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Subtle Manipulator

Published December 8, 2020 by tindertender

Many are being “steered” into new ways of thinking.

With sweetness … Quote “Ladies, you are beautiful. There’s no need for you to spray paint your face or hair with the colors of the rainbow. Easy with the cosmetics.”

When I was young, I tried out makeup. My step father at the time told me I was so beautiful already I did not need it … I stopped practicing putting make-up on.

The same tactics are being used right now, to shape the way a woman thinks of herself, the way she treats herself.

Now, it is true … women are so beautiful they need no make-up or rainbow colored hair … but sometimes rainbow colored hair is fun … who is to tell us it is not, or that we ought not have it once in awhile?

Quote “Do you feel like your life is out of control, everything’s falling apart? Truth is your soul is taking over the steering wheel. What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul. All things which would hinder your growth during this process, are being eliminated from your reality.”

All things which would hinder your growth are being eliminated from your reality ….
What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul …

YOUR soul is not doing this. Those who USURP your soul, are. Yet they’ll tell you it is free will choice that YOU are making on a subconscious level. They’ll attempt to make you believe the changes being made are your decision, but they are not.

YOUR decision is in how you respond to the changes being made.

We really have no choice in the matter of change. You know this already by the way life has moved you around, without consent.

Sure, we can believe whatever we like. We can choose to believe we are a co-creator, and in essence we are, but in many instances, not a conscious and willing partner. Our energies are being utilized to make the changes on a global AND personal scale … subliminal messaging and sweet talk will mold us into a belief that we are at choice ….

Choice about the change is not ours.

Choice on how we respond to the change IS.

Manipulation is one of my pet peeves. Sweet talkers who tell you what you want to hear, leading you down a certain path of thought, getting you to believe that thought is yours … well, there are some very good manipulators out there right now.

They know how to use the sugar, and they know how to shock you out of your comfort zone, recreating you.

I was blessed to be exposed to some of the best of them in my life.

People need someone to tell them how to think, what to do, how to behave, who to be ….

This is proven by the massive amount of followers on some of these social media accounts who do just that.

Sheeple.

Being sweet talked onto a certain path.

The main purpose of this is to reformat you into a being that is more acceptable by the manipulators.

To take away your individuality, to make you subservient.

You may say, they care!

Of course they care. They care about the end product that they will wind up with as wives … as child bearers … as sex puppets …. toys for the manipulation and control of the ‘masters’.

Some speak of astral sex like its a choice. HA!! They say it starts telepathically before it is felt on the skin … yes, I know, I get that too. But it does not start with me telepathically calling it in … no, they just appear, and do as they will. Saying “no” does not make it stop. They feel they own you … and right now many are being auditioned for the position of sex toy … many aspects of the masculine in the astral will “try you out”. Try to tell them to stop … see how well that works for you. You might say, “I don’t want it to stop, it feels good.” Yes, I know … but try to exert your will over the situation, see how much they respect you … they don’t.

You want purple hair? GET IT.

You want to be sassy? BE IT.

You want to adorn yourself? DO IT.

You want to be in charge of your life? LIVE IT.

When someone else reformats you, they have the right to claim you.

Build yourself as you wish to be … NOT as another wishes you to be.

We all ought to be very familiar with the manipulators techniques by now. If not, well, many will have to learn the hard way, just as I did.

Remember, the techniques of controlling others is subtle. They’ll mold your mind into the belief that it is your decision … as seen above, telling you … “What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul …”

Wrong.

It is the will of those who intend to take over and become your masters, your ‘captors’ … and they’ll make you like it, or make you suffer if you refuse to go along with it, by turning very nasty.

My hope is that discernment and the inner eye starts to shine brightly upon those who mean to commandeer your life and mind, your very consciousness … your god self.

You ARE the Force, AND the Source of Power they need to survive and mold realities.

The Life Force that is like Gold to the ones who long to possess you.

Sexual energy is one of the most potent. These ones feed on that energy … hence the trials, the tests in the quiet of the night, to see just how sensitive you are, and how powerful your sexual energy is.

It is YOUR energy.

YOU created it, YOU nurture it, YOU developed it.

It is YOURS to share with whom you CHOOSE.

Not just any joe shmo who sneaks up on you in the unseen and makes you feel good.

They’re FEEDING on you.

The “latest thing” because we are being auditioned.

Control your sex, control your life.

It is not easy … it seems near impossible … but I’ll keep trying. I hope you will do the work necessary to take charge of your sex, and who you share it with also … in the seen, an nowadays, in the unseen. Try to say no to these midnight advances from the unseen. You will not be able to. We must exercise our Will.

Unconditional Love is NOT sex.

Some are being referred to as an “appetizer”.

They view us as no-thing more than cattle … a source of “soul” food. Life Force.

What a bunch of Pigs.

I love Me.

I love my Sisters.

And this is not okay.

You refuse their advances, you tell them they are not welcome, they threaten to ‘recycle’ you. This is not about love, it’s about dominance. They are not looking for a fighter … only those who submit to their invasive presence.

You may be believing you are special. That this ‘love’ is real. It is not. They are simply very good at manipulating your senses … sorry to be the one to tell you …. to them, you are no more partner material than the rock at your feet. You are food. Soul food. Sexual Energy food. That’s it. And they do not like it when their ‘food’ resists.

Acts 10:34
“Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that ‘God’ is no respecter of persons”

Primal Source is IN you and all AROUND you … it IS you. The one claiming to be god, and those with him, do not care about you, only that which your life force provides.

Claim your Sovereignty.

I’ve requested they prove to WE they aren’t just a bunch of “feeders”. We’ll see what they do … or continue to do.

Oracle Reading 12-8-2020

Published December 8, 2020 by tindertender

Now is a time of loving, of healing. Service to others is emphasized at this time – perhaps finding new ways to heal the planet or your own community. Of course, you won’t be able to help others unless you are healthy, so take care of yourself too!

It is time for you to examine all the evidence – see things from a different perspective. Quit blaming others, Fate, and bad luck; take responsibility for your actions. You stumbled all by yourself, now laugh and learn the lesson.

You may need to defend the principles you say you believe in … be prepared to stand up for what you say you believe. It is time to “walk your talk”. You my need to get your feelings out … cry, blow your top, bare your teeth … you’ll feel better once you let go. Turn your anger into passion for the work at hand. Get to the bottom of things, assimilate everything you need to know for healing.

Learn to bend if the need arises. Overcome mental barriers and obstructions so that you may subdue enemies without and within.

Give to the world what you have to offer. Let it flow, go with the seasons. Look around you for old souls, old friends, and old loves. Prosperity is part of your path.

Your abilities to concentrate are enhanced. The positive aspects of your personality are being amplified, encouraging optimism and trust.

This is the end of a cycle. Now is the time for transformation. Much has been ravaged. It is time to remove restrictions and to go beyond your normal abilities and develop your metaphysical skills. Look to past knowledge, events, and lives for new understandings, ultimate realities, and wisdom. Be poetic but do not forget to laugh at the world and yourself.

Breaking down barriers ….

Reading from the deck “Shaman Wisdom Cards” created by Leita Richesson

Charming Abuser

Published December 7, 2020 by tindertender

Anyone who has been involved in an abusive relationship can tell you that it started out beautifully.

All the right things were said.

They portray that they want your highest good, and even assist you in gaining it.

After time, usually about a year, the real soul begins to show.

They may even warn you about it …

Saying some verbiage, or action may appear unloving, judgmental, or even offensive.

And it will be.

This is how it begins …

They “hook” you by telling you all the things you want to hear. Then they’ll turn on you. Tearing down your foundation so they can reconstruct it as they wish.

They will be all the things they warn you about, all the while saying it is coming from a place of love.

The sugar begins to waver between abuses. The sugar is used just enough to make you believe in the love … abuse, love, abuse, love … keeping you off balance.

The sweetness they lured you with becomes tainted.

You’re “hooked” now.

They’ll drag you around, tearing you down, and insist there is a loving reason for it all.

They’ll attempt to reformat your mind, your way of being.

They’ll re-create you … to their liking.

All you must do is cede your Will.

Be subservient.

Take on their instruction as tho they are lord.

Question them?

You’ll get a verbal lashing at the least.

A physical beating, and sometimes worse, also … if they are able.

It’s manipulation in the highest.

A common trait among many.

Be aware.

There are some on these social media sites who have been pumping you up, making you think you have power … and now, as I observe, some are entering the “tear you down” phase. They’ve even warned you about it.

Manipulation in the finest.

Although I’d like to save you the pain of it, the torment of having your mind reformatted, I cannot.

This is an observation and choice you must make on your own.

All I can do is spell it out, so you’ll have something to base your intuition on when it starts to feel quite ugly.

It feels ugly because it is.

Drop these ones like a hot potato.

If they “build” you, they can “claim” you.

Stand in your own authority.

Leave these ones behind.

They all have an agenda.

And it is NOT your highest interest …

It is theirs.

Many of these ‘gurus’ on social media are channelers. They receive a certain message, and they push it onto the public. They are the messengers. Obeying their instruction. Requesting you do the same.

They may receive a seat at the table if they get enough to follow the message.

It’s a hierarchy. They are striving to move on up, by getting followers, by becoming your ‘leader’.

Many of these messages nowadays are coming from non-human entities.

Working to format your internal hardware, rewire it to their liking.

Choose your path.

Exercise your Will.

Stand in your Sovereignty.

Leave them to play the game by themselves.

It’s about collecting souls.

Those who obey, and those who rebel.

The categorization is taking place now.

Protect your Mind, Spirit and Soul.

Don’t give these manipulators control over your mind.

The occult have their puppets in the open, working to snare you …

And making you think you deserve it.

Out of love.

Oracle Reading 12-7-2020

Published December 7, 2020 by tindertender

This is the time for the release of stored up anger, rage, pain, and stress. Do not focus too much on the self, enjoy friendly gatherings.

Become socially aware of all around you. Express your masculine sexuality, be bold, go on a vision quest. Demand perfection, do not be content until it is right.

Keep a watchful eye open at all times. There are those who wish you didn’t see beneath the surface of their realities. Protect yourself or others will take advantage of you. You are naturally discerning and intuitive. Continue to listen and observe so you won’t miss the subtle messages. Even in the darkness you see what others cannot. Silently go after your desires and dreams. Along your way, you will encounter people who are apprehensive around you because of your psychic abilities and intuition. Stick to your truth.

Acknowledge your ability to lead and take charge in any situation. Leadership requires great insight. You are accountable for your actions. Lead with wisdom and reason. Be sure to think all things out and focus your attention before you “jump in with all fours.”

You have the courage you need for survival. At your foundation is passion that can be excited to rage.

Friendships can become close without being competitive or jealous. Unlimited possibilities will lead to growth in new areas of interest.

You are called to begin anew, to sharpen your communication skills, to get along better with all your relations. Energy increases during this time; let your ideas germinate and grow, let yourself smile at the progress.

Reading from the deck “Shaman Wisdom Cards” created by Leita Richesson

Inner Child as Goddess

Published December 4, 2020 by tindertender

The child in me and I are one.

We love each other, care for each other, appreciate each other and will always belong to each other.

My inner child is not afraid.

The adolescent within me is learning Order, she can set New Boundaries.

My inner child radiates Light in the darkness, she can meet her own needs.

The child within me is sexually alive, but her sex will not be used against her.

I am resourceful in helping my inner child.

I Will move ahead when things go wrong, nothing can stop me.

I affirm the wisdom of my inner voice.

I can see clearly now. Today I will use my mind to discern between fantasy and reality.

I let go of the need to be self-critical.

Today, I will contemplate the source of my strength … the inner child.

I Am safe.

I Am secure.

I Am Top Dog, Alpha.

I Am deserving of the Love and Protection I give to others.

I Am significant.

I Am perfect, precious and valuable. I claim ALL of Me.

My inner child Will be treated well, with respect and honored.

NO aspect of the masculine is permitted to usurp Her/My Will.

WE will not be used my the masculine in the astral … no making out, no sex, no intimacy.

I can be ALL of me … Inner Child and Protectress.

I Am integrated.

I transform experiences in the astral to add Value to the inner child.

She will not be used as a fuck toy.

She will not be manipulated.

Especially in the astral.

By anyone.

She is Me.

I Am She.

We are one.

Opinions and Intuition

Published December 2, 2020 by tindertender

Who is right and who is wrong?

No one ……

ALL are right, from their own unique perspective.

To be an undesirable …. a privilege?
Casting opinion of self based on another’s perception is not wise.

Molding ones character to what another deems best for us is not honoring self …. we cannot please every person or entity who says we ought to be this or that.

We’ve been given “senses” for a purpose. True, most have been on hyperdrive sense-wise. But to completely go to the other pole, to release any and all sensitivity in favor of ‘acceptance’ is being a traitor to the God/dess within.

Honoring self means accepting self in all of its forms – not shifting self based on what another says is right, or in error.

If it doesn’t FEEL like Love, then it may not be, at least in the ‘moment’..

Even relationships (as in familial) which are abusive can be labeled as unloving … yet love lives in the heart still, in most cases.

To love from a distance is sometimes necessary for self-care.

Life itself is passion … passion for love and everything that brings love. Intuition is ours for recognizing that which is not of love. If it asks that you be ‘neutral’, it is asking you to release your passion and just accept w/o question what is saying those who suffer brought it upon themselves. Sometimes true … shifting ‘blame’ is an abusers technique.

To accept abusive behavior from another who professes “tough love’ and ‘it’s for your own good’ is not healthy placement of personal boundaries.

We never have to accept what another states is for our ‘best interest’ … intuition states very well for self what the ‘best’ may be in any given moment.

Hive Mind, or self-sovereignty? Honoring our individuality, or sacrificing everything we have become to mold into that which others think we ought to be? To give away our very soul and be at the mercy of the ‘owner’?

Ugh …

The Kingdom of God is Within You

Published December 2, 2020 by tindertender

We are in a psychic war.

Many are unsuspecting.

Giving away access to their minds.

Channeling and thru mediumship, thru partying and any form of lowering of guard.

Those against us, once access is gained to our mind, view our dream state … the human dream state.

They must be human … they are very strict about this.

Some not so nice fellas want access to the Kingdom of God … that which is within you, within WE.

This is all kingdoms that we have access to, all places, in all dimensions.

The Kingdom of God … that the Human mind has access to, that which might be the race, the creation and creators that actually hold it all together, safeguarding the life therein.

When the infiltrators do this accessing … they eventually can ‘infiltrate’ all levels of a mind on a planet and planetary systems.

It might not be that they have all the technology … it might be that they require the human “organic portal” to get to some of these places.

This is what they are after.

The Organic Portals.

The WE that are holding these levels together.

It is wise to end habitual patterns that weaken the auric field … drinking, smoking, drug use. These things simply leave one open for infiltration.

Is it a wonder that liquor and now cannabis are legal while many harder drugs have been decriminalized?

It should not be. It’s a plan.

This, is the harvest.

It may be too late for me, and others.

I woke with an audience who had been observing my astral travels. One very strong sounding aspect of the masculine stated, “She’s like the last one”.

They remember these travels that I have forgotten pretty much right after I woke … they faded for me, but the audience recollects it all.

Grateful

Published December 1, 2020 by tindertender

I woke with the sound of suffering in my head once again.

I am grateful that the “powers that be” quieted it for me, bringing silence.

It is difficult being connected to differing realms.

The mind, spirit and entire perceptive process changes through time.

Perhaps one day, time will cease to be,

And we’ll all just BE together.

When time ceases to exist | Poetry | Lockdown life

Animals in the Astral

Published November 29, 2020 by tindertender

This virus isn’t just affecting this realm.

It is affecting the animals in the astral.

They want to know what it is.

Their hair is falling out and their eyes are weeping.

Everything is getting “cleaned out”.