Trust in the unknown ~ Trust that your path is unfolding exactly as it needs to. You have a personal relationship with the Great Father. Know that he is lovingly leading you forward.
Grow within your current situation ~ Knuckle down. Be reliable and committed. Be open to wisdom and insights from your elders.
Enjoy success and happiness ~ Know that doors are opening for you. Follow up new projects, ventures and ideas. Connect with the inner fire that is driving you.
Shift your perception ~ Change the way you think and you will change your whole reality.
Unleash the wild within ~ Let your wild side up and out! Unleash your talents and desires.
Reading from the deck Angels and Ancestors created by Kyle Gray
I’ve noticed that while in the astral my “attitude” is non-existent. Things there are simply as they are. I don’t try to fight there. Although, there have been a couple incidents of ‘saving’ ones that I love.
In the astral there is an ‘acceptance’. In the seen world, there seems to be a battle, battle battle … of any kind, physical, mental, emotional … the two awarenesses are completely different.
I never go on offense in the astral. If there is fighting to be done, it is because someone attacks me and I go on defense.
I wonder to myself why I do not go on offense …
Perhaps it is because in this life I never looked for a fight. I never sought to dominate another. Yet I was often on the receiving end of those who do, and embody, aggressive behaviors.
It is the same in the astral as it is in the physical.
What we see happening in this world is already happening in the aethers.
Much like the physical body finally developing physical ‘symptoms’ of an illness already happening in our energetic form.
Essentially, human life, indeed ALL sentient life, is under a constant barrage of manipulation by those who dwell in the hidden realms.
Certain energetic damages leave scars in the psyche … some of them are raised and thick and dense. These are they which cause the human to create energetic barriers, invisible ‘walls’ in the attempt to shield and protect ones self.
It is clear all this generates is more seclusion.
So I say to those who inhabit the astral, those sorcerers who dwell in the world where the Will is dominant and overwrites much of the reasoning mans creations … please stop fighting. Stop fighting so we can experience Peace … here, and there.
Chaos cannot ever create peace, only a mimicked representation of it … a show, a copy of the real deal.
Isn’t it time to be authentic with these shows of peace? Or is it really that difficult to release the need for power and dominance over humanity and all other life?
We return to the magic of the shadows to recharge, growing our wild medicine with steady hands, the crescent Moon shining between our brows.
We are not evil, nor have we ever been. The tales of the patriarchy only veil us as such attempting to taint our gifts with fear and lies.
We who craft with rock, Moon, herb and branch breathing blessings into the sky. We who are the weavers of nightsong and Earth healing. We who commune with the animals hearing their messages and guidance.
We go by many names.
Shamaness, wise woman, witch, priestess.
Once they stood for healing, connection with nature and ancient wisdom. They meant hope for those who needed aid, guidance in times of peril.
But these names have been twisted by the system that would keep us hidden and our voices silent. They were painted through the ages with stories that cast down the medicine of the feminine and her wild knowing.
We are here to reclaim our truth.
We come from the stars, the sea and the wild to take back our power. The time has come to bring our medicine into the world and bring back the ancient mysteries, the Goddess and the ways of the natural world.
The time has come for healing and growth, for the daughters of the sacred to stand tall rooted in the compass of our intuition.
The tides have turned and the age of darkness is over.
A couple weeks ago I decided to start baking bread for the house rather than purchasing it. I had a couple failures which were disappointing, but then … this happened! And my oh my was it delicious! It was dinner AND a midnight snack … haha … I woke the next morning to discover half of one loaf gone! Yum.
Today I tried a new recipe. Going to see my father this afternoon and take him a loaf of fresh bread and a jar of peach marmalade I canned last year.
My first attempt at Challah bread. Need to work on my braiding skills. Smells fantastic!
The house smells wonderful! Once this cools a bit I’ll wrap it a go to dads. Hopefully it will stay warm for his enjoyment.
The chimney sweep was here today so my fireplace is all prepared to get “lit”. My father is giving me some nice firewood today so tonight it’s going to be all cozy in here!
Laundry is nearly done.
A nice bath will be happening later with magnesium flake and essential oils.
Aaaaahhhh … the sweet life!
Thank you Creator for blessing me with this day. I am thoroughly enjoying myself.
((((Hugs)))) friends. Be well. We’ll all get through these times. Let us be certain we do it in a good way.
Know your Power ~ You have Choice in all things. Your power is born of that freedom to choose, but with that freedom comes the burden of responsibility. To know your power you must accept responsibility for your part in all you experience even when you allow another to impose their choice or will upon you. You have the power to choose if you wear a saddle or bridle, or if another will ride upon your back. Own your power. Know it and see it in all of your choices and actions.
Protect the Wild and Green ~ You are a guardian of the earth and all who share it – the trees, the animals, the birds, insects and inhabitants of the ocean blue. It is time to play an active role in protecting and preserving the wild and green by being aware of, and limiting, your impact upon the natural world. This world is not yours to posses; it is a gift given to you and your children. Tread gently. Tread with care and walk with love. Remember, your relationship with the world is a symbiotic one.
Heed the Messengers ~ It is easy to ignore the messengers and the signs they show you, especially when they bring a message you do not wish to hear. But now is not the time to ignore the messengers. Do not let your fear of change or discomfort silence their voices. It is time for you to stop procrastinating, to see and to hear the truth, and do what is necessary. Heed the Messenger for the wisdom they offer is born of your own intuition and need.
Reading from the deck “Messenger Oracle” created by Ravynne Phelan
You may have heard the phrase, “You are the company you keep”. You may have even concluded this to be a truth.
That which we fill our lives with, we mold to, we shape ourselves to fit. Whether it be a certain group of people, a certain genre of ideation, the movie styles we fill our viewing pleasures with, and any number of other habitual patterns we formulate for ourselves.
These things and situations we make ‘regular’ in our lives builds our character. (Fortunately, character is fluid, continuously evolving, morphing into successive phases of being and understanding.)
Becoming our environment can be clear, as in the company we keep. Something less obvious is the messages we ingest via broadcasting, theatricals.
Movies … ugh. The typical American movie these days has gunfire, explosions, and sex. People in the roles of abuser and victim … winners and losers. Rarely do we see promoted televised shows of unity and harmony … not on cable anyhow.
These constant showings shape our psyche, desensitizing the mind to the atrocities televised, day in and day out.
The “picture” show leaves endless snapshots in the mind for the memory complex to call up at any time, to focus on chaos and harmful situations whenever … as one has a conversation with another about the details of the film, the visions that have been seared into mind via retinal implant flash before the hidden eyes of the ‘think tank’.
Those who watch a lot of television are having their minds molded to a certain way of thinking and behaving. It’s a fact, there is a patent on this manipulative technique.
Manipulation of the nervous system coupled with violence and other scenes from movies as well as subliminal messages “molds” the mind of the viewer, especially if alcohol or other substances are used while watching.
I look around me in wonder that so many people think they are behaving in a manner of ‘choice’, denying the notion that they are allowing themselves to be programmed. It is clear to me, from personal experience, that to admit one is not entirely in control of their reality is difficult, if not impossible, especially if the ego is sufficiently set up and validated.
To become humbled enough to see deep inside self and claim it all is risky business … it’s a given that the ego will fight it off with everything it has. It’ll feel like dying, and indeed, it will be a death, for once the inner workings of the mind and heart are seen, the truths uncovered cannot be denied.
This is a time to create a new persona, expanding character, stretching beyond the comfort zone and really figuring out what has been hiding in the depths of self. To locate anything that triggers an intense emotional response and dismantle it at its core.
The light is shining upon all things these days, nothing will remain hidden or denied much longer.
Forgiveness will need to be a focus … forgiveness of others, yes, but also forgiveness of self.
Many things will grow transparent in the coming days, weeks, and months. Be calm, and choose … from the heart … what you are going to become personally, building your own character, rather than becoming as instructed and/or implanted with via the broadcasting network.
The players are unknown, refuse to identify themselves, and sometimes speak in terms which are not entirely positive.
I search my own responses and find that I, too, speak in a manner that is not entirely positive.
It is easy to assume that the unnamed and unknown ones are of a nature contrary to benevolence, especially when they start judging the body form as “fleshy” and complain about “attitude” … unwilling, or unable, to navigate a strong willed womans responses.
I listen as the attempt to stir up fear in me is vocalized, and I practice at becoming unresponsive, retaining and maintaining the energetic output it is meant to draw out of me. In nurturing my own NOW moment I can nurture my energetic form, hold steady my mental body and engage my senses for a more peaceful output.
In my history, I ceded my own personal authority over self to others, previous mates. In this agreement, both parties were always left feeling dissatisfied, feeling the lack of balance between us, the relationship never failing to end.
Every time the relationship would end, I would have to search for myself, the self that I walked out on at the beginning of relations with another, the self that I made small, so the other would be larger, the self I left behind.
I will no longer do this. It is more difficult to find self, reclaim self, and build self back up after every encounter in which I set my self to the side … always allowing another to call the shots, to tell me I’m wrong, to instruct on speech and dress and behaviors, to make me doubt my self and my personal desires and values.
It once was that the visible masculine held this role of dominance, the role I gifted them upon entering relations.
This role seems to have evolved, moving into the unseen, but heard, arena.
Although the players and their positions have changed, the story line remains the same. Masculinity, requiring that I make myself small, fall in line, do as told, be careful of what I say (think) and to embody fear of retribution for remaining large, for standing in my power, my personal authority.
I am completely naïve and fairly ignorant of the occult circles. They call me innocent.
Innocence with an attitude.
A willful, reckless and sometimes careless woman moving through experiences. Always pushing past the comfort zone, refusing to color between the lines, stepping into personal decision even if not for the highest, simply to say I can, and I Will.
After an astral attack one sleeping evening, as I was kneeling on the ground with injured shoulder, a member of the masculine knelt on his knees in front of me and asked “What are you gonna do?”
This is one of the greatest questions I had ever been asked. My answer for the longest time was “I do not know.” It was a wait and see thing, the unknown waiting to be birthed.
Now, however, after last nights pep talk in the mirror, I understand that my answer has shifted.
When asked, “What are you gonna do?” my answer is now, “I Will.” That’s what I’m gonna do, I am going to Will creation to mold around me, and to spread out from me.
Something I’ve been doing lately is drink a lot of water during the day, completely hydrate my body, my cells. In the evening, about 7:30 pm I sit down in candle light, get comfortable, and start chanting OM. I do this for 30 minutes. The vibration of my voice sets the cellular structure of my body in motion. The sound moves through every fiber of my being, my head, chest, belly, arms and finally, legs and feet. I then rest, eyes closed, breathing normally for another 20 minutes or so, feeling the vibration in my body, in my core, and envision it, as it is sent out into the world.
The key here is to send out LOVE, Compassion, Care, Acceptance, Partnership, Unity …. all things which can bring about Peace in the cellular structure and in the surroundings.
If a negative picture erupts in mind I open my eyes and focus on the candle flame while chanting, or breathing, and let my mind go blank again. It is important to me, NOT to let any form of negative ride on my vibe when I am in these moments, for that is also riding out into my environment, even more so than normal because my energetic ‘grid’ is activated and on high volume, so to speak.
This is not the actual meditation I use, however it is a good one. I like the deep voices of the masculine as they reverberate through me and merge with my own voice.
The point I am attempting to make here is that Self-Love, Self-Acceptance, and Self-Awareness and Self- Care and Compassion cannot, in these future moments, be relinquished to another who promises to care for us.
No … they will have their own best interests in mind before any other (usually) and therefore it is crucial to maintain our own self interest also … after all, we most definitely are the only one we will spend every waking and sleeping moment with for the rest of our lives.
It is important to Honor Self.
To hold Self in high regard.
To listen to the criticism and rejection and let it roll off as we counter the attack with even greater self love.
I thought of my history last night as this female I’ve been living, and living with. I’ve been blessed to watch the bodily form go from girl like and slender into a more full-bodied woman form. I’ve filled out my skin suit, haha.
As I listen to the invisible critics, I massage my belly, I roam my hands all over my being and I ponder the constant morphing of it into something new, year after year.
When young I had four portions of flesh that moved of its own accord … the breasts and the buttocks. Nowadays, I really get a lot of flow going the whole body over. Dancing feels different these days.
I think of the goddess statues people have found throughout history, rounded breast, bellies and buttocks. I wonder when honor for the fleshy woman was evicted from the consciousness of larger portions of the masculine soul group, seen and unseen.
I say to these, “You most definitely ought to let your lust and personal desire for a slender woman make your decisions for you, that would be the wisest thing you can do … and since you are brilliant in your shining light, this is the obvious choice.”
I’ll just relax over here, in my reckless, willful, sometimes careless energies and I’ll cause my cellular structure to dance, every evening …. and rather that focus on what I do not want more of, I will focus on that which I do want … Peace … Harmony … Honor … Integrity …. Acceptance … Compassion and Care … and all other words and feelings that will alter my form, my surroundings, and my world for the better.
Aaaaaahhhh ye judges …. may you receive exactly what you manifest.
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