Years ago I had something happen which nearly ended my life, and actually DID end life as I knew it.
For years my mind was in chaos, and only since August of 2020 has it smoothed out.
In these moments, when power is out and life has gone basic, I am finding that I Am coming more into alignment with my Soul Essence, which I have seen on 2 occasions in the astral.
Pure Love, welcoming with joy all that she sees … all that I see.
Only in the last 2 days have I really looked at my defensive nature toward things, people … seen and unseen.
I Am learning how to release that portion of self … there isn’t any need for it in the New World … the world I very much long to be a part of.
My most sincere apologies to my visitors in the astral.
I know I have not been the easiest person to visit.
It is a challenge, this transition, especially because of the way it started for me, all those years ago.
I am grateful for your persistence and patience.
I cannot promise that I have achieved a full liberation from the old me, but I am in process and looking forward very much to returning to that place of Love unconditional, in all instances.
I am the river of life I am the keeper of this dream Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories Long ago given to the earth
These mountains tall They are my only walls In this temple where I bow
Haseya
Rise up, my sisters, rise up We are the water, the sacred cup It’s in our hands that all life grows It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands It’s in your love we rise above
It’s in your song I hear my soul So rise up, my sisters, rise up Let us lift each other up Sing it from your heart and from your soul
Haseya
Sun and moon they shine together She moves the waters and dances with the heavens
In your eyes I see Haseya rise In your eyes I see the giver of this life
It`s imperative to understand that there are MANY plans and Agendas right now playing out. Illuminati against Satanists ( a lot for show), Dems against Rep (also a show), Biden/Trump (big cinema) – but the really important thing is that there is a DEVINE PLAN in order and unfolding with the Ascension of Earth. I always told people how can they talk about ascension in the mind that`s about a Presidency???? I never got this “logic” – 5D is about Unity Consciousness and not about left or right. And so we can observe HOW MANY of the so-called “Love & Light” groups become hi-jacked and completely got lost in the “game”. We HAVETO TRUST OURSELVES and trust OUR INTUITIONS – we are interdimensional beings, celestial beings and no f……ing AI.
On of the first Lords Rothschild said : Give humans the Illusion that they can choose, vote or elect – you will always win. Especially when both parties are already yours. Why do this 1% become more rich with every war?? Because the sell weapons to both sides – for them it doesn’t matter who is “winning” because they always win. It’s a “win/win” situation for them. And the Election of a President is the same procedure for them.
MSM is such a vital part of the Illuminati and negative forces – programming consciousness.
I am really quiet sure that by now more than 2 Million lightbeings are incarnated on Earth. It’s already the 3rd wave of incarnated higher consciousness here. And with 144,000 we wouldn’t be able to keep, hold and ground the incoming energy for humanity. The 144 has something to do with the activation of the DNA strands and the Solar Rishi.
They are well aware that we are all here now. And they also know that they can’t stop the solar event and can’t stop the ascension of Earth. They just can try to take as many as possible with them into they 4th negative dimension.
Probably people have to hit the ground first before they are willing to wake up and take self responsibility for their own life and don`t blame and judge always others because this just causes the law of cause and effect for THEMSELVES – not the others. Universal laws in effect.
Self responsibility is important but waking up is necessary.
Free Will:
Let me share something with you about YOU as an IS-BE (Interdimensional Spiritual Being having a human experience) and the dilemma of this realm:
Movies, tv shows, comic books, fantasy movies, etc that disclosed ET presence on Earth and what interacting with ETs really entails. The fact of the matter is, extraterrestrials IS-BEs are not interdimensional IS-BE. You are not required to take DMT supplements or drugs to interact and communicate with extraterrestrial IS-BEs.
In order to exist on this level, each IS-BE must be in sync with their full chakra frequency alignments. Full telepathic communication and mind meld. This is what it means to connect with someone on a deeper level inside the brain and mind, stored inside of your DNA which then is the signature used by your subconscious to project reality around you. Your IS-BE is the God inside you. You have the ultimate control over your own destiny, however to comprehend and manifest those lessons, patience, prayer, meditation, empathy, love, and union are emotions that will manifest positive life energy manifestations to become in your reality.
Allow us to connect a few dots for you that may be unclear. These interdimensional beings responsible for the child sacrificing obsession the society has been driven to are also the source of where fascism is coming – the Universities. We can visually see the Universities are cults with massive pedophile rings inside of them using Government subsidized programs to perform illegal experiments on millions of lives.
Understand that all life forms are IS-BEs. Including mice. Including rats. Including bacteria. All IS-BEs are a manifestation of a conscious projection of an IS who wishes to BE. The IS-BE responsible for the Biological entities it encompasses. This logically and compassionately.
Universities are experimenting on animals and lower cast life forms because they are deemed worthy to be experimented upon. Here is a moral dilemma, what gives one life form the permission to take the life of another lifeform? That who created you. This is the beast of burden debate in vegetarianism. However consuming meat for food is the psyop The real beast of burden is what Universities are doing to global consciousness in the sacrifice to science.
Seen from the medical point I think the nasal form of the test is a probable danger because the hidden access leads via the nose to the “Regio olfactoria”. In this uppermost area of the nasal cavity, the brain, or the fluid surrounding the brain, the so-called liquor, is only removed from the outside world through a bone (the ethmoid) and some cell layers of the nasal mucosa Cut. So it`s very easy to “place” nanoparticles there, which can be “activated” with the vaxx and directed via 5G – frequency manipulation.
Negative forms have more and more troubles in the rising frequency and vibration on the planetary body and so I want to share the latest News about in short form:
Gaian Matrix
There are significant and positive changes taking place in our Universal Matrix at this time, which are happening at progressively higher dimensional layers. Each next layer of access is bringing more recovery and rehabilitation, bringing disclosure and ascension that much closer. While things may look very confusing and dire on the outer scape, these massive shifts at architectural levels are making it increasingly difficult for negative forces to maintain themselves. This is a time to be steadfast in our dedication to know the truth and to nurture our inner spirit and God connection, as we have progressively more access to both.
The return of the Solar Rishi into the matter worlds is a significant event which has generated massive impacts to the timeline architecture of this reality, and is why this month we focus on the current Guardian projects and direct impacts made to the future timeline of the 7D Gaian Matrix. This new configuration has radically changed the Galactic and Metagalactic Core configuration and this is continually unfolding new organic timeline patterns for ascension within the planetary architecture. The 8D Metagalactic Core is also the Gaian planetary core, which previously held in place a Black Sun in the 8th Portal, that was configured from an exact AI replica of the Gaian Matrix during the Electric Wars.
During the Winter Solstice Gold Body activation, a sixth harmonic universe for 6D-7D-8D was completed and this is gradually restoring the Gaian Matrix to its original pre-fall state. This was directed through an intervention in which non-dimensionalized Cosmic God Source fields emerged to host this newly created harmonic universe, surrounding and permeating Gaia within a new Universal Mother Dark Matter Matrix, to correct timeline damage resulting from the Electric War invasion. From within the restored Gaian planetary core shines a Christos Infinity Sun, which emanates its solar plasmic rays for the Gold Sun DNA body from 8D. As well as assorted RH Sun-Star Solar factors designed to spiritualize our blood stream in krystal waters and to ignite plasmic coding within our neurological system for the transfiguration of our etheric body and 3D consciousness.
The Amethyst Order and Violet Flame Yanas and Ramyanas from the Rha God World Creation have been instrumental with organizing extensive emancipation gridwork projects that are happening in the Gaian matrix to restore Universal Tribal Records for angelic humanity. These are assortments of Maji Grail King-Queen instruction sets that restore Gaia’s consciousness record for the Ascended Master lineages, including embodiment of Gaian architecture that holds the original founder emanations of the 48 DNA stranded Azurites. The Tri-Matrix of the Azurites includes three 48 stranded matrices that hold 144 dimensions that are accessed from within a quad merged core manifestation template (12 Tree Grid) that is based on the Ecka God World configurations, the access into the seven higher heavens. These particular Christos diamond sun body templates are forming complex Krystal Cathedral alignments for the Solar Rishi and Founder lineages to pour their consciousness body into, by braiding themselves back into the Gaian Matrix, which is freeing many more Ascended Master identities that were being trapped in the Black Sun constructs.
Having a greater awareness of events happening in the Gaian Matrix that are eradicating holocaust timelines and alien machinery used by the Black Suns from the Electric Wars on Hyperborea for timeline bleed through on earth, also helps us to better understand the hidden spiritual warfare behind the aggressive pushing of toxic nano injections that are currently being mass marketed to the earth population. Everything happening on the earth at this time is connected to the spiritual war happening at multiple dimensional levels, whether we can understand this is taking place or not.
A bit from this Info about the different timelines: 7D Gaia and Paliadorian Seeding
The planet Earth exists in three main formed identities in the Universal Time Matrix. The timelines for the 3D Earth are called Earth or Terra, the timelines for the 5D Earth are called Tara and the timelines for the 7D Earth are called Gaia. Due to the cataclysm that occurred on Tara which exploded portions of the main planetary grid manifestation template, the 5D Taran planet was separated from its 7D Gaian counterpart in future time. Essentially, the result of the planetary grid damage trapped the soul family matrix on Tara and the monadic family matrix on Gaia, to be locked down in their respective harmonic universes unable to communicate or link with each other. This cataclysmic event generated separation between 5D and 7D timelines which further created damage between the soul and monadic layers in our angelic human consciousness body. As a result of this cataclysm, humanity was unable to fully unite and integrate the soul aspects that were trapped in the 5D timelines with the monadic aspects that were trapped in the 7D timelines.
Avoiding the test is the only way out … irrespective of how awakened and ascended our consciousness may be … tragic.
Taking the test or injecting the poison is the cabals way of limiting humanity ascending with Earth. Also possibly leading to their 4D- timeline. Maybe somewhere in the future.
They have already started the no jab no job rhetoric … how convenient ..the agenda is so starkly apparent.
You can make a test but tell them they are just allowed to do it in the lowest regions of the nose, not more than 2 cm inside. The test alone will not “activate” anything – they need to applicate the trigger (vaxx).
I fell back to sleep and this particular entity said, using MY voice, “I’ll show you …” and proceeded to get very serious about the same type of manipulation.
I am grateful, for I see it for what it is, and I recognize my true self as gentle, pure, joy.
It has come to my attention that I am easily manipulated in the astral for I subconsciously believe I am powerless. In the astral I am 17 years of age.
The story …
When I was 15, I met a man who was 26. He treated me like a princess. He moved in to my parents house with me, although our sleeping quarters were on the opposite side of the property.
For one year he was my prince, a pure gentleman. Then it began.
At 16 he started to beat me. By the age of 17 I was receiving beatings once a week, usually followed by him requiring sex from me while he rattled on about how sorry he was and how much he loved me.
My mother and step-father did not lift a finger to help me. We were very poor and this abuser poached salmon and dear for the dinner table. There were many mouths to feed.
The last time … At 17 I had tried to leave him. I was in my car and he ran me off the road. He yanked me thru the drivers side window and threw me into his truck, tying me in. He drove me to the river where he proceeded to beat me hard. I tried to jump in the river and he picked up a huge rock and said he would smash my head should I try it. I did not. He then grabbed me by the throat and choked me until I passed out. When I came to he was smashing my head into the rocks. He stopped, then he pulled me into the truck, where he proceeded to have sex with me … once again saying how sorry he was, how much he loved me.
This lasted for many hours. When I finally arrived home, to my mothers house (she had moved out of the previous house) it was the wee hours of the morning. I went to the bathroom and drew a bath. I locked the door so my mother could not walk in. I sank into the bath water, my body full of scrapes from the rocks and the start of bruises from his attack beginning to show. I was shaken … I realized I could have died that night.
I left town, for I knew I was in extreme danger.
Fast forward to these days …
In the astral I am manipulated my the masculine. They are not human, but they can shape shift into human form. They are expert at manipulating the psyche of the human.
They cause me to do things in the astral I would not choose to do if I were resting in my power.
It has come to my attention that my astral self, my 17 year old self, is still in that mode of powerlessness, and these ones take advantage of it … or perhaps they are simply showing me that this scenario exists in my subconsciousness, bringing it forth so that I may heal it.
Either way …
It is time to heal that girl in me, to bring her into her power, the power she wields as a conscious 54 year old me.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
It is time to reprogram my subconscious.
Here are a few things I’ve discovered that can assist in the process.
My first action is to strictly limit the negativity I am exposed to … from this moment on, then …
1: Listen to the wisdom in my resistance, being humble 2: Decide, Commit, Resolve 3: Don’t assume I know everything 4: Listen to my fears and define what they are 5: Interview my subconscious: What am I afraid of? 6: Repeat what I believe to my subconscious ~ Affirmations 7: Promise myself I will make it work
The subconscious mind is a force. It has the power to stop me from dreaming big and moving forward — but all its power comes from the programming I put into it.
I will allow feelings of love, joy, and peace to flow through me as if I were truly having these experiences, and …
8: Adopt empowering beliefs 9: Focus on Gratitude 10: Visualize, 10-15 minutes per day 11: Be very consistent and persistent 12: Biohack the subconscious mind with Binaural beats
Gamma when engaged in certain motor functions
Beta when fully conscious and actively concentrating
Alpha when relaxed
Theta when drowsy or lightly sleeping
Delta when in deep sleep
These audio programs can help reprogram the subconscious mind by creating a more receptive forum for installing positive messages.
“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality” — Earl Nightingale
You can’t stop a woman who has the universe inside her.
Yes, her dream states may be manipulated.
There may be those in the astral who attempt to shame her.
Their seeming intention is to make her feel weak and vulnerable.
All that does is show their own frustration at their inability to manipulate her waking state.
She remains in joy.
She sheds all attempts to make her feel shame.
She recognizes her power by the sneaky hidden ones frustrations, shown by their influence in the astral. In the dream state.
Their power ends there.
Fully conscious, she chooses self-love. Not perverted, but fresh, whole and free.
Strong efforts are made to cause the praying woman shame and humiliation.
The night is the night, and the day is the day.
They may influence the dream state.
But she knows who she is.
She has SEEN herself, true.
She is LOVE.
She is PURE.
She is INNOCENCE.
She is SACRED.
She is here to remind the manipulators they have no authority here.
Their influence ends once she enters fully into consciousness.
Their power is shallow and vague at best.
She releases all burdens attempted on her.
She sheds any and all fragments of the perverted unseen.
And she goes on to live a fabulous, love filled day, knowing full well the guardians and guides she has called upon are with her always.
Life is life.
Seen, unseen.
1. Law of divine oneness
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
The sleeping majority perceive the governments, the WHO, the Vaxx and all the shit (sorry, not lady-like) as something positive. And of course I understand why because the programming of consciousness begins with the birth of a child and never stops. So it`s an unimaginable effort to wake up in this density here and to become wake.
And if they don’t perceive it as “good” they are “guided” through the programming of fear. Fear about death, sickness, poverty, Dems or Reps, right or left, dark or light. The only way to really wake is to KNOW that IS-BEs (we) are pure energy and light and we are immortal. The body can “die”- but we never.
Thank you Source Creator, Higher Knowledge, and All which dwells in me, All that I Am.
I am grateful for this day.
I have been without power for 4 days, it is 35 degrees in my house. I was fortunate to be blessed with the ability to purchase firewood for my fireplace. I am blessed to have a roommate who is there all day to keep the fire going while I am at work.
I am blessed with the opportunity to earn pay, which (hahaha) keeps the lights on, usually, but that has allowed me to afford the wood now burning in the fireplace.
I am grateful to be here for a few hours, where the heat is working.
I am grateful, for the negativity in my mind seems to be subsiding.
Although I wake, on the defensive, knowing that my dreams (my subconscious) is being observed, I realized a few moments ago that those who interact with me in the astral are not all of the same caliper. Some I understand mean me a not so pleasant future … but then again, it could just be a reflection of my “attitude” towards my visitors, a misinterpretation of the plan.
I am grateful to know that I have the authority to change my stance on things, according to my Will.
I am grateful for the hard lessons I have received over the last 18 years.
Hard lessons for certain, which have built my character and my compassion for those in a “hard place” in the many various ways that shows up, and also for Self.
Hard lessons which taught me that “judgement” isn’t always righteous … toward others, but particularly, for Self. After all, what we see in the world is a reflection of what is in our own minds and heart … in order to change what is seen and experienced, there is a need to change ones own character.
Releasing the need to be on defense or offense is critical … the coming Utopia requires that we be kind, that we lift others, that we give of ourselves, and in so doing all of this will be granted us as well.
I read today, “The path of self enlightenment begins when you realize that all in the material realm is an illusion created by chaos and true balance in ones own life comes from how they perceive their own consciousness” and that “high vibrations allow negative vibrations to pass through unimpeded”.
And so I begin practicing, to allow negativity to flow through me unimpeded … feel it, think it, release it without responding to it.
Mastering the Self is quite the challenge!
I am grateful to the helpers and teachers who have assisted in the process, for me, and for others.
Understanding had been so elusive in life, only now peeking at me from a state of higher knowledge.
Thank you to everyone who has contributed to my journey.
Thank you to everyone who has shown me Love … even when that Love did not feel like Love.
I am grateful, knowing that while we all have separate paths, they will all meet someday in Unity.
I am so happy that I have been blessed to see my true essence in the astral, not once, but twice.
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