When young, I dreamed of Love, having a Family, Joyous times together.
It never came …
The dream turned into one longing of Protection, from those harvesters who continually pulled on my energy, r.a.p.ing my mind.
I finally received protection. I am grateful.
I let go of the first dream a long, long time ago, even before menopause.
I wasn’t permitted a family.
Invisible peepers, voyeurs, watching from afar, “loving” the energy, pushing in, taking it, using it to harm those I love … pretending they are powerful, Dreaming of “possessing” this sleepers gifts, commanding them and their output.
No. I’m not interested in the peeper finally showing up in a flesh suit,
After all the studying of me, my energy, and its capacity.
I have discovered I don’t much care for those watchers …
Window shopping in an energetic “candy” store.
The thought of entangling the flesh suit with a voyeur vampiric entity is SO disturbing, SO distasteful …
There is no need to “feed” this dream that never came, that never will … not in this realm.
It’s sad to me, the opinion and guidance I once needed from the masculine was never offered … only disdain, a sneering certainty I was in lack, somehow insufficient as partner or presence in their life, unworthy of effort.
Self-sufficiency born out of this lack programmed the mind and spirit to stop seeking comfort where stability, support, or care could not be found.
This is what is sad … the Love many of us sought could not be found.
We had to turn inward to find it.
Perhaps it is those of us who did, which have escaped the illusion that Love is outside, and must be found there, who are free of its longing and binding, the forever searching ended as soon as we found what is inside Self, that Holy Garden.
I’m left to wonder, where does that leave the connection, that never seemed to exist?
Forgiveness became easier for me when I included the idea of release. To forgive yet remain in the midst of abuse is difficult. Release is the only way. But with love, for self, and the other. Love enough to make the change so that hurtful energy between self and others is no longer generated. Inner harmony is allowed to exist. It’s a gift. To self.
The apology needs to be as loud as the disrespect.
If you don’t have control over yourself, it means someone else has control over you. Shadow work. Whatcha doin’? You avoiding the inner work, the re-creation of Self? Release drama and trauma. Let it go. There are endless potentialities awaiting.
A lot of people are focused outward, not inward. Many have never really sat alone with Self long enough to settle.
What do you do when you’re surrounded by people who hate you? You give them cause. Be happy anyway. Be love anyway.
Freedom includes the freedom to be who we are, not who the other wants us to be. ~BMM
Don’t let those who have not awakened their psychic senses convince you that you do not have them. This is all real. You are not crazy. Many people experience what you experience and do not know how to language it either. 🙏
“My soul is my friend who consoles me In misery and distress of life. He who does not befriend his soul is an enemy to humanity… Life emerges from within and not from environs.” ~ Khalil Gibran
“We have a right to choose our own selves, even if that self is different from the selves of others. We have a right to feel as we do even if those feelings are frowned upon by others.” ~ Leo Buscaglia
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“Love not what you are but only what you may become.” ~ Cervantes
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You don’t put fire out with fire, you put it out with water. You dear one are 75% water. The power to put the fire of corruption out is within you. More importantly, you are the Phoenix who will rise out of the ashes.
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“Hopi Prophesy delineates the path of peace, harmony with nature. Where we have deviated from that path, the prophecy has correctly predicted the results. Hopi and other peoples, Time has emerged and we will meet the caretaker of earth who teaches them to care for Earth”
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“If you deny the existence of your fault or error, it will strengthen its hold over you. If you recognize it, your awareness will destroy it. He who rejects this will never know the entrance to the Temple.” – R.A. Schwaller de Lubicz
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If you have chosen the way of truthfulness, In this lost world blackened by lies, You are truly Superhuman
Telepathy. Voyeurism and harvesting of another’s ideas out of the collective, shared mental field. I suppose plagiarism is the name of the game, with the unsuspecting. Scratching their head, wondering why every time they think of something clever, it comes out of some others mouth, publicly.
Knowing what I know of the stories they’ve spun about ME, I no longer give much energy to dogmatic stories about anyone in history, of blind acceptance and need for hatred, hating the Light in Life which surrounds me.
Open mind.
Open heart.
This persons videos are very interesting. Food for thought …
Their “god” is Zilla, a black hole of endless shadow. They’ve been feeding it “Light” of life for century’s, the “life” of the missing.
This light has fueled their illusion of power for century’s, confessed right out of their own minds.
Women are sacrificed to this shadow realm as breeders. Children are too, as flesh to eat, and as suffering light energy to power their magic.
This potent energy of torment and suffering is utilized to cast “nets” over the collective field of consciousness. They cover the collective in this energy, having applied a magical cast to it, to keep the subconscious trapped in a fight or flight mode, a survival mode.
Sexual interactions allow them to “offload” karmic debt through “tagging” you as recipient. It’s an energy dump. This trick keeps the recipient trapped in the root chakra, enforcing the need for survival, especially once they shatter the heart, the soul, with betrayal. So now they’ve tagged you with their karma, and pushed you into south node suffering with betrayal.
They cover the populace with “chemical fog”. No one knows what kind of chemicals, but respiratory infections arise from them.
They line all the canned goods with estrogen, toying with the testosterone in men, causing slow or still sperm, and strange urges toward the same sex. They spin stories of past lives as women, and it’s “natural”.
They sacrifice anyone rising in energy, in light, to their shadow god, using heart attack magic, stroke magic, car accident magic, domestic abuse magic, on and on and on magic.
They hate you for the light you embody. They hate you because your light is necessary to make things work. They hate that you have it, and they don’t. They keep the sleepers sleeping in a drug and chemical induced state. They siphon the life force vitality thru suffering, an invisible affair.
They use others energetic signature to perform blood rituals, framing the essence with foul deed, hoping the Most High God will see them as filthy. They get into the heads of the collective and “drive” them into trauma leading to dramatic ends, and they condemn them for falling into their trap, sending them into this shadow.
These ones are “chosen” by the god zilla. They have been masquerading to be for, while against, the Most High with illusionary magic.
You, dear collective, have walked the walk of suffering, survived, and collected first hand testimony of truth. It may have been unknown, this data collection, yet you are amazingly detailed in your learnings. The knowledge you embody … good, bad, and ugly … is authentic and true, reliable.
Your willingness to be of service in some of the most traumatic ways, to bear witness to these brutality’s, has been the blessing needed for catalyst, to flip this script. Your experiences and suffering have value beyond measure.
This time, you don’t “go into the dark” to be trapped, drained, abused. This time you have wings, and you are soaring.
What is about to occur will be unsettling for many who don’t know what you know. They will be soul shocked by the brutality, the return to senders, for they are unaware of the crimes which brought on this need.
It takes a bit of insanity to counter a deep, black abyss of a soul eating shadow.
I support you in your mighty roaring.
Many of us see, most feel, and it is my hope that as in we, discernment has been seeded into others. Even though their minds may not know the truth, may their soul recognize it and be at ease while a clearing takes place.
Everything happens in the Spiritual Realms first. What you will be “seeing” has already occurred. Criminals selling the life force vitality of our family, the soul of our fabric, our existence, must be stopped.
There is a need for discovering the value of transparency, of trustworthiness, and of friendship. The lesson must be learned.
The God and Goddess of Time are sending them back.
Trust in the Most High during the coming chaos and know that through it all, “He’s got this”.
And so do you.
Song lyrics rolled through mind upon completion of this post …
Leaving’ it all up to you, oooo, ooooo. You decide, what you gonna do. Now do you want my Lu-oooove, or are we through?
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