She with the courageous heart and the wild soul. She who says, “This is me. This is who I am.”
She wasn’t always this way.
For many years she was hidden away. Revealing herself fully only in the words of her journal and in her closest friendships. Showing up in her truth only when she felt safe enough to be vulnerable.
But now she’s changed. From her appearance to her writing, she’s a whole different woman.
SHE’S THE WOMAN WHO WAS WAITING INSIDE OF HER ALL ALONG.
It was not easy for her, this transformation. She didn’t just step into this embodied self the way you would gracefully step up a staircase.
She had to go deep inside of herself to find this version of herself.
She dug and descended. Explored and excavated. Re-membered, re-defined and re-birthed.
And now here she stands: Battle weary. Flawed. Tender.
She’s cried countless tears and faced many shadows. But it doesn’t take much to see there’s something different about her.
What is it? Can you feel it?
Yes that’s it…
IT’S NOT SO MUCH HOW SHE LOOKS. IT’S WHAT SHE’S EMANATING.
She’s grounded in her Wisdom. Firm in her Strength. And rooted in her Truth.
She may look like she’s been to hell and back, and in many ways she has, but the raging fire only devoured everything about her that was no longer true.
And what was left behind after all the layers of untruths were burned to the ground was her true essence.
She’s rising out of the ashes now, this Phoenix woman. She’s orienting her life to who she has become.
It’s all brand new to her and she’s far from having it all figured out. But little by little, she’s finding out exactly what it means to be a Sovereign Woman.”
[Intro: En Vogue + (Maxine Jones)] Ooooh, bop… No, you’re never gonna get it (ow!) Never ever gonna get it (no, not this time) No, you’re never gonna get it (my love) Never ever gonna get it No, you’re never gonna get it (ow!) Never ever gonna get it (not this time) No, you’re never gonna get it (my love) Never never gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
Verse 1: Maxine] I remember how it used to be You never was this nice, you can’t fool me (Ooooh, bop…) Now you talking like you made a change The more you talk, the more things sound the same (Ahh…)
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn Robinson] What makes you think you can just walk back into her life (Ooh, oh oh oh) Without a good fight? (Ahh…) I just sit back and watch you make a fool of yourself (Ooh, oh) ‘Cause you’re just wasting your time, oh
[Chorus: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn] It doesn’t matter what you do or what you say (Ooh, oh, oh, oh) She doesn’t love you; no way (Ahh…) Maybe next time you’ll give your woman a little respect (Ooh, oh oh) So you won’t be hearing her say, no way
[Chorus: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
Interlude: Maxine] Yes sir I give to the needy, and not the greedy Mmhmm, that’s right ‘Cause you see, baby (Ooooh, bop…) When you’re locking, you’re losing And I’m out the door (Ahh…)
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn] It doesn’t matter what you do or what you say (Ooh, oh oh oh) She don’t love you; no way (Ahh…) Maybe next time you’ll give your woman a little respect (Ooh, oh) So you won’t be hearing her say, no way
(And now it’s time for a breakdown)
[Break] Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it (woo-woo-woo-woo) Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never get it (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP!
[Outro: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (sweet lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (my lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’)
No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’)
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (sweet lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (my sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my sweet lovin’)
When a human injures itself, it’s body can regenerate. When it’s emotional body is blown apart by heartbreak, it heals and is at some point able to love again.
Humans are the Genesis project. And perhaps now, the Regenesis project.
I’m curious about clones, the synthetic beings.
If they don’t have a chakra system, a connection to Source, when they cut themselves, or otherwise injure themselves, do they have the ability to regenerate like humans do?
Maybe that is why we are so hated. And why so many go missing every year. They require the essence of the products of the genesis project.
They can’t survive without harvesting this essence.
I truly believe most “people” are synthetic. Satan cloned the bioforms of many, using dna from the ancestry testing sites and such. He needed many warriors to come against the Most High and family.
They drained the essence out of humanity and used its power, it’s vitality, to try and conquer the Most High, Creation itself flowing in all beings. They harvested the vitality of the supposed “challengers” and used it against them.
Now that the essence is being returned, the synthetics are having a hard time, it seems. Now that a separation has occurred, it appears that which can no longer feed is fizzling.
Of course, I don’t really know if it’s fizzling, seems to be a sense of it rather than “proof”.
Honestly, I feel this is what’s behind the attempted imprisonment. They wish control of the vitality in humanity. Most of humanity have been locked down, mind wiped, disconnected and put in low vibrational situations. Purposefully this was done to prevent them from defending themselves and their essence, that gift from the Most High.
My happiness is me, not you. Not only because you may be temporary, but also because you want me to be what I am not.
I cannot be happy when I change merely to satisfy your selfishness nor can I feel content when you criticize me for not thinking your thoughts, for not seeing like you.
You call me a rebel, yet for each time I have rejected your beliefs, you have rebelled against mine.
I do not try to mold your mind. I know you are trying hard enough to be just you and I cannot allow you to tell me what to be, for I am concentrating on being me.
You said I was transparent and easily forgotten but why then did you try to use my lifetime to prove to yourself what you are?
“Indeed, we are our own happiness and each time we have strayed from ourselves we have been led to despair. We cannot find ourselves in others. We cannot live for others nor can we use them for our own self-affirmation. We cannot always be what others want us to be, for what they want may not be what we are and that is all that we have. We can only rely upon ourselves. This is such a simple fact, yet it is perhaps the greatest single cause of human psychological struggle and pain. It is often easier to become what others desire but in so doing we relinquish our dreams, abandon our hopes and ignore our needs. This leaves one feeling abandoned, weakened and impotent, without a genuine self.” ~ Leo Buscaglia
As the energy of chaos is released from your fields, mind body spirit, it may feel as though something is missing. You may wonder if the rapture happened and you got left behind.
Breathe.
You’re being returned to a state of purity, innocence and joy.
It’s going to feel uncomfortable as the burden of chaos you’ve been under is relieved. You may want to cry. You may be tempted to belittle self, the old habitual patterns of self-betrayal … Increase your self-care practices. Try not to embrace the old habitual patterns of negativity. They are clinging to you for dear life.
Don’t beat yourself up if you slipped into an old experience. It’s a memory fighting to survive. Gently acknowledge it, visit it, remember it, and release it once more.
Be kind to yourself as you flow into the new, and residuals slip away.
Years ago during the onset of spiritual battle, I still smoked. There was a spirit of a boy who would plead with me not to smoke. He would say, “Please don’t smoke! You’re so beautiful!” It took me a whole year before I was able to let that habit go … 26 years after starting, approved by mother at age 11.
Last night I took a puff off one of those vape pens. It tasted chemical. My lungs burned. It hurt to take the next breath.
I thought about the energy of the heart chakra. I thought about the heaviness that had just been planted over my heart, this “cloud cover” of smoke.
I thought about energy. I thought about this heart space being absolutely covered in this tar, this smoke … the heart doesn’t “shine” like it should …
Spirit has difficulty “seeing” the shining ones, they are covered in this filth. Now, cannabis legalized, even more people are “covering” themselves.
It is my hope that this awareness has brought light to the truth of these coverings, placed upon the light, the energy systems of our brothers and sisters … manipulated into thinking, no harm no fowl.
Tinctures and lozenges are probably the wisest way to utilize, or juicing the leaves. Smoking … protect your energies … let God see you….
These photos show the “physical” result, but what does it look like in the spirit? Probably just as bad.
Unfortunately, all the toxins in the foods, the injectable toxins, they all are formulated to dim the light of Gods children so he won’t recognize them.
I know quitting smoking is difficult. I also know the spirits of envy who make it very tempting, convincing it is “medicine”. And it is. Utilized responsibly.
May the Most High see through these manipulations and illusions, freeing His children! Amen!
Perhaps life has been so difficult because you’re clearing ALL karmic debt in this one life experience. Go easy on yourself. You may not even be consciously aware of the enormity of challenge you accepted … to be free. Don’t quit now.
Please Jah, let it rain Let it wash all this wickedness away So much sorrow, so much pain Let the sun come out to shine another day
Please Jah, let it rain And if our roots are strong we will remain Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, let it rain, let it rain
In the beginning there was only Love All was connected to the Most High above Every creature lived in harmony There was no language for the word enemy
All animals were equal under Jah sun There was just enough food for everyone There were no squabbles and no ego trips There was no language for the word ownership
Then along came mankind, eager to prove his worth and his might To conquer the land, conquer the seas, conquer the skies A God in his own eyes
But be careful you build your house too high Standing on your tiptoes trying to touch the sky, you’re gonna topple Look how your foundation crumble You had everything you could need, but you just couldn’t keep it simple
Please Jah, let it rain Let it wash all this wickedness away So much sorrow, so much pain Let the sun come out to shine another day
How long will we wait for humanity to come around Is the gap too great to cross this divide and be reunited
I should have known it, I should have seen it coming creeping like a shadow on my heart, hungry like a vampire I should have felt it, historically the signs were there for all to see, esoterically hidden in plain sight So gather your freedom and hold it tight, yeah we’re gonna live it up tonight Follow me brother cause babylon never discover the treasure that we hold, oh no
How long will we wait, open the doors of Zion gate We will suffer no more Can’t you hear we knocking, knocking at your door
How long will we wait Will we open the seventh and seal our fate Is the gap too great, to cross this divide and be reunited
‘Cause they will never give up, ’til they sucked every last drop of blood from out of our veins So we got only one choice, listen closely to my voice, we got to take back our freedom
Please Jah, let it rain Let it wash all this wickedness away So much sorrow, so much pain Let the sun come out to shine another day
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