I now see another potential for the emotional upheaval I have experienced for 3.5 days.
What if the CME’s, the geomagnetic storms that have recently released upon us, are actually eliminating many beings in close proximity, just beyond the veil.
What if these beings are really pissed off and energetically spewing on their way out of the system, and those of us who are energy sensitive and empathic, telepathic and psychic, are “receiving” the message, the info, through the antennae which is our body, as it is being spewed into the ethers.
What if these emotions we are experiencing are not our own, but of those who are leaving … and we experience it as our own emotion, because that is just the way this world has been operated for a very long time … our emotions and thought forms, implants from the unseen energy vampires.
I’ve been to various realms, visited with folks on both sides of the polar coin. Been led by them, here and there. My energies affected by them, in positive and also in very challenging ways.
I’ve discovered that although people seen and unseen speak of love, the reality is, everyone is involved deeply in their “role”.
They are strategizing on how to win the BIG war. They seek the unsuspecting and brightly shining ones and fit them in “roles” prepared for them. They are never given details or info, they fly blind, led by their “masters”. If they play along, they get protection, until the protection fails.
They are spiritually attacked and mentally tormented for their non-compliance and opposition. The personal energies, physical body and mind are brutalized by advanced technology with attempt to strike fear in the heart and gain obedience through it, or to disrupt the mental facilities so badly that the individual harms self …. it’s a program they are not responsible for, only a victim of.
Games. Role playing. Everyone is so addicted to their “role” they have lost touch with simple and pure love connections.
I Am a Witness, in many realms.
This is what I’ve found over the last 20 years in this realm, this meta verse, and others.
You’re only worthy of protection if you agree to play a role in the meta verse. Otherwise, you must suck it up and be resilient through the attacks of this meta verse.
Games.
Fortunately, I know full well there are others beyond the meta verse who are aware of our challenge. They speak through pictograph, mostly. They know our minds are filled with thought implants and telepathic chatter. Even though they “speak” rarely, they do give message through picture, through an intuitive thought, through a memory of song, through a smell or vague taste. Through joyous emotion and peaceful feeling.
I’m ready to return home, to the place from whence I came. I’ve seen plenty.
Someday, perhaps we will all understand what this truly means.
My life mission was “To learn as much as I can, about as much as I can.”
I didn’t really understand it.
I was put into many dark places.
I saw it all, I was in the thick of it. I WAS it.
Then 20 years ago my awareness of this unseen spiritual battle was birthed.
I became a witness for various places in the astral, dark places, places of cruelty. There was a lack of conscience in the people who did cruel things.
I’ve been to other planetary systems, I stood with the people there. I witnessed their world, and they in it.
I’ve been having trouble this morning over something said to me yesterday. I’ve actually been raging inside. I’ve thrown up my hands and determined astral/angelic family is no different than human family.
I’ve been so upset, cussing and spewing at the angelics and astral family. I’ve emotionally disconnected and become sick inside with disappointment.
I’ve quieted now, after 3 hours of spewing. And a thought form entered mind ….
“The only thing that has changed is your perspective.”
The creation of some of the tombstones is so beautiful!A couple of woodsmen rest here.There are quite a few markers with this logo on it.
As I mentioned in the short video I typically go to the forest when my energy needs grounding and settling. I can affirm that this old graveyard, and others, work very well for shedding chaotic energies. I think our ancestors like it when we go and offer that energy.
Like trees, it’s a symbiotic relationship.
There is a huge difference between our relationship with nature and ancestry when we want to go and commune, and those who vampirically siphon our life force without permission.
In the astral, I came to a place, a café, where many people were. I went inside, and while there, the mini travel bus I came on drove off. I did not have the cab fare to get back to where I came from. A woman handed me a basket and suggested I go around asking for donations, so I did. Most gave a little, then I came to a table where two men sat. They pushed some paper money to the edge of the table. They said they would donate, but they wanted the window seat, privilege’s, in exchange for the “donation”. I turned from them, leaving the money on the table. The owner of the cafe chased me down, yelling at me, saying they treated these two men very well, and that I offended them. I said sorry, but I will not agree to give them anything for their donation. Either they wanted to out of kindness, or they did not want to. A few women started to laugh. They said I could graduate with honors. I replied that I did not want to graduate, only go on vacation.
This is why I’m having such a difficulty with the message of a woman yesterday, telling me that the angels will provide protection, but only if you give them something in return, a loyalty, a vulnerability.
I feel as though I’m forced to walk away from the angels too, for as in the cafe, giving comes from the heart … giving doesn’t require a reciprocation in order to receive the gift. Of course reciprocation is nice, and I strive to do just that in all situations …. good or bad, I’ll be your mirror … but to say I now “owe” you for what you offered me is not cool man, and it is not the way true love works.
This woman’s message leaves me feeling betrayed by the very ones who offered me so much relief. The only ones who offered me such relief. I feel as though I must stop working with them, for their assistance is “conditional”, according to this one female, who knows quite a bit I might add.
It feels like a betrayal by those I’ve come to trust.
I put away my materials, my prayers, and my intentions to connect with them.
If they require me to fight demons in order to receive protection, I’ll just walk away. I was already doing that …. and will continue on my own. I don’t need to do this under the “guidance” of another, I’ll just keep doing what I’ve been doing, and practice my resilience.
Perhaps I’m meant to suffer through these attacks without assistance. Perhaps I need the intensity of it in order to truly expand.
So I have to separate from the very ones I’ve built a relationship with … the ones I’ve come to trust …. because I’m told this relationship has expectations and conditions … just like puny little human relationships.
No better ……
What a sincere disappointment.
I guess ALL relationships only last for a time, then fade due to stipulation and expectancies.
Reciprocal relationship is not dependent on a debt owed, or a “I helped you, now you have to help me”. Reciprocation comes from the heart, not from requirement. As soon as reciprocation become requirement, the relationship is no longer free …. it becomes bound.
I was asking self why my pendulum naturally swings counterclockwise when being held at rest. Then I thought of the clock, and clockwise.
Could it be that the oppressors of this realm reversed time for us? Which is why the Jewish people are on year 5000 something, and we are 2022?
Could it be that we are in the negative, and are about to come forward Center at a time shift? Then progress as was meant to be?
Or perhaps we “went back in time” to make right a wrong … as a collective? Or maybe too, we were used by the darker agenda to go back in time and correct “their” world of the future.
Forward is actually backward …..
Or we jump time/space continuum into the positive aspect of reality … the reversal we’ve been living in, made right.
Time is about to snap to zero point. All the bullshit over. Our lights shinning so bright time stands still.
Will be interesting at the least to see how this all pans out.
Woke with this song in mind …. messages comin’ in HOT!!!!!
She was A Jezebel, this Brixton queen Livin’ the life like a back street dream Tellin’ mi lies when the truth was clear I think she knew what I wanted to hear
Spinnin’ mi ’round like a wheel on fire Walkin’ on tightrope, my love’s high wire Fatal attraction is where I’m at There’s no escapin’ me I just wanna be close to you And do all the things you want me to I just wanna be close to you And show you the way I feel
I feel love When I’m lying in the midnight hour Holding you just like a dream
Love is never what it seems When we touch And you’re holding me the way you feel Girl, you make my dreams come true
You make my dreams come true I just wanna be close to you And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you (Huh) And show you the way I feel (Huh-huh-huh) She was a Gemini on the cusp of Mars She holds mi back or she too far Windin’ mi up just to let her down
So emotional, gagged and bound There’s more to this than meets the eye A devil woman locked outside With the full moon rising, I was scared
I think I was possessed I just wanna be close to you And do all the things you want me to
I just wanna be close to you (Huh-huh-huh-huh-huh-huh) And show you the way I feel I feel love Every time your body’s next to mine Something deep inside of me
Wants to love you endlessly When we touch Girl, you don’t know how it makes me feel I just can’t believe it’s real I can’t believe it’s real
I just wanna be close to you And do all the things you want me to I just wanna be close to you And show you the way I feel
She got an attitude, I can’t explain You never know if you’re in frame Tying me up with elastic words I’m on the countdown till I get heard
Her blood was hot, she burned so bright A neon sign there in the night It’s hard to say if I went too far My heart still bears a scar I just wanna be close to you
I just wanna be close to you (Huh-huh-huh-huh) (I just wanna be close to you) She was A Jezebel, this Brixton queen Livin’ the life like a back street dream Tellin’ mi lies when the truth was clear I think she knew what I wanted to hear
Spinnin’ mi ’round like a wheel on fire Walkin’ on tightrope, my love’s high wire Fatal attraction is where I’m at There’s no escapin’ me
I wanna be close to you And do all the things you want me to I just wanna be close to you (I just wanna be close to you, baby) And show you the way I feel
I wanna be close to you (Baby) And do all the things you want me to I just wanna be close to you And show you the way I feel
At a gathering with chosen family, singing our collective prayers to the heart beat of the drum, a little beetle decided to cross my path.
I said to myself, this is a message.
I discovered that this is a Box Elder beetle, signifying markings are the triangle at the end of the wings, and a razor sharp edged shell, serrated, causing most predators to spit it back out.
It is also known as the Love Bug, as in season, they gather in droves for their yearly orgy. They’ll cover a wall so thick. A living wall. Passerby beetles get a whiff of the pheromones and come to join the party.
Message:
You are protected by a Love interest …. your personal Love Bug.Passion and protection, are crossing your path… will you take notice? As you’ve just notice Me?
Believe it or not, in the current system, the energetic vampire plays an important role.
Imagine a world full of sad souls who’s energetic imprint of suffering wasn’t fed upon. It would spread and expand into the universal system, affecting all else in a toxic way.
Unfortunately, those who feast upon this energy have decided they really really like it, so they created a program, hi-jacking the consciousness of the people, to keep them in a state of lack and suffering. Perpetuating this cycle.
They’ve even expanded this controlled program into the universal system. They hi-jacked the natural flow of creation and mutated it into what we see now.
Well, they can’t keep interfering with the evolution of Source Creation, within the HUman and many other forms of life, although they’d like to very much, and even fight in a brutal way to maintain it. Even coming here from the future, to protect their future.
Creation WILL expand, whether the dominators want it to or not. Creation is like lava, or a swollen river in the winter. It moves and cannot be stopped.
What we are seeing now is a crumbling of the old, and the attempt by the old guard to steer this unavoidable shift into what they wish it to be.
Again, Creation as a swollen river in winter, or a slow moving lava flow, will not be stopped.
