Forgiveness became easier for me when I included the idea of release. To forgive yet remain in the midst of abuse is difficult. Release is the only way. But with love, for self, and the other. Love enough to make the change so that hurtful energy between self and others is no longer generated. Inner harmony is allowed to exist. It’s a gift. To self.
The apology needs to be as loud as the disrespect.
If you don’t have control over yourself, it means someone else has control over you. Shadow work. Whatcha doin’? You avoiding the inner work, the re-creation of Self? Release drama and trauma. Let it go. There are endless potentialities awaiting.
A lot of people are focused outward, not inward. Many have never really sat alone with Self long enough to settle.
What do you do when you’re surrounded by people who hate you? You give them cause. Be happy anyway. Be love anyway.
Freedom includes the freedom to be who we are, not who the other wants us to be. ~BMM
Don’t let those who have not awakened their psychic senses convince you that you do not have them. This is all real. You are not crazy. Many people experience what you experience and do not know how to language it either. 🙏
“My soul is my friend who consoles me In misery and distress of life. He who does not befriend his soul is an enemy to humanity… Life emerges from within and not from environs.” ~ Khalil Gibran
Their “god” is Zilla, a black hole of endless shadow. They’ve been feeding it “Light” of life for century’s, the “life” of the missing.
This light has fueled their illusion of power for century’s, confessed right out of their own minds.
Women are sacrificed to this shadow realm as breeders. Children are too, as flesh to eat, and as suffering light energy to power their magic.
This potent energy of torment and suffering is utilized to cast “nets” over the collective field of consciousness. They cover the collective in this energy, having applied a magical cast to it, to keep the subconscious trapped in a fight or flight mode, a survival mode.
Sexual interactions allow them to “offload” karmic debt through “tagging” you as recipient. It’s an energy dump. This trick keeps the recipient trapped in the root chakra, enforcing the need for survival, especially once they shatter the heart, the soul, with betrayal. So now they’ve tagged you with their karma, and pushed you into south node suffering with betrayal.
They cover the populace with “chemical fog”. No one knows what kind of chemicals, but respiratory infections arise from them.
They line all the canned goods with estrogen, toying with the testosterone in men, causing slow or still sperm, and strange urges toward the same sex. They spin stories of past lives as women, and it’s “natural”.
They sacrifice anyone rising in energy, in light, to their shadow god, using heart attack magic, stroke magic, car accident magic, domestic abuse magic, on and on and on magic.
They hate you for the light you embody. They hate you because your light is necessary to make things work. They hate that you have it, and they don’t. They keep the sleepers sleeping in a drug and chemical induced state. They siphon the life force vitality thru suffering, an invisible affair.
They use others energetic signature to perform blood rituals, framing the essence with foul deed, hoping the Most High God will see them as filthy. They get into the heads of the collective and “drive” them into trauma leading to dramatic ends, and they condemn them for falling into their trap, sending them into this shadow.
These ones are “chosen” by the god zilla. They have been masquerading to be for, while against, the Most High with illusionary magic.
You, dear collective, have walked the walk of suffering, survived, and collected first hand testimony of truth. It may have been unknown, this data collection, yet you are amazingly detailed in your learnings. The knowledge you embody … good, bad, and ugly … is authentic and true, reliable.
Your willingness to be of service in some of the most traumatic ways, to bear witness to these brutality’s, has been the blessing needed for catalyst, to flip this script. Your experiences and suffering have value beyond measure.
This time, you don’t “go into the dark” to be trapped, drained, abused. This time you have wings, and you are soaring.
What is about to occur will be unsettling for many who don’t know what you know. They will be soul shocked by the brutality, the return to senders, for they are unaware of the crimes which brought on this need.
It takes a bit of insanity to counter a deep, black abyss of a soul eating shadow.
I support you in your mighty roaring.
Many of us see, most feel, and it is my hope that as in we, discernment has been seeded into others. Even though their minds may not know the truth, may their soul recognize it and be at ease while a clearing takes place.
Everything happens in the Spiritual Realms first. What you will be “seeing” has already occurred. Criminals selling the life force vitality of our family, the soul of our fabric, our existence, must be stopped.
There is a need for discovering the value of transparency, of trustworthiness, and of friendship. The lesson must be learned.
The God and Goddess of Time are sending them back.
Trust in the Most High during the coming chaos and know that through it all, “He’s got this”.
And so do you.
Song lyrics rolled through mind upon completion of this post …
Leaving’ it all up to you, oooo, ooooo. You decide, what you gonna do. Now do you want my Lu-oooove, or are we through?
I now close the unfinished stories, unresolved situations, and poorly digested past experiences.
I put an end, a enough, a much needed limit on what no longer makes sense in my life.
I agree to complete this phase of my life freeing myself from everything that tied me to the old and the outdated.
May my past experiences not bring me the weight of pain, but wisdom to guide my steps.
May I never remain in what constrains, suffocates or limits me.
May I know how to let go of everything that is unproductive, that I be open to the new!
I allow myself to flow with life, changes and transformations.
I put an end to all the pain that I had not overcome, all the emotional disappointments that I have suffered, all the scarcity that I have experienced, all the physical and emotional woes, and all the woes that have bound me in the past.
In the name of my Holy Presence I Am, I decree that all knots, all misunderstandings and all discrepancies be broken now.
I now break all old, unpleasant and challenging cycles.
I am aware that I have served my purpose for these cycles, and that they have served their purpose for me as well.
I move on with learning and maturing ready for the new cycle that begins.
I accept endings and open myself to the blessings of new beginnings, to all the love, to all the health, to all the abundance and prosperity that await me.
Adversary is talking about the “blessings and curses” section of Deuteronomy.
They F’d up … God sees it all, the illusion failed.
They have to settle the account … even after returning whatever energy they are dressing up in (they have no glow-up of their own, its stolen ‘merchandise’, life-force vitality) and losing their bank accounts and other assets, there is an extreme deficit. They never thought they would get caught.
Blessings and curses If the Israelites are faithful to God, they will receive blessings of the land, fertility, and prosperity. If they disobey, they will face curses and punishment.
15 However, if you do not obey the Lord your God and do not carefully follow all his commands and decrees I am giving you today, all these curses will come on you and overtake you:
16 You will be cursed in the city and cursed in the country.
17 Your basket and your kneading trough will be cursed.
18 The fruit of your womb will be cursed, and the crops of your land, and the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks.
19 You will be cursed when you come in and cursed when you go out.
20 The Lord will send on you curses, confusion and rebuke in everything you put your hand to, until you are destroyed and come to sudden ruin because of the evil you have done in forsaking him.[a]21 The Lordwill plague you with diseases until he has destroyed you from the land you are entering to possess. 22 The Lord will strike you with wasting disease, with fever and inflammation, with scorching heat and drought,with blight and mildew, which will plague you until you perish. 23 The sky over your head will be bronze, the ground beneath you iron. 24 The Lord will turn the rain of your country into dust and powder; it will come down from the skies until you are destroyed.
25 The Lord will cause you to be defeated before your enemies. You will come at them from one direction but flee from them in seven, and you will become a thing of horror to all the kingdoms on earth. 26 Your carcasses will be food for all the birdsand the wild animals, and there will be no one to frighten them away. 27 The Lord will afflict you with the boils of Egypt and with tumors, festering sores and the itch, from which you cannot be cured. 28 The Lord will afflict you with madness, blindness and confusion of mind. 29 At midday you will grope about like a blind person in the dark. You will be unsuccessful in everything you do; day after day you will be oppressed and robbed, with no one to rescueyou.
30 You will be pledged to be married to a woman, but another will take her and rape her. You will build a house, but you will not live in it. You will plant a vineyard, but you will not even begin to enjoy its fruit.31 Your ox will be slaughtered before your eyes, but you will eat none of it. Your donkey will be forcibly taken from you and will not be returned. Your sheep will be given to your enemies, and no one will rescue them. 32 Your sons and daughters will be given to another nation, and you will wear out your eyes watching for them day after day, powerless to lift a hand. 33 A people that you do not know will eat what your land and labor produce, and you will have nothing but cruel oppression all your days. 34 The sights you see will drive you mad. 35 The Lord will afflict your knees and legs with painful boils that cannot be cured, spreading from the soles of your feet to the top of your head.
36 The Lord will drive you and the king you set over you to a nation unknown to you or your ancestors.There you will worship other gods, gods of wood and stone. 37 You will become a thing of horror, a bywordand an object of ridicule among all the peoples where the Lord will drive you.
38 You will sow much seed in the field but you will harvest little, because locusts will devour it. 39 You will plant vineyards and cultivate them but you will not drink the wine or gather the grapes, because worms will eat them. 40 You will have olive trees throughout your country but you will not use the oil, because the olives will drop off. 41 You will have sons and daughters but you will not keep them, because they will go into captivity. 42 Swarms of locusts will take over all your trees and the crops of your land.
43 The foreigners who reside among you will rise above you higher and higher, but you will sink lower and lower. 44 They will lend to you, but you will not lend to them. They will be the head, but you will be the tail.
45 All these curses will come on you. They will pursue you and overtake you until you are destroyed,because you did not obey the Lord your God and observe the commands and decrees he gave you.46 They will be a sign and a wonder to you and your descendants forever. 47 Because you did not servethe Lord your God joyfully and gladly in the time of prosperity, 48 therefore in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and dire poverty, you will serve the enemies the Lord sends against you. He will put an iron yoke on your neck until he has destroyed you.
49 The Lord will bring a nation against you from far away, from the ends of the earth, like an eagleswooping down, a nation whose language you will not understand, 50 a fierce-looking nation without respect for the old or pity for the young. 51 They will devour the young of your livestock and the crops of your land until you are destroyed. They will leave you no grain, new wine or olive oil, nor any calves of your herds or lambs of your flocks until you are ruined.52 They will lay siege to all the cities throughout your land until the high fortified walls in which you trust fall down. They will besiege all the cities throughout the land the Lord your God is giving you.
53 Because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege, you will eat the fruit of the womb, the flesh of the sons and daughters the Lordyour God has given you. 54 Even the most gentle and sensitive man among you will have no compassion on his own brother or the wife he loves or his surviving children, 55 and he will not give to one of them any of the flesh of his children that he is eating. It will be all he has left because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege of all your cities. 56 The most gentle and sensitive woman among you—so sensitive and gentle that she would not venture to touch the ground with the sole of her foot—will begrudge the husband she loves and her own son or daughter 57 the afterbirth from her womb and the children she bears. For in her dire need she intends to eat them secretly because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege of your cities.
58 If you do not carefully follow all the words of this law, which are written in this book, and do not reverethis glorious and awesome name—the Lord your God— 59 the Lord will send fearful plagues on you and your descendants, harsh and prolonged disasters, and severe and lingering illnesses. 60 He will bring on you all the diseases of Egypt that you dreaded, and they will cling to you. 61 The Lord will also bring on you every kind of sickness and disaster not recorded in this Book of the Law, until you are destroyed.62 You who were as numerous as the stars in the skywill be left but few in number, because you did not obey the Lord your God. 63 Just as it pleased the Lord to make you prosper and increase in number, so it will please him to ruin and destroy you. You will be uprooted from the land you are entering to possess.
64 Then the Lord will scatter you among all nations,from one end of the earth to the other. There you will worship other gods—gods of wood and stone, which neither you nor your ancestors have known.65 Among those nations you will find no repose, no resting place for the sole of your foot. There the Lordwill give you an anxious mind, eyes weary with longing, and a despairing heart. 66 You will live in constant suspense, filled with dread both night and day, never sure of your life. 67 In the morning you will say, “If only it were evening!” and in the evening, “If only it were morning!”—because of the terror that will fill your hearts and the sights that your eyes will see.68 The Lord will send you back in ships to Egypt on a journey I said you should never make again. There you will offer yourselves for sale to your enemies as male and female slaves, but no one will buy you.
“She’s in between worlds right now. A part of her is leaving. But it’s not like before. She’s holding space this time. Not sweating it, but breathing beyond her skin. She’s good. She’s even shape-shifting. The raven. The owl. She’s unafraid of the bird’s-eye view. And unlike all those other times, she isn’t scared of the unknown. She’s present and neither timid nor bold. It feels beautiful like the song of a blackbird. And powerful like the rumble of an avalanche.”
The vision was of boys, teens, or perhaps they were in their 20’s. They were fighting, some standing and boxing trying to knock down, others rolling on the ground punching each other. They were doing all this in a big puddle of black water/goo. They were splashing around in it, covered in it.
It reminded me of spiritual warfare, when a black tar-like energy was planted in my solar plexus. They used to love doing that to me. It felt like the energy of death.
Those young men were covered in it, destroying each other.
The adversaries are talking about “blasphemy”. They want to marry you, bind you in contract, but you are the opposite of everything they stand for and dedicate themselves to, you don’t comply. They couldn’t unalive and trap you, they’re trying to be “creative” solution providers.
They’re talking about “devices”. Now, they mentioned devices a few days ago as well. They may be thinking of enacting some “event” thru the devices. It might be good idea to keep them out of the sleeping chamber this month, put in the microwave at night or something.
Something big is going to begin, and happen next week, adversary guessing the 15th or 16th. They may try to get in front of it with a cellular activation of some sort of technological interference to the bioform and consciousness.
The boogie man used to insist their warrior queen was a Sagittarius. They haven’t yet found her and it’s awful late in the day, but those still standing are thinking about her still. They say, “She has to be authentic.” Meaning if her essence or energy is enhanced by drugs or alcohol it isn’t natural. Remove those things and the same energetic output isn’t present.
They’re talking about drizzle. Drizzle is a light rain of very fine drops. To make something wet with small drops. Now, many of you are aware of cloud seeding, you don’t know what chemicals they plant into the cloud. They may be thinking of seeding the cloud so infectious disease can be “rained down” onto the collective. They are concerned about temperature, perhaps because the virus or germ needs to be kept viable … some of these things won’t survive certain temperatures.
The adversaries, those who wanted to trap the Luminaries, prevent them from procreating together, are concerned about the separation. They want to degrade the bioform and/or spirit/energy of them before physical union and connection.
A feminine was saying, “… not mine, but now that you know …”. And the masculine responded, “We’re done.” He thought he had coupled with an original fractal of source, and he discovered he was with an energy harvesting vampire.
One of the misogynists who undervalue the Mother stated, “I have a 100%er!
They know you Luminareis are going to create a magnificent, powerfully light filled family tree. The light is strong in them, even the newest shoot on the ancient tree I saw in vision were filled with the same potency light as the original pairing.
The adversary wishes to breed the 100%er he has, create a race of beings who can move against your tree of the future. The problem with that is, as soon as they get the woman, they gang r her and foul her energy, possibly fracturing her essence and mind, her connection to source. They certainly aren’t a Luminary, so the child won’t be equivalent to your own … the main source of their power seems to be brute strength and brutality… who have met their match, and have met their conquerer.
They certainly are concerned. Your lineage manifests an Empire in the future.
They are talking about a car accident. Since you are heavily protected, it must be that someone they know has had a car accident.
Gold was mentioned, and similarity. You have a golden body, and a light body, bright white, with violet light healing ability. They want to replace you but you are a fractal of source and you shine differently from every cut, from every wound. They can’t duplicate you.
“Your family right here!” Someone is angry how you were tossed aside, not because of the mistreatment, but because you survived, overcame, expanded and became more than they thought possible and really messed things up for them. They threw you away and now you have a new family, united firmly. They cannot touch you or your energy and gifts again.
A masculine said to another, “As long as we’ve known each other…” and I wasn’t permitted to hear the rest. He said, “She’s beautiful. She has the strength.”
This feels to me like this masculine prefers his own gender. Has never been interested in a woman … but … you have potential he wants to harvest
Wants to enter “relationship” with you, but some time ago I was told, “Their relationship with batteries is over.”
They’re on their own.
The main antagonist mutation of a parasite calling itself a pure man said, “I have to let it go!” He has been a relentless POS who has recently been quizzed by his ancestors. “Why did you do it?”
He turned on the Luminaries that were here in service to their tribe. Martyred them and extracted the life force as well as the gifts, locked their minds down and drained their energy.
His response was, “Because it’s energy, and energy is life.”
They view the luminaries as a commodity to be used according to their own pleasure and desire.
There are repercussions for all actions once the heart is weighed and truth discovered.
They are talking about s.e.x. The harvested energy of the root chakra and womb of luminaries has been powering this false matrix illusion for centuries.
They’re thinking “combat”. It’s their go-to. They are paranoid. They don’t know how to try and manage this.
Someone spoke up, hopeful, saying, “We all add $600 …” and the still and quiet one said, “Someone is in for a rude awakening.”
They are concerned about what may happen on the 19th of November.
Next week, beginning 11-10 and ending on 11-16 something big is going to happen. I received message, “See you all next week!” A couple days ago. The adversary thinks this might happen on the 15th or 16th. The couple weeks after that are apparently going to be rough, especially the 19th, according to adversary.
The song lyrics, “I lose control when you’re not next to me.” This song is by Teddy Swims.
Your light, your luminescence, powered the will of your old family, they used your energy and vital force to command a mutation of experience for others. They buried you in misery and used your creator connection as a fractal of source to hurt and harm others while benefitting themselves.
They are in need of a signature. It sounds like they want to forge your signature on documents, or somehow obtain a signature of another to confirm some sort of documentation.
Someone said, “We’re being told to stay away from her.”
They’re discussing an agenda.
It includes Clonaid.
Song lyrics, “I’m mister blue, wah-a-wah-ooo….” ran through mind.
Someone is playing Russian Roulette, whether it be an actual circle of folks and a gvn, or if someone is taking an over-the-top risk with something, I can’t say.
Adversary is mad!! Saying, “Stop lying about this!” They are realizing they got bamboozled.
They know you are heavily protected, they can’t seem to stop talking about it! They’re looking for a way to topple your fortress, a weak spot, a vulnerability, but they can’t find any.
Perpetrator: a person who carries out a harmful, illegal, or immoral act. Now, whether they are insinuating this is you, or if they want to send someone after you, is unclear.
They think you are dangerous. You see them. You are speaking on what you see, know, feel … telling your story, confessing your personal testimony. They are concerned about their privacy, having the ability to continue behaving in a vile manner undetected.
Someone who sounded somewhat feminine shouted, “They conquered you! She’s a medium!”
“They” are your new family, your Spiritual team. You have connections as a medium they cannot explain or understand. You’re an enigma. What seems like a year ago there was a shocked exclamation, “They aren’t supposed to exist!”
Someone is complaining, “Is this the best you can do?”
There is talk of the 15th or the 16th. Something BIG is supposed to happen. (Yesterday the message was,”See you all next week!”) There may be a transition, a timeline bifurcation, or trifurcation, a relocation, a ‘rapture’, or a portal opening to transport life into another realm … take it as it resonates. (On October 17, someone said ‘4 to 7 weeks’, which would be 11-17 / 12-1).
It sounds like the split will happen next week and the 2 weeks following will be some sort of catastrophe, or purification.
The adversary is calling you sacrilegious. You didn’t get baptized, or commit and dedicate your essence and soul to some religious entity or cause. You’re free. You are in union with TMH Family Divine, direct connection. There is no 3rd wheel enemy between you claiming authority over this connection. They are being told it is against the rules to bring you into their loop … you aren’t one of them, you are directly connected and they can’t control you. (Someone thinks if they can gain contract they’ll be able to, tho).
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