A poem by Charlie Chaplin written on his 70th birthday on April 16, 1959:
When I started loving myself I understood that I’m always and at any given opportunity in the right place at the right time. And I understood that all that happens is right – from then on I could be calm. Today I know: It’s called TRUST.
When I started to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody When I tried to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time is not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me. Today I know: It’s called LETTING GO
When I started loving myself I could recognize that emotional pain and grief are just warnings for me to not live against my own truth. Today I know: It’s called AUTHENTICALLY BEING.
When I started loving myself I stopped longing for another life and could see that everything around me was a request to grow. Today I know: It’s called MATURITY.
When I started loving myself I stopped depriving myself of my free time and stopped sketching further magnificent projects for the future. Today I only do what’s fun and joy for me, what I love and what makes my heart laugh, in my own way and in my tempo. Today I know: it’s called HONESTY.
When I started loving myself I escaped from all what wasn’t healthy for me, from dishes, people, things, situations and from everything pulling me down and away from myself. In the beginning I called it “healthy egoism”, but today I know: it’s called SELF-LOVE.
When I started loving myself I stopped wanting to be always right thus I’ve been less wrong. Today I’ve recognized: it’s called HUMBLENESS.
When I started loving myself I refused to live further in the past and worry about my future. Now I live only at this moment where EVERYTHING takes place, like this I live every day and I call it CONSCIOUSNESS.
When I started loving myself I recognized, that my thinking can make me miserable and sick. When I requested for my heart forces, my mind got an important partner. Today I call this connection HEART WISDOM.
We do not need to fear further discussions, conflicts and problems with ourselves and others since even stars sometimes bang on each other and create new worlds. Today I know: THIS IS LIFE!
Fire is in my speech. Speech is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Air is in my vital breath. Vital breath is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Sun is in my eye. The eye is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Moon is in my mind. Mind is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
The directions are in my ear. The ear is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Water is in my creative fluid. This creative Source is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Earth is in my body. The body is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Herbs are in my hairs. Hairs are in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Senses are in my strength. Strength is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Rain is on my head. Head is in my heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Splendor is in my mind. Mind is in the heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Self is in my Self. Self is in the heart. Heart is in me. I Am Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Again and again I go to my Self Again I beseech the Self To bestow long life And strong Prana To let the Fire And the Light grow To let the digestion be well So the protections of Immortality may be Well established in us.
Heart is in me. I Am in Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
Heart is in me. I Am in Immortality. Immortality rests in Brahman (the Supreme Being that underlies All of Existence).
What people don’t realize is that some people are single in this generation because they are healed, which makes them incompatible with trauma bonds.
Unfortunately, trauma bonds are the template of our culture at this time.
Those who choose peace over trauma will have difficulty in relationships because most people that we meet are emotionally damaged in some way.
Healed people seek healthy bonds. These bonds hold space for authenticity and correction. It’s kind of like an oxymoron.
About 90% of the relationships/marriages that we see are actually trauma bonds. Those involved “need” the other person to make them feel whole because they’re both broken mentally, emotionally and/or spiritually.
By the time she could no longer walk, her jawbone was crumbling in her hands.
The photograph from 1963 shows a well-dressed woman reclining in a medical chair, two doctors in pristine white coats standing over her. A massive X-ray machine—the size of a car engine—hovers inches from her throat, aimed directly at her thyroid. She looks calm. The doctors look confident.
The room looks sterile and professional. No one is wearing protection. Not the patient. Not the doctors. Not even a lead apron in sight.
Because in the 1960s, radiation wasn’t feared—it was celebrated.
This wasn’t ignorance. This was the height of modern medicine. X-rays were miraculous. They let doctors see inside the human body without cutting it open. They were fast, efficient, and—everyone believed—perfectly safe.
So safe that department stores installed X-ray machines to measure children’s feet for shoes. Mothers would bring their kids in weekly, watching their tiny foot bones glow on the screen while salesmen found the “perfect fit.”
So safe that dermatologists aimed radiation beams at teenagers’ faces to “cure” acne, delivering doses we now know were catastrophically high.
So safe that companies bottled drinks laced with radium—a radioactive element—and marketed them as “energy tonics.” Athletes drank them.
Socialites swore by them. One brand was called “Radithor.” The slogan? “Perpetual Sunshine.” The man who drank it religiously, Eben Byers, died in 1932. When they exhumed his body years later, it was still radioactive. His bones had disintegrated. His skull had holes in it.
But by the 1960s, that was old news. Medicine had moved on. X-rays were routine. Radiation was modern. Progress meant pushing forward, not looking back.
The woman in that photograph—whoever she was—probably went home that day feeling grateful for advanced medical care. The doctors probably filed their report and moved on to the next patient. The X-ray machine was likely used dozens more times that week.
None of them knew.
They didn’t know that radiation accumulates. That every exposure adds up. That the thyroid—that butterfly-shaped gland in the throat where the machine was aimed—is exquisitely sensitive to radiation damage. That years later, thyroid cancer rates would spike. That the doctors themselves, standing unprotected session after session, would develop leukemia and die young.
They didn’t know because no one had done the long-term studies. No one had tracked the patients.
No one had asked the uncomfortable questions, because asking meant slowing down, and slowing down meant falling behind.
Progress was the priority. Caution was for the timid. It took decades—and thousands of victims—before medicine finally confronted the cost of its overconfidence.
In the 1970s and 80s, regulations changed. Lead aprons became mandatory. Exposure limits were established. Radiologists started working behind protective barriers. Dental X-rays went from annual to as-needed. The industry that had once treated radiation like magic finally admitted it was poison.
But the reckoning came too late for the generation in that photograph.
Too late for the women who had radiation beamed at their thyroids and later developed cancer.
Too late for the factory workers who painted radium on watch dials and died with their bones glowing in the dark.
Too late for the children whose feet were X-rayed every time their mothers bought them shoes.
The photograph haunts us now because we know what they didn’t. We see the danger they couldn’t.
We understand that the doctors in their clean white coats and confident postures were, unknowingly, harming the very people they meant to heal.
But here’s the harder truth: we’re still doing this. Right now, there are medical procedures we consider routine that future generations will look back on with horror. Technologies we trust that haven’t been studied long enough. Chemicals we use liberally because the consequences won’t show up for decades.
We just don’t know which ones yet.
The woman in that 1963 photograph believed in modern medicine. The doctors believed in their training. Everyone in that room believed they were doing the right thing. And they were wrong.
Not because they were careless, but because they confused innovation with wisdom. They mistook novelty for safety. They believed that moving fast mattered more than moving carefully.
The history of medicine is not just a story of breakthroughs. It’s a story of bodies—real human bodies—used as experiments in the name of progress. It’s a ledger of invisible victims whose suffering taught us what we should have learned another way.
That photograph isn’t just history. It’s a warning.
The doctors looked confident. The machine looked advanced. The woman looked safe. None of it was true.
And somewhere, right now, in a sterile room with modern equipment and well-meaning professionals, someone is receiving a treatment that future generations will see as barbaric. We just don’t know it yet.
👆🏻OP: The Two Pennies
Our medical industry’s history is littered with mistakes & is still just as dangerous today. Today, they are responsible for a leading cause of death in the United States, yet so many people still put all their faith & trust in them.
They didn’t do their research before burning U. This narcissist sabotaged their self. Disconnected.
Curator refuses to let go. Gonna get himself martyred for this continuous adversity. He’s afraid because he has no idea how to take care of himself. He lost. Could not stick their many crimes on you.
God is being fierce!
Daughter, they did NOT know what they were getting themselves in to when they came for you. You will no longer be sharing hospitality with those who are ungrateful, who don’t have a thankful heart.
She was chained to a saloon bed at fifteen and told her life belonged to men with money. By twenty, Lydia “Red” McGraw had seen enough of Dodge City’s whiskey-soaked nights and the fists of cattle bosses who treated her like property. One evening, when a drunken foreman tried to lock her in her room, she smiled, nodded, and waited. At midnight she poured lamp oil down the staircase, struck a match, and walked away as the building roared into an inferno. The flames took her jailors, her chains, and the life she refused to endure another day.
It wasn’t escape alone—it was rebirth. Red vanished into the plains, her name whispered like smoke trailing behind the ashes. For months she lived by instinct, scavenging, hiding, keeping one step ahead of those who tried to drag her back. But the fire inside her burned hotter than fear. She found others like her—women with bruised pasts, stolen freedom, and nothing left to lose. Together they turned outlaw, revolvers at their hips, robbing stagecoaches and wagons with a cold efficiency that left men stunned to see women holding the guns.
By the time the 1870s rolled on, Red McGraw was no longer a broken saloon girl—she was an outlaw queen whose legend stretched from Kansas to Colorado. Some called her a devil, others a folk hero, but all agreed on one thing: when the Golden Spur burned, something more dangerous than flames had been born. Her story asks the question—what would you do if the only way to escape your cage was to burn it down?