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May the Devil Curator of Human Life-Force be Recycled

Published January 23, 2026 by tindertender

He’s trying to “gatekeep” the Universal Gatekeeper.

These nasty’s have denied ascension and transfer to those who have graduated their initiations many lifetimes. They seem to have have a “program” and agreement amongst themselves that the Earth Angels get flipped and copycatted at graduation, and their rewards, merit, identity, honor all “transferred” into that copycat who takes their place, while the real graduate is sacrificed, recycled, reborn into the same, if not more severe life path. Their intention is to keep trapped the star and harvest their energy and wealth forever, living as them, wearing their badge of honor.

It’s a little sickening to watch this tyrant try to fabricate some prince of peace story for their history books. He’s claiming the effort of the Mother’s, aligned Divinely with the Upper Realms. He’s a really bad actor and copycat. He insists his dominator skills makes him a peaceful entity.

I wonder if he will be dominated?
That whole tribe …
Doesn’t the Bible say it will be last?

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There seems to be a priest (or priests) who has/have been in charge of “transferring” people into an ascended realm after graduation, a new and improved body and life. He has been denying women their ascension. He has been flipping them into south node, harvesting her wealth, authority, reward, energy, identity, memory … for centuries!! Keeping the Roses in a perpetual state of stagnation, recycling them through the same, or worse, lower vibrational lives and states of suffering.

I pray he/they has/have, or will, lose his/their authority now that this research has provided irrefutable evidence of his/their stance in this regard. The proof is in his/their adamant refusal and insistence that the young man who wants to be with her “drop it”.

They harvest the actual angel, put her/his memories and identity and energy into a copycat, then tell these young men “that” is what they are allowed to partner with … the old men keep the true angel, the true feminine powerhouse, away from these youngers, they do NOT want competitors … they do NOT want these men and their “real” angel to become a powerhouse and over throw them.

These old men have a contract with the devil … to “feed” them these divine females/males, the “trump cards and roses” to allow them to “prostitute” their energy … these old men are traitors to the Mother Father God Goddess, to their Children AND to All living beings. These “priests” are the devils servants. They have been keeping the children of God in stagnation for centuries, draining their life-force, for centuries, while wearing the identity, and living a life of luxury, they themselves have never rightfully earned.

Thankfully, God was listening while this priest argued, and kept denying, this powerful woman her right to ascend. There is a masculine that really wants to build with her, but this priest won’t let him … he is denying her passage, and is denying this young man the opportunity to be Great, to partner with someone who can really help him build something wonderful.

No. This priest wants to dress up a sexy body in the angels energy and tell him to just go be lustful, to pretend … but this particular young man sounds serious about wanting to build with this woman, to become all that they can be, and to have children with great potential, to Create a Powerful Family Tree.

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I used to beg them to stop.
Then I realized that only excited them.
So I trained myself to stop reacting,
I trained myself to purposefully respond.
I no longer care what they do, what they say, what they need.
The Most High God is here, and the Mother, too,
Fed Up with what they’ve been doing,
To Me, and to You.
Amen.
Wado.

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The past 3 days have felt different. The nasty jacks seem to be hiding. Whenever they realize I’m focusing attention on the sound of them, they seem to shrink into the shadows. I heard yesterday, they were receiving sentencing for prostituting humans around the Universe.

Just now, I received some channeled messaging in another language. He seemed very sincere, sort of like, something serious is happening, right now.

One of the words was “eeia” in hawaiian, which means “here” in english.
It can also be spelled “eyah” in arabic, which means “him” in english.
Take it as it resonates …

Some have said recently God was coming, that he was on his way. Could it be they are here now? I am thinking this could be the sudden event I’ve been picking up on. Apparently, God is bringing the Mother, or is coming to retrieve her … for she has been a prisoner of war … newly emancipated. There is talk of “timeline convergence” which I am picking up as the “fragments”, the separated parts of Body, Spirit, Soul that had gone through many shatterings, are all coming together.

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You may feel a poking in the medulla oblongata area. These unseen nasties are trying to “tap into” the temples control center. (Don’t take the message if it doesn’t apply to you).

AI Overview

Know Your Brain: Medulla Oblongata
The medulla oblongata is the lowest part of the brainstem, serving as the primary control center for vital involuntary, autonomic functions essential for survival. It regulates breathing, heart rate, blood pressure, and reflexes like swallowing, sneezing, and coughing.

Key Functions and Control Centers
Cardiovascular Center: Controls heart rate, contraction force, and blood vessel diameter (vasomotor center) to regulate blood pressure.
Respiratory Center: Manages the rhythm, rate, and depth of breathing, including the dorsal and ventral respiratory groups.
Reflex Centers: Controls protective and digestive reflexes such as vomiting, coughing, sneezing, and swallowing.
Sensory/Motor Relay: Serves as a pathway for signals between the spinal cord and higher brain regions, notably controlling crossover of motor nerves.

Anatomical Position
Located at the base of the brainstem, it connects higher brain levels to the spinal cord. It is positioned just below the pons and at the opening of the skull (foramen magnum

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So … these middle aged masculines are arguing with nasty jack that “she deserves” transfer, she has earned this ascension. The older masculines who despise women are questioning her sensitivity … all she is to them is a harvest. They want to invite her in, get contract, only to “flip and copycat” later, give her identity and energy and authority to their chosen puppet, their chosen replacement … apparently, they do the sacrifice on the first wedding anniversary.

Apparently, the last one was told “he could keep her forever” if he brutalized her enough to keep her in suffering, south node energy forever. These masculines doing business with these older “men” are not to be trusted. Their loyalties are very much with them, and the systems of authority and profit they already have in place. Their profit systems require the entrapment of sacrificed boys and girls, powerful men and women. The masculines of whatever realm that is, will NEVER build anything, they will only apply their energy, and any energy they can ensnare by contract or relationship and harvest, to support the old mens foundation.

The masculines in that territory are nothing but parasites, leeches, setting up their little “venus fly traps”. They will never be capable of equally partnering with a powerful woman and building something big together. They will always submit to old men, they will insist she do the same, knowing they are planning on throwing her away to a devil for a small portion of her energetic harvest, while agreeing, and settling for, a flat bellied immature sexx machine in a synthetic flesh suit, an untested, unfit copycat, wearing harvested, divine energy, pretending to be capable, while only producing lust and destruction.

None of these ones are trustworthy.

I, for one, am not offering anything to these ones. I made my choice … and it wasn’t them. I refuse to lift them, to support them, with this potent, Source Connected essence. I tried to help them. I tried to elevate them. And I did, for they kept taking my honor, my reward, my identity at the time I was to receive. They brutalized me and unalived me, forcing me into another turn of the wheel, through their short life cycles.

They feel they can “take” whomever they want, regardless of God emancipating them, regardless of who has claimed them, regardless of the Union they are currently contracted with, and new Spiritual Family they have been enfolded into.

These pirates mean to “take” another mans wife, another tribes daughter, Gods daughter … perhaps, even his WIFE, who had been a prisoner of war for centuries … Rumor has it He’s on His way. Rumor has it timeline convergence is immanent.

Sounds to me like all fragments of Body, Spirit, Soul that had gone through a shattering, a scattering, are all coming back together. Shared future, unavoidable, regardless of past variations or interventions. All fragments retrieved and coming together, to form a new whole, an improved, Upper Dimensional, Sovereign Soul.

Key aspects of timeline convergence include:
Merger of Realities: Different versions of events are forced into one, forcing conflicting histories to reconcile or be rewritten to fit a single, stable narrative.
Inescapable Events: Specific, pivotal moments or destinations become inevitable, where parallel histories are funneled into a single, shared outcome.

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These old gatekeepers are still refusing to let Divine feminine through. They are being told that “she learned all her lessons”. And I know for a fact not only did she learn what THEY deemed an impossible path, but she beat at least TWO of their set records.

These old farts must be removed from their posts, they have been compromised. They no longer serve the Most High God, or the Ascension and Learning of Humanity, the strengthening of their Soul Value, and rewards they earn for their Star Nation Soul Tribe.

They have failed to guide people toward wholeness, and when people arrive whole and powerful despite the neglect AND purposeful denial of knowledge, of identity, the evil attempts and efforts to ensure they stayed down … ??? … they have the audacity to deny them their graduation certificate, their improved status in life, and their greater authority.

They are directly interfering in the Most High God’s decision. He already gave her Rainbow Covenant and elevated her into a significant status … and these dirty old cornholio lazy no good for nothing pirate pimp thieves want to harvest her because she sees them for who and what they are.

May they be evicted from every seat of authority they have ever enjoyed. May they lose every comfort they have never earned. May they be removed from the House of this Woman … this is Her Land bro … you have been ordered to vacate the premises, and to stop using ALL medicines as connectors and bridges into her house … but they refuse to leave … squatters …. rats in the couch cushions pissing and shitting everywhere.

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Listening to these scammers whispering on how they gonna get themselves some of that divine energy, that “delicious” energy. These aren’t even men, ya’ll … these are straight up intelligent animals, or a straight up devil, wearing a human skin suit, or some kind of cloaking technology, looking to hook and tag the pretty as can be collective like a damn cow ready for harvest!!!! Reckless sexx only benefits the dead (or “Morgue” as she likes to be called … Morgue wanna dicck), and the “vampire” running low on energy.

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You know what is sad?

Those very same ones who won’t let Divine Feminine in the gate, are the same ones who framed her for a crime, deceitfully convicted her, which resulted in her tortured mvrder and eviction into the valley of the shadow of death.

Why? Because she is morally superior to them. Because she saw them prostituting everyone’s energy! Because she refused to agree to their scheme. Because they wanted to be the authority and to have sexx with every single person who got a raise out of them … it is clear they are morally corrupt … especially in the presence of her innocent, virginal essence, Source Connected.

PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH!!!!! is what they screamed as they stabbed that knife into her … as they took her life … her innocent, holy life. They k*lled this lawmaker, this counselor, this Magistrate, this Mother, who was here to guide people into moral advancement, to get closer to God, to add value to Soul.

May they get what they deserve. May they be evicted from these spaces and places. May the Divine Mother’s energy, in all of its forms, NEVER be used to support any portion of these ones foundation … ever again.

May they be removed … forcefully … violently if necessary … from her House … her Land … her Territory … and may they NEVER gain access to it again.

May the worst outcome await them should they try to enter this energy.

God said she would never give it back.

They are done.

May it solidify and fortify soon.

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I can’t stand you curator, or any of your pimp friends.
May you be “dissolved” as you have done to many of our Sisters and Brothers.
May your energy … if you have any that can be called yours … be recycled.

The Repair Zones

Published January 14, 2026 by tindertender

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Scientists found 7 locations on Earth where the body repairs itself 2-4x faster. Without medicine. 🌍

And no, not mountains. Not the sea.

Romanian heart patients recover twice as fast sitting next to beehives. 🐝

Japanese autoimmune patients heal in freezing springs. ♨️

Polish hospitals send people into salt caves. 🧂

These aren’t wellness trends or spa retreats.

They’re actual locations where inflammation drops so fast that some hospitals use them instead of drugs.

A neuroecologist calls them “repair zones.”

Most doctors have never heard of them.

In 1967, a Polish researcher named Dr. Feliks Boczkowski published a study that should’ve changed medicine. 📋

He took hospital patients recovering from the same injuries and split them into two groups.

One group recovered in standard hospital rooms.

The other recovered in salt mines.

Same injuries. Same protocols. Same meds.

The only difference was the ground beneath them.

And here’s what happened.

The patients in the salt mines healed 2-3x faster. ⚡

Chronic pain dropped by 60% in some cases. Inflammation markers weren’t just lower… they plummeted. Blood pressure normalized without additional medication.

He published his findings, and other researchers got curious.

They ran similar studies in Romania. In Japan. In Austria.

By the 1980s, there were over 40 studies showing the same pattern.

Certain locations on Earth accelerate healing in ways drugs just can’t replicate.

So what did all seven locations have in common?

They weren’t spa resorts. They weren’t “healing retreats.”

They were places where the Earth’s electrical field measured 10-40x stronger than normal ground. 🌲

Salt caves in Poland where miners worked for decades.

Mineral springs in Japan where entire villages bathed daily.

Beehives in Romania (turns out bees generate crazy intense electrical fields).

Certain forests with unusually high mineral density in the soil.

For over 60 years, researchers kept documenting the same results.

Faster wound healing. Reduced inflammation. Normalized blood pressure.

Then the research just… stopped.

Funding dried up. Medical schools moved on. Nobody talks about it anymore.

Not because it didn’t work.

But think about it.

Healing people faster means fewer hospital stays. Fewer prescriptions. Less profit.

The pharmaceutical industry didn’t have to bury this research with some grand conspiracy.

They just let it fade while they built an empire managing symptoms instead of actually fixing the problem.

So what were those “repair zones” actually doing?

Here’s the thing most people don’t realize.

Your body generates electrical charge constantly. ⚡

Every heartbeat creates it.

Every muscle contraction creates it.

Hell, every thought running through your head right now is creating electrical charge.

That’s not even a metaphor. That’s actually just how the body works.

But modern life has surrounded you with materials that stop you from releasing that charge.

You’re walking around in rubber-soled shoes all day.

Standing on concrete floors at work.

Sitting in synthetic office chairs.

Sleeping in beds elevated off the ground.

Wearing polyester and nylon instead of natural fibers.

The electrical charge your body generates has nowhere to go, so it just pools in your tissues.

And when that happens, cellular repair gets disrupted.

Inflammation doesn’t just stay elevated… it becomes chronic.

Wounds take longer to heal.

Pain sticks around way longer than it should.

But in those seven locations, something different was happening.

The Earth’s electrical field there was strong enough to penetrate through shoes, through floors, even through buildings.

Which meant the people living in those areas were getting grounded 24/7 without even knowing it.

Their bodies were constantly releasing that excess electrical charge.

Inflammation stayed low. Cellular repair stayed efficient.

Not because of some special diet or lifestyle hack, but purely because of what was beneath their feet. 🌍

So here’s the obvious question.

How do we reduce inflammation when we can’t just pack up and move to a Polish salt cave?

First, you gotta understand what inflammation actually is.

It’s produced by white blood cells called neutrophils.

When a cell gets damaged, neutrophils wrap around it and release reactive oxygen species that destroy the damaged cell.

That’s supposed to happen. That’s your body working correctly.

The problem is when this process never shuts off.

That’s when inflammation becomes chronic.

And here’s what most doctors won’t tell you.

If your body is properly grounded, chronic inflammation literally can’t sustain itself.

You’re probably thinking… “Wait, grounding? Like walking barefoot outside?” 🦶

Yeah. Exactly that.

Let me break it down.

The Earth is the largest natural reservoir of free electrons on the planet.

When your bare skin makes contact with the Earth, even just for a few minutes, two things happen almost immediately.

Your body starts bleeding off that excess electrical charge that’s been fueling chronic inflammation.

And at the same time, millions of free electrons from the Earth surge into your body.

That’s why cortisol drops. Blood flow improves. And suddenly the swelling, the brain fog, the stiffness, the pain… it starts melting away.

Now you might be thinking… “Okay, so I’ll just walk outside barefoot more often.”

Good instinct.

And yeah, walking barefoot on grass or dirt or sand does ground you.

But there are some real problems with relying on that.

Most of us live in cities where the “ground” is actually concrete and asphalt, which both insulate you completely from the Earth.

A lot of lawns are treated with chemicals you really don’t want absorbing into your skin.

And nobody’s walking barefoot outside in January when it’s 20 degrees.

Plus, here’s the bigger issue.

Walking outside for 10 minutes a day won’t fix chronic inflammation that’s been building up for years.

The research shows you need hours of grounding contact to see real results.

Ideally while you’re sleeping, when your body does its deepest healing work.

And when you do walk outside barefoot, you have no idea if you’re actually grounded or not.

Dry grass isn’t conductive.

Shoes with any rubber sole insulate you completely.

Dehydrated skin has poor conductivity.

You’re basically guessing and hoping something’s happening.

That’s why the research showing grounding’s effects wasn’t done with people walking around barefoot.

It was done with grounding devices that provide consistent, measurable contact with the Earth’s electrical field.

And the results aren’t just impressive.

They’re kind of wild.

A double-blind, placebo-controlled study published in “Healthcare” showed grounding led to an almost 10x improvement in sleep quality. 😴

Another study showed a 200% drop in pain levels.

One published in “Biomedical Journal” showed an 83% reduction in chronic pain.

Another showed a 273% reduction in unhealthy blood thickness.

Plus countless others showing improvements in inflammation markers, cortisol levels, and stress response.

This isn’t fringe science or wellness woo-woo. 🔬

It’s published in actual medical journals by real PhD researchers.

I had a 72-year-old woman come see me who’d just spent three weeks at a salt cave facility in Poland.

She went there desperate.

Chronic joint pain for years. Couldn’t sleep more than 4 hours a night. Inflammation markers through the roof.

Her daughter had read about these “repair zones” online and booked the trip as a last-ditch effort.

Within 10 days, her pain had dropped by half.

She was sleeping 7 hours straight for the first time in years. 😴

Moving around without wincing every time she stood up.

When she got back to the States, I ran her bloodwork.

Her C-reactive protein (a key inflammation marker) had dropped by 60%.

But here’s what happened next.

Three months after she got home, the pain started creeping back in.

Sleep got worse again.

Inflammation markers climbed back up.

She called me, frustrated as hell.

“It worked in Poland. Why isn’t it working here?”

And that’s when it clicked for me.

She couldn’t live in a salt cave permanently.

But her body had gotten a taste of what it felt like to be electrically connected to the Earth again.

And now it was starving for it.

So I started digging into the research.

If the Earth’s electrical field in those “repair zones” was what made the difference, how do you recreate that in a normal modern home? 🏠

Turns out the breakthrough came from an unexpected place.

Silver threads woven into fabric, combined with a feature in every home that most people completely ignore.

That third hole in your electrical outlet isn’t just decoration. It’s a ground port. 🔌

It connects directly to a copper rod buried in the earth outside your home.

Every house has one. It’s required by building code.

And silver (the same conductive silver used in medical-grade equipment) can be woven directly into fabric.

Connect that fabric to the ground port, and suddenly your bed becomes electrically connected to the Earth.

Sleep on it, and your body grounds all night long… exactly like those patients in the salt caves.

I told her to try it.

She was skeptical. “A bedsheet? After I flew all the way to Poland?”

But she ordered one anyway.

Two weeks later, she called me back.

“I’m sleeping again. The pain is almost gone. I feel like I’m back in that cave.” 💬

That’s when I realized we were dealing with something medicine had completely overlooked.

By restoring her body’s natural connection to the Earth, we’d silenced the inflammation that had been choking her system for years.

All it took was plugging her body back into the Earth while she slept.

And there’s only one tool I trust in my own home for that.

The Grounding Co Bedsheet. 🛏️

It’s woven with medical-grade 5% silver threads, and silver is the most conductive metal on Earth.

Which means the moment you lie down, your body starts absorbing the Earth’s electrons while you sleep.

That’s why even the first night of sleeping grounded can feel like flipping a switch inside your body.

Inflammation starts cooling down within hours.

Your body drops into deep, uninterrupted sleep. 😴

Blood flow returns to cold, tired legs and feet.

Circulation surges and energy starts flickering back to life. ⚡

Pain eases. Cramps soften. Joints loosen up.

Cortisol drops. Tension melts away.

Your heart gets real support, not just another band-aid. ❤️

Anxiety fades. Your whole system settles. And you feel… normal again.

It’s 100% safe and natural.

The whole setup takes less than 2 minutes.

And when you use it every night consistently, it actually works.

But I’m begging you here.

Do not just buy any random grounding sheets online. ⚠️

At our age, you know how many people are after your wallet.

Most companies either skip silver altogether or sprinkle in tiny amounts… just enough to say it’s there on the label… not nearly enough to actually do anything.

That’s what makes The Grounding Co different.

They use 5% medical-grade silver woven throughout the entire sheet.

Not just a thin coating. Not just a few threads here and there.

The whole damn thing is conductive.

Which means your whole body gets grounded all night long.

Not just your feet. Not just one arm.

Your entire system reconnects to the Earth while you sleep.

And that’s when the real healing happens.

I’ve seen people’s lives change with this.

Pain they’ve carried for years just… gone.

Sleep that’s been broken for decades suddenly restored.

Inflammation markers that doctors said would “never improve” dropping by half.

All because they plugged themselves back into the Earth.

The way our bodies were designed to function before we insulated ourselves from the planet.

So if you’re dealing with chronic pain, inflammation, poor sleep, or just that constant feeling of being “off”…

This might be the missing piece you’ve been looking for.

Not another pill. Not another supplement.

Just your body reconnecting to the Earth the way it’s supposed to.

The way it did for those people living in the “repair zones.”

The way it can for you, too.

Terra – Grounding Bed Sheet

Let’s Be Honest

Published January 12, 2026 by tindertender

Now it makes sense.
Weak men don’t want strong women.

Why step up, improve, or take responsibility when there’s always someone willing to accept the bare minimum—and defend you while you stay exactly who you are?

A woman with standards feels “difficult.”
A woman with boundaries gets labeled “crazy.”
A woman who expects effort is suddenly “too much.”

Let’s be honest—strong women aren’t the problem.
They’re just inconvenient for men who don’t want to grow.

So no, you don’t want a “real woman.”
You want someone easy to manipulate, easy to silence, and grateful for scraps.

Say that instead.

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Let Difficulty Transform You

Published January 11, 2026 by tindertender

” Let difficulty
transform you, and it will.
In my experience,
we just need help in learning
how not to run away. ” 💫
– Perma Chodron

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“Don’t power walk. Saunter slowly in the sun, eating chocolate, and carry a blanket so you can take a nap.” ~ SARK

Mantra :: This is a journey – not a sprint – so I take breaks and reward myself along the way.

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Sure, I could imagine the worse case scenario and try to prepare for it. I prefer however to use my skills of imagination, my inner vision, to generate future details which bring joy to my world. Not to say one shouldn’t be prepared.

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I can think whatever I want without interference. They don’t get to crowd my present moment any longer. So refreshing!!

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People might question how I did it, what techniques do I use. I simply reply, resilience and perseverance. Sometimes inner fortitude is all that works.

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In the forest, when all goes silent, it’s the animals waiting to determine if predator is present, or just nature doing its thing.

Similarly, when all goes silent in the world, you can be certain the real danger is near, or the true bringer of change has arrived.

Pay attention.

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Seems the norm in this world is to “challenge” people.

I’ve been called challenger and adversary, with no intention of entering the game.

I’m here for expansion and knowledge, thank you very much.

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Even the strongest woman cannot save a man who refuses to save himself

Published January 11, 2026 by tindertender

When a man is unhappy with himself, he will project that unhappiness onto any woman who tries to love him. He will ruin her happiness because he cannot find his own.

So, dear man, work on yourself because a woman’s love is not a remedy for your pain. It is not her job to heal the wounds you refuse to face. If you carry unresolved anger, insecurity, or self-doubt, you will inevitably turn her tenderness into a battleground where she constantly fights for a love you have not yet learned to give.

She will try to hold you, to remind you of your worth, but if you do not believe in it yourself, her words will feel like lies. You will push her away, not because she is unworthy, but because deep down, you believe you are. And when a man believes he is unworthy of love, he will unconsciously destroy any love that comes his way.

You might criticize her, belittle her, or make her feel like she is never enough. Not because she isn’t, but because you feel like you aren’t. A woman in love will do everything to bring light into your darkness, but if you refuse to let go of the shadows, you will dim her light too.

This is why healing is essential. You cannot pour from an empty cup, nor can you build a loving relationship on a foundation of self-hatred. Work on yourself so that when love comes, you can receive it with open arms instead of rejecting it out of fear.

Heal your past, so you don’t bleed onto a woman who had nothing to do with your wounds. Take responsibility for your happiness, so she doesn’t have to carry the weight of both her heart and yours. Learn to love yourself, so when she loves you, you believe her.

A good woman will love you deeply, but even the strongest woman cannot save a man who refuses to save himself. If you are broken, acknowledge it. If you are lost, find your way. If you are hurt, seek healing.

Your pain is not your fault, but your healing is your responsibility. No woman deserves to suffer because you refuse to do the work. Love is meant to be a sanctuary, not a place of destruction.
So, dear man, work on yourself—not just for her, but for you. Love yourself enough to become the man who can love her the way she deserves.

CTTO.

Let It Go

Published January 11, 2026 by tindertender

Many of us are still very much in active, spiritual warfare. It’s messy. The totality of the nastiness the adversary pushed in on us is being purged. It may look as though we’ve been carrying a great burden, because we have.

The collective, for the most part, has brought temperance energy to the trauma. Now, that trauma that had been tempered, appears to be releasing from the body.

It might look like an unhealed wound, but it isn’t. It is the chaff left over from the wound being tempered. Release the chaff, the ashes of that internal fire that fueled your ascension, and don’t listen to the projectionist trying to “restick shit” into you.

Once they notice you are releasing the refuse, they’ll try to trigger you so you’ll wind up holding onto it.

Let the chaff, and the projectionist, go.

It’s the best thing you can do for your Inner Divine.

She ruled Judea for 9 years of peace and prosperity

Published January 9, 2026 by tindertender

After her husband’s death, they expected chaos—instead, she ruled Judea for 9 years of peace and prosperity that ancient sources praised for generations.

Jerusalem, 76 BCE. King Alexander Jannaeus lay dying. His reign had been brutal—marked by civil war, mass executions, and conflict between religious factions. Judea was exhausted, divided, bleeding.

On his deathbed, Alexander did something unusual: he designated his wife, Salome Alexandra, as his successor. Not one of their sons. Not a military commander. His wife.
She was around 64 years old. She would rule for nine years—and those years would be remembered as among the most peaceful and prosperous in Judean history.

This is her actual story, remarkable enough without embellishment.

Salome Alexandra (known in Hebrew as Shlomtzion, meaning “peace of Zion”) was born around 141 BCE. Little is known about her early life, but she came from a priestly family and was well-connected to Jerusalem’s religious and political elite.

She married Alexander Jannaeus around 103 BCE. He was a Hasmonean king—descended from the Maccabees who’d won Jewish independence from Greek rule. But the Hasmonean dynasty had become corrupt, brutal, and increasingly unpopular.

Alexander’s reign was particularly violent. He fought constantly—external wars against neighbors, internal war against the Pharisees (a Jewish religious faction that opposed him). At one point, he crucified 800 Pharisees while feasting and watching them die.

Judea under Alexander was traumatized.
When he died in 76 BCE, Salome assumed the throne. She became “Queen” (basilissa in Greek, malka in Aramaic)—the only woman to rule Judea independently in the Hasmonean period.
Ancient sources—particularly the Jewish historian Josephus and the Talmud—describe her reign positively, which is notable given how critical they are of other Hasmonean rulers.
What made her reign successful?

Political balance: Salome reversed her husband’s policies toward the Pharisees. She allied with them, giving them influence in the Sanhedrin (Jewish council) while keeping the Sadducees (another faction) from becoming too powerful. This balance ended the civil conflict that had plagued her husband’s reign.

Domestic stability: Unlike Alexander, who was constantly at war, Salome focused on internal governance. The Talmud associates her reign with prosperity—harvests were good, peace prevailed.

Diplomatic skill: She maintained Judea’s position without major military campaigns. She recognized that Judea, surrounded by larger powers (Egypt, Syria, Rome), needed diplomacy more than conquest.

Respect for religious authority: By working with the Pharisees and supporting Torah scholarship (generally—not specifically for women), she gained popular support. The Pharisees emphasized law and learning over the priestly aristocracy favored by the Sadducees.

The Talmud (Tractate Taanit 23a) says of her reign: “In the days of Shimon ben Shetach and Queen Shlomtzion, rain fell on Wednesday nights, so that the wheat grains grew as large as kidneys, barley grains as large as olive pits, and lentils as large as gold dinars.”

This is obviously legendary exaggeration, but it indicates how her reign was remembered—as a golden age of peace and plenty.

Was she opposed because she was a woman? The historical sources don’t emphasize this. She seems to have assumed power relatively smoothly as her husband’s chosen successor.

While some Sadducees opposed her alliance with Pharisees, ancient sources frame this as political-religious conflict, not gender-based.
Did she champion women’s education specifically? There’s no historical evidence for this claim. While she supported the Pharisees who valued Torah study, nothing in Josephus, the Talmud, or other sources attributes specific policies about women’s education to her.

Women’s formal Jewish education remained extremely limited in this period and for centuries after. If Salome had implemented revolutionary policies expanding women’s education, it would likely have been noted in sources—either as praise or criticism.

This doesn’t diminish her accomplishment. Ruling successfully for nine years in the ancient world as a woman was extraordinary. She didn’t need to also be a feminist education reformer to be impressive.

What happened after her death reveals the fragility of her achievements—but not for the reasons sometimes claimed.

Salome died around 67 BCE at approximately age 73. She’d designated her older son, Hyrcanus II, as her successor. But her younger son, Aristobulus II, challenged him.
Civil war erupted immediately—not because people opposed female rule, but because of normal succession disputes between ambitious brothers.

The war weakened Judea at exactly the wrong moment. Rome was expanding eastward. In 63 BCE, Roman general Pompey intervened in the civil war, besieged Jerusalem, and essentially ended Judean independence.

Judea would remain under Roman control (directly or through client kings like Herod) for the next century, until the destruction of the Second Temple in 70 CE.

So yes, everything Salome built collapsed after her death. But not because of gender-based opposition or rollback of women’s rights. It collapsed because her sons’ ambitions destroyed what she’d carefully maintained.

Salome Alexandra’s actual legacy:
She proved women could rule effectively: In a world where female political power was rare, she governed successfully for nine years.
She ended civil conflict: Through political skill rather than military force, she brought peace after years of violence.

She balanced competing factions: Her diplomatic management of Pharisees and Sadducees maintained stability.

She prioritized domestic prosperity: Unlike her husband’s military adventurism, she focused on governance and peace.

She’s remembered positively: Ancient sources—which were often critical of rulers and rarely praised women leaders—speak well of her reign.

These accomplishments are remarkable and historically documented. We don’t need to invent claims about women’s education advocacy to make her impressive.

Why does this matter? Why not just accept the embellished version that makes her sound more feminist?

Because historical accuracy matters. When we project modern values onto historical figures without evidence, we:

Diminish their actual achievements by replacing them with what we wish they’d done
Distort history in ways that ultimately undermine our understanding of how change actually happens

Lose credibility when people discover the claims aren’t supported by sources
Miss opportunities to understand the real constraints and possibilities of women’s power in different historical contexts.

Salome Alexandra’s actual story—ruling successfully for nine years, maintaining peace, balancing factions, being remembered positively by sources that usually dismissed female rulers—is impressive precisely because it happened in a world that offered women almost no political power.

We honor her better by acknowledging what she actually accomplished within the constraints she faced, rather than inventing accomplishments that fit modern priorities.

To Salome Alexandra: You ruled Judea during a period of peace and prosperity after years of violence and chaos. You balanced competing religious factions without resorting to your husband’s brutality. You maintained Judea’s independence through diplomacy rather than constant warfare. You proved that a woman could govern as effectively as any king.

Ancient sources that were often critical of rulers praised your reign. The Talmud associated your years with abundance. Josephus acknowledged your political skill.

You didn’t need to revolutionize women’s education to be remarkable—though later generations sometimes claim you did because they want ancient validation for modern values.
Your actual accomplishment—ruling successfully for nine years in the ancient world—is impressive enough. The fact that civil war erupted immediately after your death shows how much your skill maintained stability.

You proved women could govern. That was radical in itself.

We don’t need to make you into something you weren’t. What you actually were—a capable ruler who brought peace and prosperity—deserves recognition without embellishment.

Pest Control, then Restoration

Published January 5, 2026 by tindertender

Destruction by Fire: Revelation 22 and other passages suggest the current earth will be destroyed by fire at Christ’s return, fulfilling prophecy.

The Antichrist’s rise, described as being “allowed to wage war” (Revelation 13:7), suggests a period where evil appears victorious, a “sacrifice” of God’s people seemingly “lost” before divine triumph.

Eden Restored
22 Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb 2 down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3 No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. 4 They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5 There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever.

I heard the curator a few days ago say, “The trumpets are blowing”.

Trumpet Judgments:
First Trumpet (Rev 8:7): Hail, fire mixed with blood, hurled to Earth, burning a third of the land, trees, and all green grass.
Fourth Trumpet (Rev 16:8-9): The sun scorches people with intense fire, but they curse God instead of repenting.
Locusts (Rev 9:17-18): A great army of horse-like creatures breathes out fire, smoke, and sulfur, killing a third of humanity.
Final Judgment (Rev 20:10, 14): The devil, beast, and false prophet are thrown into the “lake of fire,” which is described as the “second death”.
New Jerusalem (Rev 21:22-27): While a city of gold, the surrounding area is fire for those whose names aren’t in the Lamb’s Book of Life, contrasting with the pure city.

Interpretations of the fire:
Literal vs. Symbolic: Many scholars see Revelation as symbolic, with fire representing divine judgment, purification, or intense tribulation rather than just physical flames.

Fire Judgments in Revelation: The Book of Revelation describes a series of future judgments where fire plays a significant role. Partial Burning (Revelation 8:7): During the first trumpet judgment, hail and fire mixed with blood are hurled down, resulting in a third of the trees and all green grass being burned up. This is a partial judgment meant to prompt repentance. The Lake of Fire: This is a symbolic place of eternal punishment for the devil, the beast, the false prophet, death, Hades, and ungodly people. It is described as the "second death". The Final Purging Fire (2 Peter 3:10): Other parts of the Bible, such as 2 Peter 3:10, state that the present heavens and earth are "reserved for fire" until the day of judgment, when ungodly people will be destroyed and the world cleansed. The New Earth: After the judgment by fire, God will create a "new heaven and a new earth," where righteousness dwells and all corruption is removed.

Egyptian Goddess Sekhmet

Published January 4, 2026 by tindertender

Translation of the text written at the Entrance to the Temple of the Egyptian Goddess Sekhmet, Karnak Temple

I only ask you to enter my house with respect. To serve you I do not need your devotion, but your sincerity. Neither your beliefs, but your thirst for knowledge. Enter with your vices, your fears and your hatreds from the greatest to the smaller ones, I can help you dissolve them.

You can look at me and love me as a female, as a mother, as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend, but never look at me as an authority above yourself. If the devotion you have for any god, It is greater than the one you have for the God that is within you, you offend them both and you offend the one👌

She succeeded where they were certain she would fail, and they’re mad!

Published January 4, 2026 by tindertender

She’s got a whole Universe of Kings and Queens, Gods and Goddesses, whatever the Upper Echelon of the Universe call themselves, the Counsil of Universes, for there are many, unified in their decision to elevate her.

She is alive because they have deemed her worthy of life. She has been given reprieve, for they have deemed her innocent of any crime, and are rewarding her for the centuries of torture she endured at the hands of man … because she dare speak of love, because she dare be intelligent, because she dare expand into life and be recognized as a Woman who deeply loves Creation and the Life it holds … gifts of the Mother Father Most High Divine.

They poisoned her and hurt her bad, physically and with magic … they wished death upon her the whole of her life. They insist she isn’t responsible, even though she succeeded where they were certain she would fail. They were certain their efforts to deteriorate and disqualify her were sufficient. They are hollering, whining really, and insisting they have rights to her essence, energy, gifts ,,, soul and right to life.

They want to rule the universe. They’ve been slave trading for centuries, announcing themselves conquerors, masters.

The universe came together without prejudice and chose this Woman Survivor as Representative. A whole Universe of teachers to teach, to guide, and the Most High Divine within all realms supervises it all.

This time, it will go a little differently.

But the trafficker insists it has rights to the merchandise of angels, so the transition is a little bumpy.

May it settle quickly.

Aho. Amen. Wado.