Those who’ve never been in hell (real hell, not some depressive heartbreak) don’t understand those who have… they cannot fathom it, nor the knowledge one has gained by the experience.
I used to pray what happened to me never would happen to another. Many have gone thru much worse.
Now I’m not so sure about this protecting people from their pain … for it is in the pain and the perseverance thru it that strengthens people, allowing them to connect with their core essence.
What IS “living” exactly?
Why would I deny people the potential of rising higher, of connecting with their potentials? Of course, it comes with the risk of dropping lower.
Anger also makes you weak … spewing anger is “giving your power away” while hoping the target doesn’t figure it out.
Anger boiled inside of her, strong and furious. Reasons to lash out ran thru her head. Arguments not to, countered them. Tension, frustration and tears filled her. And then the words came… “my soul is my own.” Suddenly the target of her anger lost its power. She would give it no more. She turned away and moved towards her Light. —Terri St. Cloud
Was listening to sound frequencies loud with my headphones last night. Caught the attention of a lot of dominator violator masculine, some of which are not on planet.
Hellllooooo!!!! Everyone!!
Well, shutting myself off to them means shutting myself off to the others as well, and I don’t plan on doing that.
Woke with lyrics from a song ….
I’m unstoppable, I’m a Porsche with no brakes I’m invincible, yeah, I win every single game, Im so powerful, I don’t need batteries to play Im so confident, yeah, I’m unstoppable today
Unstoppable today Unstoppable today
Sounds like something good went on in the astral last night, but I’ve been gifted a healing and no longer am driven by the other world, not like I was.
Smashing glass walls ….
All smiles, I know what it takes to fool this town I’ll do it ’til the sun goes down and all through the night time Oh yeah Oh yeah, I’ll tell you what you wanna hear Leave my sunglasses on while I shed a tear It’s never the right time Yeah, yeah
I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I’ll show you that I am
I’m unstoppable I’m a Porsche with no brakes I’m invincible Yeah, I win every single game I’m so powerful I don’t need batteries to play I’m so confident Yeah, I’m unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today I’m unstoppable today
Break down, only alone I will cry on out You’ll never see what’s hiding out Hiding out deep down Yeah, yeah I know, I’ve heard that to let your feelings go Is the only way to make friendships grow But I’m too afraid now Yeah, yeah
I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I’ll show you that I am
I’m unstoppable I’m a Porsche with no breaks I’m invincible Yeah, I win every single game I’m so powerful I don’t need batteries to play I’m so confident Yeah, I’m unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today I’m unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today I’m unstoppable today
I put my arm around, show you how strong I am I put my arm around, I’ll show you that I am
I’m unstoppable I’m a Porsche with no breaks I’m invincible Yeah, I win every single game I’m so powerful I don’t need batteries to play I’m so confident Yeah, I’m unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today I’m unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today Unstoppable today I’m unstoppable today
“The kindest people are not born that way, they are made.
They are the ones who have dug themselves out of the dark, who have fought to turn every loss into a lesson.
The kindest people don’t just exist, they choose to soften where circumstance has tried to harden them, they choose to believe in goodness because they have seen firsthand why compassion is so necessary.
They have seen firsthand why tenderness is so important in this world.”
Twenty-two years ago I was an angry, lost, alcoholic who dabbled in drugs, to my own end. That person was immersed into the predictive programming and did things the heart of ME/We stand against. Those who are unaware of the war on consciousness will never understand.
I say to you now, that person died when she was spiritually attacked and suddenly fighting for her Soul.
For 18 years all I could do was persevere the energy harvest and violations in the many, until a woman from the UK gifted me my energy back, removing the feeding tube and sealing the wound in my astral body.
The past two years my energy has been mine and I’ve been growing in strength. My mind is settled and I’m left with knowledge gained through experience of extreme challenge in this spiritual warfare.
Many have come to my aid from around the world, bringing healing, balance and a hope for the future. I swore to My God that if he permitted, I would show him I’m capable of being a plus in this world currently undergoing creation anew, not a detriment, and he gifted me my life AND challenge, for my benefit and Soul growth.
I have a very large family from many nations, seen and unseen, on planet and off. I have some memory of who I am, and it explains why so many tried with their psychic and astral traveling skills to bring energetic attacks, attempting to eliminate me from this “living” equation and ensnare me in another realm.
Although I may not be a warrior in the sense of a battle field where might and strength are needed in hand to hand combat, I have survived some of the best efforts of those who wish to dominate the human bioform, energy and life.
Let us truly begin again, seeing the heart of each other rather than deeds done while under the “program” … the program working very diligently to remain in control of consciousness and its ability to create goodness … their preference is murder, whoring and chaos, and the flipping of all that is Divine and Sacred.
Pay attention and choose rightly. Many won’t get the decades of time for a chance to heal and extract self. Time is short now.
Indeed, I am nothing but perseverance without my family, who make healing, expansion, and love a possibility in an individual who is experiencing challenge navigating this other world.
May they be blessed abundantly for all time, and beyond. They are the true hero’s in this journey.
With deep gratitude and love, I share this portion of my testimony.
If you are lost in the midst of the suffering program, know that you are not alone. Share your story, your heart. Stay strong and determined to extract yourself. You will find you are not alone.
Do not shy away from your healing which leads to command of Self.
May you be strengthened and gifted patience as you walk this road.
Know you are loved. Never forget it, even while the adversary tells you otherwise … they are liars.
Guard your thoughts. Choose those which uplift, discard the rest as the trash it is.
Anything that sounds other than “I love myself” and others, is of the matrix programming.