When young, I dreamed of Love, having a Family, Joyous times together.
It never came …
The dream turned into one longing of Protection, from those harvesters who continually pulled on my energy, r.a.p.ing my mind.
I finally received protection. I am grateful.
I let go of the first dream a long, long time ago, even before menopause.
I wasn’t permitted a family.
Invisible peepers, voyeurs, watching from afar, “loving” the energy, pushing in, taking it, using it to harm those I love … pretending they are powerful, Dreaming of “possessing” this sleepers gifts, commanding them and their output.
No. I’m not interested in the peeper finally showing up in a flesh suit,
After all the studying of me, my energy, and its capacity.
I have discovered I don’t much care for those watchers …
Window shopping in an energetic “candy” store.
The thought of entangling the flesh suit with a voyeur vampiric entity is SO disturbing, SO distasteful …
There is no need to “feed” this dream that never came, that never will … not in this realm.
It’s sad to me, the opinion and guidance I once needed from the masculine was never offered … only disdain, a sneering certainty I was in lack, somehow insufficient as partner or presence in their life, unworthy of effort.
Self-sufficiency born out of this lack programmed the mind and spirit to stop seeking comfort where stability, support, or care could not be found.
This is what is sad … the Love many of us sought could not be found.
We had to turn inward to find it.
Perhaps it is those of us who did, which have escaped the illusion that Love is outside, and must be found there, who are free of its longing and binding, the forever searching ended as soon as we found what is inside Self, that Holy Garden.
I’m left to wonder, where does that leave the connection, that never seemed to exist?
Their “god” is Zilla, a black hole of endless shadow. They’ve been feeding it “Light” of life for century’s, the “life” of the missing.
This light has fueled their illusion of power for century’s, confessed right out of their own minds.
Women are sacrificed to this shadow realm as breeders. Children are too, as flesh to eat, and as suffering light energy to power their magic.
This potent energy of torment and suffering is utilized to cast “nets” over the collective field of consciousness. They cover the collective in this energy, having applied a magical cast to it, to keep the subconscious trapped in a fight or flight mode, a survival mode.
Sexual interactions allow them to “offload” karmic debt through “tagging” you as recipient. It’s an energy dump. This trick keeps the recipient trapped in the root chakra, enforcing the need for survival, especially once they shatter the heart, the soul, with betrayal. So now they’ve tagged you with their karma, and pushed you into south node suffering with betrayal.
They cover the populace with “chemical fog”. No one knows what kind of chemicals, but respiratory infections arise from them.
They line all the canned goods with estrogen, toying with the testosterone in men, causing slow or still sperm, and strange urges toward the same sex. They spin stories of past lives as women, and it’s “natural”.
They sacrifice anyone rising in energy, in light, to their shadow god, using heart attack magic, stroke magic, car accident magic, domestic abuse magic, on and on and on magic.
They hate you for the light you embody. They hate you because your light is necessary to make things work. They hate that you have it, and they don’t. They keep the sleepers sleeping in a drug and chemical induced state. They siphon the life force vitality thru suffering, an invisible affair.
They use others energetic signature to perform blood rituals, framing the essence with foul deed, hoping the Most High God will see them as filthy. They get into the heads of the collective and “drive” them into trauma leading to dramatic ends, and they condemn them for falling into their trap, sending them into this shadow.
These ones are “chosen” by the god zilla. They have been masquerading to be for, while against, the Most High with illusionary magic.
You, dear collective, have walked the walk of suffering, survived, and collected first hand testimony of truth. It may have been unknown, this data collection, yet you are amazingly detailed in your learnings. The knowledge you embody … good, bad, and ugly … is authentic and true, reliable.
Your willingness to be of service in some of the most traumatic ways, to bear witness to these brutality’s, has been the blessing needed for catalyst, to flip this script. Your experiences and suffering have value beyond measure.
This time, you don’t “go into the dark” to be trapped, drained, abused. This time you have wings, and you are soaring.
What is about to occur will be unsettling for many who don’t know what you know. They will be soul shocked by the brutality, the return to senders, for they are unaware of the crimes which brought on this need.
It takes a bit of insanity to counter a deep, black abyss of a soul eating shadow.
I support you in your mighty roaring.
Many of us see, most feel, and it is my hope that as in we, discernment has been seeded into others. Even though their minds may not know the truth, may their soul recognize it and be at ease while a clearing takes place.
Everything happens in the Spiritual Realms first. What you will be “seeing” has already occurred. Criminals selling the life force vitality of our family, the soul of our fabric, our existence, must be stopped.
There is a need for discovering the value of transparency, of trustworthiness, and of friendship. The lesson must be learned.
The God and Goddess of Time are sending them back.
Trust in the Most High during the coming chaos and know that through it all, “He’s got this”.
And so do you.
Song lyrics rolled through mind upon completion of this post …
Leaving’ it all up to you, oooo, ooooo. You decide, what you gonna do. Now do you want my Lu-oooove, or are we through?
“Who art thou, and for what reason art thou here, O mortal?” the Angel asked.
For some people it’s not about love, it’s about need.
“If you want to change your personal reality, you’ve got to change your personality.” ~ Dr. Joe Dispenza
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What if I said yes to the moon? What if I let my calendar mind fall quiet and forget Let that incessant load of lists get parked Over there, by the side of the road That I used to follow when I thought I knew who I was when I thought I knew what I was ~ Clare Dubois, Founder of TreeSisters
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God disguised as a myriad things and playing a game of tag has kissed you and said, “You’re it – I mean, you’re really IT!” Now it does not matter what you believe or feel for something wonderful, Major-League Wonderful is some day going to happen. ~ Hafiz
Awareness … it’s a beautiful thing.
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Courageous is the soul who adventures into time and space to learn of their divinity. For while they cannot lose, they can think they have, and the loss will seem intolerable. And while they cannot fail, they can think they have, and the pain will seem unbearable. And while they cannot ever be less than they truly are – powerful, eternal, and loved – they can think they are, and all hope will seem lost.
And therein lies their test. A test of perceptions: of what to focus on, of what to believe in, in spite of appearances.
YOU are divine.
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God changes caterpillars into butterflies, sand into pearls, and coal into diamonds using time and pressure. He’s working on you too.
A year ago today, I heard myself pray, “I’m sorry I’m so stubborn. It was necessary in order to survive.” Right away the thought, “Why are you apologizing for it then?”
So I share with you.
If you did the very best you could in order to pull through the chaos, without hurting anyone intentionally, don’t apologize for making it. Recognize the resilience of your Soul and Spirit. Be grateful for what resides in you.
It looks as though we might be separated from those who harbor malice toward others because of historical, religious hatreds.
We are free from relentless wars!
Don’t bring historical, religious hatreds to this space.
Personal perceptions on whatever permissions or rights you think you may have over another person, won’t be entertained.
This is a New Cycle.
A clean slate.
A separation between those who wish to continue the hate, and those who just want the opportunity to lift Life into potentials of greater good.
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The terrorists of this world unalived the one known as jesus because he could see into their minds. (not unlike they’ve done to others). They complain …. “He can get into any body he wants!” Everyone who has been attacked by these low vibrational beings know what they’ve been doing … gaslighting … hoping to do away with the ones who can see them do evil, and speak on it.
Now, there is a female christ (christina), reunited with him here, attached, their essence As One. The evil doers want to take them both out at the same time, they call it synchronicity, a simultaneous occurrence of events leading to their removal from this realm.
These terrorists don’t want to be seen, but they want to see … and to pervert what they see by laying their own guilt and shame upon it. I don’t think it’s going to work out for them the same this time. Both of these light beings have endured a LOT, so have the people.
The energy and perception aren’t influenced by the dark magician as they once were, either. The illusions, the blockages, the veil, the disgusting energy of orgy magic they once covered these wholesome people with … has come undone.
The Most High God has clear vision … the double dippers have been caught terrorizing his family. The truth is out … wrongfully convicted … the entire family throughout generations, energy harvested thru trauma, energy which empowered the lie.
I’m not too certain their off-planetary cohorts or their black hole of a devil god they worship can help them put it back together. I’m curious if they will be able to get away with it again, the removing of light and the truth it shows, about ……… liars, thieves, rap!sts and scammers of innocence and purity.
