well. When the sun is shining and all is right they open up and receive its warmth and renewal. When darkness comes, whether in the form of actual shadow or in the form of some pain they fold in, closing off from the rest of the world, attempting to protect that vulnerable center, the heart.

Could it be that humanity is a form of flower, opening wide to receive, and then closing up to protect? Perhaps some are flowers, while others are the thorny weeds that would choke them out, stealing their sun.

Either way, there is an opening and a closing in all things, a receiving and a shunning, a wakefulness and sleep, shadow and light.

Life in general is about the differing poles of existence called opposites by some. In our duality confusion is purposefully bred into society, and it begins while young. The curriculum is determined by a massive organization who instructs all people be indoctrinated into.

There is a cause for concern as the ‘teachers’ are underpaid, their school budget is minimal, and they often pay out of pocket for supplies. They strike and demand a wage increase, they are rarely offered an ear to hear, much less action taken that is fair, not only to them but the young ones who desire to learn.

There is concern that people will not wish to become teachers in the future. Who will then instruct the children while both parents work, if there are two parents.

It seems those who long to assist in the training of youth are being ‘squeezed’ out. It appears that the end goal is to eliminate schooling except for those who have wealth and can afford private instruction.

It seems there is a desire to see humans close up in the attempt to protect their core, and while they are closed everything around them which has potential of gain and growth is stripped from them.

Smaller crowds are easier to control. Should one begin to really look at actions, and listen to words, and pay attention to body language of those who are in positions to make decisions affecting fairness and equal opportunity for rich and for poor, it will soon become apparent that all is not well in Cedarville.

5G and Acoustic Weaponry

Published December 27, 2018 by tindertender

Low Frequency Sound … it is said the 19-20 kHz can only be heard by those who are 20 and younger, that the hearing of older people does not allow this sound to take affect. They know this because they’ve been testing it on people for a very long time. This technology is in use today, all over the world.

Many people say that the new 5G installments will utilize these same “ware fare type” sound waves. This essentially makes every single person who is anywhere near a tower to be susceptible to these blasts.

”Israeli research studies presented at an international conference reveal that the same electromagnetic frequencies used for crowd control weapons form the foundation of the latest network – branded as 5G …

… today’s cellular and WiFi networks rely on microwaves – a type of electromagnetic radiation utilizing frequencies up to 6 gigahertz (GHz) in order to wirelessly transmit voice or data. However, 5G applications will require unlocking of new spectrum bands in higher frequency ranges abover 6 GHz to 100 GHz and beyond, utilizing submillimeter and millimeter waves to allow ultra-high rates of data to be transmitted in the same amount of time as compared with previous deployments of microwave radiation.”

https://www.sott.net/article/345599-5G-networks-will-use-the-same-frequencies-as-pain-inflicting-crowd-control-weapons

http://scientists4wiredtech.com/2018/09/microwave-weapons-are-once-again-prime-suspect-in-ills-of-us-embassy-workers/

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sonic_weapon

https://www.globalsecurity.org/military/systems/munitions/accoustic.htm

https://www.collective-evolution.com/2018/09/26/emf-frequencies-used-for-crowd-control-weapons-form-the-foundation-of-5g-wireless-network/

Men Cause 100% of Unwanted Pregnancies

Published November 17, 2018 by tindertender

The author, Gabrielle Blair.

Our conversation about abortion places the burden of responsibility on women. I argue men are the root cause.

As a mother of six and a Mormon, I have a good understanding of arguments surrounding abortion, religious and otherwise. When I hear men discussing women’s reproductive rights, I’m often left with the thought that they have zero interest in stopping abortion.

If you want to prevent abortion, you need to prevent unwanted pregnancies. Men seem unable (or unwilling) to admit that they cause 100% of them.

I realize that’s a bold statement. You’re likely thinking, “Wait. It takes two to tango!” While I fully agree with you in the case of intentional pregnancies, I argue that all unwanted pregnancies are caused by the irresponsible ejaculations of men. All of them.

Don’t believe me?

Fertility stats and the calendar, it’s easy to see that men are the issue here.
Let’s start with this: A woman’s egg is only fertile for about two days each month. Yes, there are exceptions, because nature. But one egg which is fertile two days each month is the baseline. And those fertile eggs are produced for a limited number of years. This means, on average, women are fertile for about 24 days per year.
But men are fertile 365 days a year. In fact, if you’re a man who ejaculates multiple times a day, you could cause multiple pregnancies daily. In theory, a man could cause 1000+ unwanted pregnancies in just one year. While it’s true that sperm gets crappier as men age, it doesn’t have a fertility expiration date; men can cause unwanted pregnancies from puberty until death. So, starting with basic fertility stats and the calendar, it’s easy to see that men are the issue here.
As a society, we really don’t mind if women suffer, physically or mentally, as long as it makes things easier for men.
“But what about birth control?” you might ask. “ If a woman can manage to figure out how to get an abortion, surely she can use birth control to avoid unwanted pregnancy, right?”
Great question. Modern birth control for women is possibly the most important invention of the last century, and I’m very grateful for it. It’s also brutal. The side effects for many women include migraines, mood swings, decreased libido, depression, severe cramps, heavy bleeding, aneurysm — and that’s just a small fraction of them.
Discouragingly, a promising study on a new male contraceptive was canceled in large part due to… (wait for it)… side effects. To be clear, this list of side effects was about one-third as long as the known side effects for commonly used women’s contraception. There’s a lot to unpack in that story alone. I’ll simply point out that, as a society, we really don’t mind if women suffer, physically or mentally, as long as it makes things easier for men.
But, men, I’ve got good news. Even with the horrible side effects, women are (amazingly!) very willing to use birth control. Unfortunately, it’s harder to get than it should be, but that doesn’t keep women from trying. Birth control options for women require a doctor’s appointment — sometimes multiple doctor’s appointments — and a prescription. They’re not always free, and often not cheap. Some are actually trying to make female birth control options more expensive by allowing insurance companies to refuse to cover them. In addition, contraceptive options for women can’t be easily acquired at the last minute. In most cases, they don’t work instantly.
The pill requires consistent daily use and doesn’t leave much room for mistakes, forgetfulness, or unexpected disruptions to daily schedules. Again, the side effects can be brutal — and not just in rare cases. Despite the hassle and side effects, I’m still grateful for birth control. (Please don’t take it away.) But it’s critical to understand that women’s birth control isn’t simple or easy.
In contrast, let’s look at birth control for men — i.e., condoms. They’re readily available at all hours, inexpensive, convenient, and don’t require a prescription. They’re effective and work on demand, instantly. They don’t cause aneurysms, mood swings, or debilitating cramps. Men can keep them stocked up just in case, so they’re always prepared. They can be easily used at the last minute. I mean, condoms are magic! So much easier than birth control options for women.
As a bonus, most women are totally on board with condoms. They keep us from getting STDs. They don’t lessen our pleasure during sex or prevent us from climaxing. The best part? Cleanup is so much easier — no waddling to the toilet as jizz drips down our legs.
So why would there ever be unwanted pregnancies? Why don’t men just use condoms every time they have sex? Seems so simple, right?

Oh. I remember. Men don’t love condoms. In fact, it’s very, very common for men to pressure women to have sex without a condom. It’s also not unheard of for men to remove the condom during sex without the women’s permission or knowledge. (Pro tip: That’s assault.)

Why would men want to have sex without a condom? Because, for the precious minutes when they’re penetrating their partner, not wearing a condom gives them more pleasure. So… that would mean some men are willing to risk getting a woman pregnant — which means literally risking her life, her health, her social status, her relationships, and her career — so they can experience a few minutes of slightly increased pleasure. Is this for real?

Yes. Yes, it is.

Pregnancies happen when men have an orgasm. Unwanted pregnancies happen when men orgasm irresponsibly.

Imagine a pleasure scale, with pain beginning at zero and going down into the negatives. A good back-scratch falls at 5, and an orgasm without a condom is a 10. Where would sex with a condom fall? A 7 or 8? So, it’s not that sex with a condom is not pleasurable, it’s just not as pleasurable. An 8 instead of a 10.

Let me emphasize that again: Men regularly choose to put women at massive risk in order to experience a few minutes of slightly increased pleasure.

For the truly condom-averse, men also have a non-condom, always-ready birth control option built right in: the pull-out. It doesn’t protect against STDs, it’s an easy joke, and it’s far from perfect. However, it’s 96% effective if done correctly, and 78% effective in practice (because it’s often not done correctly).

Still, many men who resist wearing condoms never learn how to pull out correctly. Apparently, it’s slightly more pleasurable to climax inside a vagina than, say, on their partner’s stomach. Once again, men are willing to risk the life, health, and well-being of women in order to experience a tiny bit more pleasure for roughly five seconds during orgasm.

Think of the choice men are making here. Honestly, I’m not as mad as I should be about this, because we’ve trained men from birth to disassociate sex and pregnancy. We’ve taught them that their pleasure is of utmost importance.

As a general rule, men get women pregnant by having an orgasm. Yes, there are exceptions — it’s possible for sperm to show up in pre-ejaculate — but in most cases, getting a woman pregnant is a pleasurable act for men. But men can get a woman pregnant without her feeling any pleasure at all. It’s even possible for a man to impregnate a woman while causing her excruciating pain, trauma, or horror.
In contrast, a woman can have nonstop orgasms with or without a partner and never once get herself pregnant. A woman’s orgasm has literally nothing to do with pregnancy or fertility — her clitoris exists simply for pleasure, not for creating new humans. No matter how many orgasms she has, they won’t make her pregnant.
Pregnancies happen when men have an orgasm. Unwanted pregnancies happen when men orgasm irresponsibly.
A woman can be the sluttiest slut in the entire world, she can love having orgasms all day and all night long, and she will never find herself with an unwanted pregnancy unless a man shows up and ejaculates irresponsibly. Though our society tends to villainize female pleasure, women’s enjoyment of sex does not equal unwanted pregnancy and abortion. Men’s enjoyment of sex and irresponsible ejaculations do.
Let’s move to the topic of responsibility. Often, men don’t know, don’t ask, and don’t think to ask if they’ve caused a pregnancy. There are often zero consequences for men who cause unwanted pregnancies.
If the woman decides to have an abortion, the man may never even know he caused an unwanted pregnancy with his irresponsible ejaculation. If the woman decides to have the baby, or put the baby up for adoption, the man may never know he caused an unwanted pregnancy with his irresponsible ejaculation either. He may never know there’s now a child walking around with 50% of his DNA.

If the woman does tell him he caused an unwanted pregnancy and that she’s having the baby, the closest thing to a consequence for him is child support. Our current child support system is a well-known joke. Only about 61 percent of required payments by men are actually made, and there are little to no repercussions for skipping out. In some states, failing to pay child support doesn’t even affect your credit.

If a man does pay child support, it doesn’t come close to what is required by a woman in the case of an unwanted pregnancy.

Let’s talk about abortion. When the topic comes up, men might think: Abortion is horrible; women should not have abortions. Never once do they consider the man who caused the unwanted pregnancy.

If you actually care about reducing or eliminating the number of abortions in our country, simply hold men accountable for their actions.

If we’re discussing abortion law — and not how to hold men accountable for irresponsible ejaculations, and the unwanted pregnancies caused by them — we’re wasting our time. Shift the conversation. Stop protesting at clinics. Stop shaming women. Stop debating whether or not to overturn abortion laws. If you actually care about reducing or eliminating the number of abortions in our country, simply hold men accountable for their actions.

What would that look like? A real and immediate consequence for men who cause an unwanted pregnancy. What kind of consequence would make sense? Should it be as harsh, painful, nauseating, scarring, expensive, risky, and life-altering … as forcing a woman to go through a nine-month unwanted pregnancy?
If you consider abortion to be murder, consider this thought experiment: Would you be on board with having a handful of men castrated to prevent 600,000 murders each year? If this argument sounds too provocative, could it be that many of us have a hard time wrapping our heads around a physical punishment for men? We seem to be more than fine with physical punishments for women. Perhaps we care more about policing women’s bodies, morality, and sexuality than we do about reducing or eliminating abortions.

Here’s another prevention idea: All males in the U.S. could get a vasectomy when they are ready to be sexually active. Vasectomies are very safe, highly reversible, and about as invasive as a woman getting an IUD implanted. In most cases, there’s some soreness afterwards for about 24 hours, but that’s pretty much it for side effects. (Take a moment to remember that female contraception options, used by millions of women in our country and billions across the world, have well-known side effects which can be brutal and severe — and yes, also include soreness.) If and when a man becomes a responsible adult, finds a mate, and wants to have a baby, the vasectomy can be reversed and then redone once the childbearing stage is over. Each man can bank their sperm before the vasectomy, just in case.

Don’t like my ideas? That’s fine. I’m sure there are better ideas, and I challenge you to suggest your own. My point is we need to stop focusing on women if we’re trying to get rid of abortions. Think of abortion as the “cure” for an unwanted pregnancy. To stop abortions, we need to prevent the “disease” — meaning, the unwanted pregnancy itself. And the only way to do that is by focusing on men, because irresponsible ejaculations by men cause 100% of unwanted pregnancy.

Ask yourselves: What would it take for you to value the life of your sexual partner more than your own temporary pleasure or convenience?

If you’re a man, what would it take for you to never again ejaculate irresponsibly? A loss of money, rights, or freedoms? Physical pain? Ask yourselves: What would it take for you to value the life of your sexual partner more than your own temporary pleasure or convenience?

Men mostly run our government, and men mostly make our laws. In theory, men could eliminate — or drastically reduce — abortions within months without ever touching an abortion law or even mentioning women. They’d simply need to hold men accountable for irresponsible ejaculations, and legislate accordingly.
To reduce or eliminate abortions, stop attempting to control women’s bodies and sexuality. Because unwanted pregnancies are caused by men.

Power In Awareness and Conscious Choice

Published October 16, 2018 by tindertender

Kermit

The unseen influencers of this world are quite arrogant. They spout on and on about blasphemy, and sacrilege, calling people “nefarious”. (Synonyms: wickedevilsinfuliniquitousegregous, heinousatrociousvilefoul,
abominable, odiousdepravedmonstrousfiendishdiabolicalunspeakabledespicable;
villainous, criminalcorruptillegalunlawful.)

They fail to understand that what they see in this world is actually a reflection of what they put into it. I go back and forth between feeling sorry for them, and being quite angry with them. I am attempting to decipher whether they are actually naive, or intentional in their behaviors. Self righteous without physical form.

It seems those who were once in body, having authority over lives, whether people were allowed to breathe, or were ordered to die, are still very much alive wishing harm on those they see as ‘unfit’ to live.

It is a shame really, that our medical system is so out of touch with the spirit realms. They can drug people for the symptoms they experience due to this influence, but they have no other knowledge on how to handle this situation. Many of them refuse to believe that life goes on once the body quits us. This is an egregious error.

The only hope to combat these influences is to 1) admit they are real, 2) understand that energy is never ending, 3) know that there are those who have desired power over others. In life they had that, and in death they refuse to give it up. Only by acknowledging this fact can people choose consciously the opposite of harm.

As these ‘punishers’ pass from body, they collect there on the other side of what the living call the ‘veil’. They collect there, teaming up to do the utmost harm to what remains on earth. They do not see us as ‘worthy’. Perhaps they are a little pissed that they are not here still, in physical form, to do dirty deeds themselves.

This is what acts as an infection to the minds of people. They manipulate minds to do harm to each other (since they can’t do it themselves). They will alter the thinking so people overly criticize themselves, seeing themselves as ugly, worthless, and non-deserving. Nothing could be farther from the truth.

If you have negative thoughts forming in your mind, know they are not yours, they are implants. First, the implant of thought in mind, Second, the manipulation of others to affirm the implant. You are under no obligation to believe any of it!

This truly is a war with the invisible realms. Many of us are now aware of their tactics. The veil is thinning, and at times many people will actually hear the audible conversation taking place ‘on the other side’.

Strings are being pulled. You can choose to be led around and act on the whispered, damaging instruction, or you can rebel and see it as a reflection of those who have already had opportunity for life. They failed, and now they want the rest of us to fail, to take each other out.

This isn’t just about what you see people doing to each other. It is about the influencers implanting thoughts and ideas into the human mind, and then they sit back and watch while humanity acts upon them.

FIGHT!! This is your world! Create the beauty you came here to build. Stop allowing the planet to be destroyed! Technology, while it seemed like a great idea, is actually a trap to keep people in a cycle of destruction. The more it advances, the greater the destruction.

If people don’t reclaim their authority over mind and matter, if they instead cede to the damaging details whispered into mind and act on the order of destruction, all life will lose. There won’t be a planet to be born into.

This cycle has gone on long enough.

Flue Shots And Chemical Haze

Published October 4, 2018 by tindertender

I have a friend who told me that ‘this flu season’ is really bad and I should get a flu shot. I proceeded to tell him it isn’t the flu at all, but the concoction being sprayed above our heads. It is an ‘infection’ by whatever it is in those overhead trails. He said, “Oh, you’re one of them.” I said, “Why yes, I am!” and went on about how folks are standing around breathing the aftermath of an evenings sprays, and then they get sick. If they do not get sick right away, fear is created in their minds about how they will be if they don’t get injected with an unknown substance. He told me I was pissing him off. I find it amazing that he is more interested in the political fighting going on than his own air space!

For example:

And the following morning, people standing in the chemical haze created by the previous afternoon and evening spraying while they wait for the max train. As soon as this ‘haze’ began to dissipate, they started spraying again, massively, trails curving this way and that and doubling back on each other, crisscrossing here and there.

img_4293 I tell you, I do not know how so many people are missing it! It is frustrating to have someone look at me and slander me and get down right angry with me for trying to point out the obvious.

What is going on? 

Are people really being programmed by the subliminal messages of the television? I do not ever turn mine on, but my room mate does, and sometimes when I speak to him it’s as though he cannot hear me. I have to pause for a few seconds, and then he’ll respond. Weird …

Whatever the actual plan is, I refuse to participate with every ounce of my being. If I’m going out, it won’t be due to being injected with something. (Willingly, that is). Many of us know by now there are sinister plots and ploys going on all around us.

Trust has left the building.

Know The Truth, and the Truth Shall Set You Free’

Published July 14, 2018 by tindertender

5:55 ~ 5 indicates change is coming and triple digits amplify its power.

11:11 ~ The universe is trying to draw your attention to something … you are becoming more connected to the spirit world.

“The Universe is knocking itself out to give you evidence of your alignment.” ~Abraham Hicks

In order to restore balance to an imbalanced world it is important to understand a few things about history, and the role that “the powers that be” have held, and still hold, of the functioning of government systems.

I do not claim to have intricate knowledge of these things. I simply came across information today which has piqued my curiosity, and perhaps it will yours as well. I include links to some of this information in the event you would like to quickly read about some of these historical records.

It begins with one of the oldest stories known to our present time. I will outline a few things here and if you are inclined to delve into further expansion, I encourage you to investigate with the tools available to you.

The Flavian family … Titus had his father deified as god upon his death, essentially making Titus the “son of god”. It appears the gospels were written at this time.

They burned the Second Temple, putting on exposition all stolen items in The Palace of Peace except for the Jewish scriptures, which were put on display in the palace, where no one was allowed entry to see it.

They created texts which used “typological” patterns. These patterns were taken from the story of Mithras, among many other stories of ‘pagan’ lore. The story was backdated 40 years.

There are over 40 typological parallels between the gospels and the story of Josephus. These parallels are in the same sequence, which warrants questioning and needs to be challenged.

Solar Mythology, Sun God, and summer solstice … what does it all mean to the ‘story’?

What does Jewish mythology have to teach us?

Who killed the Druids?

https://21stcenturywire.com/2014/10/12/ancient-druids-why-were-the-romans-so-afraid-of-them/

https://www.quora.com/Why-did-the-Romans-slaughter-the-Druids

The Flavians’ ran a fascist empire. “Believe only, you don’t have to change, give to church and ruler what belongs to them.” https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/fascist

The earliest Roman church were the Flavians’. Flavia Domitilla was the first Christian saint. According to some, her son was the first pope, Pope Clement I. According to others, he was the fourth. There is much controversy regarding this. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Clement_I

Priests of the so called “Pagan cult” became priests of Rome.

The word ‘Gospel’ means ‘Evangelical’ which means ‘good news of military victory’.

Did the Romans execute the true writers of scripture?

Was the Flavian caesar to be revered as Christ?

Did the Roman Imperial cult become the Vatican?

So often we are told, “Do as I say, not as I do!” This phrase has been embedded in the minds of citizens for centuries, so much so, parents even tell their children this. The subliminal instruction runs very deep in the psyche from generations of training.

The truth has always been, The Force, or Power, is within You. One must only recognize this fact, die to the old (break the cycle of inner instruction bred from previous generations, the habit gifted you from the start of this physical life), and birth a new you. Be the alchemist you came to this planet to be … the Earth needs you to remember who you are.

https://www.learning-mind.com/meaning-of-555/

https://www.learning-mind.com/what-does-1111-mean/

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flavian_dynasty

https://thetorah.com/why-did-vespasian-and-titus-destroy-jerusalem/

http://www.solarmythology.com/

http://www.beliefnet.com/faiths/judaism/8-fascinating-jewish-myths.aspx?

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flavia_Domitilla_(saint)

https://www.geni.com/people/Saint-Flavia-Domitilla/6000000041324661653

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_the_papacy

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caesar%27s_Messiah

https://postflaviana.org/introduction-flavian-origins-theory-christianity/

https://www.creatingchrist.com/evidence

What does it mean to be normal?

Published July 11, 2018 by tindertender

Some say there is “no such thing as normal”. But yes, there is.

Normal is being happy, and sad. It is getting angry, and then learning to forgive, letting it go. Normal is love and heartbreak. It is receiving and giving. It is impatience, and practicing how to be patient. It is calm, and it is roiling energy. It is in fear and in bravery. It is in recklessness and in caution.

It is also in the fact that most do not see that every single person we meet is just as ‘normal’ as we are.

It is in perceiving the grass as greener on the other side, it is in the idea that life is easier for someone else, when in truth they are simply dealing with different experiences … some of which may actually be more difficult than our own. It is seeing someone doing well, simply because that is what they choose for you to see, where as others will let themselves go so it is obvious how miserable they are to those who will pay attention.

It is in looking at the surface of things and assuming we know, when it is impossible for we cannot read the inner thoughts of a person. (At least most people can’t). Heck, most people cannot even understand the inner workings of their own mind, never comprehending what it is that continuously flips their emotional triggers.

It is in ignoring pain rather than healing it. It is in hoarding wealth rather than sharing it. It is in collecting stuff even when it isn’t needed.

It is living in fear of so many things while wearing the stature of courage.

It is also in lying to ourselves about this and that, all the while saying we are not. It is about creating an image we wish others to associate our beingness to. It is in pretending.

It is truly difficult to break down all these barriers and get to the crux of what makes us tick. First there must be the desire to do that, rather than go shopping, or eat, or drink and drug, or try to fist fight our way out of the pain this world hands us.

It is a challenge to smile in the face of adversity … it may be easier if one cries a little, and then laughs at it. Some may say that sounds unstable, a little crazy even, but that, too, is normal.

People are so busy holding tightly to the pieces of themselves they are most comfortable with, and then pointing out the things they are not comfortable with they see in others, playing judge, all the while not recognizing that these ‘negatives’ are in them also … otherwise they would never be able to perceive them.

Normal … what is it exactly except, Every. Single. Thing. Imaginable.

Its in accepting the challenge of seeking what rings true, it’s also in creating a story in which one can be comfortable. It is in doing what we can without cracking our minds, yet sometimes it is the cracking open of psyche that allows things to become more clear.

Look around you and see … so much of you is in everything.

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