With each year I become more grounded, As my soul becomes more free, I’ve grown roots that keep me stable, I’m finally enjoying being me.
Life is now rich with simplicity, I avoid the drama that some may bring, I’m happy in my own company, My heart has learned how to sing.
In each new silver hair I rejoice, Aging is a blessing, some never know, My journey has brought me so far, And hopefully, still, some way to go.
I cherish each precious moment, The laughter shared, the silent peace, In every chapter, I now stand stoic, With wisdom my worries cease.
So here’s to the years that shape and mold, With knowledge gained and stories to tell, I embrace the path that I have walked, In this seasoned body, I’m happy to dwell ..
You think she’s angry, but you don’t see, The weight she carries silently. It’s not the rage that fills her eyes, But tiredness in a thin disguise.
She’s not furious, but worn and torn, From dreams abandoned, hopes forlorn. She’s tired, she’s weary, she’s feeling lost, Paying life’s relentless cost.
She’s sinking deep in a sea of doubt, Crying softly, without a shout. Frustration builds, but not from hate It’s the closed doors, the heavy weight.
She promised much, her dreams were bright, But now she battles every night. She wants to give, to rise, to shine, But life’s harsh currents pull the line.
So when you see her weary stare, Know it’s not anger, but despair. She’s fighting hard to find her way, Hoping tomorrow’s a kinder day.
“The Father and the Son do not sit on thrones as shown in an icon, because they are in the Light. And the Holy Spirit is Light and moves constantly and makes a roar: “Christ can be seen and has blood, because the world saw Him as a deceiver and a magician. He was no deceiver and no magician, but the Son of God. The Holy Spirit cannot be seen at all, but He goes around the whole world over our heads, with a roar, but no one hears it.” “But we must also listen to the Holy Spirit, in order to become right. That’s why He travels all over the world. The Great God cannot be seen.” “And He is very good. Love. And He loves sinners and is saddened for them. And He leaves them, He leaves them, to fall down in repentance. And when they fall down in repentance, then He loves them more than others. He loves the penitents the most.”
“Heavenly Father forgive me, my Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, my Holy Spirit illuminate me. And then the answer comes from another place, not from the head where there is madness and fantasies but from the heart which is led by God which is full of Divine messages. The whole universe is not even a small ball in His holy hands. The mind cannot contain and tongue cannot express this. There is neither beginning nor end. The blueish-white light of His glory is boundless. We can only say one thing: THE TRUE GOD is the TRINITY. And He fills people with the light of His love from the top of their head to their nails and you do not know where you see from. I feel like a worm afterwards and I cry for my sins. I love the whole world and I hate myself. Only the Bodily eyes of the Saints see. To sinners like me from the machine of the heart to sweeten us and to repent. I confess this to you so that you do not have another impression of me. How good it is for God that even His most insignificant creatures like me He flatters towards repentance.
I pray, Your Eminence, that this light is always present in you to guide the distant people and me to the Bright Kingdom of GOD.
I kiss both of your hands and ask for your blessing.
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