David Ice was trying to warn us in 1998. I cannot understand why people don’t see this today. Is it a normalcy bias or what? pic.twitter.com/Ap4j5BaW0Y
having loved removed from us when we were “bad” as punishment
Abandonment wounds are carried within the subconscious mind in the of core beliefs.
These core beliefs include:
everyone I love will leave or hurt me in some way
i must be perfect in order to receive love
something about me is broken or unworthy
i don’t belong
no one cares about what I think or feel
The subconscious mind works to confirm these core beliefs.
Always looking for evidence that we don’t belong, that people will leave us, or that we’re not good enough.
Our abandonment wounds can:
Create situations where we constantly procrastinate: this stems from a core belief that if I don’t get out of my comfort zone or don’t actually show up, I can’t fail. Or be seen as flawed/unworthy.
Obsessive achievement or workaholism: this stems from a core belief that if I’m constantly working or achieving I can bypass uncomfortable emotions and finally be “good enough.”
When my abandonment wounds come up, I’m flooded with intense emotions and racing thoughts.
Sometimes they come out of nowhere.
I can go to worse case scenarios (crisis thinking), or dissociation (shut down, numbness)
5 things I do when my abandonment wounds come up:
Pause: being aware of this helps you understand that these are thoughts and feelings from past wounding, not “truths.” Pause before making any decisions or falling into negative coping mechanisms.
2. I remind myself I’m safe: when I’m having fearful thoughts, I know my inner child is afraid. My inner child didn’t have adults to soothe me or to help me work through difficult emotions. I put my hand on my heart, take a deep breathe & say: I AM SAFE, NOW.
3. I move my body: intense thoughts and emotions need an outlet. When we’re stuck in our thinking mind, moving the body helps us work through the emotions. I always feel better afterwards.
4. I shift my breathing: slow, steady breaths from the body send a signal of safety to the nervous system. I either stretch or take a quick walk with intentional deep breathing. It’s incredible how this shifts the state of mind.
5. I cry: grieving is taboo in our culture. We’re conditioned to “get up and keep going” at all costs. When past emotions surface, I let them come up. I always feel more relaxed and centered when I let the tears flow rather than covering them up.
Makes sense that my astral self is a young, loving, purely innocent female. Holy Spirit. I wonder if we all are trifecta, or if some are the same as they see in a man-made mirror.
In high school as a sophomore I was involved in jazz choir. Our school hadn’t won an award in competition in over ten years.
One of the songs was a solo, sung by me. We made it to finals. I asked the teacher if we could use my solo in the competition, he barked, no!! You were singing sharp!! I said, no it wasn’t! So he plugged in the cassette, rewound and had a listen, agreeing he was in error, it was right in tune, so we used it in the final round.
We wound up taking first place trophy. I was not permitted to go up for the trophy with others because I was not senior.
Folks like this … they were always around to make certain I never thought too highly of myself.
May he someday understand what he contributed to …
I watched a man say “don’t tell people you have voices in your head”. He said having voices in your head means you’re a player in the game. That those who don’t, are simply NPC’s (non player character).
I don’t understand how folks can willingly choose to shut out our spirit family. They say they believe in God and angels but when someone says they have received a message it’s considered mental illness … for everyone except priests and nuns, and a chosen few who think their spirits are positive because they haven’t been attacked … all else are considered fraudulent.
That’s the biggest scam I think, telling people their connection to spirit is a mental illness. That’s where the true disconnect originates.
I’m mostly surprised by the indigenous folks in my circle who I’ve spoken to of this, who unfortunately, do not think as the below stated belief.
Shamans (indigenous spiritual leaders) have a very different opinion of schizophrenia. They believe that schizophrenics are spiritually gifted people who have a strong ability to communicate with spirits. Schizophrenics are in the midst of a spiritual awakening.
As soon as signs of schizophrenia are detected, shamans perform healings on the schizophrenics to remove any negative entities that may be attached to their energetic bodies. Without an overload of negative thoughts, the schizophrenics’ minds become clear. Next, the shamans teach these people to shamanic journey — a spiritual practice that allows them to utilize their gifts to converse with divine spirit guides, power animals and ancestors to receive healing and guidance for themselves and others.
Western medicine has labeled it as a medical condition affecting the weak and chemically alter them. They are trying to kill off the players who broke into their sick game … and the npc’s are turned against them, making their battle for sovereignty even that much more difficult.
We are naturally psychic.
The controllers of this matrix don’t want people waking up and entering the game. When folks do, they are attacked quickly with voice to skull technology. The attempt is to get them to commit suicide, or hurt someone else so they go to jail and get doped up with all kinds of psych meds.
They want people who enter the game dead, trapped in a lower realm, rather than gaining balance and actually play the game, team humanity in mind.
Yep … those who accidentally break into the game (usually using some type of hallucinogen, or drug injected by gov (autism).
Sad thing is, when folks do break into the controllers domain, they not only have to fight for their life and soul, they have to withstand judgement and ridicule from their, as of yet unaffected, human family.
Ignorance is not bliss.
Too many in this world spouting off about being an authority on spirituality, yet completely ignorant of the game … they cannot help anyone.
This is psychological warfare, and people are so hypnotized still, they can’t see it, and do more harm than good.
Approximately 25000 years ago, dark forces took humanity hostage and created quarantine Earth. They created virtual reality control system that is usually referred to as the “Matrix”. Implants are one of the means of control that the dark forces use to maintain the matrix.
There are programmable crystals (3) that continue to be put into the mental, astral and etheric bodies of every human upon incarnation. These implants create a spacetime black hole anomaly, thus confusing human mind and emotion. Every person has three primary implants as we will describe next. Each implant holds belief systems that limit our spiritual evolution. The Light Forces have begun with gradual clearing of humanity’s implants. You can help this process by using affirmation and the implant removal techniques.
Cancellation of contracts:
“In the name of who I am, in the name of the divine soul presence that I am, in the name of all ascended beings of light, in the name of the Galactic Confederation, in the name of the galactic center, I decree and command to nullify and invalidate all past, present and future contracts and agreements made between any part of my being and the dark forces. All of these contracts and agreements and all of their consequences are now completely erased from my reality. I am now free, all the karma of my whole being is now cleared too. I am a free and sovereign being of light, from now until eternity. So be it, and so it is. (repeat 3 times) “Into the light”. Say your name.
Visualize that the energy rises from your crown chakra to your upper chakras (8-9-10-11-12th chakra) and energizes them one by one.
The energy will reach the twelfth chakra in the thirteenth dimension of reality to the throne of I AM THAT I AM. Visualize yourself meeting the I AM Presence, merging and uniting with it. Bring the Presence back and imbue your body with the Presence from the top of your head
to the bottom of your feet, to the heart of Mother Earth”.
Invocation :
“I call upon the Pillar of Pure White Light to descend upon me and to form around me. I call upon the Presence of the I AM That I AM. I ask the Presence of the I AM That I AM to join and merge with me.”
People wanting to receive a great deal and an even better price. They are always told it’s possible, and often sales has to smooth ruffled feathers because the “lie” they told proved itself.
Why do people seek to mentally challenge themselves so much? Why do those selling services lie?
I know, I know…
They want to take the sale from the next guy.
But to allow oneself to become an habitual liar to gain monetarily??? Not my cup of tea. The lies don’t end till the project ends, then another begins and the same schmoozing falsehood techniques start all over.
The older I get, the longer my list of people and things to avoid inviting into my world grows.
The crazy you may think I am is only an unwillingness to see how I see … and that’s ok. Just please, don’t try to reformat me. Ask me to stay away if you can’t accept me and my truth. It’d be kinder than your continuous rejection, and trying to make me something I’ve expanded beyond.
I’m doing my best not to go back in the box. It’s strange, this expansion. So many want you to shrink and go back into the box of limitation and “comfort”.
No thank you. I’d rather drag you kicking and screaming into the reality I see …. Hence, our friction. Oh the joys of loving and living.
Welcome magic and wonder Brilliance and grace Welcome joy, satisfaction Pleasure and strength
Welcome essence, beauty, presence Time, spirit, form, and space Welcome excellence in every blessing Sacred and pray
What I seek, I am What I wanna know, I understand All I wish I could, I can Who I wanna be, I am
What I seek, I am What I wanna know, I understand All I wish I could, I can Who I wanna be, I am
Welcome magic and wonder Brilliance and grace Welcome joy, satisfaction Pleasure and strength
Welcome essence, beauty, presence Time, spirit, form, and space Welcome excellence in every blessing Sacred and pray
What I seek, I am What I wanna know, I understand All I wish I could, I can Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
What I seek, I am (ooh-ooh) What I wanna know, I understand (I-I) All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh) Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
I am a seed, I am a tree I am the flower, I am the bee I am fire and I am wind I accept love and also I give (I am) I am loud and I am mighty (ooh-ooh) I am silent and I tread lightly (I-I) I am a brave and monumental (whoa-oh) I am modest, I am gentle (I am) I am a student and I teach I am the sand and I am a beach I am ease and I am power (I am) I am bridge and I am tower (I am) I am reason, I am wild (I am) I am mother, I am child I am many, I am few I am God, and God is you (I am)
What I seek, I am (I am) What I wanna know, I understand (I-I) All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh) Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
What I seek, I am (ooh-ooh) What I wanna know, I understand (I-I) All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh) Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am (I-I) I am, I am, I am (whoa-oh) I am, I am, I am (to be) (I am)
Source: Musixmatch Songwriters: India Arie Simpson / Alexandra Sarton / Verónica Santiago
