It is hating my ass A LOT. It is thinking HOW CAN I HAVE AN ASS LIKE THIS, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
HOW AM I EVEN A HUMAN WOMAN PERSON THING.
And then about a day later, I am LOVING my ass. Like really really digging the shape, and the jiggle, and the softness, and how I can flex it. I want certain people to do things to it. Sending pictures celebrating it to my women on fire, of course.
I am taking advantage of this happy ass moment because I know, inevitably, I am going to hate it at again at some point. I am going to wake up in the morning and curse the gods of asses and the creative demons behind perfectly curated instagram photos with arched backs and waxed ass cheeks that look like the virgin ass cheeks of a baby deer.
I am going to demand that I AM GIVEN ANOTHER ASS OR ELSE.
How I feel about my ass is essentially, how I feel about my life.
Reality looks like:
Feeling decent, good even. Like hey, I am not doing too bad. Then a day or so later….
DEAR CHRIST WHAT IS THIS THING WE CALL LIFE.
WHAT AM I EVEN DOING.
My work now isn’t so much the doing or changing or growing or being better, but letting myself be loved and not looking for the ways so much in which I don’t feel loved.
For I am being loved. Deeply. Every day.
Love reminds me to get an Xray on my back, even when I don’t want to go.
Love is putting my heart, needs, feelings, first, even if it’s not convenient, or easy. If it hurts. Or is scary. Or is annoying.
Love is so blissed out to be with me, it is as if I never have a bad ass day. Ever.
Love is playing board games with me, getting mad at me, giving me the best org*sms of my life.
Love goes pretty easy on me and most importantly:
Love tells me my ass looks great.
Because it does.
In woman on fire we have good ass days and bad ass days, and we celebrate them all. No more avoiding or numbing out or wallowing alone.
We do that shit IN THE LIGHT OF DAY: together! Where we can finally laugh at ourselves and cry and hold each other from miles away.
We get reprieve for a moment from the addiction to self-flatulence and aggrandizement that can play in our heads.
PM me to claim one of our last few spots for this round of woman on fiyah.
Question: Why does man have an instinctive aversion to the idea of the annihilation of the soul?
Answer: Because there is no such thing as nothingness.
Question: Where does our instinctive sentiment of a future life come from?
Answer: We have already told you: before incarnating, the spirit is aware of all these things, and, once incarnate, the soul retains a vague memory of that knowledge and of what was seen during the interval in between incarnations.
Question: At the moment of death, what is the prevailing feeling in most people: doubt, fear, or hope?
Answer: Doubt in the case of hardhearted skeptics; fear, in the case of the guilty; and hope, in the case of the virtuous.
Question: Why are there skeptics at all, as the soul gives man the intuition of spiritual matters?
Answer: There are fewer skeptics than you suppose. During life, many pretend to be bold freethinkers out of pride, but at the moment of death, they are much less arrogant.
The consequences of the future life derive from the responsibility for our acts. With regard to the distribution of the joys to which all aspire, reason and justice tell us that the good and the wicked cannot possibly be ranked together. God cannot have wished for some to be awarded enjoyments without effort, whereas others only through struggle and perseverance.
The idea that God applies His justice and mercy through the wisdom of His laws does not allow us to believe that the righteous and the wicked are at the same level in His eyes. Nor can we doubt that some day the former shall receive a reward, and the latter a punishment, for the good or evil they have done. That is why our innate sense of justice gives us the intuition of future rewards and punishments.
Question: Is God personally concerned with each individual? Isn’t God too great and aren’t we too small for each individual in particular to have any importance in His eyes?
Answer: God is concerned with all the beings He created, no matter how small they may be. Nothing is too small for the goodness of God.
The Spirits’ Book by Allen Kardec, Chapter 2, part 1: 958, 959; part 2: 961, 962, part 3: 963
Today is a day to focus on right action. Negative thoughts and feelings don’t lead to right actions. I need to let those thoughts, feelings, and ideas go and make all of my thoughts right thoughts. Right thoughts lead to right actions. Right actions lead to good results. Today I welcome only good things into my life.
A spiritual awakening requires that one must face their shadow to become whole. You do not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The shadow must be brought to the surface of awareness, it must be actualized within consciousness, otherwise it will continue to express itself as unconscious and unguarded energy through habit, impulse and behavior. You must make the unconscious conscious, otherwise it will direct your life and you will call it fate. I believe this is what is happening to humanity finally.
We are purging the shadow. We are witnessing everything we hate and despise within ourselves and the world, and we are perceiving this through the actions and behavior of the elite cult known as the new world order.
These families are at the core of the banking system, and they control everything through money. They control all news media, hollywood, music industry, telecoms, google, amazon, facebook, pharmaceutical medical industry, military industrial complex, govt and intelligence.
They control drug cartels and trafficking rings, which is what they thrive on – human sacrifice. This is an ancient ritual which brings power to the cult. Essentially black magick: the alchemical transmutation of energy from the destruction of creation.
There is a reason why a bioweapon has been released into the world at this time. There is a reason why 5G towers are being erected throughout countries. The cabal knew this is the year of a great awakening. Billionaires know the astrology. They know the secrets of energy.
They know how consciousness works, and exactly how to condition and manipulate it. They have always known. They have divorced themselves from divinity. They are a cancer within the universe that relies on the harvest of energy through the manipulation & suffering of human beings.
There are metaphysical principles to how this works, and we wield the same knowledge, intelligence and power as these psychopaths. This is how I myself, and others can see what they are doing.
They are becoming weak now that the planetary tides are turning, now that the earths frequency is rising. They are losing strength their spells are unbinding, now that their black magick is losing its ability of concealment. This is because the light is flooding into the planet.
The light is awakening within each and every person, gradually. They cannot stop the light from exposing their shadows. They fear the light and they fear love. Love IS the vibration of the universe. Love is the vibration of God which is the Divine.
This is why they are attempting to suppress it. They have manipulated the population to lock away in their houses fearful and afraid. This is the energy of subservience. This is the energy of control. They are weaponising harmful frequencies to make us sick and disoriented.
This is how they plan to control and condition our consciousness. We are waking up to all of it now. Change will arrive. The 1% are in control There are small % who work for them to do their bidding. There are 5-10% who are truly awake and see through all the illusions.
There are 90% who are oblivious and obey everything the TV permits to them. The 1% are trying to stop the 5% from waking up the 90%. This is the war. It is a war for your mind.
Fortunately there are people in high echelons in America who are working tirelessly to stop the cabal. Regardless of what the media has embedded into your mind, Donald Trump has been working to take the cabal out from the root.
Trump and the Patriots have been on a mission to drain the swamp of corruption for years now. They have seized the central bank. They have affect the globalists supply chains across the world. Have you noticed how Trump always refers to the invisible enemy?
He is talking about them. Trump and the Patriots are working to fulfil the energy of light. They will take the illuminati out at the core, exposing the corruption and imprisoning the mob bosses within all the organisations they control.
They will dismantle the globalist control structures of this evil Pharoanic death cult. What we must do is maintain our vibration – our mental, emotional, and spiritual energy. This is how we change the planet, we raise the vibration – by not giving into fear and confusion.
The cabal have been using the media to propagate the frequency of fear and confusion to the masses. This is what keeps people conditioned and controlled. We must accept that not everybody can handle the truth right away. Simply Move on to the next person.
I have had backlash from my family and close friends, who cannot begin to comprehend what I am telling them. I understand. I understand the psychology.
The light is so blinding, it will destroy the ego, the illusions that keep people resonating in their comforted modalities and beliefs. They are completely unaware of this war. We are fighting to protect them. We are fighting for the future generations, just as our ancestors did.
World War III is a spiritual war. Its a war of spiritual energy – light vs those who have chosen dark, & it is happening silently. As we maintain our vibration, we will start to notice how it affects and encourages the intelligence to rise within those who are of the 90% asleep.
We are all playing our role on the planet right now. They want you to feel worthless, they want you to feel powerless.. but the truth is we are more powerful than them. There is a light inside of you. It’s within every human on earth.
You have seen and unseen allies. Draw upon their strength. Join forces with friends and flourish.
Today I will focus on the good and happy Spirits in my life. The ones that build me up instead of tearing others down. I am rich with the joy and beauty brought to me by my friends. Today I will contact a friend and tell them of their worth. I will embrace their love and thrive.
Focus on how far you have come. Not how far you have to go. You will find help in unexpected places.
I am a beautiful, courageous traveler on a journey toward ultimate happiness. Today I am grateful for how far I have come and how much I’ve been given. I am grateful for the companions I find along the trail. I will remember that I have been placed on this Earth to discover what I really want to do and to be true to myself. I will find my own way and I will live my dream.
Something wonderful is happening. Change is in the air. Open yourself to blessings on their way.
Today I know that something wonderful is going to happen. I will keep my eyes and ears open for the guideposts to these unknown blessings. I give thanks for change and the faith that life is about to get even better than I ever thought possible.
Strength is gentle. True kindness has wings. Love in action endures.
Today I will let kindness grow in me. I will be gentle with myself and give my soul the love it deserves. I will focus on everlasting love and let it gently flow into the world. I am alive, my gratitude knows no bounds, and my heart now overflows with love and kindness.
Gently flow through the turbulence. Life has the ability to shape you. Bend, don’t break.
Today when the storms of life come blowing I will bend with them but not break. I will be brave and let go of the shore with courage. I will not be caught up with the things I cannot change but focus on what I can and flow. I will swim in the great sea of life and not be afraid because the winds of positive change are on my side.
Reading from the deck Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma
Guardian King of the North: His time is midnight, and the element he guards is Air. He is seen holding a mongoose, which is spitting jewels in his left hand, and a banner of victory over the most deadly emotions in his right hand.
The Air Dragon: You’re able to fulfill your life’s ambitions and have perfected your positive actions. Instinctively, you’re in the right place at the right time because of your good karma. This wisdom controls your five senses and helps you to perfect good deeds.
Guardian King of the East: His time is dawn, and the element he guards is Water. He is seen playing gentle music on his lute, which soothes the angry mind and brings calm to the world.
Connections: Don’t close yourself off from others. Try not to withdraw into your shell and become unwilling to learn or accept life’s lessons. Whether you like it or not, we’re all connected.
The Water Dragon: Remember that you must look in the mirror for the answers to your issues with anger.
Reading from the deck “5 Keys to Happiness” created by Gordon Smith and Dronma
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