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Power Of Growth and Expansion

Published January 4, 2019 by tindertender

I might change my mind. I can do that. I am capable of, able, willing and loving to do that!

For awhile I thought I’d watch a movie, it’s Friday after all. Then I remembered I’m not real fond of the ‘programming’ … the shows, or the messages, so I built a nice cozy fire in the fireplace instead. It is crackling, and beautiful to my senses.

Sometimes I’ll make a plan, drive to where it leads me and change my plan just then, before even exiting my vehicle, driving away and doing something entirely different.

I am sad the hear there are those in this world who think someone else should “Pay the Penalty”. I think to myself, penalty for what? Isn’t it apparent that humanity has been paying a penalty for decades, even centuries? Heck, this penalty paying business may have started at the beginning of our life story … just as some claim it did.

Who to blame? The women? The ones who give birth to every single human being on this earth? No … there is a hatred for humanity which knows no borders and has no barriers … in this world or beyond. It is not gender specific, although one gender seems to be more pliable. Unfortunately this thing which has such hatred is also very good at manipulating angry, self-righteous, prideful minds … these are they who are most easily fueled, and led in some sort of action which harms others.

Humanity as a whole can bend and be formed by this ‘force’, or it can be aware of it and the tactics used … how these tactics feel when being applied, and how to stop the manipulation in its tracks.

Many good people worship Diety, by many different names. They claim there are rules and stipulations to coincide with these prayerful offerings … but these are made by humans … rules passed down generation after generation. At some point progression is needed if anything is to become improved upon.

This is true with any invention … say, the lawn mower, or egg beater, or tableware, or any number of things! As any device can be improved upon, so can very old ideals. Mind you, there are those things that should never be altered (glassware vs plastic) … but when old ideals segregate and harm any other life form then it should be visited, and transformed.

It really isn’t difficult to honor each other, especially when there is no one seeking to harm anyone. There will always be (seemingly) those ones who so desperately want to horde that which is good. My hope is for a quick, relatively painless transition.

Gaining control of personal thoughts and patterns is key to retaining solid connection with free will. Angry? Transmute that energy to love, or at least kindness. Are you ready to determine what kind of emotion you will allow to dwell in your body and mind and life? This choice is no easy task, it requires conscious, constant effort. This journey of controlling self is one of the most difficult.

Too often people put all of their effort into controlling the actions of others. They think if so and so, or this gender, or that group only did what they wanted them to do, or did not do what they did not want them to do, then they would be happy … satisfied. Yet, this is never the case, for no one can control the rest of the population. Sure, there are progressions made, but at some point, inevitably, there will be rejection of the imposing will and a practicing of the people’s own will … as it should be.

As in all things that are ever spoken or written by myself, I reserve the right to modify every single one of them. Like I said, I love to change my mind … utilizing the power of growth and expansion.

“Commit to being a hunter of excellence in yourself … You must master it and thereby transform; know that you cannot transform that which you have not experienced …”

~ David Morehouse, PhD

Sweet Surprises

Published December 13, 2018 by tindertender

I love it when I’m doing laundry and find money I didn’t know I had. The surprise of an extra $32 has me dreaming of what it will buy.

Another sweet surprise is the fact that working overtime is actually a pleasure. The company I now work for is like working for extended family, family you choose. While it gets dark outside and I’m still there, I am happy, knowing that I am doing all I can toward the success for all who spend so much of their time there.

I did not have to make dinner tonight … it was made for me. All I had to do was serve myself.

I squeezed in time to wash a load of laundry. That will be one less load I have to do this weekend.

The additional DMSO cream I purchased arrived today, making cuts and scrapes disappear quicker than ever before! My tattoo is nearly healed, ready for the finishing touches.

Peace has found me … or is it I who have found peace?

I hope it lasts this time … it seems after reprieve something always comes along to stretch capacity once more. These trials … I’d like to call them blessings, but to be honest, I do not know what the outcome will be when all is said and done.

Since uncertainty is the case, I set myself to counting blessings. When I get frustrated, I try to state inwardly a list of all that I am grateful for. This is an amazing practice that can turn a foul and dark situation into light once more, rather quickly too.

It can be difficult at times to find anything good in life, so it is best to start out ridiculously small … as in, I am grateful to be breathing … or I am grateful to have hair … or a jacket in the rain … or a fur baby who adores me … or sight, to see the patterns in the sky, or rocks, or in anything at all … or the ability to hear, or taste, or sense that which seems to be beyond the visual.

I am grateful for the capacity to choose to be calm, when at one time I would rage. I am grateful to be at the point of recognizing myself in others … some at a stage I once was at, some at a stage where I aspire to be some day.

I am grateful for life … this blessing that is often difficult to comprehend.

This treasure …

What Is Your Breaking Point?

Published December 9, 2018 by tindertender

What is your breaking point?

What have you done when you’ve arrived there?

My breaking point came a few times in this life. The last one actually nearly cost my physical life, it surely did cause a ‘rebirth’ in my spiritual life, and a complete shift in the way I think and live.

Strength is born out of these times, when the world seems to crash down on our heads. It isn’t uncommon for a person to fall, then swim in the affects of previous actions. It can seem like drowning, dying, or make us wish we would, and sometimes that is exactly what happens.

For those times a person is able to crawl out of that deep well into the light of day once more they will find that a portion of them is left behind. That portion of them which caused the fall in the first place is shed, and newness is birthed to fill the space left from its removal.

Falling enough times, or falling so deep, and then the fight that ensues to come back to light, is indeed a rebirth … you may not even recognize yourself. You may find that many others will tell you, “This isn’t the you I remember.” Embrace it … especially if the layers of pain, which perpetuated pain I this world, are left behind.

Be bold in the creation of a new you … society no longer dictates who you will be … YOU do. This is your story now.

Filling Up and Filing Away ~ Life’s Exposures

Published November 26, 2018 by tindertender

What does it mean to be so full of the goodness of life? The best word to describe it may be everything … to be everything, or to be the ALL. The ALL has been split into pieces and spaced out along a time-line.

Memories, being linear allow us to look back along the time-line and feel the intensity of experienced love, anger, hate, forgiveness, joy, sadness, depression and fear as well as courage.

I’m thinking at the end of this road the beginning and the ending of this time-line will curl around and touch ends … and the spiral of experience will begin again … moving up a notch to the next level.

I am the ALL, immersed in the ALL, experiencing the ALL. Sounds insane! But nevertheless, true. At times it is clear this life is experienced as a ‘walking oxy-moron’.

I want to be nice because it feels nice … no other reason. If it feels good …

For many years now I have described my accumulative experience and knowledge as the ‘massive library of my mind’. It has been obvious I do not have access to every row or shelf of this massive library at any given time. Curious how it has never occurred to me until this moment that this library is the Akashic Records. The mind can’t remember all things at once because it periodically downloads the information into the ‘cloud’ known as the Akashic Records, making space for new experience.

What does it mean when the unseen become part of your Akashic Record? How can multiple entities become intertwined with the lifeline, and if they do, do they remain so for every lifeline which follows?

Humans have a tendency to underestimate everything. In all subjects, all ways, for all time. It’s really quite sad.

I have responsibility but am not a slave to responsibility … or am I?

How do you account for decades and centuries in 5,000 year chunks of time? Perhaps time really IS infinite.

If a switch was flipped and ALL people could hear each other’s thoughts, the whole of humanity in this world would implode, or explode … that would be the end of most of them. I envision them with hands to temples bent at the knees and back, screaming about the twilight zone. Imagine the (comparatively) few who have currently survived this scenario … and the many who have not.

Perhaps this is what will happen in the near future. The switch will be flipped, the human body being mostly water, full of heavy metal, has become a super conductor. When electromagnetic frequency is directed at the body, it will NOT be pretty. There will be massive damage to all life. Much more than we’ve seen yet.

I guess the time for diplomacy is over. Let us hope this body survives, and if not, let us hope it is renewed.

Thousands of studies link low-level wireless radio frequency radiation exposures to a long list of adverse biological effects.

https://www.electricsense.com/12399/5g-radiation-dangers/

~ Millimeter and Submillimeter waves are biologically active
~ 5G frequencies are used in weapons

”There is an urgent need to evaluate 5G health effects now, before millions are exposed. We need to know if 5G increases the risk of skin disease such as melanoma or other skin cancers,” stated Ron Melnick, the National Institutes of Health scientist, now retired, who led the design of the National Toxicology Program study on cell phone radio frequency radiation.

https://ehtrust.org/key-issues/cell-phoneswireless/5g-networks-iot-scientific-overview-human-health-risks/

Free ~ No Longer Your ‘Assistant’

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

After all these years I must tell you that this is why I will not stand with you. I have experienced your presence while you speak about me as though I cannot hear you, you behave as though I am not worthy of a one on one conversation. This is not acceptable, I am not at your disposal, nor am I willing to give you any further energies.

I have tried many times in the past to convince myself that we are alike, that you must have good reason to behave the way you do, that if I were in your position I might even do the same. Regardless, I am not in your position, and I do not behave the way you do, even though I have good reason to.

In this manner, we are nothing alike. In fact, you could say that we are polar opposites. While you are very good at mimicking goodness, sooner or later your inner self shows. It brings down the House you try to build, time and time again. The foundation is not true.

I am sorry for you, but I do not pity you, for you have consciously, fully aware, chosen to do the things you do, putting forth influence onto the vulnerable and unaware. Many lives have been affected … or ended, due to your selfish behaviors and trespasses.

I would like to say I understand, and that I forgive you. I will also say that I will do whatever I can to ensure that the privileges you’ve been taking advantage of will never be fully loosed, or enjoyed by you.

This is a time for those who have been running with you to open their eyes and get serious about what they choose. In the ‘end game’ nothing could be more serious.

How many life times does one soul need to determine where their heart resides? How long does it take to reclaim the spirit and mind from those who have manipulated actions and circumstances to coincide with greed or need for power?

When will mankind discover that no one has more authority over their life than they themselves do? People are always looking for a ‘leader’ or a ‘teacher’, not realizing that they can, and do lead, and teach … they lead their own lives, getting what they give, or accepting what they allow. They are in process of teaching others what to, or not to, be and do, shared through example. They are in process of being ‘taught’ by those they have perhaps not been willing, or able, to acknowledge.

All of this, all of it is known to the gentle heart who wishes to participate in the healing of the world, of life in general.

You know this. You take advantage of the gentle souls who long for peace. You lead them to believe that if they trust you, if they agree to help you, that peace will be. But peace is not coming forth from the chaos you bring. It has only become more chaotic, more solidly enriched with pain, supported by fear, by paranoia.

I hear you laugh as you see the affect you bring to people. I sense your pride in your ability to manipulate emotion, allowing, or ending life … as you will.

As a collective, this I know to be true. You have dared to attack the unwitting. The selfishness of your goal leaves no room for compassion. You say, “I like this one” as though they were an object … not someone who feels, thinks, loves, and acts. You behave as though you do not see the truest power that resides in them. Maybe you do, and simply pride yourself on the methods used to extinguish that bright light within them.

I cannot silently stand by and watch you ruin lives.

Those of us who are on to you know full well that the ones you attack are not only fighting you, but fighting the others who you have controlled. Double whammy, the people who join you are not even aware they are under your influence, actually doing your bidding … as you laugh, all kicked back enjoying yourself. I am amazed how well you keep secret the influences you lay upon minds, they so often are not even aware that these ‘thoughts’ and ‘desires’ are not even their own.

There is a time coming soon when we will find out how this goes. So many believe they already know. Unfortunately, all they really know is what they’ve been told to believe, what they’ve been taught as factual. The actual ‘experience’ of knowing eludes many.

On this level, I am torn. I would never wish my experience on anyone, for I know many who did not make it through. Yet at the same time, if something doesn’t shake the ol’ tree, no one will ever see clearly, or at least come to the knowledge that what they thought they knew was a lie, all along.

May the eyes and minds of humanity be quivered ever so slightly to break up the rigidity of ‘lessons learned’ which have developed into habits. May they be ‘gently nudged’ into motion and discovery of their inner, innate power for goodness. May it be done quickly, thoroughly, and with minimal ‘safeties’ on. May the hearts of mankind be unshackled and set free, without erupting into deep sadness, depression, remorse or anxiety. May they see through the fog that has been placed upon them, may their blood remain warm, and their strength and courage steadfast, their hearts pure.

… and may all that is good bless me with the same.

Burdens Carried

Published November 14, 2018 by tindertender

Burdens carried can weigh us down. Often the burden has become such a part of life its presence is nearly undetectable. The symptoms are masked as physical pain, and perhaps depression, or anxiety.

Is the story of life real, or simply an illusion built around that which is ‘less painful’?

Just underneath consciousness there is a place where communication happens with those who we cannot see. Being quizzed, I woke to hear myself silently answer, “I carry the burden of shame”.

I thought about this periodically throughout the day and have come to the conclusion that this ‘burden’ is facilitated in the mind from birth.

As children many of us are taught that our creations are lacking beauty, that we ourselves are lacking that which makes us lovable. When pure joy rises up in us there is always someone there to squash it. It seems to carry on into adulthood, until it is recognized, and consciously ended. Often we must leave behind those who claim to ‘love’ us.

I wonder about this cycle in the world. It happens everywhere, not limited to this country or that.

As chaos grows on the planet we can see those who facilitate destruction more clearly. They are being called out, exposed for the ‘average person’ to see. This can be quite disheartening, for those we have trusted, and their methods, will be seen plainly.

The tough part of the process is to learn to see our own heart just as clearly as we ‘think’ we see others. This is difficult, for many of us prefer to think we are ‘righteous’ and the others who do harm are not. It is important to know that what we see in the world is also part of our self. The only way to heal it is to recognize it, ask of our self how much of it we see in our own actions and thought patterns, and then heal that.

In the shadows of the mind many things dwell, many things that are difficult to look at, to decipher, and to cast out. So many people project outward, trying to mend the illness of the world, all the while refusing to mend what is in their own heart.

Personally, I am left to discover this ‘burden of shame’ which I carry and make the attempt to find forgiveness where it is concerned … to heal, to shed the weight of it, and to freely rise beyond it … without the use of excuses.

It is a difficult process, for while the inner work is done, those who we see, other people, will attempt to reinforce the negative. At the same time, those who we cannot see will attempt to reinforce the burden we carry, convincing our mind that the burden cannot be released.

This battle is with the invisible realms, attempting to keep us from joy and balance and love. This battle is also with others we can see who are under the influence of those who wish to keep us from happiness.

The key is to observe, not absorb. Outside influences we can hear, and sense, are only that … outside influences. Let them remain as such while you gather your own thoughts and ideas about what you believe will bring healing … to your life, and to the lives your life touches.

Today Is A Big Day

Published November 7, 2018 by tindertender

What is hidden will be uncovered.

Balance

Views about the unknown can be full of trepidation, or perhaps angst. There is a tendency to ‘fight’ against circumstances, to rebel. Flow is cut off as energies collide. Although there is a time and a place for this, sometimes surrender, or a ‘relaxing into’, is needed.

Seeing beyond the immediate is necessary. Too often habitual thinking takes place, seeing the possibilities of negative outcomes. Taking charge of thoughts is key to finding peace. Control your emotions, do not be controlled by them.

Now is the time for transformation. Remove restrictions and practice using your senses to see into the hidden realms, stretch your abilities for knowing. Follow your heart, your genuine truth. It is time to realize balance. Do not forget to laugh at the world, and yourself.

Try to be receptive of the Love and Protection which envelopes you as you move throughout the day. Let emotions flow smoothly. Be courageous and brave. Strength and stability are yours as you move through growth and secure balance. Using discernment, adapt to situations, communicate your intentions.

Knowledge and truth will be found, and with it, stability. Listen to the teacher within to receive knowledge. Use that knowledge properly and you have wisdom, and with wisdom, power.

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