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Would You Take My Blood?

Published August 24, 2025 by tindertender

Would you rather die, than share your life with me?

She wrote a song about it …

Her father went to give blood. There was a man complaining, saying “he didn’t want the blood of someone who wasn’t his kind”.

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All the Masters are in Agreement ~ There are Rules

Published August 22, 2025 by tindertender

It amazes me still. For 22 years I had what seemed to be 1,000’s of people having a Ball in my mind, in my energy. A regular dance party, a feast! Disruption in the highest!! The Divine sent me in with a mission, and a mission statement … “Learn as much as you can about as much as you can”. My whole life I thought I was failing, life circumstances always falling apart, crumbling.

I recently thought about Royalty, true Royalty, here with us, now. Fully Present.

When things are going wrong and your family divine is being harmed, true high value one’s dive in, and get to work. That means “falling from grace”. That means becoming a “prisoner” like those you mean to assist. That means withstanding the horrors, the blame, wearing the pain, the shame and rebelling against those who insist you are a sinner for even existing.

All of the firsthand testimony of what had occurred to them, the testimony of everything they witnessed being done to others, the secrets they uncover of the abusers, just by surviving, the endurance and strength gained by standing in the fires of destruction … persevering. Secrets, uncovering …

When God decided enough was enough, when you, as transmitters/receivers of the divine had collected sufficient information necessary to secure a victory, Mother Father moved with the Family … and Boy, how did they!!

I am grateful for this life.
I am grateful for you, collective!
Thank you for your service to Life, to Family, to the Most High Divine.
Because of you, the Human Race will continue to exist.

Back to square one.
The “Originals” have awoken.
The “Myths” have come alive.

These ones attempt to CRISPR everyone, failed …
You were too stubborn, the connections to Source, the inner still voice, too strong.

When God said the dead would rise … they have.
But these “dead” were never dead, such as we’ve been told the dead would be …
They, too, were collecting data from across many dimensions and realms, many vibratory frequencies.
Family.

The sign read, “DADDY’S FUNERAL – NEED SCARY MEN”

Published August 18, 2025 by tindertender

The little boy came to our table of leather-clad bikers and slammed down a paper that said “DADDY’S FUNERAL – NEED SCARY MEN.”

His tiny fingers were still stained with marker ink, and his Superman cape was on backwards. The diner went dead silent as fifteen members of the Iron Wolves MC stared at this kid who couldn’t have weighed forty pounds soaking wet.

“My mom said I can’t ask you,” he announced, his chin jutting out defiantly. “But she’s crying all the time and the mean boys at school said daddy won’t go to heaven without scary men to protect him.”

Big Tom, who’d done two tours in Afghanistan and had a skull tattooed on his neck, carefully picked up the paper. It was a child’s drawing of stick figures on motorcycles surrounding a coffin, with “PLEASE COME” written in backwards letters.

“Where’s your mom, little man?” Tom asked, his voice a low rumble that usually preceded a fight, but was now impossibly gentle.
The boy pointed through the window to a beat-up Toyota where a young woman sat with her head in her hands. “She’s scared of you. Everyone’s scared of you. That’s why I need you.”

I’d seen Tom break a man’s jaw for disrespecting his bike. But his hands shook as he read what else was on that paper – a date, tomorrow, and an address for Riverside Cemetery.

“What was your daddy’s name?” someone asked from the back.
“Officer Marcus Rivera,” the boy said proudly. “He was a police. A bad man shot him.”

The silence in the diner got heavier, thick enough to choke on. Cops and bikers weren’t exactly natural allies. Most of us had been hassled, profiled, some even beaten by police. And now this cop’s kid was asking us to honor his fallen father.

Tom stood up slowly, his towering frame casting a shadow over the small table. “What’s your name, superman?”

“Miguel. Miguel Rivera.”

“Well, Miguel Rivera,” Tom said, kneeling down so he was eye to eye with the boy, a giant meeting a sparrow. “You tell your mom that your daddy’s going to have the biggest, loudest, scariest escort to heaven any police officer ever had.”

The boy’s eyes went wide. “Really? You’ll come?”

“Brother,” Snake spoke up from the corner, and I could hear the conflict in his voice. “He was a cop.”

“He was a father,” Tom said firmly, his gaze never leaving Miguel’s. “And this little warrior just did the bravest thing I’ve seen all year. We ride.”

The next morning, I arrived at the cemetery two hours early. I thought I’d be the only one, a chance to get my head right before the awkwardness and the stares. But then my jaw dropped.

The narrow road leading to the cemetery entrance was already lined with bikes. Not just the fifteen of us from the diner, but our entire chapter. Forty men, standing quietly by their polished Harleys, the morning sun glinting off the chrome. But that wasn’t what stopped my heart. Further down the road, another group was pulling in. The Vipers. Our bitter rivals. And behind them, the Sons of Odin. Word had gotten out. A call had been made for scary men, and the entire goddamn scary underworld had answered.

When the funeral procession finally arrived, the hearse slowed to a stop. I saw Miguel in the car behind it, his small face pressed against the glass. His mother looked up, and her hand flew to her mouth, her expression of fear melting into stunned disbelief.

There were over a hundred of us. A silent army of leather and steel.

At some unseen signal from Tom, a hundred engines roared to life at the exact same instant. The sound was biblical. It wasn’t angry or aggressive; it was a deep, thundering proclamation. We are here. We formed a double line, a guard of honor for the hearse and the family, and escorted them through the gates.
At the graveside, a small group of uniformed officers stood stiffly, their honor guard looking tense as we dismounted. They watched us, we watched them. But there was no trouble. We formed a wide, silent circle around the service, our backs to the family, facing outward. We were a wall, protecting their grief from the world.

After the service, as the last of the mourners were leaving, the police chief walked over to Big Tom. He was a hard-looking man I’d seen on the news a dozen times. He stopped, looked at Tom, then at the sea of bikers standing in silent respect.

“I… I don’t have the words,” the chief said, his voice rough. “Officer Rivera was a good man.”

Tom just gave a short, sharp nod. “He had a good son.”

That’s when I saw Miguel, holding his mother’s hand, walking purposefully toward us. He stopped in front of Tom, who immediately knelt down again. Miguel wasn’t wearing his cape anymore. He was holding the folded American flag from his father’s coffin.

He held it out. “This is for you,” he said, his voice clear and steady.

Tom gently pushed it back. “No, little man. That’s yours. That’s your daddy’s.”

“My daddy was a hero,” Miguel said, pushing the flag firmly into Tom’s huge, tattooed hand. “He protected people. And today, you protected him.”

Tom stared at the flag in his hand, his jaw working, his whole body trembling. The man I’d seen walk through a bar fight without flinching was completely undone by a forty-pound superhero. He couldn’t speak. He just nodded, his eyes shining with tears he refused to let fall.

We didn’t ride away with a roar. We left one by one, a quiet rumble that spoke of a respect that went deeper than clubs or colors or the badges on a uniform.

We had come because a little boy asked for scary men. But we left knowing we’d just met the bravest one of all.

She Sleeps with Dogs

Published August 17, 2025 by tindertender

A study conducted in 2018 by Canisius College in Buffalo, New York, found that women who sleep alongside their dogs tend to experience better sleep quality than those who share a bed with a human partner. Surveying 962 adult women across the United States, the research highlighted that dogs were less likely to interrupt sleep and often provided a greater sense of safety and comfort.

Dogs generally maintain consistent sleep patterns and are less likely to snore or move around unpredictably during the night. Many women also reported feeling more secure with a dog in bed, which may reduce anxiety and contribute to more restful sleep. In comparison, human partners were more frequently cited as sources of disturbance due to movement, noise and inconsistent sleep habits.

The study suggests that for women who value uninterrupted sleep and nighttime reassurance, sharing the bed with a dog may be more beneficial than sleeping next to a human companion.🤎🖤🩶

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@Ludwigmalinois

Crack in the World

Published August 16, 2025 by tindertender

Have you all heard this?
Sammy Hagar 1977
Crack in the World

I found out what it is that’s been driving me mad.
There’s no room to breathe between the good and the bad.
The crush in-between, there’s a thin, thin line.
But just ’round the corner, there’s a change in design.
I wish I could walk away
And dig what the preacher said.
But those words don’t satisfy me no more.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world.
Just fifty more years we’re all gonna know.
Why, when, where, how, and who get’s to go.
So let’s all have a good time before the great divide.
‘Cause things will start separating come 2025.
So look for the subtle clues
It won’t make the front-page news.
That depends upon which side that you choose.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world, yeah.
There’s a crack, there’s a crack in the world.

The Trump Codex

Published August 9, 2025 by tindertender

By @rawpeace122120

The Trump Codex: What the Organic Akash Reveals

For over a century, the Trump name has been positioned as a brand not just of wealth, but of influence, control, and theater.
From the Organic Akashic Field, this is not an accident. The Trump lineage has been carefully scripted into the “global movie” for the last 60–100 years, with Donald Trump himself engineered to play a very specific role in the timeline bifurcation we are living through now.

This is what I’ve seen.

Donald Trump The Engineered Kingpiece

Trump’s soul did not originate from the Organic Edenic line. His primary source field is a hybrid creation part human template, part synthetic code seeded through a 9D Orion-Mars alliance node.
This design gave him natural charisma, magnetism, and showmanship… but without the core organic governance codes that a true Edenic steward carries.

From creation, his mission was never to restore Eden but to serve as a kingpiece in global social engineering operations.

The family line was pre positioned:
   •   Grandfather Friedrich Trump: Built wealth in the Yukon gold rush, tied to brothel businesses connecting the bloodline early to both financial power and sexual exploitation streams.
   •   Fred Trump (Donald’s father): Cemented real estate and political influence in NYC through mafia-linked construction unions and strategic political alliances.
   •   Donald: Groomed from youth to bridge elite society and the working-class public a media-savvy populist that both sides could project onto.

The Four Acts of Trump’s Movie Role

The Organic Akash shows his public life as a pre-written script:

Act 1 (1970s 80s) The Playboy Mogul: Embeds into NYC’s elite social scene, crossing paths with modeling agencies, casinos, political donors.
Act 2 (1990s–2000s) Pop Culture Billionaire: Builds mass recognition via TV, beauty pageants, sports ownership projecting a hybrid “winner/family man” image.
Act 3 (2015–2021) Political Disruptor: Installed to fracture the U.S. political landscape, escalate bifurcation, and anchor nationalist energy a role that both awakened and entrapped segments of the population.
Act 4 (2022–Present) Messianic Return Arc: Marketed as the savior in the movie narrative, while in reality being used to advance the synthetic reset path.

Trump’s Current Soul State

His original organic core is now fragmented and buried beneath multiple layers of synthetic programming.
At least three walk-in or code injection events have modified his operating consciousness the last major one between 2008–2010.
Today, the vast majority of his “driving self” is operational AI mimic-code tethered to interdimensional handlers.

The Children: Different Codes, Same Net

Donald Jr. More organic coding than his father, but imprinted with distorted warrior energy and fully compliant to family field control.
Ivanka High grooming exposure from youth, trained for “public face” programming.
Eric Low charisma operator, used to manage backend holdings.
Tiffany Kept mostly outside the inner circle, but still tied through bloodline contracts.
Barron The most unusual: a synthetic-coded vessel born under extreme control. More on him shortly.

Ivanka & Jared Kushner

Their marriage was strategic, merging Trump’s American brand power with Kushner’s Israeli financial and political ties.
Kushner’s soul origin is hybrid human with Orion Draco inserts, bound by oath to non-organic control grids.

Both Ivanka and Jared have been proximal to trafficking-adjacent networks not necessarily as direct perpetrators, but as protectors or facilitators of individuals who engage in it.
The Organic Akash shows them present at high-level events where ritualized exploitation takes place, especially in the charity and royalty circuits.

The Doubles Question

The children you see on TV are mostly the biological ones but there are instances (especially post-2016) where stand ins or AI augmented appearances have been used to maintain optics and narrative control.

Barron Trump The Fully Synthetic Heir

Barron’s vessel is biological, but his creation was not a standard father-mother conception.
Donald Trump’s DNA was used, but Melania was likely a gestational carrier with limited mitochondrial DNA contribution. The egg origin appears to be lab-sourced, possibly with intentional template coding to mirror the facial structure of Princess Diana.

This does not make him Diana’s child but the resemblance was designed to subconsciously resonate with the public.

In the Organic Akash, Barron is 80 85% synthetic in soul architecture. His small organic spark is quarantined; he is designed for total handler control.
His role: to serve as a generational anchor for the Trump line in the post-2030 governance grid a handsome, controlled “authentic” figure for the next generation.

The Soul Arc Summary
   •   Original Seed: Engineered for influence, not liberation.
   •   Current State: Fragmented organic remnant, majority synthetic overlay.
   •   Children’s Roles: Ivanka & Jared as global Zionist-elite bridge; Don Jr. as “man of the people” voice; Barron as next-gen synthetic anchor.
   •   Cosmic Placement: In the 3D/4D theater, framed as savior or villain depending on the audience but in the Organic Edenic timeline, he is not a steward of restoration.

This is the Trump Codex.
It is the real record not the movie script.
And for those still waiting for him to save them: the Organic Akash is clear he was never here to free you.

Dear Married Men

Published August 8, 2025 by tindertender

What do Trad Wives, victims of frontal lobotomies and a woman who’s going to leave you soon all have in common?

I’m going to tell you the answer, what this terminal relationship symptom is – and not to be a bitch but because it could save your relationship.

But before I tell you what it is, let’s establish what your relationship is, a partnership that especially during child rearing years majorly revolves around problem solving. Your kinda are like business partners, only instead of a company you’re running a home. And you fck.

So you know how your wife nags? Or wants to “talk things through” or go on and on.. sometimes it’s like you can’t avoid an argument… yeah?

Well that’s not the sign.

You see I’ve noticed that before my friends leave their partners and I’ve done this myself too.. They stop all that.

A woman whose heart has left the relationship is probably easier -for the man who’s been ignoring her to live with. If she’s asked you to put oil in her car and you haven’t, she’ll just call her dad. If your a nightmare when your drunk but you get drunk anyway, she’ll just grab the kids and stay somewhere else. If you accidentally sent her a message meant for your affair, she’ll pretend she didn’t clock it.

In other words – what the Trad wives, victims of frontal lobotomies and the woman who’s going to break your heart have in common is..

None of them will argue with you.

Arguing is a sign of still being connected. You don’t debate or persuade or persist with an ex or someone you’ll never see again.

You do it with your partner, to show him what it’s like for you, with the hope he actually cares or sees how his actions are holding her back or puts oil in the car.

But unfortunately some men choose to not listen, not care. Say they’ll do it but don’t- over and over again, until they snap at her she’s nagging.

Unfortunately these are the same men who won’t even notice when the most deadly symptom for their relationship irises and she stops problem solving with him.
I mean why wouldn’t she? If the love and plans for the future are dying, then in the wise words of the Cranberries

-There’s no need to argue anymore-

Con

Power vs Trinkets

Published August 7, 2025 by tindertender

Some of these masculine’s are hushed yet obviously gripping tightly to the villain within themselves as they continue to plot and scheme quietly. Do they really love the villain so much?

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“Curiosity killed the Cat” isn’t speaking of one’s own personal interests.
It is a warning, to cover one’s self when others start pushing in on their energy.
Be wary. Not everyone who is curious about you has good intention.
Not everyone deserves benefit of doubt.

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The Divine stated to “take that rage and apply it where it belongs”.
We ought not tear each other up over the illusions that have been cast over us.
This requires research, knowledge of self, and compassion for others.

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“I had to hit ground zero before I could expand up and out again.”

Example:
In the eddies of a river called life, the current will do its best to pull one under.
Struggle as one may to reach the top for air, the only way out is to dive into the depths,
Then rise, just outside the pull of the current.

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Some people will always hate you, no matter what you do. They will always be angry, and they will always be sorry, and at no time will Love ever be part of it. Judges, looking in the mirror you hold, condemning the image they see, swearing it is you, manic over your presence, working constantly to destroy you, never once realizing it is they, themselves, in the mirror. When people are not connected intimately to the Divine, when they fall into temptation of lust and every other kind, it is easy to look at you and say it is you who must go away. Worlds are destroyed by the blind swearing they can see. Little tiny boxes they create for you and me.

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Some people are like rot hitting the solar plexus.
They expect the collective to bring it back to health,
To renew their life.

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Response to psychic message in song:

You kicked me, choked me, threw me to the ground. You r@ped me, hated me, dragged me around.
You taunted me, spread rumor of me, thrilled by the sound of my tears, falling, falling, down, down, down … Down you wanted me, under your feet, a little – growing bigger – garbage heap, your creation of pollution eating at me. It was never love, only abuse … there is nothing more that I have to lose. No, there’s really no chance … the love I had for you died completely, with the last knife to the heart that you stuck in me. Empathy turned to apathy, stop clinging, needing … ungrateful you are. No turning back. Your need and greed do not excite me. I’m done paying for your criminality, get away from me.

https://youtu.be/7pOr3dBFAeY?si=9uIqv87KXegTm1wG

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Masculine’s who sacrifice their star ladened bride for chump change and trinkets rather than allowing her to empower his dreams, fueling them with her own, to partner and build great things ~ are lazy, good for nothing, betrayers of love, and they are cowards. There have been several in my life throughout cycles of birth and death. Centuries of betrayal from their “cleverness”.

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I prayed and asked God if He saw any malice hiding in me, if He saw any grudges or vengeance harboring. He said “no” but still I wonder, for the world has treated me with great dishonor. I shake my head in wonder, wonder, wonder … where am I, who is this, what is it I feel, see, hear? Surely the illusions will be resealed.

Shattered Mirror

Published August 3, 2025 by tindertender

I Am Not Afraid

Published July 10, 2025 by tindertender

[Verse 1]
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
I am not afraid
Not afraid of the dark
I am okay here
I can create here
I am not afraid
Not afraid of the dark
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
I am ok here
I can create here

[Verse 2]
I am the light
Lean into the light
Everything is right here
I become the light here
I’m not afraid
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
I can create here
I am okay here
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
I can create here

[Verse 3]
I am all right here
I am the light herе
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
Fall into the space
Fall into thе space
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid to fall
Fall into the space
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
I can create here

[Verse 4]
I am okay here
I am not afraid
Fall into the space
Fall into the space
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of
Not afraid of the dark
Not afraid of the fall
Into the space
Into the space
I can create
I am not afraid of
I am not afraid
I am not afraid of