When we begin to dive deep into our being, seeing our self fully, it can cause some unsettling emotional issues.
Denial … that’s usually the first step. We try to tell our self that what others see and report about us is false. We may accuse them of lying. Saying it just to be hurtful. We might even try to hurt them in return.
Anger … we get mad and reject anyone or thing that makes us look at the negative behaviors or patterns we exhibit.
Blame … we blame others for our behavior. It’s all someone else’s fault we are the way we are.
Sadness or depression … once we DO look inside, if we are honest with ourselves, we might begin to see the truth … that perhaps everyone else isn’t wrong after all. How can they ALL be wrong?
We can swing between depression, anger, sadness and blame for quite some time before we begin to accept responsibility for our words and actions … before we are able to admit that there is a lot of inner work needing done.
So we begin to take a good look at our self.
We choose to reformat our character, to ‘raise’ ourself differently, to parent our broken or injured inner child.
We learn to become a friend to self.
We might even begin to love our self … but that usually only comes after realizing we have actually hated our self, or acted like we did anyway.
Healing is a tough journey.
It is said that growing old isn’t for sissy’s.
But I say taking a good hard look at the truth of our self is the hardest and most challenging thing we’ll ever do …
Should one choose to.
My healing journey began more than 20 years ago. I’m only now emerging from the well … that deep well of binding thought and hindering emotional baggage.
May your journey be quicker than mine, yet equally thorough.
Call upon the elements. Focus your intentions. The greatest dragon is within you.
Right now I look to the Spirit within and I feel my inner power. I call upon the forces of nature for even more strength and direction. I will not waver from the task at hand for this is my time. I will go forth with courage and I will succeed, for life and power are on my side.
Laugh at yourself. Lighten your heart. Let nothing steal your happiness.
Today I will focus on joy. I am always completely myself and that is enough. Today I will honor myself and my personal integrity and rise up in its power. I will embrace the greater part of me and live with sincerity and honor. I will be honest with myself, live a life of truth, and I will be free.
Be bold. Rise up and stand tall. Feel the fire in your soul.
Today I will connect with my inner power and be bold. I will rise up and know my worth. I banish all uncertainty and remember with pride my accomplishments. I will let no one diminish me. I embrace the strong, beautiful presence that I am and I will go forth with courage.
We are all becoming. Surrender to your changes. Release your fear. Trust this powerful process.
Today I remember the infinite rhythm of life. I will not be afraid of the darkness for it is always followed by the light. I will not be surprised when the light seems to fade for it is just a part of the process. I know life is a circle of birth, death, and rebirth. I will not fear. I will embrace all that I am becoming and welcome change.
Let compassion fill your world. Offer kindness to all living things. What you give you also receive.
Today I will live in compassion, for myself and others. I will show kindness in word, thought, and deed. Right now, I will count my blessings. I will love myself, forgive myself, embrace my humanity and in doing so I will be able to do the same for others. For what I give I will receive and I will begin with me.
Reading from the deck Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma
Believes in herself and her enduring inner strength and awareness, and goals.
She will heal those in need using her resources and creativity.
Loves herself and friendships with wolves and herb crafting women.
Wise men say that rushing is violence And so is your silence when it’s rooted in compliance To stand firm in loving defiance, make art your alliance Give voice to the fire
Move people to the beat of the wind Gather yourself and begin to dance the song until it ends We are winners, champions of the light Forming in numbers and might, keep the truth close in sight
Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands
Find your teachers in the voice of the forests Unplug, you can’t ignore this, wisdom of the voiceless Remedies are bountiful and surround us From the garden to the farthest, prayer made of star dust
Find your healing in the music that calls you The voice that enthralls you, what do you belong to? Eyes out! There’s the setting of the sun Give thanks to each and everyone
The lesson is the Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands
I believe in bending backwards and extending My traps trip back until the message is in action The yard is feeding, stop stark the disbelieving ‘Cause the garden holds the shards, the medicine is in the seeds when
We hold tight to our right to protect and We know our might is tenfold in connection Our elders hold them bright lights, we protect them The medicine is evident: the wolf, the hawk, the bear clan
We hold tight to our right to protect and We know our might is tenfold in connection Our elders hold them bright lights, we protect them The medicine is evident: the wolf, the hawk, the
Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands Medicine Woman, Medicine Man Walking with grace, I know your face, and I trust your hands
Question: Does God prefer those who worship him in any particular fashion?
Answer: God prefers those who worship Him from the heart, with sincerity, doing good and avoiding evil, to those who think they honor Him through rituals that do not make them any better toward their fellow beings.
All creatures are siblings, children of the same God. He summons all those who follow His laws, whichever way they do it.
He who’s piety is nothing but an outward display is a hypocrite. He whose worship is an affectation in contradiction with his conduct sets a bad example.
He who professes to worship Christ, but who is proud, envious and jealous, who is hard and merciless toward others, or who covets earthly possessions, has religion only on his lips, not in his heart.God, who sees everything, shall say, “He who knows the truth is a hundredfold more culpable for the evil he does than the rude primitive man in the desert, and shall be treated accordingly on the day of reckoning.” If a blind man passing by happens to hit you by accident, you forgive him. But, instead, if it is a man with perfect vision who does it, you shall protest, and rightly so.
So do not ask which form of worship is the most suitable, for that would be tantamount to asking whether it is more pleasing to God to worship Him in one language or another. Let me reiterate: your chants only reach God when sung through the gates of the heart.
The Spirits’ Book by Allan Kardec, Chapter 2, Part 2, 654
A spiritual awakening requires that one must face their shadow to become whole. You do not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The shadow must be brought to the surface of awareness, it must be actualized within consciousness, otherwise it will continue to express itself as unconscious and unguarded energy through habit, impulse and behavior. You must make the unconscious conscious, otherwise it will direct your life and you will call it fate. I believe this is what is happening to humanity finally.
We are purging the shadow. We are witnessing everything we hate and despise within ourselves and the world, and we are perceiving this through the actions and behavior of the elite cult known as the new world order.
These families are at the core of the banking system, and they control everything through money. They control all news media, hollywood, music industry, telecoms, google, amazon, facebook, pharmaceutical medical industry, military industrial complex, govt and intelligence.
They control drug cartels and trafficking rings, which is what they thrive on – human sacrifice. This is an ancient ritual which brings power to the cult. Essentially black magick: the alchemical transmutation of energy from the destruction of creation.
There is a reason why a bioweapon has been released into the world at this time. There is a reason why 5G towers are being erected throughout countries. The cabal knew this is the year of a great awakening. Billionaires know the astrology. They know the secrets of energy.
They know how consciousness works, and exactly how to condition and manipulate it. They have always known. They have divorced themselves from divinity. They are a cancer within the universe that relies on the harvest of energy through the manipulation & suffering of human beings.
There are metaphysical principles to how this works, and we wield the same knowledge, intelligence and power as these psychopaths. This is how I myself, and others can see what they are doing.
They are becoming weak now that the planetary tides are turning, now that the earths frequency is rising. They are losing strength their spells are unbinding, now that their black magick is losing its ability of concealment. This is because the light is flooding into the planet.
The light is awakening within each and every person, gradually. They cannot stop the light from exposing their shadows. They fear the light and they fear love. Love IS the vibration of the universe. Love is the vibration of God which is the Divine.
This is why they are attempting to suppress it. They have manipulated the population to lock away in their houses fearful and afraid. This is the energy of subservience. This is the energy of control. They are weaponising harmful frequencies to make us sick and disoriented.
This is how they plan to control and condition our consciousness. We are waking up to all of it now. Change will arrive. The 1% are in control There are small % who work for them to do their bidding. There are 5-10% who are truly awake and see through all the illusions.
There are 90% who are oblivious and obey everything the TV permits to them. The 1% are trying to stop the 5% from waking up the 90%. This is the war. It is a war for your mind.
Fortunately there are people in high echelons in America who are working tirelessly to stop the cabal. Regardless of what the media has embedded into your mind, Donald Trump has been working to take the cabal out from the root.
Trump and the Patriots have been on a mission to drain the swamp of corruption for years now. They have seized the central bank. They have affect the globalists supply chains across the world. Have you noticed how Trump always refers to the invisible enemy?
He is talking about them. Trump and the Patriots are working to fulfil the energy of light. They will take the illuminati out at the core, exposing the corruption and imprisoning the mob bosses within all the organisations they control.
They will dismantle the globalist control structures of this evil Pharoanic death cult. What we must do is maintain our vibration – our mental, emotional, and spiritual energy. This is how we change the planet, we raise the vibration – by not giving into fear and confusion.
The cabal have been using the media to propagate the frequency of fear and confusion to the masses. This is what keeps people conditioned and controlled. We must accept that not everybody can handle the truth right away. Simply Move on to the next person.
I have had backlash from my family and close friends, who cannot begin to comprehend what I am telling them. I understand. I understand the psychology.
The light is so blinding, it will destroy the ego, the illusions that keep people resonating in their comforted modalities and beliefs. They are completely unaware of this war. We are fighting to protect them. We are fighting for the future generations, just as our ancestors did.
World War III is a spiritual war. Its a war of spiritual energy – light vs those who have chosen dark, & it is happening silently. As we maintain our vibration, we will start to notice how it affects and encourages the intelligence to rise within those who are of the 90% asleep.
We are all playing our role on the planet right now. They want you to feel worthless, they want you to feel powerless.. but the truth is we are more powerful than them. There is a light inside of you. It’s within every human on earth.
