“Don’t go sharing your emotions, lay all your love on me!”
I love me. I choose me. Everyone in my life chose something other than me. Wanted me to believe I was broken somehow, needing fixing, unworthy of pure love in my brokenness. I chose me. I had to. I give to me all my love, time and services.
Don’t come to me with your problems. Your burden is no longer my responsibility.
And frankly, I don’t care anymore… about anything you have going other than your discovery of your own ability to manage your own shit.
May the Most High bless you with the wisdom and endurance necessary for the reward which comes thru perseverance … the reward which you believe you can just steal. Just take.
For 20 years I heard the tormented screams and cries of children begging for someone to save them. For 20 years I yearned for silence, doing everything possible to keep self from falling into madness.
“Normal” people think being psychic means the mind is broken. They don’t hold back their cruelty in this regard.
Now days, big shifts are happening. The cries of the children are near silent, at least for me. (Thanks be to the Most High, my King, and our beloved family, this collective of Soul, with many skills and talents, expertise on many levels, in many realms).
Sometimes I like to listen to heavy metal guitar. I have a current favorite, Tommy Johansson. I don’t know if it’s his baby face or what, but he is fascinating.
Last night Spirit said silence is golden.
Yes. It is.
To be able to sit in meditation without the cries, without the taunting, the maddening and brutal attack upon my consciousness, is pure bliss.
However, I still hear them, these interfering dominators, god wannabees.
So occasionally, as I enjoy freedom of expression and free will choice, I choose what to fill my head space with. As I hear complaint, I smile. The darker aspect of self is pleased my taunting, tormenter companions disprove my choice. It pleases me greatly, for I actually enjoy it very much. The fact it upsets them is just a bonus.
Years ago, I had vision of a silent woman. She wore a burnt orange turban, matching dress. Her hands were folded at her waist. She had light skin. It was as though she was asking me for help. Later, she appeared again. Her headwear was a worn out scarf, not even pretty, and her dress was unmatched rags. She looked panicked. They punished her for appearing before me.
When I hear “silence is golden” I think of the children, I think of this woman, and many others I won’t get into at this time.
I get angry.
How dare you dictate to me what I contribute or don’t in this space? How dare you try to control my menu, my movement, my expression?
For twenty years we ALL heard the children. We ALL watched as men in the astral were in “rutting season”, seeking an energy source (lower chakra, sexual energy) suitable for them … all while the children cried.
I spit on them!
And I spit on those who would attempt to silence me.
Piss on you.
My King has stated you’ll get what you deserve. He is Truth. And I Am Patient.
Aho.
Oh don’t it hurt deep inside To see someone do something to her Oh don’t it pain to see someone cry How especially if that someone is her
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see
Talking is cheap people follow like sheep Even though there is no where to go How could she tell he deceived her so well Pity she’ll be the last one to know
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see
How many times will she fall for his lines Should I tell her or should I be cool And if I tried I know she’d say I lied Mind your business don’t hurt her you fool
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see But my eyes still see But my eyes still see
My happiness is me, not you. Not only because you may be temporary, but also because you want me to be what I am not.
I cannot be happy when I change merely to satisfy your selfishness nor can I feel content when you criticize me for not thinking your thoughts, for not seeing like you.
You call me a rebel, yet for each time I have rejected your beliefs, you have rebelled against mine.
I do not try to mold your mind. I know you are trying hard enough to be just you and I cannot allow you to tell me what to be, for I am concentrating on being me.
You said I was transparent and easily forgotten but why then did you try to use my lifetime to prove to yourself what you are?
“Indeed, we are our own happiness and each time we have strayed from ourselves we have been led to despair. We cannot find ourselves in others. We cannot live for others nor can we use them for our own self-affirmation. We cannot always be what others want us to be, for what they want may not be what we are and that is all that we have. We can only rely upon ourselves. This is such a simple fact, yet it is perhaps the greatest single cause of human psychological struggle and pain. It is often easier to become what others desire but in so doing we relinquish our dreams, abandon our hopes and ignore our needs. This leaves one feeling abandoned, weakened and impotent, without a genuine self.” ~ Leo Buscaglia
One piece of really good advice I received, during a period of what some call “nightmares” was to “let the night be the night and the day be the day.”
Another way to say it is “they are over there, and I am here”.
Waking life, sleeping life (“life” never really sleeps).
Sometimes our waking mind can get so wrapped up in the dreamscape and events there it affects our waking moments in a not so beneficial way. It can throw off our thinking, our emotion, and our energy.
Creating separation between these two worlds is necessary, especially if the lines begin to blur out in a big way.
Sanity often requires us to separate from people, places and things … now including time and space.
The thinking mind may say separation is division, but often true expansion cannot be realized without some type of disconnect … ie: meditation. It seems that only in the disconnect can true connection occur.
The dream self has a life, a duty, or obligation, which the waking self probably isn’t entirely aware of. We leave the dream self to do its thing.
Likewise, the waking self has fantasy’s or day dreams, perhaps inspirations seemingly from nowhere for superb creations … in the waking world.
How many aspects of you are there? Do you know their roles and the services they provide in the realms they inhabit? Does every aspect of self look the same?
This is extremely difficult, yet sometimes necessary for healing.
Love them but stay away if they no longer add up, not all mothers and fathers love and defend, some only fight for their personal ideals, there are families so hurtful and harmful that distance becomes the only enemy
There are relatives who betray, who steal, speak badly, gossip and envy us, there are relatives who want to see you well, but will never want to see you better than they, who gather to speak ill of you and console themselves by making you look bad from the movie, who make sides to discredit you, thinking that they are better than you that way.
There are families that are only there for us when it suits them and to continue using us in the name of the blood that unites us, it is important to reflect, let us also stop romanticizing the family, the couple, the parents, the siblings, we need to grow, evolve, heal… set limits.
It is necessary to see the shadow, the dark side of our tree and have the strength to get away from what has harmed us, we have to be our priority and stop suffering from relatives who only steal our energy, each one who takes care of their life, recognize them, but don’t be part of their wounds, their anger, their abandonment, their hypocrisy, their manipulation.
Humanity on Earth currently has 2-strand DNA in body cells. Light (information) is expressed through the medium of what we call consciousness, and this consciousness is encoded within the DNA. The +/- polarities in light are comparable to DNA-RNA, which could be described as the polarities of human consciousness. This is also the reason why human consciousness goes from light to darkness.
Through DNA Activation of 12 strands, 10 additional strands are activated in body cells. Additional DNA chains are magnetic and multidimensional in nature and cannot be detected by present scientific equipment.
We assume from the testing and the response that the changes initially occur in the ethereal body. These additional DNA strands trigger the countless number of cellular activity needed to transform our physical carbon body into a physical-eric crystal body and shift our energy fields.
It is said that 97% of DNA does not work. For countless people with an awakened consciousness, this numb material is seen as a living storage of data containing the instruction sets for our greatest human potential.
What is encoded within our secret vault is potential so vast that it leaves the perplexing mind thinking that something so deep could be so accessible. By simply changing our perceptions, entering a new way of defining our personal reality, we can overlap the carbon structure at the level of nucleic acid bases in DNA. Leading scientists are proving that genes and DNA don’t control our biology; that instead DNA is controlled by signals from outside the cell. This includes the energetic messages that emanate from our positive and negative thoughts.
The question here is that our thoughts and feelings directly affect our DNA. Positive changes in perception and new states of feeling trigger DNA activation. Also, when we consciously engage ourselves with the living intelligence of DNA, it gets primarily stimulated and begins to push out the greatest potential that is held within the latent code.
Just as we are merely sequences of a four letter code (ATCG), the basis of life is very simple. We change and transform all the time We are constantly redefining ourselves. With each one of these shifts of consciousness, we are literally changing our code.
We have the ability to change in the blink of an eye if we can really grasp these ideas and begin acting them out from full knowledge of our higher abilities. Our DNA programs are like snakes shedding old skin; we’re constantly shelling out old coding. These encodings are only stored prints that can be reprogrammed. As we change our perceptions, cellular biology changes. Our vibration raises and DNA base letters rearrange.
Everything on the planet is changing.
Electromagnetic currents are changing, magnetic fields are changing and many things are no longer being held in their familiar place. We are being unlocked! This brings a tremendous change to the biological body and the entire structure of our DNA encodement. It’s these additional DNA strands that trigger the change of our whole being into an Ascension Vehicle that will take us to the fifth dimension. This is why we said DNA and RNA are communication systems. It would be like DNA was the link to The Higher Self, Soul and RNA would be the soul response. Through this DNA renewal process, consciousness is brought to consciousness and intention is put into motion.
To strengthen the connection with your Higher Self, new attributes will be employed. You are in the process of changing a critical part of biology known to you as DNA.
This new model allows you to walk in full unison with your Higher Self at all times. Integration of the Supreme God-self physically.
We are the technology we were waiting for.
~ Author Unknown
There’s a reason this realm wants you in fear… it makes you easier to control.
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