Cure not to repeat the same mistakes. Heal so as not to kill alien worlds. Healing so as not to dirty other hearts. Heal so as not to harm. Cure not to give half love. Cure not to be conformist. Heal to realize that flowers grow in gardens, not in the desert. Heal so as not to self-destruct. Heal to clean my bowels.
And even though my throat has thousands of knots.
And even though it was almost impossible for me to break old habits, I wanted to heal, because that’s what the brave do.
Forgive. Love. Release. Heal.
There is still a long way to go, the universe knows that I still have a long way to go, but day by day I am removing from my skin what made me suffer.
“I’m doing this, I’m doing this…” I keep healing the most important person in my life, I keep healing FOR ME…
It was hard for the High Vibrational Souls to penetrate here in the 🌎.
When the arrival of a soul of a higher order about to incarnate the matrix reacts by transmitting the signal “attention to all” its commands.
And immediately, opposing forces fall upon that baby yet to prevent birth, provide for an early death, or to extinguish and steal his potential to exercise his gifts.
Externally, this may manifest itself as problems during pregnancy, childbirth. The child is born in the most difficult environment to degrade them as much as possible.
The system accurately reads vulnerabilities and problem points in order to strike them ruthlessly and consistently.
The task is to deprive her of self-confidence, destroy the inner core, be subjected to physical and psychological violence, incessant criticism and negativity.
The main thing is to stop loving yourself, disconnect from your soul and believe in others – it has no value – that you have to live like everyone else, do what you are told, not believe in yourself, in your own ability, handing over your power to someone else.
Yes, powerful souls can choose this cruel journey to lift experiences to more difficult levels.
But having descended to these lower vibrations you instantly realize that it’s not as simple as it seemed “from above”.
But there’s nowhere to go and not everyone passes that test of rising in those conditions and still spreading positive vibes around you.
This path symbolizes the lotus flower growing strong roots to overcome the darkness of the mud, overcoming all obstacles.
Similarly, a Human, on the spiritual path, goes through the experience of negativity.
So if sometimes you feel tired, think this is the darkest hour before Dawn, soon your lotus flower will surface.
I love the message received during meditation last night. It’s something we all should keep in mind. Lightening our energetic and emotional load is a full time job requiring our full attention.
Remember this phrase …
“Don’t judge yourself heavy on classic interference”
By the way, this came after I blogged about idol worship … take from it what you will.
Listen to this 12 year old girl expose the dystopian reality of 15-minute cities! 👇👇👇
“How dare you steal my childhood and my future, and the future of our children, by enslaving us in your crazy digital surveillance prison.” pic.twitter.com/uGWYi9bENu
I am always willing & happy to extend my generosity towards others. I also have no problems cutting cords with anyone who doesn’t come with good intentions. I forgive & let go of people.
I don’t keep people tied to me nor do I stay tied to anyone, which is why I am able to act from a place of neutrality & stick to facts, instead of project & respond out of anger.
I may seem authoritarian in the way I speak, it’s just the energy of my Higher Self. I am who I am unapologetically & am a firm believer that no light being should hide in the shadows anymore.
You do not need to hide your light in the name of humility. A true light being always has their head on their shoulder & knows how to self correct their own patterns & behaviors. Only the hybrids & soulless NPCs struggle to act in kindness & push their narcissistic abuse on you.
They expect you to be their doormat, & never fight back. They manipulate you into believing you’re bad when they’re the ones violating everyones rights. It’s imperative you take a stand. Do not cave in, this universe needs your light & so do you.
Fuck the Matrix! Fuck the system! Fuck the damn liars & deceivers!
Stand in your Power. Your authenticity activates your DNA & your life purpose.
I wish you heal from the things you don’t speak to anyone, from the pains you hold in silence, from the tears that stream down your face before you sleep.
I wish you heal from your fears, fears and insecurities. From the uncertainties that life once placed at you and that you face every day when you get out of bed and move on.
I wish you heal, from those heartaches, wounds and disappointments, that you silenced, that you never complained, but still feel deep inside you.
I wish you heal from the past that is still with you on the emotional scars you carry without complaining.
May you heal from the excuses you have never been given, the appreciation you have not received, the gratitude you have not been given, the fair recognition that was not offered to you, from all the times you deserved to receive the best and it did not come to you.
May you heal, from the pains that you swallowed, silenced, threw inside.
I hope you heal from all the times you said you were “okay” when you were not at all. Sometimes you swallowed your cry, anger, sadness, disappointment and smiled, so that the world wouldn’t see your pain, or so your smile could make someone happy.
May you heal from the moments you felt lonely and believed that no one saw your wounds or recognized your actions.
Believe, life sees, life repays, life heals.
Healing can be slow, silent, sometimes difficult, and it doesn’t come alone. But then it happens !
Healing is a process. Just as many cause you wounds that you bear in silence, others help heal the wounds without you noticing.
I wish you heal: from everything you say, from everything you don’t speak and from everything you need!
having loved removed from us when we were “bad” as punishment
Abandonment wounds are carried within the subconscious mind in the of core beliefs.
These core beliefs include:
everyone I love will leave or hurt me in some way
i must be perfect in order to receive love
something about me is broken or unworthy
i don’t belong
no one cares about what I think or feel
The subconscious mind works to confirm these core beliefs.
Always looking for evidence that we don’t belong, that people will leave us, or that we’re not good enough.
Our abandonment wounds can:
Create situations where we constantly procrastinate: this stems from a core belief that if I don’t get out of my comfort zone or don’t actually show up, I can’t fail. Or be seen as flawed/unworthy.
Obsessive achievement or workaholism: this stems from a core belief that if I’m constantly working or achieving I can bypass uncomfortable emotions and finally be “good enough.”
When my abandonment wounds come up, I’m flooded with intense emotions and racing thoughts.
Sometimes they come out of nowhere.
I can go to worse case scenarios (crisis thinking), or dissociation (shut down, numbness)
5 things I do when my abandonment wounds come up:
Pause: being aware of this helps you understand that these are thoughts and feelings from past wounding, not “truths.” Pause before making any decisions or falling into negative coping mechanisms.
2. I remind myself I’m safe: when I’m having fearful thoughts, I know my inner child is afraid. My inner child didn’t have adults to soothe me or to help me work through difficult emotions. I put my hand on my heart, take a deep breathe & say: I AM SAFE, NOW.
3. I move my body: intense thoughts and emotions need an outlet. When we’re stuck in our thinking mind, moving the body helps us work through the emotions. I always feel better afterwards.
4. I shift my breathing: slow, steady breaths from the body send a signal of safety to the nervous system. I either stretch or take a quick walk with intentional deep breathing. It’s incredible how this shifts the state of mind.
5. I cry: grieving is taboo in our culture. We’re conditioned to “get up and keep going” at all costs. When past emotions surface, I let them come up. I always feel more relaxed and centered when I let the tears flow rather than covering them up.
They are able to transform a computer program into a world of spirits we can taste, smell, touch, and change life.
Everything we do, see, feel, is stored and file saved the very moment it appears, forever.
Long ago this construct has been hijacked by outsiders. Since, we are subjects to death cult solfeggio frequencies and golden cult fibonacci timelines.
All done in order to harvest our very life-force to feed entities.
Those ones who believe they cannot exist without our blood, minerals, electricity, our ability to love and forgive.
Air-aether carries all information, all and everywhere.
Every little spark inside our brains. Every sound our bones emit. Very easy to intercept and harvest, very easy to alter our thoughts before they appear.
This ends now.
Self-proclaimed controllers are lost, knowing their harvest programs are coming to an end indefinitely. All layers of control. From outsiders, false gods, priests, down to freemasons and corporations.
By the end of 2023 the grid will be ours again.
May some cities will lay in ashes for the goal. May some colors change. Resistance was not futile.
The flower of death is departing from this Earth, but it cost millennia of patience and multitudes of human life-times in the process, the slaughter has yet not ended.
If you read this right now, you are inside a human body.
Ask yourself, why are you here, at this particular time of change.
Are you really here to voice your complains about unjust and this and that? Are you here to endure? To suffer? What is your choice?
Many of us know exactly why they are here, now, it is not coincidence.
Please burn your freemasonic black penguin suit and help yourself. The roofs of our houses shall not have pyramid shapes, ever again.
The Dog Soldiers were the Cheyenne Elite. They formed their own bands within the Cheyenne Nation. They often gave their own lives to protect their women and children. They were very much feared by the white Soldiers, and their Native American Foes, Pawnee, Ute, to name but a few, however, they where honoured Allies of the Lakota Sioux, and the Arapahoe’s, Comanche’s and Kiowa’s.
The mention of the words “Cheyenne Dog Soldier”, put Fear into the most hard of white Soldiers. They are still the most famous warrior society on Earth today. AHO.
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