I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I neutralize and dissolve all cords, hooks, implants and connections from past lives and current experience hindering and holding me back from my fullest potential and highest & greatest good.
With Love, ME
I am so Grateful for all benevolent beings working hand in hand with humanity for the highest possible good.
May you all be Blessed abundantly, and receive my Love in full.
I hope this morning finds you well, warm and comforted in the many ways possible, your desires being met.
I woke to a warm house, what a blessing after six days spent in 35 degrees, the luxury of the things power provides missing for that time.
Today I travel to my fathers house in the piney woods, where I will load my car to the maximum with firewood for when the electricity goes out again. I will do this every time I visit him, creating a stockpile … if not for Self, then for whomever is present in this space should I transition.
I Am so grateful for those recent six days, for it has allowed me knowledge of the things I have done which helped in the situation, and given opportunity to recognize the things I can collect for the next time, to make it more comfortable for Self, my pets, and anyone who is present with me.
With great gratitude I thank those who have participated in the manufacturing of suffering, for they present an opportunity to grow stronger … testing our resilience.
I understand no one wants to hear this, but I was told while coming awake from a sleep that half the life upon this planet is going to be eliminated. This message came from those who introduced themselves as “the satan”.
It is a hard truth.
Please take advantage of each test to build your resilience, to collect that which is needed to make your life more comfortable, and survivable, in the coming days.
Goodwill and other thrift stores have blankets, used candles (which can be melted down and reformed into votives) among many other things that are handy in times such as are coming.
Remember to wake and create a mental note of that which you are grateful for. Do not allow your mind to slip into misery … misery feeds the beast.
I love you.
Empower yourselves, and remember you are fully capable of withstanding the storm.
It will get worse before it gets better.
Chin up ….
You are a portion of Source Creator.
You are the savior you’ve been waiting for.
Communicate with those who have weathered the cold climates for many years. Gain knowledge from them. Band together, share your experiences, learn from each other.
Each one, standing in their power, assists so many.
“We’re not supposed to be targeting people” he said.
“What’s the name of the cattle?” another asked.
They know, understand, and cannot deny it.
I Am grateful to be in the role of Witness. I Am grateful to relay information to my Higher Self, Higher Knowledge, Guardians, Master Teachers and Guides … and last, but definitely not least, the Man on the Mountain.
Thank you for blessing me with this responsibility. My hope is that I Am doing a good job … succeeding in my role.
“Be careful what you say around her”, they are warned.
I arrived home from work to a warm house. I took my shower right after I ate the dinner I brought home, fully expecting it to be necessary. I was pleasantly surprised!
As I was showering a song came to mind, and I sang it the whole time I bathed, luxury!!!!
Joy to the World!!!!
When I got out of the shower and was toweling off another little diddy came to mind …
Years ago I had something happen which nearly ended my life, and actually DID end life as I knew it.
For years my mind was in chaos, and only since August of 2020 has it smoothed out.
In these moments, when power is out and life has gone basic, I am finding that I Am coming more into alignment with my Soul Essence, which I have seen on 2 occasions in the astral.
Pure Love, welcoming with joy all that she sees … all that I see.
Only in the last 2 days have I really looked at my defensive nature toward things, people … seen and unseen.
I Am learning how to release that portion of self … there isn’t any need for it in the New World … the world I very much long to be a part of.
My most sincere apologies to my visitors in the astral.
I know I have not been the easiest person to visit.
It is a challenge, this transition, especially because of the way it started for me, all those years ago.
I am grateful for your persistence and patience.
I cannot promise that I have achieved a full liberation from the old me, but I am in process and looking forward very much to returning to that place of Love unconditional, in all instances.
If you come to me as a victim I will not support you. But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering. I will put you in the fire, I will undress you, and I will sit you on the earth….
I will bathe you with herbs, I will purge you, and you will vomit the rage and the darkness inside you. I’ll bang your body with good herbs, and I’ll put you to lay in the grass, face up to the sky….
Then I will blow your crown to clean the old memories that make you repeat the same behavior. I will blow your forehead to scare away the thoughts that cloud your vision. I will blow your throat to release the knot that won’t let you talk….
I will blow your heart to scare fear, so that it goes far away where it cannot find you. I will blow your solar plexus to extinguish the fire of the hell you carry inside, and you will know peace. I will blow with fire your belly to burn the attachments, and the love that was not.
I will blow away the lovers that left you, the children that never came. I will blow your heart to make you warm, to rekindle your desire to feel, create and start again. I will blow with force your vagina or your penis, to clean the sexual door to your soul….
I will blow away the garbage that you collected trying to love what did not want to be loved. I will use the broom, and the sponge, and the rag, and safely clean all the bitterness inside you. I will blow your hands to destroy the ties that prevent you from creating….
I will blow your feet to dust and erase the footprints memories, so you can never return to that bad place. I will turn your body, so your face will kiss the earth. I’ll blow your spine from the root to the neck to increase your strength and help you walk upright….
And I will let you rest. After this you will cry, and after crying you will sleep. And you will dream beautiful and meaningful dreams, and when you wake up I’ll be waiting for you. I will smile at you, and you will smile back. I will offer you food that you will eat with pleasure … tasting life, and I will thank you. Because what I’m offering today, was offered to me before when darkness lived within me. And after I was healed, I felt the darkness leaving, and I cried…
Then we will walk together, and I will show you my garden, and my plants, and I will take you to the fire again. And we will talk together in a single voice with the blessing of the earth. And we will shout to the forest the desires of your heart…
And the fire will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the mountains will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the rivers will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the wind will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And then we will bow before the fire, and we will call upon all the visible and invisible guardians. And you will say thank you to all of them…
And you will say thank you to yourself. And you will say thank you to yourself. And you will say thank you to yourself.
I am the river of life I am the keeper of this dream Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories Long ago given to the earth
These mountains tall They are my only walls In this temple where I bow
Haseya
Rise up, my sisters, rise up We are the water, the sacred cup It’s in our hands that all life grows It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands It’s in your love we rise above
It’s in your song I hear my soul So rise up, my sisters, rise up Let us lift each other up Sing it from your heart and from your soul
Haseya
Sun and moon they shine together She moves the waters and dances with the heavens
In your eyes I see Haseya rise In your eyes I see the giver of this life
I have been without power at home for six days and haven’t showered for seven.
I Am Grateful that I have had a pretty significant crochet habit the past few years and have made several blankets, they are coming in quite handy at night!
Last year I went crazy and made a whole bunch of candles. Little did I know I would be needing them this year. I will replenish once I gain power.
I’ve also had a hobby of preserving foods the last few years. I am not in lack.
It is 38 degrees during the day here.
I still have wood for a fire this evening and have access to more should I need it. I have gasoline to make the trip for it too! What a blessing!
In the night my dreams are quite active. It seems my intention for my future is being polluted in the astral, but I wake. The night is the night and the day is the day, and once again the smile is spreading upon my lips as I sit and type this message, drinking my tea.
I still have employment, so have a nice warm place to go during the day. The work load is light, yes, but here I am still … Grateful.
My co-workers will need to avoid me as much as possible for even I am beginning to smell myself, haha. If the power is not on soon I will figure a way to heat water for a sponge bath. I’ve 3 – 7 gallon jugs of water that I filled and replace the water occasionally, specifically in the event I would need it.
My Higher Self, Guardians and Master Teachers and Guides have been looking out for me, and I’ve been listening, obviously, on a subconscious level.
Rather than focusing on what I do not have, I focus on the things I DO have, and I make a conscious effort to be grateful for these things.
I pour forth LOVE from my Core Essence, Grateful for You.
UPDATE: I understand now that my intentions are NOT being polluted. I am simply being shown what COULD happen should my intentions materialize … and it is an OPPORTUNITY to re-evaluate … GRATEFUL.
HA Breath with Ho’oponopono
In Breath: I Love You Hold: I Am Sorry Breath Out: Please Forgive Me Hold: Thank You
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