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Played with Love ~ Lost Love

Published October 31, 2025 by tindertender

They didn’t do their research before burning U. This narcissist sabotaged their self. Disconnected.

Curator refuses to let go. Gonna get himself martyred for this continuous adversity. He’s afraid because he has no idea how to take care of himself. He lost. Could not stick their many crimes on you.

God is being fierce!

Daughter, they did NOT know what they were getting themselves in to when they came for you. You will no longer be sharing hospitality with those who are ungrateful, who don’t have a thankful heart.

Blind Love, Blind Faith

Published October 23, 2025 by tindertender

One’s past does not define them; it is what they do with it that counts. The Most High God has forgiven and lifted the Prodigal Son, he has resurrected and led back into ascension, the Son and the Daughter, (micro macro) yet some still slander them for the history. We are not bringing that with us into this new chapter; all things are made new. Mistakes made, lessons learned, Dharma gained, enough so that we are able to assist others by breaking generational curses and offering foundation for new beginnings … compassionate beginnings, based on Love, Honor, and Respect.

The old me does not exist anymore; she died … the last time an invisible man ran a long knife blade through my throat and chest in the astral, punching the heart clean out of this body. Now, perhaps someone DID gain the gifts because of this sacrifice, and I will never meet him. What of it?

Do you understand the energetic harvesting some have had to endure? The mental r*pe of decades, 24/7 tearing the mind apart while you’re left trying to hold your life together? These invisible masculine’s and their copycats waiting patiently for the harvest so they can play “dress-up”, trespassing into the sleeping chamber and forcefully pulling the sacral energy out as you can do no more than sit and cry and wait for it to be over? No?

Decades many of us prayed for relief, protection, an end to this severe trauma being inflicted upon the body the mind the soul by invisible brutalizers who felt they had the right …. I can tell you that relief is here, and I in no way shape or form will rebel against it.

My energy has been gifted back to me, and if he who sacrificed me did it for the gifts, well then, at least he’s nicer to me that those “thousands” of others in history that were anything but decent or gentle. I support him with all that I am, and everything the Most High God can move through me, and when it starts to deplete, I will reach deep into the dark and reach high into the light, I will expand in all ways and bring to him what he needs to be successful in this world ….

He is free to be whoever he wishes, and he’s free to be with whoever he wants, I am just glad there is a shift in the brutal reality of life … and it is someone else’s turn to be fodder, while I am gifted a vacation. (Of course, I am a blind woman in love with an invisible man, and of course I long for this connection, but will never seek to bind anything here, for it is the flow which brings success …. however, God did tell him that “Lust will be your downfall”. We’ll just have to wait to see what he chooses. I pray that if he chooses lust God will release me so I do not fall with him … it was no fun the first many times, thank you very much, I pray a different experience, a loving experience.”)

I was never invited to play on the team, but someone has chosen me … this cycle, someone chose me. Many mean people out there say it was just an energy harvest and gifts claimed, and they might be right. I’ve been left alone my whole life, centuries have gone by of this abuse.

I am happy alone. I am accustomed to not being “good enough” for union, only good enough to “harvest”. No one out there wants to build with me, they just want what I am, I get it ….

I willingly gave all that I am to another in order to be catalyst for change. Whatever that cost … obviously it was my life, obviously it involved the underworld, obviously it involved the God who rules over the Land of Trine, the land from which I hail.

I do not know the rules of God’s game.
My memory was wiped time and time again.
My soul moved forward anyway.
God will either carry me home for my service,
Or he will leave me behind …

Either way, the habitual pattern of defiling people, programming them with failure then driving them into it just so they could convict them deceitfully and have a legal reason to harvest them, is over.

Say what you want, God sent me here for purpose. I “fell to tell”, I learned as much as I could about as much as I could, through persevering the punishment of this realm.

God may now know that the Prodigal Son wasn’t guilty as charged, and neither was the Daughter.

This system of suffering is over for humanity; they are exempt, for they were “programmed” and “set up for failure”. God sees it all, and so does the Upper Echelon, the Council of Universes.

As you age, you’ll notice you are not the same, constantly reborn. It is a choice that not all people make. Other species may have different operating procedures, obviously, which require our demise.

Mother Father God Goddess Creators of All That Is, thank you for this life, thank you for bringing the cycle of suffering for humanity and all those they love, to a close.

Aho. Amen. Wado.

All the Masters are in Agreement ~ There are Rules

Published August 22, 2025 by tindertender

It amazes me still. For 22 years I had what seemed to be 1,000’s of people having a Ball in my mind, in my energy. A regular dance party, a feast! Disruption in the highest!! The Divine sent me in with a mission, and a mission statement … “Learn as much as you can about as much as you can”. My whole life I thought I was failing, life circumstances always falling apart, crumbling.

I recently thought about Royalty, true Royalty, here with us, now. Fully Present.

When things are going wrong and your family divine is being harmed, true high value one’s dive in, and get to work. That means “falling from grace”. That means becoming a “prisoner” like those you mean to assist. That means withstanding the horrors, the blame, wearing the pain, the shame and rebelling against those who insist you are a sinner for even existing.

All of the firsthand testimony of what had occurred to them, the testimony of everything they witnessed being done to others, the secrets they uncover of the abusers, just by surviving, the endurance and strength gained by standing in the fires of destruction … persevering. Secrets, uncovering …

When God decided enough was enough, when you, as transmitters/receivers of the divine had collected sufficient information necessary to secure a victory, Mother Father moved with the Family … and Boy, how did they!!

I am grateful for this life.
I am grateful for you, collective!
Thank you for your service to Life, to Family, to the Most High Divine.
Because of you, the Human Race will continue to exist.

Back to square one.
The “Originals” have awoken.
The “Myths” have come alive.

These ones attempt to CRISPR everyone, failed …
You were too stubborn, the connections to Source, the inner still voice, too strong.

When God said the dead would rise … they have.
But these “dead” were never dead, such as we’ve been told the dead would be …
They, too, were collecting data from across many dimensions and realms, many vibratory frequencies.
Family.

Rise of the Sun Goddess

Published August 20, 2025 by tindertender

Revelation 12, a “woman clothed with the sun” is described, and this figure is sometimes associated with the concept of a “queen of heaven”.

In my mind, I see her as a Shining Anomaly, imbued with the essence of the Sun.

There was a Buffalo Ceremony a couple years ago. They had a naming ceremony within the main ceremony for a newly born child. It was hot! Her mother was dancing in a high paced dance around the “tree” in the center of the grounds. She was beautiful, her energy powerful! Her children, two others around 3 and 5 years old were thirsty. In the longhouse I found a big ol’ jug of ‘never opened water’ that I brought to them, filling their cups. It was amazing! It was a Holy moment. As they danced around the tree, chanting and singing, connecting to Spirit, to Creator, they circled and circled and then the dance came to a stop. The leader of the ceremony stood off and announced the child’s name … “Shining White Sun Woman”.

The presence of Spirit and the Energy that day will never be duplicated. Perhaps it is this child who will bring a new prophecy to the people in the coming chapter.

Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand

Published May 13, 2025 by tindertender

By Goddess Guidance

Knowledge is not Only Power, it’s also BONDAGE

You can read all the books in the world, retain all the knowledge your brain can absorb, have the highest forms of degrees and still MISS THE MARK!

* The Mark is ASCENSION!!

* The Mark is FREEDOM!!

• The Mark is TRUTH!!

* The Mark is YOU!!

What the Elites did was make Book Knowledge more important than Intuition & Discernment! When in reality book knowledge will never compare to a mind educated by Nature & The Aether! They also made knowledge competitive and awarded pol for finding the best answers outside of themselves! When honestly, All we’re doing in every aspect of life is moving up and down the Tree of Good and Evil / Tree of KNOWLEDGE!

To break free from the chains of knowledge one must realize knowledge is not the FINAL answer to life!! It’s the TREE OF LIFE that holds the keys to Ascension!

The Tree of Life is what’s beyond the Tree of Knowledge! Gotta Keep going!

* Y’all are conquering the lesser Tree tryna figure out what’s the hold up!

If there’s any knowledge to obtain it’s the meaning & understanding of THE TREE OF LIFE!

The Tree of Life is just

* Your Chakras…

* Your Energy Points…

* Your Inner Planets…

* Heaven, Earth & Hell…

The Elites keep feeding your Left Brain! They want you to fight and quarrel over the lies and half truths they fed to us in books because that thinking keeps you away from ascension! When you don’t ascend you become recycled energy for Father Time/Set/Saturn/ Satan!

Ascension is KEY!!

I know you Love to Read & you Love your Degrees… but just remember, YOU’RE SMARTER THAN THAT!!!

GO WITHIN

The Kingdom of Mother is within!

Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand!

#christconsciousness

Been Waiting for a Long Time!

Published April 30, 2025 by tindertender

A member of Spirit Divine keeps singing a little tune … Lyrics, “I’ve been waiting for a long time!”

I see now after looking up the lyrics that it is “I’ve been hurting for a long time” but Spirit Divine says, “Waiting” rather than hurting … so …

Lyrics:

That girl thinks that she’s so fine
That soon she’ll have my mind
That girl thinks that she’s so smart
That soon she’ll have my heart
She thinks in no time flat
That she’ll be free and clear to start
With her emotional rescue of love that you’ll leave torn apart

That girl thinks that she’s so bad
She’ll change my tears to joy from sad
She says she keeps the upper hand
‘Cause she can please her man
She doesn’t use her love to make him weak
She uses love to keep him strong
And inside me there’s no room for doubt
That it won’t be too long

Before I tell her that I love her
That I want her
That my mind and soul and body needs her
Tell her that I’d love to, that I want to
That I need to do all that I have to
To be in her love

I’ve been hurting for a long time
And you’ve been playing for a long time
You know it’s true
I’ve been holding for a long time
And you’ve been running for a long time
It’s time to do what we have to do

(I’m talkin’ ‘bout that girl, that girl)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

That girl knows every single man
Would ask her for her hand
But she says her love is much too deep
For them to understand
She says her love has been crying out
But her lover hasn’t heard
But what she doesn’t realize is that I’ve listened to every word

That’s why I know I’ll tell her that I love her
That I want her
That my mind and soul and body needs her
Tell her that I’d love to, that I want to
That I need to do all that I have to
To be in her love now

I love her
And I want her
And my mind and soul and body needs her
Tell her that I’d love to, that I want to
That I need to do all that I have to
To begin her love

I love her
I want her
My mind and soul and body needs her
Oh, tell her that I’d love to, that I want to
That I need to do all that, oh-ohh-ohhh….

Say I love her, that I want her
That my mind and soul and body needs her
Tell her that I’d love to, that I want to
That I need to do all that I have to
To be in her – that girl!

That girl, that girl!
Oh, that girl, that girl, that girl, that girl, ohhh

Awakening

Published April 15, 2025 by tindertender

Awakening from an epic dream
Awakening from the long dark night

Om Mane Padme Hum

Awakening from history
Awakening from duality

Om Mane Padme Hum

The liberation of the human soul
To consciousness of the One and All
The activation of the sacred plan
The birthing of a New Man
A New Man…

When the light within
Is revealed
All the pain and suffering
Shall be healed
And the truth of Love
Is our destiny
Living on the Earth
In peace and harmony

Awakening to new perceptions
Awakening to the joy of Life

Om Mane Padme Hum

Awakening to a new dimension
Awakening to a Paradise

Om Mane Padme Hum

The illusion of separation
Disappearing into Unity
Into the source of a higher vibration
Into the wonder of the Mystery
The Mystery….

When the light within
Is revealed
All the pain and suffering
Shall be healed
And the truth of Love
Is our destiny
Living on the Earth in peace and harmony

Om Mane Padme Hum
Om Mane Padme Hum
Om Mane Padme Hum
Om Mane Padme Hum

In A Sentimental Mood

Published April 7, 2025 by tindertender

In a sentimental mood
I can see the stars come through my room
While your loving attitude
Is like a flame that lights the gloom

On the wings of every kiss
Drifts a melody so strange and sweet
In this sentimental bliss
You make my paradise
You make my paradise, paradise complete

Rose petals seem to fall
It’s all I could dream, to call you mine, to call you mine
My heart’s a lighter thing
Since you made this night a thing divine

In a sentimental mood
I’m within a world so heavenly
For I never dreamt that you’d be loving sentimental
Be loving sentimental, sentimental me

Rose petals seem to fall
It’s all I like a dream to call you mine, to call you mine
My heart’s a lighter thing
Since you made this night a thing divine

In a sentimental mood, sentimental mood
I’m within a world so heavenly
For I never dreamt that you’d be loving sentimental
Sentimental, be loving sentimental me

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Duke Ellington / Irving Mills / Manny Kurtz

In A Sentimental Mood lyrics © Sony/atv Harmony, Emi Mills Music Inc., Exclusive Publ. Inc., Lafleur Music Ltd., Exclusive Publishing Inc.

Let Them

Published March 9, 2025 by tindertender

People you ache for will reject you
Let them

People are going to show you
with their actions
the painful reality of who they are
Let them

People are going to violate
your boundaries
and then blame you
Let them

People are going to believe
their own version of who you are
despite truth or facts
Let them

People are going to misunderstand
misalign and malign you
Let them

I know it’s agony
to allow false stories
to take center stage
rather than truth
but let them

This way lies power
and healing and self-reclamation

The energy you were spending to gain
approval, inclusion, validation
is a false-belonging wound
that’s bleeding you dry

Warning:
To “Let Them”
requires many
stops
and
starts

Stop
the hemorrhage
of explaining

Stop
the frazzle
of justifying

Stop swallowing
the slow-killing poison
of defending

Stop striving, earning, performing

Stop telling yourself
you need their back-breaking
version of love
or understanding

Stop allowing their judgement
to injure your self-love

Take a breath

Dare
to fill your lungs
with something other than
anxiety

Exhale
diminishment

Inhale
expansion

Now start

Start
seeking inside you
the thing that you
always wanted from them

Start
owning all your truth
the beauties
and the beastly
daring to embrace it all

Start
delighting in the wonder of you
as vast as a moon-sky blanket
and dazzling
as a starlit circus

Start
healing the fracture
of your tender fierce heart
gluing and gilding
the jagged edges
with the 24 karat courage

Forgive yourself
for mistaking them
for your power source

The day you start
giving yourself
the love
you wanted from them
is the first day of your freedom

A sky walker once said,
“We’re all living in cages
with the doors wide open.”

You, little songbird, deserve to be free

Take wing from the prison
of your thoughts

You’ll soar

They’ll criticize

Let them

~ Angi Sullins prints, books and card decks http://www.angisullins.com

Art by Digitiel

A Poet’s Voice XV

Published January 22, 2025 by tindertender

Part One

The power of charity sows deep in my heart, and I reap and gather the wheat in bundles and give them to the hungry. 

My soul gives life to the grapevine and I press its bunches and give the juice to the thirsty. 

Heaven fills my lamp with oil and I place it at my window to direct the stranger through the dark. 

I do all these things because I live in them; and if destiny should tie my hands and prevent me from so doing, then death would be my only desire. For I am a poet, and if I cannot give, I shall refuse to receive. 

Humanity rages like a tempest, but I sigh in silence for I know the storm must pass away while a sigh goes to God. 

Human kinds cling to earthly things, but I seek ever to embrace the torch of love so it will purify me by its fire and sear inhumanity from my heart. 

Substantial things deaden a man without suffering; love awakens him with enlivening pains. 

Humans are divided into different clans and tribes, and belong to countries and towns. But I find myself a stranger to all communities and belong to no settlement. The universe is my country and the human family is my tribe. 

Men are weak, and it is sad that they divide amongst themselves. The world is narrow and it is unwise to cleave it into kingdoms, empires, and provinces. 

Human kinds unite themselves one to destroy the temples of the soul, and they join hands to build edifices for earthly bodies. I stand alone listening to the voice of hope in my deep self saying, “As love enlivens a man’s heart with pain, so ignorance teaches him the way of knowledge.” Pain and ignorance lead to great joy and knowledge because the Supreme Being has created nothing vain under the sun. 

Part Two

I have a yearning for my beautiful country, and I love its people because of their misery. But if my people rose, stimulated by plunder and motivated by what they call “patriotic spirit” to murder, and invaded my neighbor’s country, then upon the committing of any human atrocity I would hate my people and my country. 

I sing the praise of my birthplace and long to see the home of my children; but if the people in that home refused to shelter and feed the needy wayfarer, I would convert my praise into anger and my longing to forgetfulness. My inner voice would say, “The house that does not comfort the need is worthy of naught by destruction.” 

I love my native village with some of my love for my country; and I love my country with part of my love for the earth, all of which is my country; and I love the earth will all of myself because it is the haven of humanity, the manifest spirit of God. 

Humanity is the spirit of the Supreme Being on earth, and that humanity is standing amidst ruins, hiding its nakedness behind tattered rags, shedding tears upon hollow cheeks, and calling for its children with pitiful voice. But the children are busy singing their clan’s anthem; they are busy sharpening the swords and cannot hear the cry of their mothers. 

Humanity appeals to its people but they listen not. Were one to listen, and console a mother by wiping her tears, other would say, “He is weak, affected by sentiment.” 

Humanity is the spirit of the Supreme Being on earth, and that Supreme Being preaches love and good-will. But the people ridicule such teachings. The Nazarene Jesus listened, and crucifixion was his lot; Socrates heard the voice and followed it, and he too fell victim in body. The followers of The Nazarene and Socrates are the followers of Deity, and since people will not kill them, they deride them, saying, “Ridicule is more bitter than killing.” 

Jerusalem could not kill The Nazarene, nor Athens Socrates; they are living yet and shall live eternally. Ridicule cannot triumph over the followers of Deity. They live and grow forever. 

Part Three

Thou art my brother because you are a human, and we both are sons of one Holy Spirit; we are equal and made of the same earth. 

You are here as my companion along the path of life, and my aid in understanding the meaning of hidden Truth. You are a human, and, that fact sufficing, I love you as a brother. You may speak of me as you choose, for Tomorrow shall take you away and will use your talk as evidence for his judgment, and you shall receive justice. 

You may deprive me of whatever I possess, for my greed instigated the amassing of wealth and you are entitled to my lot if it will satisfy you. 

You may do unto me whatever you wish, but you shall not be able to touch my Truth. 

You may shed my blood and burn my body, but you cannot kill or hurt my spirit. 

You may tie my hands with chains and my feet with shackles, and put me in the dark prison, but who shall not enslave my thinking, for it is free, like the breeze in the spacious sky. 

You are my brother and I love you. I love you worshipping in your church, kneeling in your temple, and praying in your mosque. You and I and all are children of one religion, for the varied paths of religion are but the fingers of the loving hand of the Supreme Being, extended to all, offering completeness of spirit to all, anxious to receive all. 

I love you for your Truth, derived from your knowledge; that Truth which I cannot see because of my ignorance. But I respect it as a divine thing, for it is the deed of the spirit. Your Truth shall meet my Truth in the coming world and blend together like the fragrance of flowers and becoming one whole and eternal Truth, perpetuating and living in the eternity of Love and Beauty. 

I love you because you are weak before the strong oppressor, and poor before the greedy rich. For these reasons I shed tears and comfort you; and from behind my tears I see you embraced in the arms of Justice, smiling and forgiving your persecutors. You are my brother and I love you. 

Part Four

You are my brother, but why are you quarreling with me? Why do you invade my country and try to subjugate me for the sake of pleasing those who are seeking glory and authority? 

Why do you leave your wife and children and follow Death to the distant land for the sake of those who buy glory with your blood, and high honor with your mother’s tears? 

Is it an honor for a man to kill his brother man? If you deem it an honor, let it be an act of worship, and erect a temple to Cain who slew his brother Abel. 

Is self-preservation the first law of Nature? Why, then, does Greed urge you to self-sacrifice in order only to achieve his aim in hurting your brothers? Beware, my brother, of the leader who says, “Love of existence obliges us to deprive the people of their rights!” I say unto you but this: protecting others’ rights is the noblest and most beautiful human act; if my existence requires that I kill others, then death is more honorable to me, and if I cannot find someone to kill me for the protection of my honor, I will not hesitate to take my life by my own hands for the sake of Eternity before Eternity comes. 

Selfishness, my brother, is the cause of blind superiority, and superiority creates clanship, and clanship creates authority which leads to discord and subjugation. 

The soul believes in the power of knowledge and justice over dark ignorance; it denies the authority that supplies the swords to defend and strengthen ignorance and oppression – that authority which destroyed Babylon and shook the foundation of Jerusalem and left Rome in ruins. It is that which made people call criminals great mean; made writers respect their names; made historians relate the stories of their inhumanity in manner of praise. 

The only authority I obey is the knowledge of guarding and acquiescing in the Natural Law of Justice. 

What justice does authority display when it kills the killer? When it imprisons the robber? When it descends on a neighborhood country and slays its people? What does justice think of the authority under which a killer punishes the one who kills, and a thief sentences the one who steals? 

You are my brother, and I love you; and Love is justice with its full intensity and dignity. If justice did not support my love for you, regardless of your tribe and community, I would be a deceiver concealing the ugliness of selfishness behind the outer garment of pure love. 

Conclusion

My soul is my friend who consoles me in misery and distress of life. He who does not befriend his soul is an enemy of humanity, and he who does not find human guidance within himself will perish desperately. Life emerges from within, and derives not from environs. 

I came to say a word and I shall say it now. But if death prevents its uttering, it will be said tomorrow, for tomorrow never leaves a secret in the book of eternity.

I came to live in the glory of love and the light of beauty, which are the reflections of God.  I am here living, and the people are unable to exile me from the domain of life for they know I will live in death.  If they pluck my eyes I will hearken to the murmers of love and the songs of beauty.

If they close my ears I will enjoy the touch of the breeze mixed with the incebse of love and the fragrance of beauty.

If they place me in a vacuum, I will live together with my soul, the child of love and beauty.

I came here to be for all and with all, and what I do today in my solitude will be echoed by tomorrow to the people.

What I say now with one heart will be said tomorrow by many hearts

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Analysis (ai): The poem reflects the poet’s humanitarianism, emphasizing the power of giving and the importance of transcending social divisions. Charity, love, and suffering are seen as transformative forces. The poet’s compassion extends beyond his immediate surroundings to encompass all humanity, recognizing their universal suffering and shared bond. The poem advocates for tolerance, understanding, and the rejection of violence and prejudice.

Compared to other works by the author, this poem continues the themes of love, compassion, and spiritual enlightenment. It also echoes the author’s critique of societal divisions and his belief in the inherent interconnectedness of all beings. The poem’s focus on humanitarianism is particularly relevant to the time period during which it was written, marked by widespread social and political upheaval.

https://allpoetry.com/A-Poet%27s-Voice-XV