“You are the medicine.
Heal yourself, my love.”
~ Goddess Oya
Connection
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Healing – Fully …
Published February 19, 2021 by tindertenderIf you come to me as a victim I will not support you. But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering. I will put you in the fire, I will undress you, and I will sit you on the earth….
I will bathe you with herbs, I will purge you, and you will vomit the rage and the darkness inside you. I’ll bang your body with good herbs, and I’ll put you to lay in the grass, face up to the sky….
Then I will blow your crown to clean the old memories that make you repeat the same behavior. I will blow your forehead to scare away the thoughts that cloud your vision. I will blow your throat to release the knot that won’t let you talk….
I will blow your heart to scare fear, so that it goes far away where it cannot find you. I will blow your solar plexus to extinguish the fire of the hell you carry inside, and you will know peace. I will blow with fire your belly to burn the attachments, and the love that was not.
I will blow away the lovers that left you, the children that never came. I will blow your heart to make you warm, to rekindle your desire to feel, create and start again. I will blow with force your vagina or your penis, to clean the sexual door to your soul….
I will blow away the garbage that you collected trying to love what did not want to be loved. I will use the broom, and the sponge, and the rag, and safely clean all the bitterness inside you. I will blow your hands to destroy the ties that prevent you from creating….
I will blow your feet to dust and erase the footprints memories, so you can never return to that bad place. I will turn your body, so your face will kiss the earth. I’ll blow your spine from the root to the neck to increase your strength and help you walk upright….
And I will let you rest. After this you will cry, and after crying you will sleep. And you will dream beautiful and meaningful dreams, and when you wake up I’ll be waiting for you. I will smile at you, and you will smile back. I will offer you food that you will eat with pleasure … tasting life, and I will thank you. Because what I’m offering today, was offered to me before when darkness lived within me. And after I was healed, I felt the darkness leaving, and I cried…
Then we will walk together, and I will show you my garden, and my plants, and I will take you to the fire again. And we will talk together in a single voice with the blessing of the earth. And we will shout to the forest the desires of your heart…
And the fire will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the mountains will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the rivers will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the wind will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And then we will bow before the fire, and we will call upon all the visible and invisible guardians. And you will say thank you to all of them…
And you will say thank you to yourself.
And you will say thank you to yourself.
And you will say thank you to yourself.
~ Author unknown
Rise Up, My Sisters
Published February 19, 2021 by tindertenderI am the river of life
I am the keeper of this dream
Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories
Long ago given to the earth
These mountains tall
They are my only walls
In this temple where I bow
Haseya
Rise up, my sisters, rise up
We are the water, the sacred cup
It’s in our hands that all life grows
It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands
It’s in your love we rise above
It’s in your song I hear my soul
So rise up, my sisters, rise up
Let us lift each other up
Sing it from your heart
and from your soul
Haseya
Sun and moon they shine together
She moves the waters
and dances with the heavens
In your eyes I see Haseya rise
In your eyes I see the giver of this life
Haseya
Heightened Gratitude
Published February 19, 2021 by tindertenderI have been without power at home for six days and haven’t showered for seven.
I Am Grateful that I have had a pretty significant crochet habit the past few years and have made several blankets, they are coming in quite handy at night!
Last year I went crazy and made a whole bunch of candles. Little did I know I would be needing them this year. I will replenish once I gain power.
I’ve also had a hobby of preserving foods the last few years. I am not in lack.
It is 38 degrees during the day here.
I still have wood for a fire this evening and have access to more should I need it. I have gasoline to make the trip for it too! What a blessing!
In the night my dreams are quite active. It seems my intention for my future is being polluted in the astral, but I wake. The night is the night and the day is the day, and once again the smile is spreading upon my lips as I sit and type this message, drinking my tea.
I still have employment, so have a nice warm place to go during the day. The work load is light, yes, but here I am still … Grateful.
My co-workers will need to avoid me as much as possible for even I am beginning to smell myself, haha. If the power is not on soon I will figure a way to heat water for a sponge bath. I’ve 3 – 7 gallon jugs of water that I filled and replace the water occasionally, specifically in the event I would need it.
My Higher Self, Guardians and Master Teachers and Guides have been looking out for me, and I’ve been listening, obviously, on a subconscious level.
Rather than focusing on what I do not have, I focus on the things I DO have, and I make a conscious effort to be grateful for these things.
I pour forth LOVE from my Core Essence, Grateful for You.
A message for you, from my heart. 🧡💛💚💙💜💗
PS: Here is an awesome idea we can all gather materials for, for the next time we have a cold spell … https://offgridsurvival.com/candleheaterradiator/?fbclid=IwAR04e0Dc7jiT8J1_G9dkx07EZT8YYXR_nYhyv0vkLTgUNmAmy_-V2HtNuf8
UPDATE: I understand now that my intentions are NOT being polluted. I am simply being shown what COULD happen should my intentions materialize … and it is an OPPORTUNITY to re-evaluate … GRATEFUL.
HA Breath with Ho’oponopono
In Breath: I Love You
Hold: I Am Sorry
Breath Out: Please Forgive Me
Hold: Thank You
I Am Grateful
Published February 18, 2021 by tindertenderAfter a long night of manipulation in the astral, I once again reclaim my smile, my ease, my joy.
I Am Grateful that the night is the night, and the day is the day.
I Am Grateful …
On my way to work this morning, still tender from the nights “affairs” a vehicle pulled in front of me, nearly right after I left the house … the license plate began as 444. My beautiful message that my guardians and guides were, and are, with me, as requested.
Every time you see this number, say (out loud if possible) “all is well”. Take a moment to feel calm and confident in your situation. This number was sent to confirm to you that everything is working out and that you are on the right path.
I Am Love
And I Am Loved
https://thoughtcatalog.medium.com/444-meaning-what-to-do-if-you-keep-seeing-this-number-2c35db07df8e
“We can complain because rose bushes have thorns, or rejoice because thorns have roses.” ― Alphonse Karr
Universal Laws
Published February 18, 2021 by tindertender
1. Law of divine oneness
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
A link to Edgar Casey’s Universal Laws documentation
https://systemagicmotives.com/the-universal-laws/the-universal-laws.htm
“Spirit is the Life, Mind is the builder, Physical is the Result” – Edgar Cayce
“There is so much good in the worst of us, and so much bad in the best of us, it doesn’t behoove any of us to speak evil of the rest of us.”
Process of Reclaiming Power
Published February 18, 2021 by tindertenderI woke at 3am after a particular nasty manipulation of myself in the dream state. I blogged about it, said it was shallow and vague at best. https://opensenseme.com/2021/02/18/connected-whos-in-control/
I fell back to sleep and this particular entity said, using MY voice, “I’ll show you …” and proceeded to get very serious about the same type of manipulation.
I am grateful, for I see it for what it is, and I recognize my true self as gentle, pure, joy.
It has come to my attention that I am easily manipulated in the astral for I subconsciously believe I am powerless. In the astral I am 17 years of age.
The story …
When I was 15, I met a man who was 26. He treated me like a princess. He moved in to my parents house with me, although our sleeping quarters were on the opposite side of the property.
For one year he was my prince, a pure gentleman. Then it began.
At 16 he started to beat me. By the age of 17 I was receiving beatings once a week, usually followed by him requiring sex from me while he rattled on about how sorry he was and how much he loved me.
My mother and step-father did not lift a finger to help me. We were very poor and this abuser poached salmon and dear for the dinner table. There were many mouths to feed.
The last time … At 17 I had tried to leave him. I was in my car and he ran me off the road. He yanked me thru the drivers side window and threw me into his truck, tying me in. He drove me to the river where he proceeded to beat me hard. I tried to jump in the river and he picked up a huge rock and said he would smash my head should I try it. I did not. He then grabbed me by the throat and choked me until I passed out. When I came to he was smashing my head into the rocks. He stopped, then he pulled me into the truck, where he proceeded to have sex with me … once again saying how sorry he was, how much he loved me.
This lasted for many hours. When I finally arrived home, to my mothers house (she had moved out of the previous house) it was the wee hours of the morning. I went to the bathroom and drew a bath. I locked the door so my mother could not walk in. I sank into the bath water, my body full of scrapes from the rocks and the start of bruises from his attack beginning to show. I was shaken … I realized I could have died that night.
I left town, for I knew I was in extreme danger.
Fast forward to these days …
In the astral I am manipulated my the masculine. They are not human, but they can shape shift into human form. They are expert at manipulating the psyche of the human.
They cause me to do things in the astral I would not choose to do if I were resting in my power.
It has come to my attention that my astral self, my 17 year old self, is still in that mode of powerlessness, and these ones take advantage of it … or perhaps they are simply showing me that this scenario exists in my subconsciousness, bringing it forth so that I may heal it.
Either way …
It is time to heal that girl in me, to bring her into her power, the power she wields as a conscious 54 year old me.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
It is time to reprogram my subconscious.
Here are a few things I’ve discovered that can assist in the process.
My first action is to strictly limit the negativity I am exposed to … from this moment on, then …
1: Listen to the wisdom in my resistance, being humble
2: Decide, Commit, Resolve
3: Don’t assume I know everything
4: Listen to my fears and define what they are
5: Interview my subconscious: What am I afraid of?
6: Repeat what I believe to my subconscious ~ Affirmations
7: Promise myself I will make it work
The subconscious mind is a force. It has the power to stop me from dreaming big and moving forward — but all its power comes from the programming I put into it.
I will allow feelings of love, joy, and peace to flow through me as if I were truly having these experiences, and …
8: Adopt empowering beliefs
9: Focus on Gratitude
10: Visualize, 10-15 minutes per day
11: Be very consistent and persistent
12: Biohack the subconscious mind with Binaural beats
- Gamma when engaged in certain motor functions
- Beta when fully conscious and actively concentrating
- Alpha when relaxed
- Theta when drowsy or lightly sleeping
- Delta when in deep sleep
These audio programs can help reprogram the subconscious mind by creating a more receptive forum for installing positive messages.
“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality” — Earl Nightingale
Connected ~ Who’s in Control?
Published February 18, 2021 by tindertenderYou can’t stop a woman who has the universe inside her.
Yes, her dream states may be manipulated.
There may be those in the astral who attempt to shame her.
Their seeming intention is to make her feel weak and vulnerable.
All that does is show their own frustration at their inability to manipulate her waking state.
She remains in joy.
She sheds all attempts to make her feel shame.
She recognizes her power by the sneaky hidden ones frustrations, shown by their influence in the astral. In the dream state.
Their power ends there.
Fully conscious, she chooses self-love. Not perverted, but fresh, whole and free.
Strong efforts are made to cause the praying woman shame and humiliation.
The night is the night, and the day is the day.
They may influence the dream state.
But she knows who she is.
She has SEEN herself, true.
She is LOVE.
She is PURE.
She is INNOCENCE.
She is SACRED.
She is here to remind the manipulators they have no authority here.
Their influence ends once she enters fully into consciousness.
Their power is shallow and vague at best.
She releases all burdens attempted on her.
She sheds any and all fragments of the perverted unseen.
And she goes on to live a fabulous, love filled day, knowing full well the guardians and guides she has called upon are with her always.
Life is life.
Seen, unseen.
1. Law of divine oneness
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
Entertainment
Published February 11, 2021 by tindertenderI received my new pendulum today, it is called the Orion. (Purchased from Erich Hunter https://www.facebook.com/pendulum.healing.9)
It has excellent response to command and question.
I was doing some commands and then I wondered how it performs as a dowsing tool.
You aren’t able to see my hand here but I can assure you I was not purposefully influencing the swing of the pendulum.
Here’s a little video, and I guess I can claim status now. 😘 Gotta love a pendulum telling you you’re a queen and a goddess. I think the Orion is my new best friend, lol. 😉
I wrote a letter … to whom is but a dream, real none-the-less.
The hue of you is near translucent, I can see all of your cracks and scars. Fire’s flame reflects off you in a gentle glow.
Rose petals fall softly, surrounding your form, their sweet aroma filling the air.
I was a wanderer among shadows bumping into everything that gifted a bruise.
But then I saw the flickering light which drew me near, somehow smothering my fear.
You welcomed me, saying I was the “entertainment”, a thing to be used, not cherished.
And so off to the shadow I move once more, leaving you and flame behind.
The wind howls and temperature drops.
Yet I am warmed by dignity and wrapped in self-respect.
All I want, indeed, all I need.
When I was finished with my meditation I decided to draw a few cards. Looks like there is more to be seen and understood … much more.
See the Signs ~ We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animal and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being ~ these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.
See the Truth ~ Do not be deceived. Be watchful and mindful of the illusions others weave around themselves, and that you may weave around yourself. Know the night. Understand the shadows. See through the darkness to the light of truth. Pay attention to contradictions. Notice when actions and words are not in harmony. Hone your intuition and insight so that you may know the minds and hearts of those around you – and yourself – and trust in the wisdom born of that awareness.
Challenge Your Perception ~ You cannot challenge an out-dated perception or one born from a lack of understanding if you are unwilling to put aside your feelings and beliefs and embrace another’s point of view. To do so makes you aware of the whole and stands you up on high where you can see that both parties involved in a dispute can act against an injustice. Both can be right, both can be wrong, and what one may perceive to be harmful, may be seen as both healing and beneficial by the other.
Messenger Oracle created by Ravynne Phelan
The Book Of Enoch
Published February 11, 2021 by tindertender
Link: Worth a deep research – every record.
Dave Starbuck’s Revelation Tapes – DVD’s
https://www.yumpu.com/en/document/read/11916240/dave-starbucks-revelation-tapes-dvds
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