Living in the Light and the Darkness

Published November 3, 2020 by tindertender

Is it possible to acknowledge that you can create the darkness in your life?

You can create the limitations, the blockages, the boundaries, and the negative experiences in your life? All because of wounds, or belief in separation, not acknowledging your truth and your essence fully.

This is something that can be interesting and both challenging to acknowledge.

Firstly, you create the light that you are and experience in your reality. You create the darkness that is present within you, and within your reality, both these energies stem from the Creator through you.

The energy as it extends from the Creator is the same, it is one energy.

We might say to make it easier to understand that the energy extending from the Creator is golden. You receive this golden energy, then you choose both consciously and subconsciously what to create. To create light, maybe light is pink, to create darkness, maybe darkness is grey, and you can acknowledge that you have
used the same energy, the golden energy to create both pink and grey, light and darkness.

This means that everything stems from the Creator, however not everything is the divine will nor the divine plan of the Creator.

Each being on the Earth has free will, they use the Creator’s energy like a fuel to manifest and create an experience on the Earth. This is a great responsibility, when you acknowledge this it allows you to truly take responsibility for your reality, for your ascension process, for your actions and reactions, realising you simply receive the energy of the Creator and then it is up to you what you create with this energy.

You may say that you do not wish to create darkness only light, however there are misguided habits, misunderstandings, wounds, illusions that all create what you might label as the darkness.

Each experience, each energy, each creation of the darkness was born with the light of the Creator through your being and through others as well. Does this mean that these energies need to be discarded or ignored? In fact, it means that they require more of your attention, more of your acceptance and exploration.

When you accept the darkness within it soon transforms into the light or you might say back into the fuel of the Creator. In some ways it has been masquerading as something else to alert you to the way that you operate, mentally, emotionally, physically even spiritually.

It is alerting you to understand the way you operate, your focus, your relationship with yourself and the Creator.

Often souls wish to focus only upon the light choosing to ignore the darkness. This can create even more of a sense of Illusion because you are ignoring and not fully accepting yourself, it creates an imbalance within your being.

While it is joyous to remain in the light, to accept the light, to experience the flow of the Creator’s light through you and to create from this, one can never truly ignore the darkness, the limitations, the boundaries, the blockages and so forth.

These you might say lower your vibration but in fact they hinder your view of the light.

When you focus solely upon the light you also become un-grounded and unbalanced, even losing grip on reality.

You are designed to live in two realities, the physical and the energetic, even the light and the darkness, accepting both simultaneously, but of course working through the darkness, recognising how the darkness teaches and guides you forth.

As well as acknowledging how the light represents all that you are and inspires you to expand your awareness, remembering that you are a limitless being, the infinite nature and essence of the Creator. There is so much to explore within the light, as you connect with the light, it expands your awareness and allows you to connect with the natural essence of your being.

Both the light and the darkness have specific roles within your reality.

Is there actually darkness within the reality of the Earth or is it simply creations from separation, illusion, misunderstanding, wounds that simply need to be healed and recognised?

As a being, as a light being are you fearful of the darkness?

Are you willing to bring your light to the darkness?

Are you willing to accept the darkness, therefore holding space for the darkness to heal whether it was your creation or another’s creation?

This is what is being asked of you, both within your being and your reality on the Earth. To hold space for the light and the darkness to integrate, for healing to take place or for energies to be resolved within the darkness and for the light. To bring inspiration and expansion, the energy of infinity, in order to move beyond boundaries, blockages and recognise what is possible.

When you are balanced, when you are willing to accept the darkness and the light within you and upon the Earth, you are holding space for both to unite, to resolve, to synthesise, for a greater outcome and possibility to manifest, this is what is required now.

To send light to the darkness is somewhat like ignoring the darkness. To be fearful of the darkness is like ignoring the light. Both require to be accepted, acknowledged, to hold space for both to be experienced, for your being to process what is needed for the Earth and for yourself.

Source: https://eraoflight.com/2020/11/01/master-el-morya-living-in-the-light-and-the-darkness/

Mother I Feel You

Published November 3, 2020 by tindertender

[Verse 1]
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Verse 2]
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Verse 3]
Mother, I hear you in the river’s song
Eternal waters flowing on and on
Mother, I hear you in the river’s song
Eternal waters flowing on and on

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Verse 4]
Father, I see you when the eagle flies
Light of the spirit going to take us higher
Father, I see you when the eagle flies
Light of the spirit going to take us higher

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Break]

[Verse 5]
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Verse 6]
Mother, I hear you in the river’s song
Eternal waters flowing on and on
Mother, I hear you in the river’s song
Eternal waters flowing on and on

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Verse 7]
Father, I see you when the eagle flies
Light of the spirit going to take us higher
Father, I see you when the eagle flies
Light of the spirit going to take us higher

[Refrain]
Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

Heya heya heya
Ya heya heya ho
Heya heya heya heya heya ho

[Outro]
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat
Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

[sound of insects singing]

Oracle Reading 11-3-2020

Published November 3, 2020 by tindertender

Be bold, and mighty forces will aid you. Take action. Good luck favors the brave.

Today I will start a new journey. I will not wait until everything is just right. I know there will always be challenges, obstacles, and imperfect conditions. So what! I will get started now. With each step I will grow stronger, more skilled, and more confident. I will take a risk and I will succeed.

You are transforming. Let go of the past. Embrace the light and joy of this new day.

Today I will embrace transformation. I have the courage to let go of the past. I will eliminate the negatives in my life and make room for all things positive and beautiful. I can choose to grow and I know it is I who must do the choosing. I give thanks for this new day, a new start, and a new life.

Trust the process and be patient. Becoming cannot be rushed. Change is beautiful.

Today I embrace the transformation in my life. I will not be upset with things I cannot change, for change has its own timing. Instead, I will let go and flow into this powerful process. Once it starts I know it will not stop. Right now I will have patience with myself, forgive myself and love myself. I know I am an amazing being on a journey to beautiful change.

Reading from the deck Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma

Oh Sweet You

Published November 3, 2020 by tindertender

So much love to you.

Who am I that I get to know you and BE you too?

Many say we are Gods and Goddesses experiencing itself, and I wonder.

Who am I that I get to intimately know you and be you too.

The knower isn’t necessarily the known.

Who am I that I get to see your happiness and feel it also?

Who am I?

I’ve been living right next to you your whole life.

I walk in your footsteps.

And when you did not think you could do one more day, we did it anyway … together.

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Baking Meditation

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

I’ll be baking bread tonight while listening to this. I’ll be grooving to the sounds … yes indeed.

Affirmation 11-2-2020

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

Today is a day to focus on balance. Sometimes my energy dips up or down, my mood swings, battles seem uphill, or opportunities seem to slide downhill. But these are outer appearances. Within myself, I am completely in balance. I am balanced physically through exercise and healthy food. I am balanced emotionally through loving, peaceful relationships. I am balanced mentally with happy, positive thoughts. From the inner to the outer, everything in my life today is in perfect balance.

~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day

Love, Love, Love

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

Please do not take this the wrong way …

So many folks are speaking love language, and I love it! Yet I am left wondering why I do not feel giddy and over the top love like so many appear to be feeling. Wondering if I’m missing the love boat some how.

I still have doubts.

I still have trust issues.

I still look at some folks like they have a hidden agenda.

Oh how I wish I could release all that and simply BE love … all the time.

Wouldn’t it be great if one could be that, without the possibility of that love being abused or used in any way?

I think it would be grand …

Yet, in this world … it is difficult to fathom.

Sometimes I think my spiritual energetic ‘exposure’ is different than all the rest.

May there be a shift that is as beautiful as many say it will be, and may there be a space there for me and all those I have love and compassion for … may all sentient beings be free from suffering and dwell in abundant joy.

Groceries

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

I did some grocery shopping yesterday, even though I really did not need anything, simply because the coming weeks will be riotous, to say the least, most likely.

Who knows if there will be another clamoring for supplies, TP shortages, or whatever the hypnotism calls for.

Today, I will go pick up a few more supplies … and tonight, I’ll bake bread.

Be well, be safe, stay calm.

Possibilities

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

There is a possibility that cannabis has been made legal only because by using it, you lock yourself into the 3D matrix. Using any drug, smoking or abusing alcohol can potentially cause a “hook” which will ensure the soul remains in 3D.

Foods also have a particular affect on the ability to ascend …

It is a challenge to be kind to self when self has been taught to be so destructive toward its own nature.

It is difficult for me especially because my roommate always bakes these delicious processed foods, which I eat most of, because he does not.

Meats can be a triggering aspects of remaining hooked into 3D too … in particular, pork.

I go through waves of being kind to self, and being self-destructive.

I hope some day while I’m in a mode of being quite kind to my body and life that it ‘sticks’ and stops swaying between the polarities.

Oh how I would love to rise, to leave behind this 3D matrix.

Do I have what it takes to leave behind all habitual patterns which weigh the body, spirit and soul down?

Who knows … I guess we’ll find out … although I’m ‘told’ there won’t be any recollection of the struggle.

It’ll be what it’ll be.

I think Ivanka Tump is already in 5D … no one in 3D appears so perfect. How many others are already ‘there’?

Oracle Reading 11-2-2020

Published November 2, 2020 by tindertender

Release the Old and Rest ~ Release all of the pressure and expectation weighing you down. Shed it all so that you can recover before moving into a time of renewal.

Love and Let Yourself Be Loved ~ Welcome with open arms opportunities to give and receive love.

Be Open to Healing Information ~ Listen to what is coming up within you and what is being shared with you by trustworthy others in your life. Pay attention to healing information.

Intend and Create ~ Recognize that you have power to change your life. Face your fear and align with the light!

Bask in Joy and Light ~ Rise up, open your wings and shine. Bring your projects and plans out into the light, into manifestation.

Reading from the deck Angels and Ancestors Oracle Cards created by Kyle Gray