As a child I was beat up, a LOT in the 5th, 6th, and especially the 7th grade … nearly everyday of the school year. After most of the school year was over in the 7th grade, I nearly had a complete mental breakdown. I accidentally set the house on fire and we had to move.
We moved into the wilderness. We had nothing more than a very small trailer, the kitchen table folded down for my bother, stepbrother and I to sleep on. No running water, no toilet, no outhouse.
We had nothing but this small roof over our heads and what little food we could get.
It improved with time, but every winter without fail our pipes would freeze and I’d be melting snow for water and sponge baths, shared by all. It was cold, and I was in charge of the fire … (that’s where my self-imposed nickname Fire Queen came from).
Yes, we had very little.
But those years are indeed my most happy memories.
The city hurts. The people there are hurting. And they hurt others.
Trees are our friends. They heal us. The earths water (used to be) pure, and it heals.
I’m not worried about having next to nothing. I know that it will be rough, but that with work and fortitude, improvements can be made. And even with so little, being in side the life of a forest is SO MUCH …. true wealth in Union with the glory of Creation.
So when they say we’ll have nothing and be happy, I believe it!
I want to explain something to those who are in the habit of judging whether someone is “ready” or not for growth, for teachings.
Too many times I’ve heard this in life, about myself.
It happened when I wanted to become mother. My partner told me repeatedly I was not ready, I was not prepared, that I needed to wait. He wasn’t the only masculine who refused to parent with me. Hence, I am 56 and no child of my own.
In my profession, too many times I was told I was not qualified, or had to learn something else before promotion … always ending with advancement never being offered, even after a decade of service.
I wanted to learn piano as a child. My mother refused to spend the $5 a week on lessons. All while going out and partying every weekend, paying abusive babysitters to “watch over” us.
You, who deny teachings and refuse to share knowledge are part of the reason we are in this state. You have chosen not to be of service, you have chosen not to give benefit of doubt, you have chosen not to uplift your fellow human being.
I take this very seriously.
If you refuse to share your teachings because you deem someone unworthy, unfit, not ready, then you effectively take part in stunting their growth, and life potentials.
It is a shame to refuse a brother or sister, eager to learn and grow, when you have the knowledge to facilitate.
See potential in people. Not lack.
And so what if they don’t absorb or resonate with the teachings. You’re sole purpose is to share the gifts which have been bestowed upon you.
What is the fate of those who have violated humanity for so many millennia, in relation to our future?
They are recharging, slightly detached. They are in need of rejuvenation.
They are drumming up a high level of excitement, bringing it to folks on an emotional level. They will work through romantic relationships to gain advantage.
They are planting “seeds” in minds, hoping to drum up a great deal of creative energy.
They have financial backing from the past which is used to generate involvement from others in various ways.
They are focused on goals and finances, they are in fear of loss and are holding on tightly to what they have. Overly cautious, they do not feel inclined to share, so beware of false promises.
Emotions are stormy. Quarrels may escalate leading to separation.
Out of this separation is born in us love and happiness, more stability. Committed and contented love with permanence is birthed.
This new reality brings those in violation feelings of despair, anxiety and inner suffering.
We are to have faith that better times are ahead of us. Healing will come for the discord we’ve suffered.
The old phase is in it’s final death throes. We will experience major transformation. We are released from that which is not useful in our lives.
Welcome changes enter our life.
Money or resources could be lacking. Carefully review finances and reorganize the budget as needed.
The feminine rises. These women work tirelessly and solidly, running businesses and households very well. They are prepared to go the extra mile to achieve their objectives.
Triumph! It does not come without effort. Self-discipline will be required. Master this and Victory is achieved. Focus. Do not be scattered.
‘The one who sows the good seed is the Son of Man; the field is the world, and the good seed are the children of the kingdom; the weeds are the children of the evil one, and the enemy who sowed them is the devil’
There are two sides. Either you want to fight in the war or live a life with happiness and everything is peaceful. Red stands for war or evil. Blue stands for peacefulness and happiness. One day you have have to choose the life you want to live. These are two different sides of the world and you will have to choose which side you want to be on, and live in.
This morning I woke up to the words of The Lords Prayer and knew that the meaning ascribed to me by my Catholic upbringing was not the full meaning of this beautiful prayer. I was guided to look up the Lord’s Prayer meaning in Aramaic and found, “Our Father,” a translation of the word, “abba.”… the actual Aramaic transliteration is “Abwoon” which is a blending of “abba (father)” and “woon” (womb), Jesus’s recognition of the masculine and feminine source of creation.”
From this translation we see the importance of recognizing the divine feminine/masculine balance in order to know spiritual truths.
The words of the Lord’s Prayer and the meaning given to me.
Our Father
Mother/Father Creator – divine feminine/masculine aspects of self, mirror of the One True Creator of All.
Who art in heaven
The kingdom within the heart.
Hallowed be thy name
The vibration of the Creator within the DNA and cells of self. A harmony, a song of divinity both individualized and connected to the All.
Thy kingdom come
Heaven actualized in the I AM.
Thy will be done
The will of self aligned to the will of the Mother/Father Creator.
On earth as it is in heaven
We create heaven on earth when we align our will to that of the Creator vibrating the frequency of Christ-Sophia consciousness. To fully embody this energy the feminine component must be activated. This is the reason the DF was purposely left out.
Give us this day our daily bread
Spiritual truth.
And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive those who trespass against us
Forgiveness frees our energy and the energy of the one that is forgiven in order that we may fully live from our divinity.
And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil.
When we live from our indwelling spirit, the flame of the Holy Spirit, the truth of who we are, we shall overcome all trials and tribulations and vanquish evil.
For thine is the kingdom,and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever.
The kingdom of the Creator exists within the sanctum of our heart. When we live from this space, our divine self, goodness and light shall be ours eternally.
The Lord’s Prayer is telling us the Mother/Father Creator, is truly within. Heaven is a consciousness we attain by connecting to and living from the love within our hearts.
So many people turn a blind eye to child trafficking, to the sex trade, usage of the human body for sex, life force power, food and others.
SOL is what we are, our inner bodies are golden and light filled. Powerful.
You don’t belong in a slave world working 9 to 5 barely able to make ends meet with the pay, and giving up your personal time for self care and loving.
We truly cannot afford to be innocent.
Yet many choose to say, “Nothin I can do about it” and sit down at their video games and go zombie land out of existence for what little time they have to self.
Given the seeding of this planet, and the care given to life upon it by so many Star Nation Family members, I ask the question …
Will those who wish to command the entirety of life upon this beautiful planet, those who wish to mutate it into an AI sort of life form, destroying the natural ecosystems that support the original seeded life, be successful in maintaining their current trajectory of domination over this life and planetary system?
Enslavement seems to be the current situation and experience. Greed and lust and self-destructive patterns result in upset. This situation is encased in secrecy, the severity of this truth is currently veiled from most minds.
The oppressors will experience a loss in this scenario, their plans ruined, the attempt for total control and domination will not materialize. For us this means an ending to a difficult situation. We are released and ready for a new beginning.
You may feel slightly detached from outside events, go on an inner retreat, or be too tired to participate for the moment. Take time for rest and replenishment.
You were deceived in the past. Someone was not honest with you, they had a hidden agenda. Know that selfish victories are short lived.
Care is needed to maintain balance to ensure everything progresses smoothly and flows harmoniously. This can be attained.
You are sensitive to betrayal and persecution, looking for signs of it repeating. Emotions are highly charged and fluctuating like a pendulum swinging back and forth. Feelings of intuition and gut instincts are heightened. It is important not to jump to any conclusions.
Others have been aware of your suffering. Spend time delving within to discover your fears of what “might” be, and whether the fear is making it more “real” than it ought to be.
Unexpected opportunities will suddenly appear and bring welcome changes. Remain open, as it may involve the need to make a major choice. There are moments in life when we need to take a leap of faith and travel along paths that are unknown to us, and we grow as a result of our experiences.
Life will be prosperous, and endeavors successful, bringing financial reward. There may be a marriage or inheritance documents coming to you. An official letter of importance may arrive.
There are material gains that allow you to share with others. You will also share your time with them. If a debt has been outstanding, it should be received now.
Home and family are secure. There is satisfaction in being settled and materially secure. You and yours enjoy a firm and comfortable foundation.
Something you’ve been waiting for finally comes through. If you have a situation that you have methodically developed and patiently waited for and as yet have seen no results, you will find them forthcoming at last!
I now see another potential for the emotional upheaval I have experienced for 3.5 days.
What if the CME’s, the geomagnetic storms that have recently released upon us, are actually eliminating many beings in close proximity, just beyond the veil.
What if these beings are really pissed off and energetically spewing on their way out of the system, and those of us who are energy sensitive and empathic, telepathic and psychic, are “receiving” the message, the info, through the antennae which is our body, as it is being spewed into the ethers.
What if these emotions we are experiencing are not our own, but of those who are leaving … and we experience it as our own emotion, because that is just the way this world has been operated for a very long time … our emotions and thought forms, implants from the unseen energy vampires.
I am light, I am light I am light, I am light I am light, I am light I am light, I am light
I am not the things my family did I am not the voices in my head I am not the pieces of the brokenness inside
I am light I am light I am light, I am light I am light, I am light I am light, I am light
I’m not the mistakes that I have made Or any of the things that caused me pain I am not the pieces of the dream I left behind
I am light I am light I am light I, I am light I am light, I am light Ay-yeah I am light, I am light
I am not the colour of my eyes I am not the skin on the outside I am not my age I am not my race, my soul inside is all light All light All light, yeah All light
I am light, I am light I am light, I am light, yeah
I am devinity defined I am the god on the inside I am a star A piece of it all I am light
The emotions will continue to surface. It will not be a joy ride.
Big eruption from a spotless region!
The associated flare was only C1.6. As is clear, it occurred right in Earth-strike zone. We expect to greet the CME here on April 14. Thanks @Suntoday for an earlier warning. pic.twitter.com/sj6urUryA8
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