All posts tagged Judgement

The Decree Has Been Made

Published May 14, 2022 by tindertender

In “dream” state I saw myself dressed in a green short sleeved shirt tucked into my red wrap around skirt, the outfit I wear often to our clan gatherings. A small version of adult me in this dress was standing next to a very large version of me in this dress. I think my higher self must be merging with my present condition.

Upon having this vision, I realize that even a tiny fraction of who I really am is capable of withstanding the challenge of violations in this realm. I believe this is so for all HUmans.

My prayer is that they, too, will come to the understanding that they are operating on a “fraction” of their higher, and in actuality, they possess mightiness.

We are here.
We are witness.
We maintain connection with the higher.
This realm benefits.

As I continue to ponder this, I consider the smaller to be my purity in this realm, the larger to be my higher witness of the experiences gone thru and witnessed while here. We were facing someone … a very large, seated being. I observed thru the lense of “dreaming”.

Upon waking I received message, “They’ll get what they deserve.”

Super exciting!!

Hands raised … “Thank you for this opportunity to serve, my King.”

Message delivered, message received.

And now I finally understand that it was my higher, purposefully walking into the extreme challenges of violators. It was a training for these final moments. I’ll tell you, the Divine are Master manipulators. Yes they sometimes get caught in snares, but now I’m not entirely certain this too isn’t intentional.

Who Is Santa Claus?

Published December 15, 2020 by tindertender

You better watch out
You better not cry
Better not pout
I’m telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town
He’s making a list
And checking it twice;
Gonna find out Who’s naughty and nice
Santa Claus is coming to town
He sees you when you’re sleeping
He knows when you’re awake
He knows if you’ve been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake!
O! You better watch out!
You better not cry
Better not pout
I’m telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town

Every word of this is true.

Santa … Satan … from Saturn (I believe) … is here now.

All beings are being brought to life … the light is shining into each and every one, revealing all the hidden things in mind, in heart.

Yes, he’s making a list … everything you think and do is being recorded, and we’ll all receive our lot. Now, as far as choosing your lot … you can choose to be subservient, you can calm the heck down and just go with the flow … or you can rage.

What does a river do? It flows … even in winter, as it rages and tears trees from the banks. In one season easy and nice, in the next violent and cold.

Neither here nor there.

The past is also present in this list. Every memory you have is being looked at thoroughly as it is called into your consciousness for review. You know it … you’ve been looking at many memories lately, feeling them fully, before releasing them for the observation of the next … and the next.

In this world there are two factions, seeking favorable scenarios for dominance … all while the oblivious human rides the flow of those creating waves. You thought they were your waves … haha … every experience was and is carefully planned. You’ll be told it was you who planned it, you’ll be expected to shoulder responsibility for everything that happened to you … all the while the invisible ones whisper in one ear, and then the other.

The human mind is malleable … for the most part. Easily hypnotized and steered this direction or that. The emotions and desires are used to manipulate the heart of mankind. There is technology which can, and does, implant thought forms into the mind. It is so sophisticated it will utilize your own voice in your head, and you’ll believe it to be your own thought. Confusion can set in when these thoughts do not resonate with our heart … its called heartache. And it comes in many forms.

Through television, radio, commercials (ugh), billboards, the newspapers … all of these hook the mind and pull it here and there. People are told who is pretty, and what features must be present in order to be called pretty, what you ought to purchase with your hard earned money, what styles you should wear, even the diet you should follow …. steering the mind … relentlessly.

Competition … to be what the other is, to out do them in some way, to be better than … when all one need do is work toward being better than Self was the day prior. If there is competition, it ought to be with self … reformatting habitual patterns, relying on the innermost portion of self to let us know when we get it right, and can move on up, ever upward.

Regardless … there really is only one way to possess control … that is of controlling the self. Yes, situations arise which we abhor and would like to walk out on, yet we must work it out, or blow it up … one or the other. It’s an internal thing.

There are many powerful forces outside of self pulling strings, causing catastrophe, pushing reset … and all we can really do is flow with it, and try to stay calm, hopefully, with love in the heart and mind, despite the intentional chaos brought our way.



Odu Ifa: Divine Verses

Published December 11, 2020 by tindertender

Chapter X11: 43-55

43. For you nothing is sacred, nothing profane, nothing is dangerous, nothing safe.

44. You are the embodiment of power itself, from whom all others must generate energy.

45. You are the heart of the fire, forever warm.

46. You shall keep the others ignited.

47. You are the bearer of ase, the supreme veto.

48. Whatever you wish to be done must be done.

49. Whatever you ignore must stay shunned.

50. To you must come anyone who desires or aspires, for without your consent is nothing done.

51. You, the center, are also the margin. The light, you are also the shadow.

52. The master, you are also servant of all and sundry who beseech you for favors and quests.

53. From gods and goddesses to mere paupers will seek you out on a constant basis, and you will attend to each according to the goodness of his or her person.

54. The wicked you will treat without mercy and the good person will receive your favor.

55. To each you will cast his or her lot, without fear, without favor or without fervor.


Published September 2, 2020 by tindertender

People tend to believe they are expert on a subject because they have a few pieces of the puzzle, failing to realize the puzzle is much more that their collection of ‘pieces’.

Expansion is needed to gain understanding.

The more people deny the validity of others, the more blockages they provide their own selves in the needed expansion.

They hinder their own progress by making small others experiences and knowledge gained, refusing to see it for its contribution to the whole, the bigger picture.

One cannot force another to see and understand on a larger scale.

It is possible tho, for the uniformed to attempt to belittle others for their truth, attempting to deflate it, to make it small, to say it isn’t important to the whole.

These ones participate in the degradation and not the expansion.

Attempting to, even if unconscious of it, weaken the one in battle, rather than empowering them.

Don’t be that person.

Be the Eagle.

The battle is real.

It does not end where the ‘physical’ resides.


Published July 8, 2020 by tindertender

Question: Is murder a crime in God’s sight?

Answer: Yes, a great crime. For he who takes the life of his fellow creature cuts short a life of expiation or mission. Therein is the evil.

Question: Is there always the same degree of guilt in murder?

Answer: We have already said, ‘God is just.’ He judges the intention rather than the deed.

Question: Does God excuse murder in cases of self-defense?

Answer: A true necessity alone can serve as an excuse. However, if one can save one’s life without having to take that of the aggressor, one must do so.

Question: Is man culpable for the murders he commits during war?

Answer: Not when compelled by the force of circumstance. But he is responsible for the cruelties he commits. Similarly, his acts of compassion will also be taken into account.

Question: Which one is a more serious crime in the eyes of God, parricide or infanticide?

Answer: They are equally serious, for all crime is crime.

Question: Why is infanticide a custom endorsed by the legislation of certain nations that are already intellectually advanced?

Answer: Intellectual development does not necessarily go hand-in-hand with moral development. A spirit of superior intelligence may be evil, if he has lived many lives developing his intellect but without purifying his soul: all he has acquired is knowledge.

The Spirits’ Book by Allen Kardec, Chapter 6, Part 4, 746 – 751

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Published June 28, 2020 by tindertender

Many men prefer girls in their life. They are focused on the physical form, the attractiveness. They are unconcerned with her character in the beginning, for it is her physical condition that speaks to his hormones, revving up his testosterone output.

He cannot think straight.

And often times, he lacks the necessary mindset to recognize the value of a woman.

Woman, stomach stretched from child bearing, breast flattened, not as plump as they once were. Her body stretches in life, and shrinks, reshaping itself into new form.

Man …

He ridicules her belly, her weight. He tells her other women (girls) are better looking, more ‘natural’ blind to the fact that what happens to the crone is purely natural.

He accepts a portion of this reality and rejects the rest.

Never satisfied.

And consistently reminding the woman she should also never be satisfied with herself.

That she should always work specifically to regain momentum in his pants, in his lust.

Women …

We tire of playing the masculine testosterone game.

He cannot see a woman, all he sees is form.

There is no depth to him.

He is shallow.

As he uses the ‘girl’, wasting her time in his lust, time she could be available for the one who DOES see her value.

Selfish men who cannot think with anything other than their penis ought have no say in what a women should be thinking of self.

He holds no value for experience, does not see her worth, and wants to convince her she lacks merit.

Leave him behind.

He lacks the integrity needed to create harmony in this world.

And sometimes, being alone is the greatest blessing.

Fortunately, there ARE a few men who have awareness of the crone and embrace her unique strengths, only gained through living … a long time … hahahahaha.

The key is becoming aware of HIM.

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