Years ago during the onset of spiritual battle, I still smoked. There was a spirit of a boy who would plead with me not to smoke. He would say, “Please don’t smoke! You’re so beautiful!” It took me a whole year before I was able to let that habit go … 26 years after starting, approved by mother at age 11.
Last night I took a puff off one of those vape pens. It tasted chemical. My lungs burned. It hurt to take the next breath.
I thought about the energy of the heart chakra. I thought about the heaviness that had just been planted over my heart, this “cloud cover” of smoke.
I thought about energy. I thought about this heart space being absolutely covered in this tar, this smoke … the heart doesn’t “shine” like it should …
Spirit has difficulty “seeing” the shining ones, they are covered in this filth. Now, cannabis legalized, even more people are “covering” themselves.
It is my hope that this awareness has brought light to the truth of these coverings, placed upon the light, the energy systems of our brothers and sisters … manipulated into thinking, no harm no fowl.
Tinctures and lozenges are probably the wisest way to utilize, or juicing the leaves. Smoking … protect your energies … let God see you….
These photos show the “physical” result, but what does it look like in the spirit? Probably just as bad.
Unfortunately, all the toxins in the foods, the injectable toxins, they all are formulated to dim the light of Gods children so he won’t recognize them.
I know quitting smoking is difficult. I also know the spirits of envy who make it very tempting, convincing it is “medicine”. And it is. Utilized responsibly.
May the Most High see through these manipulations and illusions, freeing His children! Amen!
“Power, Petey. I want to rule. Like my spiritual predecessors. But I’m luckier than they were. I inherited the fruit of their efforts and I shall be the one who’ll see the great dream made real. I see it all around me today. I recognise it. I don’t like it. I didn’t expect to like it. Enjoyment is not my destiny. I shall find such satisfaction as my capacity permits. I shall rule.”
“Whom…?”
“You. The world. It’s only a matter of discovering the lever. If you learn how to rule one single man’s soul, you can get the rest of mankind. It’s the soul, Peter, the soul. Not whips or swords or fire or guns. That’s why the Caesars, the attilas, the Napoleons were fools and did not last. We will. The soul, Peter, is that which can’t be ruled. It must be broken. Drive a wedge in, get your fingers on it – and the man is yours. You won’t need a whip – he’ll bring it to you and ask to be whipped. Set him in reverse – and his own mechanism will do your work for you. Use him against himself. Want to know how it’s done? See if I ever lied to you. See if you haven’t heard all this for years, but didn’t want to hear, and the fault is yours, not mine.
There are many ways. Here’s one. Make man feel small. Make him feel guilty. Kill his aspiration and his integrity. That’s difficult. The worst among you gropes for an idol in his own twisted way. Kill integrity by internal corruption. Use it against himself. Direct it towards a goal destructive of all integrity. Preach selflessness. Tell man that altruism is the ideal. Not a single one has ever reached it and not a single one ever will. His every living instinct screams against it. But don’t you see what you accomplish ? Man realises that he’s incapable of what he’s accepted as the noblest virtue – and it gives him a sense of guilt, of sin, of his own basic unworthiness. Since the supreme ideal is beyond his grasp, he gives up eventually all ideals, all aspiration, all sense of his personal value. He feels himself obliged to preach what he can’t practice. But one can’t be good halfway or honest approximately. To preserve one’s integrity is a hard battle. Why preserve that which one knows to be corrupt already? His soul gives up its self respect. You’ve got him. He’ll obey. He’ll be glad to obey – because he can’t trust himself, he feels uncertain, he feels unclean. That’s one way.
Here’s another. Kill man’s sense of values. Kill his capacity to recognise greatness or to achieve it. Great men can’t be ruled. We don’t want any great men. Don’t deny conception of greatness. Destroy it from within. The great is the rare, the difficult, the exceptional. Set up standards of achievement open to all, to the least, to the most inept – and you stop the impetus to effort in men, great or small. You stop all incentive to improvement, to excellence, to perfection. Laugh at Roark and hold Peter Keating as a great architect. You’ve destroyed architecture. Build Lois Cook and you’ve destroyed literature. Hail Ike and you’ve destroyed the theatre. Glorify Lancelot Clankey and you’ve destroyed the press. Don’t set out to raze all shrines – you’ll frighten men, Enshrine mediocrity – and the shrines are razed.
Then there’s another way. Kill by laughter. Laughter is an instrument of human joy. Learn to use it as a weapon of destruction. Turn it into a sneer. It’s simple. Tell them to laugh at everything. Tell them that a sense of humour is an unlimited virtue. Don’t let anything remain sacred in a man’s soul – and his soul won’t be sacred to him. Kill reverence and you’ve killed the hero in man. One doesn’t reverence with a giggle. He’ll obey and he’ll set no limits to obedience – anything goes – nothing is too serious.
Here’s another way. This is most important. Don’t allow men to be happy. Happiness is self-contained and self-sufficient. Happy men have no time and no use for you. Happy men are free men. So kill their joy in living. Take away from them what they want. Make them think that the mere thought of a personal desire is evil. Bring them to a state where saying ‘I want’ is no longer a natural right, but a shameful admission. Altruism is of great help in this. Unhappy men will come to you. They’ll need you. They’ll come for consolation, for support, for escape. Nature allows no vacuum. Empty man’s soul – and the space is yours to fill.
I don’t see why you should look so shocked, Peter. This is the oldest one of all. Look back at history. Look at any great system of ethics, from the Orient up. Didn’t they all preach the sacrifice of personal joy ? Under all the complications of verbiage, haven’t they all had a single leitmotif: sacrifice, renunciation, self-denial ? Haven’t you been able to catch their theme song – ‘Give up, give up, give up, give up’ ? Look at the moral atmosphere of today. Everything enjoyable, from cigarettes to sex to ambition to the profit motive, is considered depraved or sinful. Just prove that a thing makes men happy and you’ve damned it. That’s how far we’ve come. We’ve tied happiness to guilt. And we’ve got mankind by the throat.
Throw your first born into a sacrificial furnace – lie on a bed of nails – go into the desert to mortify the flesh – don’t dance – don’t go to the movies on Sunday – don’t try to get rich – don’t smoke – don’t drink. It’s all the same line. The great line. Fools don’t think that taboos of this nature are just nonsense. Something left over, old-fashioned. But there’s always a purpose in nonsense. Don’t bother to examine a folly – ask yourself only what it accomplishes. Every system of ethics that preached sacrifice grew into a world power and ruled millions of men.
Of course, you must dress them up. You must tell people they’ll achieve a superior kind of happiness by giving up everything that makes them happy. You don’t have to be too clear about it. Use big vague words. ‘Universal Harmony’ – ‘Eternal Spirit’ – ‘Divine Purpose’ – ‘Nirvana’ – ‘Paradise’ – ‘Racial Supremacy’ – ‘the Dictatorship of the Proletariat.’ Internal corruption, Peter. That’s the oldest one of all. The farce has been going on for centuries and men still fall for it.
Yet the test should be so simple: just listen to any prophet and if you hear him speak of sacrifice – run. Run faster than from a plague. It stands to reason that where there’s sacrifice, there’s someone collecting sacrificial offerings. Where there’s service, there’s someone being served. The man who speaks to you of sacrifice, speaks of slaves and masters. And intends to be the master. But if you ever hear a man telling you that you must be happy, that it’s your natural right, that your first duty is to yourself – that will be the man who has nothing to gain from you. But let him come and you’ll scream your empty heads off, howling that he’s a selfish monster. So the racket is safe for many, many centuries.
But here you might have noticed something. I said, ‘It stands to reason’. Do you see ? Men have a weapon against you. Reason. So you must be very sure to take it away from them. Cut the props from under it. But be careful. Don’t deny outright. Never deny anything outright, you give your hand away. Don’t say reason is evil – though some have gone that far and with astonishing success. Just say that reason is limited. That there’s something above it. What ? You don’t have to be too clear about it either. The field’s inexhaustible. ‘Instinct’ – ‘Feeling’ – ‘Revelation’ – ‘Divine Intuition’ – ‘Dialectic Materialism’. If you get caught at some crucial point and somebody tells you that your doctrine doesn’t make sense – you’re ready for him. You tell him there’s something above sense. That here he must not try to think, he must feel. He must believe. Suspend reason and you play it deuces wild. Anything goes in any manner you wish whenever you need it. You’ve got him. Can you rule a thinking man ? We don’t want any thinking men.”
Keating had sat down on the floor, by the side of the dresser. He did not want to abandon the dresser; he felt safer, leaning against it.
“Peter, you’ve heard all this. You’ve seen me practising it for ten years. You see it being practised all over the world. Why are you disgusted ? You have no right to sit there and stare at me with the virtuous superiority of being shocked. You’re in on it. You’ve taken your share and you’ve got to go along. You’re afraid to see where it’s leading. I’m not. I’ll tell you.
The world of the future. The world I want. A world of obedience and of unity. A world where the thought of each man will not be his own, but an attempt to guess the thought of the next neighbour who’ll have no thought – and so on, Peter, around the globe. Since all must agree with all. A world where no man will hold a desire for himself, but will direct all his efforts to satisfy the desires of his neighbour who’ll have no desires except to satisfy the desires of the next neighbour, who’ll have no desires – around the globe, Peter. Since all must serve all. A world in which man will not work for so innocent an incentive as money, but for that headless monster – prestige. The approval of his fellows – their good opinion – the opinion of men who’ll be allowed to hold no opinion. An octopus, all tentacles and no brain.
Judgement, Peter ! Not judgement, but public polls. An average drawn upon zeroes – since no individuality will be permitted. A world with its motor cut off and a single heart, pumped by hand. My hand – and the hands of a few, a very few other men like me. Those who know what makes you tick – you great, wonderful average, you who have not risen in fury when we called you the average, the little, the common, you who’ve liked and accepted these names. You’ll sit enthroned and enshrined, you, the little people, the absolute ruler to make all past rulers squirm with envy, the absolute, the unlimited, God and Prophet and King combined. Vox populi. The average, the common, the general.
Do you know the proper antonym for Ego ? Bromide, Peter. The rule of the bromide. But even the trite has to be organised by someone at some time. We’ll do the organising. Vox dei. We’ll enjoy unlimited submission – from men who’ve learned nothing except to submit. We’ll call it ‘to serve’. We’ll give out medals for service. You’ll fall over one another in a scramble to see who can submit better and more. There will be no other distinction to seek. No other form of personal achievement.
Can you see Howard Roark in this picture ? No ? Then don’t waste time on foolish questions. Everything that can’t be ruled, must go. And if freaks persist in being born occasionally, they will not survive beyond their twelfth year. When their brain begins to function, it will feel the pressure and it will explode. The pressure gauged to a vacuum. Do you know the fate of deep-sea creatures brought out to sunlight? So much for future Roarks. The rest of you will smile and obey. Have you noticed that the imbecile always smiles ? Man’s first frown is the first touch of God on his forehead. The touch of thought. But we’ll have neither God nor thought. Only voting by smiles. Automatic levers – all saying yes…
Now if you were a little more intelligent, you’d ask: What of us, the rulers ? What of me, Ellsworth Monkton Toohey ? And I’d say, Yes, you’re right. I’ll achieve no more than you will. I’ll have no purpose save to keep you contended. To lie, to flatter you, to praise you, to inflate your vanity. To make speeches about the people and the common good. Peter, my poor old friend, I’m the most selfless man you’ve ever known. I have less independence than you, whom I just forced to sell your soul. You’ve used people at least for the sake of what you could get from them for yourself. I want nothing for myself. I use people for the sake of what I can do to them. It’s my only function and satisfaction. I have no private purpose. I want power. I want my world of the future. Let all live for all. Let all sacrifice and none profit. Let all suffer and none enjoy. Let progress stop. Let all stagnate. There’s equality in stagnation. All subjugated to the will of all. Universal slavery – without even the dignity of a master. Slavery to slavery. A great circle – and a total equality. The world of the future.”
“Ellsworth… you’re…”
“Insane ? Afraid to say it ? There you sit and the world’s written all over you, your last hope. Insane ? Look around you. Pick up any newspaper and read the headlines. Isn’t it coming ? Isn’t it here ? Every single thing I told you ? Isn’t Europe swallowed already and we’re stumbling on to follow ? Everything I said is contained in a single word – collectivism. And isn’t that the god of our century. To act together. To think – together. To feel – together. To unite, to agree, to obey. To obey, to serve, to sacrifice. Divide and conquer – first. But then, unite and rule. We’ve discovered that one last. Remember the Roman Emperor who said he wished humanity had a single neck so he could cut it ? People have laughed at him for centuries. But we’ll have the last laugh. We’ve accomplished what he couldn’t accomplish. We’ve taught men to unite. This makes one neck ready for one leash. We found the magic word. Collectivism.
Look at Europe, you fool. Can’t you see past the guff and recognise the essence ? One country is dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the collective is all. The individual held as evil, the mass – as God. No motive and no virtue permitted – except that of service to the proletariat.
That’s one version. Here’s another. A country dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the State is all. The individual held as evil, the race – as God. No motive and no virtue permitted – except that of service to the race. Am I raving or is this the harsh reality of two continents already ? If you’re sick of one version, we push you in the other. We’ve fixed the coin. Heads – collectivism. Tails – collectivism. Give up your soul to a council – or give it up to a leader. But give it up, give it up, give it up. Offer poison as food and poison as antidote. Go fancy on the trimmings, but hang on to the main objective. Give the fools a chance, let them have their fun – but don’t forget the only purpose you have to accomplish. Kill the individual. Kill man’s soul. The rest will follow automatically.”
(Ellsworth Toohey, speaking to Peter Keating in “The Fountainhead”)
It seems everyone I’ve ever encountered, including many members of my family, are narcissists. A lifetime of being gaslit, minimized, guilt tripped … mind-f-d.
It has indeed felt like a battle for the soul, standing firm for my personal heart-song while everyone around me wanted to squash it, rewrite it, and call it love … they know best for you. You’re broken, don’t you know?
3D relationships are personalities covered in various spirits. Probably ignorant of this, for the most part. They’ll insist we need fixing, that our understanding “isn’t real”.
As much as we love others, secretly, they are being used to destroy our personal, mental and emotional foundations.
It isn’t “personal”. It’s Divine. See bigger … it’s not the “person”. It’s the “spirits” attached to them. You’ll be called every fowl name in the book for standing up for yourself, your heart song.
You’ll be seen as thee most selfish human in the world. How dare you be autonomous!!!
I now believe those who had great potential to change this matrix were placed in narcissistic family situations and homes, facing a lot of mental manipulations, a lifetime of trauma, in an attempt to tangle their consciousness, so badly so, they wouldn’t ever rise.
Yes. This is a battle for the soul, the essence of the higher … those who have ability to generate powerful chakra energy. Batteries.
Powerful In love … or Pain.
This knowing changes everything.
“If you learn how to rule one single man’s soul, you can get the rest of mankind. It’s the soul, Peter, the soul. Not whips or swords or fire or guns. That’s why the Caesars, the Attilas, the Napoleons were fools and did not last. We will. The soul, Peter, is that which can’t be ruled. It must be broken. Drive a wedge in, get your fingers on it – and the man is yours. You won’t need a whip – he’ll bring it to you and ask to be whipped. Set him in reverse – and his own mechanism will do your work for you. Use him against himself. Want to know how it’s done? See if I ever lied to you. See if you haven’t heard all this for years, but didn’t want to hear, and the fault is yours, not mine.”
I woke several times in the night Saturday to record dreamy messages. I listened to it yesterday after church and want to share a portion of it.
Apparently “they’ve” been siphoning energy from the golden eggs. I took this to mean the sacred energies of the feminine portals and the life they birth/create.
I also recorded that all vitality stolen, and all that had been manifested using that energy, will be purified and returned to their source.
(I have omitted a visual showing me the binding of perpetrators and their symbols because I don’t want to interfere in the success of the strategy).
Oh my God ……
Heavenly Fathers family, they birth their children into the golden eggs. Then the child in that egg is birthed through the human female into this realm The Jack wagons were siphoning the energies from the children of God while they rested in their golden eggs … literally, the children of Gods family.
When they are birthed, they have no memory, they are weak, fragile, and disconnected from their true “parents”.
All the chaos you see in the world right now is just a projection of the collective mind.
The controllers fill the mind with “entertainment” splitting the consciousness to all 4 directions of the worlds (news: north, south, east, west) and fragments the mental energy. Wrapped in the emotion of horror, it amplifies and creates the chaos, the “controllers” want you to manifest, through YOUR awareness. Directed by the mind of humanity.
Stop feeding into the beast. Stop allowing the beast to feed into you, dragging your mind, here there and everywhere but where it should be.
Stay centered. Focus. Balance.
She ain’t wrong.
The News manipulates you. So does social media. So do movies. Don’t manifest for [Them] -manifest for WE the people. pic.twitter.com/0nkwxa00DS
I dreamed I was killed last night. They dragged a hot blade from my throat to my sternum. I woke, it was a little uncomfortable, difficult to catch a breath. It’s not the first time they did this to me. I meditated with tourmaline and selenite until I fell back asleep.
I am wondering how my higher self, my King my God, and Heavenly Father will handle this. I’m out in that regard. All I do is facilitate space for others to show their truest selves, often they do so with great exuberance.
I’ve been a little funky today, my heart chakra aching … and I wonder if I died. It’s happened before …. I’m not too sure they can take the life my King gifted me the last time they took my life and I jumped timelines.
Spirit has been playing the lyrics from this song all day in mind. I am grateful for my beloved brothers and sisters of the unseen who try to uplift my mind and heart when another has hurt me.
I love my Divine Family. I am grateful for this front row seat. Looking forward to seeing the response. Justice …
It’s a beautiful day
Ay, oh, no, no, hmm (One, two, three, oh)
You’re tired of hanging around Waiting for life to come to you So tired, it’s getting you down Miss the fun that used to be in you I know that most of it is probably not your fault But, I ain’t giving up, no way No, I ain’t giving up, no way, no way
Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day (hey) It’s a beautiful day (hey) Oh, yeah
I know there’s gonna be days When it’s gonna be hard for you Let’s go, ’cause I know a place (know a place) That I really wanna show you You say you just won’t run And I’m wasting my time But, I ain’t giving up, no way No, I ain’t giving up, no way, no way
Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day (hey) It’s a beautiful day (hey) A beautiful day It’s a beautiful day (hey) A beautiful day
And when you give in, let it shine And don’t you let them change our story Oh, can you see it? I’m here for you If I fall, I will fall, pick you up from the ground, and I say
Oh, oh Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh It’s a beautiful day (hey) Oh, yeah (hey) A beautiful day Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah Oh, no, no, no Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah
The soulless entities favorite energy food is pain, anger, shame … contracting with a soulless entity leads to suffering for the Divine Soul.
Sexual dreams have a lot to do with bindings to a soulless being. The soulless are seeking a “contract” with someone who has potent sexual energy. It’s what they use to generate mutations from, the lower chakras energy. They put blocks on the higher chakras because that energy is too pure, too potent for them. It’s a losing situation for the Soul. A painful fall for the Divine. Sexual dreams aren’t necessarily with “soul” mates. They are parasites, tasting the essence.
During the sleep state, some unseen nefarious beings are running chaotic energy through the bioforms of humanity. If your sleep is restless, if you wake agitated, this is a potential.
Keep tourmaline by your bed. Last night they tried to run that same energy through me again as the previous night. I put tourmaline in my armpits avowing they wouldn’t do that again. The chaotic energy flow stopped.
Today, I have them in my bra. Please know, this is an attack, meant to disrupt our life, our ability to care for self.
If they can make us wear this energy, then we are seen as such.
We must continue extreme energetic cleansing practices now.
If you become agitated as I did, if it caused a commotion and disruption, please use it as a catalyst for positive change.
Don’t accept the adversary’s of this world vile energy as your own. They trade….. they put theirs on us, and then wear our love light, as tho it belongs to them.
It all happens unseen.
Often, in the physical, perception is blurred by emotion influenced by the adversary’s implanted chaos energy.
The battle is bigger than folks understand. Much more important than a silly job.
In a wood stove, the flame folds up and over the logs. It doesn’t burn like a fireplace fire, it’s a low, rolling flame. After the initial flame, it becomes a lower flame still, more of a smolder.
At bedtime, a big piece of hardwood goes on. It is so dry that when it touches down on the coals it flames up, right away. Maybe even over-flame!
Are we a smoldering type? Have we been percolating in the wood stove, having the flames of chaos roll over us, sometimes licking it’s flaming tongue over our minds, hearts, and resting in the solar plexus, churning, causing upset and anxiety.
What kind of fuel will it take to cause humanity to go full flame? It seems to me we all are full of some hot coals, blowing steam and hot air. Will we ignite? Or will we smolder, and fade?
There are people trying to sell you Trump as Christ in flesh.
If you don’t know your chakra systems makes you, humans, Christ in flesh, then you’ll continue worshipping someone outside yourselves.
Sorry, a body jumping fallen Angel is NOT Christ, he only wears the suit once he kicks out it’s owner. They’re called walk-ins.
Thieves and vultures aren’t gods.
It’s sad.
There are plenty of “people” w/o it, this chakra energy system, connection to the Higher Realms. (Clones). The majority of “human-like” bodies on planet now are NOT actual Divine Human.