Every time I hear a masculine in psychic land speaking about my energy, my sensitivity, my availability, my stability, my inheritance … material and spiritual .. every time my energy is tapped and my chakras activated without permission, this is what I see in my mind. I’m disgusted.
Heavenly Father…. Surely this isn’t the actual representation of the Divine Masculine. I simply won’t accept it.
I believe our Divine brothers and partners are stealth … hunting those who feast on the essence of the Divine Feminine … and her children.
I Am Patient.
“If you love me don’t let go.”
“Don’t go sharing your emotions, lay all your love on me!”
I love me.
I choose me.
Everyone in my life chose something other than me.
Wanted me to believe I was broken somehow, needing fixing, unworthy of pure love in my brokenness.
I chose me.
I had to.
I give to me all my love, time and services.
Don’t come to me with your problems.
Your burden is no longer my responsibility.
And frankly, I don’t care anymore… about anything you have going other than your discovery of your own ability to manage your own shit.
May the Most High bless you with the wisdom and endurance necessary for the reward which comes thru perseverance … the reward which you believe you can just steal. Just take.
Go-oh-oh-oh-olden years …
Run for the shadows ….
Spirit is awesome.
They say, Silence is Golden.
Yes, it is, and after 20 years of the interferers choosing my listening menu, I say RA!!!
And play heavy metal guitar.
The inner child pouts.
And now … Golden Years … Run for the shadows … stuff is happening.
All will be Golden.
Thanks be to the Most High Master and our Divine Family, a Collective of Skillful, Willful, Caring Creators.
Timeline Distribution ~ 1/7/2024
In 1987, I entered the field of work which would become my career. 37 years later I find that a pressman who worked at the same place all those years ago now works for the same company I’m working at again.
This morning he commented on my appearance. He said he noted my weight loss, said I must be the weight I once was all those years ago. Said I was looking good. (He’s married, happily, not flirty at all).
No … I was 115 lbs then. A faulty thyroid had me struggling with weight for many years. I increased to 205 lbs. Now, I’m at 135 lbs and feeling really good.
Sometimes compliments are proper and good, appreciated.
Sometimes compliments aren’t appreciated, because it comes with an energetic or physical “pawing”, some sort of “need” another wants me to fill.
Oh the whoa.
Thanks be to the Most High and our Collective Family of Skillful, Willful, expertise.
I am grateful for health, for spiritual wealth, my new life, and those who will walk the path with me.
In a good way, let it be.
Aho.
Do you have:
Your candles ready?
The Coleman stove.
Canisters of propane.
Lamps and lamp oil.
A heat source?
Wind up flashlight /radio.
Food supplies.
Fill your water jugs.
Get the animal feed.
Please add to the list. I have no idea what I’m preparing for.
Load the weapons?
Pray, meditate, fast?
I suppose my best prep is simply to be at peace inside, open to accept whatever this astronomical shift will be.
Thank you Spirit, thank you to my King, for walking this path with me, gratitude to the Most High for another day of breathing. Aho.
When the energy rises in body, when the arms and armpits are tingling, put all 5 fingertips together and sit with it while it is transmuted. It’s an amazing and effective harmonizer. Take your shoes off, and keep the tip of the tongue on the roof of the mouth.
You’re either integrating higher frequencies, receiving an unwanted load, or someone is trying to pull forth and harvest your energy so they can use it for nefarious deeds.
Protect your essence and energetic signature.
https://www.easyayurveda.com/2019/12/12/hakini-mudra/
They broke your heart, did the utmost to destroy you. You extracted yourself. Now their life is falling apart. They say they’ve learned their lesson. Want to return.
We don’t go backward. Grateful folks are learning their lessons, but if they’re going backward, they’re asking to repeat a cycle.
Growth comes from forward momentum.
Not regressive return to trauma, thinking it’s “fixed”.
Sometimes the “reason” folks come together is a “lesson” … not a “lifetime”.
Release.
“Ritual” helps set intention in the mind, in one’s essence. Dressing one’s self in intention isn’t scary, it’s helpful, and sacred.
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