To be an undesirable …. a privilege? Casting opinion of self based on another’s perception is not wise.
Molding ones character to what another deems best for us is not honoring self …. we cannot please every person or entity who says we ought to be this or that.
We’ve been given “senses” for a purpose. True, most have been on hyperdrive sense-wise. But to completely go to the other pole, to release any and all sensitivity in favor of ‘acceptance’ is being a traitor to the God/dess within.
Honoring self means accepting self in all of its forms – not shifting self based on what another says is right, or in error.
If it doesn’t FEEL like Love, then it may not be, at least in the ‘moment’..
Even relationships (as in familial) which are abusive can be labeled as unloving … yet love lives in the heart still, in most cases.
To love from a distance is sometimes necessary for self-care.
Life itself is passion … passion for love and everything that brings love. Intuition is ours for recognizing that which is not of love. If it asks that you be ‘neutral’, it is asking you to release your passion and just accept w/o question what is saying those who suffer brought it upon themselves. Sometimes true … shifting ‘blame’ is an abusers technique.
To accept abusive behavior from another who professes “tough love’ and ‘it’s for your own good’ is not healthy placement of personal boundaries.
We never have to accept what another states is for our ‘best interest’ … intuition states very well for self what the ‘best’ may be in any given moment.
Hive Mind, or self-sovereignty? Honoring our individuality, or sacrificing everything we have become to mold into that which others think we ought to be? To give away our very soul and be at the mercy of the ‘owner’?
Channeling and thru mediumship, thru partying and any form of lowering of guard.
Those against us, once access is gained to our mind, view our dream state … the human dream state.
They must be human … they are very strict about this.
Some not so nice fellas want access to the Kingdom of God … that which is within you, within WE.
This is all kingdoms that we have access to, all places, in all dimensions.
The Kingdom of God … that the Human mind has access to, that which might be the race, the creation and creators that actually hold it all together, safeguarding the life therein.
When the infiltrators do this accessing … they eventually can ‘infiltrate’ all levels of a mind on a planet and planetary systems.
It might not be that they have all the technology … it might be that they require the human “organic portal” to get to some of these places.
This is what they are after.
The Organic Portals.
The WE that are holding these levels together.
It is wise to end habitual patterns that weaken the auric field … drinking, smoking, drug use. These things simply leave one open for infiltration.
Is it a wonder that liquor and now cannabis are legal while many harder drugs have been decriminalized?
It should not be. It’s a plan.
This, is the harvest.
It may be too late for me, and others.
I woke with an audience who had been observing my astral travels. One very strong sounding aspect of the masculine stated, “She’s like the last one”.
They remember these travels that I have forgotten pretty much right after I woke … they faded for me, but the audience recollects it all.
I once compared it to being stubborn. Perhaps I still do.
Stubborn Will
I read somewhere that it is possible to transform stubborn Will into skillful Will.
As often as I think of it, it has yet to materialize.
What does one do, after all, to be considered “skillful”?
Would it be better to note that to be a person of skillful will it be required to do what is right and good and healthy despite stubborn Will saying, “I’ll do what I want.”?
What have I learned today?
I learned that somehow in all this mess I have been extremely blessed. By surprise I might add. So much so I purchased matching pendant and earrings for a piedersite (sp?) stone ring I have.
Why did this good fortune befall me today? I wonder.
I purchased an aura photo. Bright yellows all around.
I bought “buy two get two free” bras and panties.
And I still wonder at it all.
I donated a monetary gift in exchange for a light reading and gained knowledge. It was a lovely exchange as always.
I ask myself if I have grown fond of being a walking portal … stubborn, stubborn.
I am told the color red is like a welcome mat for unclean spirits. I have seen evidence that may be true.
Surely I am not the only human being pushing a little here, pulling a little there. Is it beneficial? I cannot say, for although my experience has been for the last many years, the experience in itself is new to me.
Anyhow … red … I now need to paint two red walls green, or another color, in three days. Home Depot is closed so today I sit idle.
My red candle had its wick fall into the wax and it stopped burning.
Now there is an orange one, in a glass jar.
I am just now reminded of being 18 and keeping a journal. I wrote some angry and hurtful things in there “to” the person I was living with. It was found. Tears were shed. I stopped journaling.
When I write, it doesn’t “sound” the same as when I “speak”. Could it be true that simply slowing down to write shows what it would be like if one “thought” before they spoke? And now … “thinking” before one thinks.
Some go on and on about my attitude, and I reply that “attitude” is my dancing partner. Tis true. Since when? That is the question. I think, “Ya, you really going to write all that down?” Ha. 🤯
Really bad dudes. You’re doing something to call them in. I’ve discovered cannabis is a contributor to opening a portal in my mind. Not always a good thing, especially with really bad dudes in the unseen on the prowl.
Paint the walls; sprinkle prayed over and blessed salt water everywhere; stop using thc; eat more greens and less carbs and sugar; stop with the tarot cards; clean up energy fields.
Get “off the wagon” and walk.
54 years of age. I just danced and behaved in such a belligerent fashion I reminded myself of a 15 year old me, without all the stamina, haha … alone in my living room … rebelling against the invisibles …. after using the cannabis plant, one of them said, “Heroin has been decriminalized.” Well, I’ve seen people die from using that … no thank you, Pusherman.
I find it interesting that the invisibles correlate cannabis to heroin.
“I don’t want this one” and invisible said …. good …. I guess I’ve been successful in my endeavor then.
For much of my life I made myself ugly, so few felt comfortable getting too close to me. It seems I flow in and out of this behavior. Even with myself!
I make a list of “wrongs” and then am inclined to grow a list of what is “right” … or a list of gratitude.
Not all things can be balanced … or can they?
Advice to self … Don’t attempt, or try, or hope, or wish … just DO it.
Candle flame = Portal
THC = Portal
Sugar and Carbs = Feeds the Portal occupants
Find King James Version of the Bible, read Psalms and Proverbs
Prep walls for paint
Stop calling them ‘to’ me
Reformat habitual pattern
I’ve got a Love candle … a Love flame flickering in my living room … just don’t stare at the flame dear … I tell myself.
As we are limited in the physical contacts we are able to make, I find my relationships actually expanding, despite the attempt to enforce a solitary life.
Thank you … to the species who present themselves to me in the astral.
I love you.
The color of Love is Green … one of GAIAs main colors.
It is the tender shoots of life unfolding in the freshness of Spring. It is the many variances of hues. It is the gentleness of breezes in fields of tall grasses. It is the many ways in which it presents itself.
Compassion, Care, Empathy, Acceptance, Cooperation and an effort to ensure all have enough, that none go without.
It is in “boy, girl, boy, girl” and the “androgynous” too.
It is easy for me to love you because love is not SEX …. it is Care, and a Compassionate regard for life beyond ones own.
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