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Charming Abuser

Published December 7, 2020 by tindertender

Anyone who has been involved in an abusive relationship can tell you that it started out beautifully.

All the right things were said.

They portray that they want your highest good, and even assist you in gaining it.

After time, usually about a year, the real soul begins to show.

They may even warn you about it …

Saying some verbiage, or action may appear unloving, judgmental, or even offensive.

And it will be.

This is how it begins …

They “hook” you by telling you all the things you want to hear. Then they’ll turn on you. Tearing down your foundation so they can reconstruct it as they wish.

They will be all the things they warn you about, all the while saying it is coming from a place of love.

The sugar begins to waver between abuses. The sugar is used just enough to make you believe in the love … abuse, love, abuse, love … keeping you off balance.

The sweetness they lured you with becomes tainted.

You’re “hooked” now.

They’ll drag you around, tearing you down, and insist there is a loving reason for it all.

They’ll attempt to reformat your mind, your way of being.

They’ll re-create you … to their liking.

All you must do is cede your Will.

Be subservient.

Take on their instruction as tho they are lord.

Question them?

You’ll get a verbal lashing at the least.

A physical beating, and sometimes worse, also … if they are able.

It’s manipulation in the highest.

A common trait among many.

Be aware.

There are some on these social media sites who have been pumping you up, making you think you have power … and now, as I observe, some are entering the “tear you down” phase. They’ve even warned you about it.

Manipulation in the finest.

Although I’d like to save you the pain of it, the torment of having your mind reformatted, I cannot.

This is an observation and choice you must make on your own.

All I can do is spell it out, so you’ll have something to base your intuition on when it starts to feel quite ugly.

It feels ugly because it is.

Drop these ones like a hot potato.

If they “build” you, they can “claim” you.

Stand in your own authority.

Leave these ones behind.

They all have an agenda.

And it is NOT your highest interest …

It is theirs.

Many of these ‘gurus’ on social media are channelers. They receive a certain message, and they push it onto the public. They are the messengers. Obeying their instruction. Requesting you do the same.

They may receive a seat at the table if they get enough to follow the message.

It’s a hierarchy. They are striving to move on up, by getting followers, by becoming your ‘leader’.

Many of these messages nowadays are coming from non-human entities.

Working to format your internal hardware, rewire it to their liking.

Choose your path.

Exercise your Will.

Stand in your Sovereignty.

Leave them to play the game by themselves.

It’s about collecting souls.

Those who obey, and those who rebel.

The categorization is taking place now.

Protect your Mind, Spirit and Soul.

Don’t give these manipulators control over your mind.

The occult have their puppets in the open, working to snare you …

And making you think you deserve it.

Out of love.

Opinions and Intuition

Published December 2, 2020 by tindertender

Who is right and who is wrong?

No one ……

ALL are right, from their own unique perspective.

To be an undesirable …. a privilege?
Casting opinion of self based on another’s perception is not wise.

Molding ones character to what another deems best for us is not honoring self …. we cannot please every person or entity who says we ought to be this or that.

We’ve been given “senses” for a purpose. True, most have been on hyperdrive sense-wise. But to completely go to the other pole, to release any and all sensitivity in favor of ‘acceptance’ is being a traitor to the God/dess within.

Honoring self means accepting self in all of its forms – not shifting self based on what another says is right, or in error.

If it doesn’t FEEL like Love, then it may not be, at least in the ‘moment’..

Even relationships (as in familial) which are abusive can be labeled as unloving … yet love lives in the heart still, in most cases.

To love from a distance is sometimes necessary for self-care.

Life itself is passion … passion for love and everything that brings love. Intuition is ours for recognizing that which is not of love. If it asks that you be ‘neutral’, it is asking you to release your passion and just accept w/o question what is saying those who suffer brought it upon themselves. Sometimes true … shifting ‘blame’ is an abusers technique.

To accept abusive behavior from another who professes “tough love’ and ‘it’s for your own good’ is not healthy placement of personal boundaries.

We never have to accept what another states is for our ‘best interest’ … intuition states very well for self what the ‘best’ may be in any given moment.

Hive Mind, or self-sovereignty? Honoring our individuality, or sacrificing everything we have become to mold into that which others think we ought to be? To give away our very soul and be at the mercy of the ‘owner’?

Ugh …

The Kingdom of God is Within You

Published December 2, 2020 by tindertender

We are in a psychic war.

Many are unsuspecting.

Giving away access to their minds.

Channeling and thru mediumship, thru partying and any form of lowering of guard.

Those against us, once access is gained to our mind, view our dream state … the human dream state.

They must be human … they are very strict about this.

Some not so nice fellas want access to the Kingdom of God … that which is within you, within WE.

This is all kingdoms that we have access to, all places, in all dimensions.

The Kingdom of God … that the Human mind has access to, that which might be the race, the creation and creators that actually hold it all together, safeguarding the life therein.

When the infiltrators do this accessing … they eventually can ‘infiltrate’ all levels of a mind on a planet and planetary systems.

It might not be that they have all the technology … it might be that they require the human “organic portal” to get to some of these places.

This is what they are after.

The Organic Portals.

The WE that are holding these levels together.

It is wise to end habitual patterns that weaken the auric field … drinking, smoking, drug use. These things simply leave one open for infiltration.

Is it a wonder that liquor and now cannabis are legal while many harder drugs have been decriminalized?

It should not be. It’s a plan.

This, is the harvest.

It may be too late for me, and others.

I woke with an audience who had been observing my astral travels. One very strong sounding aspect of the masculine stated, “She’s like the last one”.

They remember these travels that I have forgotten pretty much right after I woke … they faded for me, but the audience recollects it all.

Transmutation

Published December 1, 2020 by tindertender

Jesus said the Light of the body is the eye: If therefore thy eye be single the whole Body will be filled with Light. Your Upper Room prayer closet is now prepared. Jesus said The Kingdom of Heaven is within you. And when you pray ask God for nothing… FOR YOUR FATHER which is IN HEAVEN (Upper Room, Light) knows what you need BEFORE you ask. So Jesus is in you as Love Consciousness to others. God is in you as the Tablet of the Law of Love in Service. The Kingdom of Heaven is in you. It is written.

Spiritual Ascension is not leaving your body, it is staying in balance because you have the surety of the Word. In that knowing that all things work to the good for those who love God, which is in you, and do his will, meditate.

Ascension into Heaven (IN YOU) prepares us for the death of the body being made ready for the Spirit World in the Life Hereafter. So no, Heaven is not coming 1221, neither is Jesus. They are already here. What is coming is the …shift in Love Heart Center Consciousness to others.

To be made ready for the Spirit World in the Life Hereafter, our Blood–Water–Carbon Bodies are Transformed in Spiritual Alchemy. The Life hereafter is Crystalline Based.

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I’ve been called “IT” many times, how about you?

Source: @BearerS_word; https://twitter.com/BearerS_word/status/1333905455249313794?s=20
and
https://www.globalgreyebooks.com/wonders-of-the-human-body-ebook.html

Sound Bath

Published December 1, 2020 by tindertender

I had a listen, and at the end of it all my lids felt like rugs for my eyes, so relaxing.

I like to listen to the singing bowls after a 30 minute OM chant to get my cellular structure dancing.

Grateful

Published December 1, 2020 by tindertender

I woke with the sound of suffering in my head once again.

I am grateful that the “powers that be” quieted it for me, bringing silence.

It is difficult being connected to differing realms.

The mind, spirit and entire perceptive process changes through time.

Perhaps one day, time will cease to be,

And we’ll all just BE together.

When time ceases to exist | Poetry | Lockdown life

Questions and Realization

Published November 26, 2020 by tindertender

What exactly does it mean to exercise ones Will?

I once compared it to being stubborn. Perhaps I still do.

Stubborn Will

I read somewhere that it is possible to transform stubborn Will into skillful Will.

As often as I think of it, it has yet to materialize.

What does one do, after all, to be considered “skillful”?

Would it be better to note that to be a person of skillful will it be required to do what is right and good and healthy despite stubborn Will saying, “I’ll do what I want.”?

What have I learned today?

I learned that somehow in all this mess I have been extremely blessed. By surprise I might add. So much so I purchased matching pendant and earrings for a piedersite (sp?) stone ring I have.

Why did this good fortune befall me today? I wonder.

I purchased an aura photo. Bright yellows all around.

I bought “buy two get two free” bras and panties.

And I still wonder at it all.

I donated a monetary gift in exchange for a light reading and gained knowledge. It was a lovely exchange as always.

I ask myself if I have grown fond of being a walking portal … stubborn, stubborn.

I am told the color red is like a welcome mat for unclean spirits. I have seen evidence that may be true.

Surely I am not the only human being pushing a little here, pulling a little there. Is it beneficial? I cannot say, for although my experience has been for the last many years, the experience in itself is new to me.

Anyhow … red … I now need to paint two red walls green, or another color, in three days. Home Depot is closed so today I sit idle.

My red candle had its wick fall into the wax and it stopped burning.

Now there is an orange one, in a glass jar.

I am just now reminded of being 18 and keeping a journal. I wrote some angry and hurtful things in there “to” the person I was living with. It was found. Tears were shed. I stopped journaling.

When I write, it doesn’t “sound” the same as when I “speak”. Could it be true that simply slowing down to write shows what it would be like if one “thought” before they spoke? And now … “thinking” before one thinks.

Some go on and on about my attitude, and I reply that “attitude” is my dancing partner. Tis true. Since when? That is the question. I think, “Ya, you really going to write all that down?” Ha. 🤯

Really bad dudes. You’re doing something to call them in. I’ve discovered cannabis is a contributor to opening a portal in my mind. Not always a good thing, especially with really bad dudes in the unseen on the prowl.

Paint the walls; sprinkle prayed over and blessed salt water everywhere; stop using thc; eat more greens and less carbs and sugar; stop with the tarot cards; clean up energy fields.

Get “off the wagon” and walk.

54 years of age. I just danced and behaved in such a belligerent fashion I reminded myself of a 15 year old me, without all the stamina, haha … alone in my living room … rebelling against the invisibles …. after using the cannabis plant, one of them said, “Heroin has been decriminalized.” Well, I’ve seen people die from using that … no thank you, Pusherman.

I find it interesting that the invisibles correlate cannabis to heroin.

“I don’t want this one” and invisible said …. good …. I guess I’ve been successful in my endeavor then.

For much of my life I made myself ugly, so few felt comfortable getting too close to me. It seems I flow in and out of this behavior. Even with myself!

I make a list of “wrongs” and then am inclined to grow a list of what is “right” … or a list of gratitude.

Not all things can be balanced … or can they?

Advice to self … Don’t attempt, or try, or hope, or wish … just DO it.

Candle flame = Portal

THC = Portal

Sugar and Carbs = Feeds the Portal occupants

Find King James Version of the Bible, read Psalms and Proverbs

Prep walls for paint

Stop calling them ‘to’ me

Reformat habitual pattern

I’ve got a Love candle … a Love flame flickering in my living room … just don’t stare at the flame dear … I tell myself.

Bringing Some “Light” To a Truth

Published November 24, 2020 by tindertender

SOURCE is ALL-THAT-IS
Ominpresent
Omnipotent
Omniconsciousness

Source is within you and you are within Source

In the Oneness we are many “to experience EVERYTHING” to answer the Question “Who am I”

And now we come to “truth” :

There are many, but their multiplicity is temporary. Inevitably they all come back to oneness. The process, many to become, brings about many experiences. If something has been experienced and felt, then is it is “true” from this point of view.

But in the end this view is given up for another. Then new experiences come and other things come true. That way there are many Truths about multiplicity. But these truths always become inconsistencies, Contain contradictions and an imbalance.

This shows up as discomfort in your Life. Fear, pain and illness are the result. And so it happens that on one certain point of all travel must be started to learn all the truths about Separation and multiplicity in favor of truths about oneness and to give up the “truths of separation and diversity” if true healing shall be achieved. And then it becomes unlikely complex multitudes of truths begin to condense and flow together. The temporary illusions of separation will begin to dissolve, Until finally the illusion is released. Until it is understood again that oneness is the truth.

All was known long before election and all what “happened” is known the longest time – “disclosure” also happened a long time ago – so for whom is this WHOLE SHOW??? And “awakening” is something very different – Source for sure didn`t say “Make America great again” or that interdimensional spiritual beings are in need for Asthars Earth Evacuation project.

But of course, every human decides for him/herself to take part in the show. No judgment – just curiosity…..

Question: what is Asthars Earth Evacuation project ?

Very good question – try to find the answer. If not, I`ll answer it. Ashtar belongs to the Galactic Federation of light – Alliance to the Luciferian/Annunaki/Sirius.

Programming the Illusion – predicting the “future” – it`s all a game…..

https://twitter.com/epigwhisp/status/1330996114938490880?s=20

https://www.thesun.co.uk/fabulous/2149067/the-simpsons-predict-future-coronavirus-donald-trump/

Source: @Karina89350882

The Whole Song

Published November 23, 2020 by tindertender

In the astral, there are certain aspects of masculinity who’ve been taking privilege’s without permission for some time, doing their ‘whateveres’ … I’ve recently discovered that RED is the color of sexual energy … my quilt is a nice bright red. Who knew I had been sleeping under a “welcome mat“.

“Throughout history, Red has been the color of passion, romance, and sexual energy.”

I pulled that sucker off and charged water with salt, held it up and asked Prime Source Creator to also charge it and assist with its protection qualities and proceeded to sprinkled it around my bed, on my bed on the curtains and everywhere I spend the most time, including all 4 corners of each room and their curtains as well … my sofa and my lounge got a healthy dose … and the living room carpet too …. All the while proclaiming that I AM taking back my Power, that any interference at all was no longer wanted or permitted.”

“Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion.”

Thanks be to my current mentor, Ty, @tymajestic, I’m learning about colors, numbers, and psalms and proverbs, even which bible is best for study. I came to a passage in proverbs that really turned me off where a woman was spoken of as ‘property’… and stopped reading. He suggested the king James Version. I will buy it and try again ….

Ty has called the Psalms and Proverbs “The Plan”

In my current situation, which has gone on quite long enough, I am going to switch up the color of my wardrobe, removing colors such as brown, gray, and red, which are the colors lower vibrational entities feel most comfortable with and welcomed by according to my mentor. I will replace these colors with Blues, Greens, brighter Lilac type colors .. anything bright and light.

There are two red walls in my kitchen I need to paint, as well as all four walls of my bedroom which are brown. My intention is to brighten up these areas, to remove the ‘welcome mat’. This could be the perfect winter activity. It’ll be a chore at the very least.

It has been 2 nights since I removed the quilt and applied the salt waters to my most frequented areas of my home. I have not been accosted in any way during the astral, or what many call, dream time. I even slept on my couch for a bit without any negative experience.

Ty has helped me recently by providing Light Readings and advice on colors and my birthdate. Should you be interested, check out his website: http://www.lightwerkerz.com/index.html

His energy is quite bright and cannot be mistaken when he comes in for a ‘looksee’ or a “light hug”. I find his information to be quite eye-opening and am happy to add his knowledge, his teachings, to my meager notebook of my own knowing.

While resting on my couch, eyes closed, a line of type looking much like this one formed before my ‘eyes’. It said, “Thank you for teaching us …”

Let us remember, those we see are not the only ones who hear. Those who see very seldom are able to truly ‘hear’. Let us not discredit either side of life being birthed into a higher arena in these moments … seen and unseen … we are here to help ALL of each other rise into the next dimension … higher and higher my friends.

May it be done graciously.

I dreamed a new song is being sung for the earth. “Someone(s)’ were hacking it into a shorter version. Let us hope the hackers do not succeed, I want to live where the WHOLE song is sung!!!!!

I feel a brightness coming over me, my mind is lifting out of the fog I’ve been immersed in, I feel a separation happening for me, the line is thickening between the new and the old. The old patterns of the living and the new being birthed.

May we begin to hear the whole song, and desire it with our whole heart. It will be bright and glorious, let us keep this vision and song in our heart and mind.

Shed the old.

Do not focus on the autrocities of this world.

Leave them be … to fizzle out in their death throes.

Even when they quake and literally move the earth, be calm and listen to the new song … the new song of rebirth.

Hope vs Power

Published November 18, 2020 by tindertender

“Hope” is the “drug” of all believe-systems, to make humans feel that they are “powerless” and depending always on an exterior god(s). But we are INTERDIMENSONAL BEINGS, just using this body for a “micro-second” of our immortal/eternal journey of experiences. Which we also create by OURSELVES. The lie about death keeps humans in fear. Yes – the bodies die, but we are pure energy/consciousness. The next problem is that humans think Earth is sooo special. No, there are trillions of similar planets . Some with different lifeforms, some similar to us.

Some millions of years more advanced, some millions of years less. But we have to understand that humans are one really “basic” in their evolution. 3rd dimension is the lowest level of experiencing absolute polarity, division, to be “separated” from Source. And therefore it`s imperative to understand that HUMANITY has to overcome this and to get into balance in remembering who they REALLY are and why they are here….

You are the ONE who can forgive yourself and others in all timelines, dimensions, realms and come to the conclusion: “Lesson learned. I am GOING ON”!!!

We are all our own creators. Sometimes we create love and bliss, and other times chaos and drama. But they are always just lessons we want to learn. And we will repeat over and over again – until we “got” it…

Source: @Karina89350882