Makes sense that my astral self is a young, loving, purely innocent female. Holy Spirit. I wonder if we all are trifecta, or if some are the same as they see in a man-made mirror.



Makes sense that my astral self is a young, loving, purely innocent female. Holy Spirit. I wonder if we all are trifecta, or if some are the same as they see in a man-made mirror.



In high school as a sophomore I was involved in jazz choir. Our school hadn’t won an award in competition in over ten years.
One of the songs was a solo, sung by me. We made it to finals. I asked the teacher if we could use my solo in the competition, he barked, no!! You were singing sharp!! I said, no it wasn’t! So he plugged in the cassette, rewound and had a listen, agreeing he was in error, it was right in tune, so we used it in the final round.
We wound up taking first place trophy. I was not permitted to go up for the trophy with others because I was not senior.
Folks like this … they were always around to make certain I never thought too highly of myself.
May he someday understand what he contributed to …

I watched a man say “don’t tell people you have voices in your head”. He said having voices in your head means you’re a player in the game. That those who don’t, are simply NPC’s (non player character).
I don’t understand how folks can willingly choose to shut out our spirit family. They say they believe in God and angels but when someone says they have received a message it’s considered mental illness … for everyone except priests and nuns, and a chosen few who think their spirits are positive because they haven’t been attacked … all else are considered fraudulent.
That’s the biggest scam I think, telling people their connection to spirit is a mental illness. That’s where the true disconnect originates.
I’m mostly surprised by the indigenous folks in my circle who I’ve spoken to of this, who unfortunately, do not think as the below stated belief.
Shamans (indigenous spiritual leaders) have a very different opinion of schizophrenia. They believe that schizophrenics are spiritually gifted people who have a strong ability to communicate with spirits. Schizophrenics are in the midst of a spiritual awakening.
As soon as signs of schizophrenia are detected, shamans perform healings on the schizophrenics to remove any negative entities that may be attached to their energetic bodies. Without an overload of negative thoughts, the schizophrenics’ minds become clear. Next, the shamans teach these people to shamanic journey — a spiritual practice that allows them to utilize their gifts to converse with divine spirit guides, power animals and ancestors to receive healing and guidance for themselves and others.

We are naturally psychic.
The controllers of this matrix don’t want people waking up and entering the game. When folks do, they are attacked quickly with voice to skull technology. The attempt is to get them to commit suicide, or hurt someone else so they go to jail and get doped up with all kinds of psych meds.
They want people who enter the game dead, trapped in a lower realm, rather than gaining balance and actually play the game, team humanity in mind.


Yep … those who accidentally break into the game (usually using some type of hallucinogen, or drug injected by gov (autism).
Sad thing is, when folks do break into the controllers domain, they not only have to fight for their life and soul, they have to withstand judgement and ridicule from their, as of yet unaffected, human family.
Ignorance is not bliss.
Too many in this world spouting off about being an authority on spirituality, yet completely ignorant of the game … they cannot help anyone.
This is psychological warfare, and people are so hypnotized still, they can’t see it, and do more harm than good.
Approximately 25000 years ago, dark forces took humanity hostage and created quarantine Earth. They created virtual reality control system that is usually referred to as the “Matrix”. Implants are one of the means of control that the dark forces use to maintain the matrix.

There are programmable crystals (3) that continue to be put into the mental, astral and etheric bodies of every human upon incarnation. These implants create a spacetime black hole anomaly, thus confusing human mind and emotion. Every person has three primary implants as we will describe next. Each implant holds belief systems that limit our spiritual evolution. The Light Forces have begun with gradual clearing of humanity’s implants. You can help this process by using affirmation and the implant removal techniques.

Cancellation of contracts:
“In the name of who I am, in the name of the divine soul presence that I am, in the name of all ascended beings of light, in the name of the Galactic Confederation, in the name of the galactic center, I decree and command to nullify and invalidate all past, present and future contracts and agreements made between any part of my being and the dark forces. All of these contracts and agreements and all of their consequences are now completely erased from my reality. I am now free, all the karma of my whole being is now cleared too. I am a free and sovereign being of light, from now until eternity. So be it, and so it is. (repeat 3 times)
“Into the light”. Say your name.
Visualize that the energy rises from your crown chakra to your upper chakras (8-9-10-11-12th chakra) and energizes them one by one.
The energy will reach the twelfth chakra in the thirteenth dimension of reality to the throne of I AM THAT I AM. Visualize yourself meeting the I AM Presence, merging and uniting with it.
Bring the Presence back and imbue your body with the Presence from the top of your head

to the bottom of your feet, to the heart of Mother Earth”.
Invocation :
“I call upon the Pillar of Pure White Light to descend upon me and to form around me. I call upon the Presence of the I AM That I AM. I ask the Presence of the I AM That I AM to join and merge with me.”

Based on CONRA materials
http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2013/10/planetary-situation-update-etheric-plane.html
Sales … I could never be good at it.
People wanting to receive a great deal and an even better price. They are always told it’s possible, and often sales has to smooth ruffled feathers because the “lie” they told proved itself.
Why do people seek to mentally challenge themselves so much? Why do those selling services lie?
I know, I know…
They want to take the sale from the next guy.
But to allow oneself to become an habitual liar to gain monetarily??? Not my cup of tea. The lies don’t end till the project ends, then another begins and the same schmoozing falsehood techniques start all over.
The older I get, the longer my list of people and things to avoid inviting into my world grows.


The crazy you may think I am is only an unwillingness to see how I see … and that’s ok. Just please, don’t try to reformat me. Ask me to stay away if you can’t accept me and my truth. It’d be kinder than your continuous rejection, and trying to make me something I’ve expanded beyond.
I’m doing my best not to go back in the box. It’s strange, this expansion. So many want you to shrink and go back into the box of limitation and “comfort”.
No thank you. I’d rather drag you kicking and screaming into the reality I see …. Hence, our friction. Oh the joys of loving and living.
Welcome magic and wonder
Brilliance and grace
Welcome joy, satisfaction
Pleasure and strength
Welcome essence, beauty, presence
Time, spirit, form, and space
Welcome excellence in every blessing
Sacred and pray
What I seek, I am
What I wanna know, I understand
All I wish I could, I can
Who I wanna be, I am
What I seek, I am
What I wanna know, I understand
All I wish I could, I can
Who I wanna be, I am
Welcome magic and wonder
Brilliance and grace
Welcome joy, satisfaction
Pleasure and strength
Welcome essence, beauty, presence
Time, spirit, form, and space
Welcome excellence in every blessing
Sacred and pray
What I seek, I am
What I wanna know, I understand
All I wish I could, I can
Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
What I seek, I am (ooh-ooh)
What I wanna know, I understand (I-I)
All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh)
Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
I am a seed, I am a tree
I am the flower, I am the bee
I am fire and I am wind
I accept love and also I give (I am)
I am loud and I am mighty (ooh-ooh)
I am silent and I tread lightly (I-I)
I am a brave and monumental (whoa-oh)
I am modest, I am gentle (I am)
I am a student and I teach
I am the sand and I am a beach
I am ease and I am power (I am)
I am bridge and I am tower (I am)
I am reason, I am wild (I am)
I am mother, I am child
I am many, I am few
I am God, and God is you (I am)
What I seek, I am (I am)
What I wanna know, I understand (I-I)
All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh)
Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
What I seek, I am (ooh-ooh)
What I wanna know, I understand (I-I)
All I wish I could, I can (whoa-oh)
Who I wanna be, I am (to be)
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am (I-I)
I am, I am, I am (whoa-oh)
I am, I am, I am (to be)
(I am)
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: India Arie Simpson / Alexandra Sarton / Verónica Santiago

We are transitioning through the dissolution of a depraved satanic consciousness dwelling in the unseen fallen realms that has been tagging into the blind spots of the individual and collective psyche to generate the loosh to keep itself alive.
We have essentially been used as conduits to self sabotage due to soul fragmentation which generates a shadow body that keeps energy running reversals into the fallen realms.
This has been happening unconsciously and as a program written into a digressed genetic code, engineered over multiple ancestral cycles that are culminating at this pinnacle juncture as past, present and future come together to rewrite the timelines free from consciousness enslavement.
For this transition to take place, the individual and collective shadow must surface to the light of consciousness to be healed/integrated. We are in the Age of Information of which there are different two pathways, one of which transforms knowledge through the heart to embody the true divine kingdom of heaven from within.
Knowledge in absence of heart is the path of the false light. This is a phase in the evolutionary process which most of us will likely transition through, until we relinquish control of the ego mind and become the vessel for spirit to work through in service of the wider evolution beyond our own personal interests, whether that’s the need to be right, to save the world, gain recognition/power, or profit materialistically from our pursuits.
These temptations are rife in the collective awakening field at the moment, as we come into greater awareness of spiritual laws that can activate great power. Used irresponsibly, we pervert these laws for personal interest, which constitutes a form of black magic and keeps us disconnected from re-anointing with the purity of our essence.
This is like another test to demonstrate how much we trust in our higher nature to keep us safe and provide what we need to continue along our highest expression in fulfilment of our souls covenant, in this lifetime and beyond.
When we are still governed by unconscious fear, the doorway to the divine through the heart closes and we remain in servitude to the lower will that seeks external gratification. We substitute organic consciousness for an artificial intelligence that mimics our creative power and keeps us tethered in lower virtual reality expressions.
What we will eventually come to realise is that we are never alone when truth and connection is with us. As co-creative soul collectives we are never in a state of lack or unworthiness, because together we are serving the collective evolution. When we misuse our awareness to manipulate or harm another, we are only doing that harm to ourselves, and necessitating more karmic evolutionary lessons until we are embodied in this realisation.
This takes a level of spiritual maturity to move beyond the need to reap vengeance for perceived wrongdoings perpetrated against us, or to engage in conflict by asserting our will and authority over others. Once we honour free will in accordance with the Law of One there is no longer the need to return to the obsolete ways of separation consciousness. We have transformed internally and have seen this mirrored back through our external experience.
Darkness withers and dissolves in the light of this purity because we are no longer feeding it through unconscious consent. We have starved the imposter forces from our field. This way we can move uninhibited along the ascension pathway, free to birth reality from the imagination of the personal and collective mind in communion with the forces of nature, of which we are inseparable.
