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THIS IS MISSION GUIDE

Published May 10, 2020 by tindertender

Written by: decodingthehive –dot- info | 5/10/20

I want you to take a long hard look at this picture because this is the reason “aliens” don’t want to talk to you. Not a joke, but for real.

I know, because I don’t just know them, I’ve known them, personally, for years. OFF-planet beings, not this nonsense of “Pleiadeans” acting like they come from that constellation when in fact they’ve been sequestered right here, underground, for eons and eons of time during Tara Urth Quarantine – hiding from surface “human” man and hiding their higher technology that could have stemmed this tide many times over by now. I mean from the actual beings who have absolutely the last word on what happens or doesn’t happen on this planet.

THIS. IS. FEAR.

Fear isn’t just a matter of being weak in the knees when surprised by a tiger in the jungle, it is a condition brought on by millions of years of being tricked and subjugated so many times they have officially lost their way and now succumb to the notion they are no longer gods, but actually physical bodies walking around entirely by happenstance alone as if evolution -you know, that incredibly insane myth that DNA alters itself to suit its surroundings and magically somehow just grows a different and secondary set of lungs or develops the ability to produce real fusion light in the absolute darkness they live in at the bottom of sea- that kind of evolution supposedly just changes all on its own. The hysterical, illogical and often infantile notion that genetics actually works this way. Let me tell you now, it doesn’t and let me remind you right now that you are no more a body than you are a plant.

You were never “born”. That concept is equally deluded. You WERE. You ARE. And you will always, always BE.

Read that last sentence again, because if there was ever one thing I’ve ever tried to pass along to this evolution is that. You. Are. God.

THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS.

You CHOSE to come into YOUR OWN CREATION to see what it was like to touch someone, something, anything. Something cold. Something “wet”. Something “material”, because where you come from there is NO SUCH THING as anything cold, wet or material. At all. There is only awareness.

And that gets damn old damn fast.

Especially to an awareness that has a clock speed millions of times that of the processor you call your human brain right now while you are in total lockdown, total isolation and total enslavement.

Let me make this one thing extremely clear right now, if you are willing to be so fearful of manifesting IN YOUR OWN CREATION that you are willing to wear a personal tent to protect you from YOUR OWN CREATION, you have just stepped over that edge where you are literally, in real life, giving away what we would refer to as your “crown”. You know, that thing that is supposed to herald a birth rite, a possession or what is secretly called your ESTATE as a living, breathing embodiment of the all-powerful, all-knowing, ever present creator god. That is creator with a lower-case, ABSOLUTE OMNIPOTENCE LETTER c and a lower case and equally OMNIPOTENT (look that word up right now) letter g.

I am nearly finished with this mission and will soon be out of your hair forever. But before I go I will do everything in my power to convey to you this one thing: you made everything you see before you.

You imagined it, studied it, engineered it, made prototypes of it, then you rebuilt it, then you rebuilt it again.

And again.

And again for millions, billions and trillions of times until it finally worked like what you see before you today. To say that mankind hasn’t even the faintest, SLIGHTEST notion of what the human body actually is, what the flora world actually is or the fauna actually took to bring into “creation” (holographic, 100% PROJECTED LIGHT) “reality” is a rudimentary understatement.

THIS…. IS YOUR WORLD. THIS IS YOUR CREATION.

YOU have NOTHING to fear being here in manifest form because you CAN. NEVER. DIE. You will only take another shape. Another form. But like all “energy”, you simply change shape into your next journey. The next odyssey. The next ADVENTURE. But what you will never do is fall victim to “life”. Awareness. Presence. Because simply put; “you will never cease to be aware. Ever.”

Because where it is you come from doesn’t have beginnings or endings, there is only the now. And now has always existed and will always exist with a different sunrise (IF YOU INVENT IT) and a different sunset (IF YOU PAINT THAT PICTURE) because YOU willed that from before any creature ever moved. Any sunrise or sunset ever existed. The TEMPLATE that you gave the “cosmeias” was that it would be forever adapting, changing and refreshing itself so the boredom of simply awareness would never overcome you again.

And THAT is what this WHOLE THING has been about since DAY ONE as far as “time” ever goes back: There HAS to be a spark of life in order to keep anyone -even a human who uses less than 10% of their own brain- from ever experiencing boredom and nothingness ever again.

This is a DRAMA folks. It was never EVER about “spiritual perfection” or “ultimate wisdom”, it has always been about entertainment. That’s why when you put a wooden spoon in the hands of a toddler he is thrilled for hours. Or when you place a car under his seat when he comes of age he is thrilled for years. Always extending excitement relative to the education and preparation of his awareness while within limited manifestation.

That was LIMITED MANIFESTATION….

Where a god LIMITS her senses. LIMITS her abilities and LIMITS her awareness down to 1/1728th of her actual capabilities in order to create a sense of ANTICIPATION.

There is NO SUCH THING as something more exciting than anticipation. I don’t care if you’re talking about wine, women, song or m$ny, nothing compares to a creator god’s ability to imagine the most outrageous, intense and utterly mind-blowing scenarios that come from anticipation.

Nothing.

So you can just forget all about the spiritual bullshit right now, because I am telling you after 16,000 hours on this non-stop train from hell to wake up Indigos and humans to prepare for the shift that is RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE that I’ve never one time heard the term “spirituality” from the being you have called god since the first day you stepped onto this playing field. Not one time I can recall now. What I HAVE heard about so often as to become mind-numbing though has been things like “taking self-responsibility” and “standing in one’s own authenticity” and being forthright, fair, just and honest and treating this planet and all living things with honor and respect above all else because every single tree branch, every snowflake, raindrop, desert, forest and field and EVERY FACE you have ever seen has been your own reflection against the looking glass.

That bully in school, your best friend that stabbed you in the back in jr high, your closest buddy you gave up everything to throw in with on his new venture that he wound up screwing you on – as well as every waterfall, sunset and breathtaking moment you have ever shared- has been…. you.

You, god. You creator. You the ONE I AM that brought all things into existence with the vibration of your word. You did that. And when I tell you that YOU DID THAT, you can know this one thing:

I would never, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES mislead you about this, because I am tied hip-and-waist to you and YOUR FUTURE for the rest of what you can deem as “eternity” if I fail to get my message across authentically and ethically while you are within this last and final Stellar Activation Cycle, or the very last time while you are within your current personality or “flavor” of being you will ever know. If you fail this transition and you were ready and heard this voice, then I fail right beside you.

Fin.

So you can call this selfish if you want to, my trying so hard to get you that one final message or spark for you that one last inspiration if you like. But from what I’ve been told (and I do mean face-to-face with the being who brought you into this current manifestation), this is a good thing and not a self-service because it is in harmony or in so many words sympathetic harmonic resonance with the grand scheme of the aether. Helping you that helps me is very much a win-win in all things related to an evolution. At least this is exactly how I understand her message to be.

So now that I have spoken and revealed to your local fb cops where that message is coming from, you can expect a couple of things. One, this group will likely be taken over by their in-house team that has every reason to stop you from ever understanding that it was YOU who designed and created this world and the rest of the cosmeias, and two, in that event this may be the last message you’re ever allowed to hear from me. We can only wait and see which hand they choose to play.

I came to you 7 years ago with one message: to understand that you created everything you think is material existence and you will never, not now, not tomorrow, not 100 trillion years from now, ever, ever die.

I have given everything in this world to bring you that message. My home, family members who I haven’t seen one of since the day I abandoned my old reality immediately after that moment, all my possessions down to 2 suitcases from a sprawling estate that would take a month to move out of, my patents and claims on products now in circulation around the world and spent 2 solid years living out of a car and eventually a little trailer that didn’t have so much as a bathroom or shower, dying and being brought back to life in replacement bodies 3x in order to bring you this. I would mislead or lie to you exactly the same time I succumbed to forced vaccination: not in the coldest day in hell.

This is all about to be over folks. Make no mistake. The pawns have all been sacrificed, the Bishops, Castles and Rooks taken and all that is left now are the final few squares on this chessboard that will be referred to for millennia and eons across time as one of the most epic, traumatic and eventful evolutions to ever come into being in the history of all things. You will more than likely witness that transition, because it will be far sooner than man may ever expect. Label me insane now, write this off as delusion, but make no mistake, you are now down to the final wire of your experience as Gai Urth Tarans. That is about to change to either Aqueous Sun Tarans or Weasadek Phantom Matrix Antiparticle Tarans. Take your pick.

Like the fraternity I have worked with since contact, the IAFW, my deepest desire is to see you make this grade. If you have been sitting on the fence about decoding the hive or mission guide, I would suggest you give this another thought. The resonant tone of fear in the human body vibrates at exactly the same Hertz as the metagalactic black hole that has been recorded and measured by science that vanquishes and deletes life. The answers to what that is has been covered so exhaustively in the human handbook series that there is nothing left for me to write other than good luck. This is the transition. If you want to make it, you will stop the fear and welcome your next level.

Remove the mask and TAKE YOUR STAND RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW.

Be STRONG and be well.

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How to ‘Purposefully’ Add Good Energy to the World During Separation

Published May 8, 2020 by tindertender

During these times of Covid-19 and the fear it represents in the hearts and minds of people, we are separated, even more than we were before.

How do we put our good energy into the world?

Some of us have been home for awhile now due to layoffs. What do we do with our time?

I started sewing … masks. I rearranged my bedroom. I cleaned house, or at least ‘picked it up’. I changed my living room window treatment. I started going for joy rides and hikes in various parks that were/are open. I started praying again, in the forest.

All that is good.

I entered deep spaces in my mind that I thought I had already visited, but these spaces held additional blockages that needed attention, healing and clearing. Inner work is very good to do in these times.

How do we share the love we are working on increasing in our own hearts and minds?

We can:

1) Send note cards via USPS. It is amazing how rare it is that one receives a card these days. It is a nice surprise when you’re stuck at home with no visitors.

2) Smile and wave at those you encounter, whether you be passing another vehicle on the road, or in the grocery store … smile, show kindness.

3) Paint rocks with inspirational messages or pictures and leave them in various areas for people to find. The atm, the park, any stairs you may climb, and entrances or exits to buildings or flower pots. Anywhere people might find themselves stopping for a moment.

4) Have flowers delivered to a friend or family member … just because.

5) Share a meal with someone in need. Getting take-out? Purchase an extra meal and give it to the next person you see, who is hungry.

These are only five suggestions, but there could be many more. I welcome your thoughts and ideas to increase methods of growing happiness and care in this world, please add them in the comments section.

Photo: https://unsplash.com/@cmhedger

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See The Good

Published May 8, 2020 by tindertender

There once was a time in your very own planet’s history, long, long ago, when the earth was truly a paradise.

The diversity of life was as mind-boggling as it was spectacular.

Flowers sprang up in impossible places. Birds and their songs filled the air over every continent. Snow, fog, showers, or sunshine added sometimes shocking and unexpected beauty to every setting.

Animals were loved as family members. And complete strangers smiled and waved to one another, as it was everyone’s natural instinct to be kind, to give, and to love.

Yeah, very little has changed.

See the good,

~ The Universe

Flowers growing in seemingly impossible places.

Every ailment is a gift, an opportunity, an invitation…

Thoughts become things… choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®

Deep Down Nitty Gritty

Published May 7, 2020 by tindertender

I’ve been thinking lately about life and relationship.

When I was young, one of my favorite things was to watch people …. or “people watch”. I stopped doing that in my mid-twenties, when I began a certain relationship.

Now, thirty years later, I am beginning to think I’ve turned into a jaded old lady! Who, in current scenarios, has not really given men a fair shake.

I vow to take on some activities, where I can observe men, being men. I want to fall in love with them all over again.

As I shed my pain from past failed relationship, I open myself to loving once more, those who I have unfairly dropped blame.

This is only a beginning. It is not a request for attention or relationship. It is an acknowledgement, that I have been harboring resentment that may have poisoned further opportunities for love.

The journey begins … of further release.

Pain, anger, resentment ….. these have no value, for that which holds value.

May the release be swift.

May my appreciation for the masculine be rebirthed with vigor, in a sacred way.

May admiration, for all of them in their various forms and activity, grow in my heart.

May all things emanating from my person, be pure, healthy and loving.

And so it is. 🙏🏻

Photo: https://unsplash.com/@jentheodore

Joy Riding on a Sunny Afternoon

Published May 7, 2020 by tindertender

Left the house to experience the wind once more, blowing everything in the car around, windows down.

I stopped at a little shack selling clam chowder and fish and chips. Purchased and ate a piece of fish and a few chips.

A fellow came by as I sat there. He walked to the man at the window, and then walked away, empty handed. He looked real down. I asked him if he was hungry. He said yes, so I gave him the remaining three pieces of fish with the chips. He looked very emotional and I watched as he walked to his room at the hotel nearby. I felt for him in that moment and hope he finds what he needs.

If we have extra, let us remember to share. Share with whoever happens to be there at the time, for this is our opportunity to do so. Regardless of appearance … share.

I drove along, for miles and miles, I came upon a pretty remote area, not a soul around.

I rested there awhile, munching on sunflower seeds. Here is a video of the place.

As I sat there, I thought about tools needed to tend garden, and supplies needed to preserve foods. I thought about a modest cabin with basic necessities. The simpler the better.

I wandered around taking pictures and then set up my chair in the sun.

Heading back toward town, I stopped to take more pictures.

Beautiful bull
Pony, goats and horse
A barn in disrepair
Cube, but it’s not. It’s actually flat, and an optical illusion.

That is the end of the joy ride, but much happened I did not capture.

I stopped along a rural road and stand. Bought fresh eggs, apples, red potatoes, cauliflower and honey.

I drove into a the nearest rural town and then out again, stopping at a roadside building selling more fruits and vegis. Bought watermelon, asparagus, a mango, and avocados.

It felt good to support the farmers, who are having difficulty getting their supplies to the city. I’m going to look for them every time I go for a nice drive and purchase from them if I am able.

My appreciation is growing during these days of separation from each other. For nature, for the work that men and women do, in all of the various ways work is done, for the benefit of the whole.

I’ve been dwelling on the inner stuff a lot. I understand better now, that I have been projecting and blaming for my inner pains. (And to think I thought I was done with all that inner work!) And so I have begun asking for help to relieve the pain so I do not project it into the world … praying, if you will. Whatever that looks like. Pretty sure it isn’t a wrong way, in private, with nature.

Nature helps me in many ways.

Connecting to benevolence seems to be easier here.

Where the trees cleanse and recycle my breath. Where the waters churn and provide oxygen to the things within, and those outside of itself. This delicate balance, consistently shared, constantly offered to life.

Home now, having eaten my corn and red potatoes, I relax and think on the day. I consider topping off the experience with a nice magnesium bath in some scented water … and so I’m off, until next time.

Below picture is not me …

Photo: https://unsplash.com/@brucemars

A Big TRUTH Day

Published May 7, 2020 by tindertender
Shadow: See the Truth

Do not be deceived. Be watchful and mindful of the illusions others weave around themselves, and that you may weave around yourself. Know the night. Understand the shadows. See though the darkness to the light of the truth. Pay attention to contradictions. Notice when action and words are not in harmony. Hone your intuition and insight so that you may know the minds and hearts of those around you – and yourself – and trust in the wisdom born of that awareness.

Soul: See the Signs

We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animals and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being – these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.

Let the Two become One: Reveal your Truth

When you were born, your soul shone bright. As you grew, you were taught of right and wrong. You were taught how to think, how to live, how to believe in a way that makes you fearful to say no. To disagree is to risk alienation from family and society, and so you hide your true thoughts and feelings behind a mask. That mask hides your light. Cast it aside. Embrace and live your truth, and let your soul shine once more.

Change Is Inevitable

Published May 5, 2020 by tindertender

Envisioning the path of the highest good with an optimistic outlook, the gift of a miracle will be yours. Things come together as if by magic. You have every reason to be hopeful. Move forward, knowing that you have everything you need and more. Just remember to share the enthusiasm, believe in others, and be optimistic for them too, and your good fortune will multiply.

See the higher purpose to events. Not everything is meant to come to pass according to your specifications. If you can’t see the forest through the trees, stand back for a while. Perhaps it’s time to speak to someone who has objectivity and an ability to see the bigger picture where you don’t. Remember, even when things don’t go the way you expect, there’s always a reason for the detour.

Shine your light and do not give in to fear. Are you hiding yourself for fear of rejection? Are you as afraid of success as you are of failure? The light of the Divine shining within you is the power that expresses through you. This, not your ego, is the authentic place of self-expression.

Look at how you are affected by ‘glitter’, ‘glamour’, and the superficial dreams of society. Are you mesmerized by false power? The material world is fleeting; nothing lasts forever. Make your intentions come from deep within you, and don’t base them just on money or power or what you think love will do for you. Ask instead what you can offer, what you can give.

True wealth resides within peace, harmony, and a sense of purpose. Remember that Light isn’t garish and cold, nor is it manufactured – it’s warm and brilliant and natural. Give up the attachment to the outer goal, and if it’s meant to be yours, it will surely come.

Photo: https://unsplash.com/@enterjoesmind

Trip With Nature

Published May 3, 2020 by tindertender

Do you see what I see?

Decided to go for a joy ride despite there not being much “sunshine” in the day. It was still pretty amazing. Nature never ceases to impress me.

Fungi
Panorama #1
Panorama #2
Snail friend
Sorry kids. You can walk the trail, but you cannot play on the equipment.
New growth, uncurling and reaching upward.

As I think about “new growth” I am reminded that growth, no matter the kind, is emotionally challenging, even physically challenging, but the most difficult is the energetic challenge, for it is charged by emotion and past negative conditioning. The nervous system rebels against change like a dying life form.

Do you think that our ‘mental condition’ (or life form) rebels every time there is change? Could this be why people are walking triggers much of the time? Because we are all constantly in a state of flux … never really ‘settled’?

When change comes, how does your body respond? Your mind? Do you find yourself tensing up? Pushing back? Rebelling?

To embrace change is a challenge all in itself. The pit of the stomach might feel like vomiting all over the place, your mind might be screaming in a mental agony, you may cry and holler to god or whomever you choose to make it stop, to keep it the same, to just make the uneasiness end, and comfort to once more be the base you find yourself in.

Unfortunately, when change comes, there is no thwarting it. Fight it as we may. (I know I am).

So, how do we ease our minds?

Personal Suggestions (may not be for all people):

1) Do not drink alcohol

2) Do not abuse drugs

3) Do not smoke (it dirties the energy, making one susceptible to energetic ‘attachments’)

4) Eat clean foods. Choose nearby, open farm raised meats if you eat it, and eggs and shop at local farmers markets when able.

5) Breathe intentionally. If anxiety or some stressful energy comes over, breathe, methodically, in and then out until eased. (Try a six second in breath, and a 6 second out breath.)

It is important that we support our bodies, our minds, especially in these times. We may not be able to gather, but Nature can replenish our supply. Let it.

It is also important we start supporting our local communities in other ways.

The days of frivolous behaviors are being left behind. It WILL cause discomfort, for the change will be great.

May inner fortitude and courage be yours as we transition into this new era.

Filthy Dirty South

Published May 1, 2020 by tindertender

So there’s oil comin’ out your mouth,
And you can’t shut it off you can’t close it down,
And yes I love my filthy dirt south,
So we are all lead like lambs to the slaughter

While the big corporations fuck up our water
Please don’t sit back sit back in awe
All in line pullin’ our last straw
Eh eh eh eeee, oh oh oh ooooooh a a a e eeee, o o o oooooh yeeaaa

And if you muddy my water i’ll come after you
And if you muddy my water then i’ll come after you,
And if you muddy my water I’ll come after you
And if you muddy my water I’ll come after you

So there’s oil comin’ out your mouth,
And you can’t shut it off you can’t close it down,
Yes I love my filthy dirty south, well yea
So we are all lead like lambs to the slaughter

While the big corporations fuck up our water
Please don’t sit back sit back in awe
(Well yea) all in line pullin’ our last straw
Eh eh eh eeee, oh oh oh ooooooh a a a e eeee, o o o oooooh y
eeaaa