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Noticing Self-Talk

Published May 20, 2020 by tindertender

Lately, I’ve made it a specific intention that I notice my self-talk, and when negative, instantly (or as soon as I recognize it) “re-do” the comment with something of a positive nature.

I am honestly surprised at how many of these nearly invisible phrases show up. I consider myself someone who has done a lot of inner work, yet recently have discovered I’m on the next level … the next ‘cycle’ where it seems that I’ve regressed in some ways, but no … it is the beginning of next cycle.

Choice has it … and I have choice. Will I continue the journey on the same path as previous, or will I move forward. And perhaps, moving forward sometimes feels like regression, only because it has occasional similar traits as the previous cycle, or experience.

Progress ~ It can be difficult to spot if one is too involved in beating ones self up because of the perception of no forward (or ‘upward’) momentum.

Recognize your cycles. Don’t get hung up on the details, note the larger picture of progression and you will see it more clearly.

Just today I caught myself, and thankfully, it is getting easier, quicker, to see.

I stated,

“You already finished it … you dork!”

Immediately I caught that I had called myself a dork. (NEVER speak harshly or negatively to yourself about self, not even if you are ‘joking’).

Rephrase!!

“You are SO efficient you’ve already completed that project, you’re amazing!”

**Multi-tasking … it can getcha every once and again**

Yet through it all, remember to pay attention to your talk, external as well as internal. That’s where it all begins, after all.

And as you know, internal dialogue is one of the loudest!

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Waking From Sleep

Published May 17, 2020 by tindertender

As a young girl I would be startled at the ‘knowing’ that would come over me about certain places, things, people or events. Usually it was of negative nature, or, it felt negative to my young girl heart.

I was introduced to alcohol at a young age by friends. I never liked the taste, but to fit in, I drank it. My perceptions seemed to die out the more ‘abusive’ I became with myself.

In my sexual experiences, I was surprised at the lack of connection made by my partners. They didn’t seem to feel things the same as I felt them. Deeply. No, they seemed shallow, for the climax only.

True connection always seemed to fail, even when I believed it hadn’t.

After 17 years sober, my perceptions are alive and kicking. Hollering even.

Astral travel is off the charts.

Fighting in the ethers.

Loving in the ethers.

Feeling for the first time what full body sense operation (without actual physical connection) is like, or the simple beginnings of the reality anyhow.

I believe I’ve been shown a glimmer of what true sensation is, and when partnered … whoa … it’s gonna be awesome.

Anyone and everyone who was or is psychic or clairaudient or having some other sense-ability will experience an upswing in sense activity, if they haven’t already.

Caring for self is critical right now. Be tender with yourself. If life is tense, find a few moments, here or there, or longer if you can, and love yourself tenderly. Sometimes, we are the only ones who will, so be sure to do that.

As the planet raises in consciousness, we are too. It will get bumpy-er. Be sure to put on your armor … hope, faith, belief … however that looks like for you. As I’ve been told in the recent past by a few, “Stand Your Ground”.

Do what is necessary to protect your Spirit and Soul. Eat nutritious, light food, live if possible, non-gmo too when possible. Easier said than done if you’re not super dedicated. I’ve added a nutrition shake in place of a meal to cut out some of the bulk.

We get where we are going by taking baby steps. One, two, three, maybe a couple steps back and three or four forward … growth is strenuous at times. Difficult, even when the change is minor.

Change, as well as full blown loving, will rock the nervous system. And it isn’t over at climax, no … it continues to alter the nervous system as long as needed until comfortable.

Then a new growth cycle will begin.

Find the joy in life’s ride. Create it, see it in everything. Otherwise, you’ll spend far too much time being upset, or angry, or lonely and bored.

Steer life’s emotions, do not be led by them.

They are powerful. Dangerous if left unchecked.

Be responsible.

But more than that …

Be a Creator who is in complete control of self, working at all times for the benefit of the whole.

Limitation …

Published May 14, 2020 by tindertender

Do you still not know that the way to the Truth stands open only to those without intentions?

We tie ourselves up with intentions, not mindful of the fact that intention is the limitation.

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You’re Dreaming-g-g-g

Published May 11, 2020 by tindertender

Dreaming of lavender fields, turquoise seas, and emerald isles.

Mountains that rise and fall, oceans that heave and sigh, and jungles that give and take.

You’ve dreamed up heaven and earth. All of the people and all of the places. What’s “good” and what’s not. What you like and what you don’t.

You’ve dreamed of me, and of yourself, and of things you no longer remember, yet they, too, carry on.

Yet as meticulous as you’ve been, there are some things, I dare say, that are too often forgotten,

That you’re dreaming, that you’re free, and that the dreamer is always greater than their dream.

Z-z-z-z-z-z-z,

~ The Universe

Thoughts become things… choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ®

Go on, look around you. Seems pretty real, doesn’t it? That’s how good you are.

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Late Night Ramblings of a Sleepy (or not so sleepy) Mind

Published May 9, 2020 by tindertender

I think I must be having an issue with being stubborn.

“It” doesn’t feel good. The potential for damage is great, and yet, I still do.

Is it simply because it is suggested I don’t?

Am I settling and adapting to my social environment?

Am I creating excuses?

Not being truthful? With self? With others?

Am I really that stubborn that I would risk personal damage due to … to what?

A force of WILLS?

I am not accustomed to surrender.

Why would I purposefully agitate my own mind?

Do I honestly think I am stretching my capabilities, my tolerances?

Or have I become addicted to chaos, internal, chaotic energies?

Do I like the rush?

Am I addicted to drama?

Am I creating this?

(LOL … of course you are!)

She shakes her head and says to herself, “What am I gonna do with myself?” And sadly, softly, she chuckles.

It is no wonder I feel uncomfortable … right now … geesh …

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We must learn to be responsible for our energy.

A Big TRUTH Day

Published May 7, 2020 by tindertender
Shadow: See the Truth

Do not be deceived. Be watchful and mindful of the illusions others weave around themselves, and that you may weave around yourself. Know the night. Understand the shadows. See though the darkness to the light of the truth. Pay attention to contradictions. Notice when action and words are not in harmony. Hone your intuition and insight so that you may know the minds and hearts of those around you – and yourself – and trust in the wisdom born of that awareness.

Soul: See the Signs

We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animals and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being – these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.

Let the Two become One: Reveal your Truth

When you were born, your soul shone bright. As you grew, you were taught of right and wrong. You were taught how to think, how to live, how to believe in a way that makes you fearful to say no. To disagree is to risk alienation from family and society, and so you hide your true thoughts and feelings behind a mask. That mask hides your light. Cast it aside. Embrace and live your truth, and let your soul shine once more.

Change Is Inevitable

Published May 5, 2020 by tindertender

Envisioning the path of the highest good with an optimistic outlook, the gift of a miracle will be yours. Things come together as if by magic. You have every reason to be hopeful. Move forward, knowing that you have everything you need and more. Just remember to share the enthusiasm, believe in others, and be optimistic for them too, and your good fortune will multiply.

See the higher purpose to events. Not everything is meant to come to pass according to your specifications. If you can’t see the forest through the trees, stand back for a while. Perhaps it’s time to speak to someone who has objectivity and an ability to see the bigger picture where you don’t. Remember, even when things don’t go the way you expect, there’s always a reason for the detour.

Shine your light and do not give in to fear. Are you hiding yourself for fear of rejection? Are you as afraid of success as you are of failure? The light of the Divine shining within you is the power that expresses through you. This, not your ego, is the authentic place of self-expression.

Look at how you are affected by ‘glitter’, ‘glamour’, and the superficial dreams of society. Are you mesmerized by false power? The material world is fleeting; nothing lasts forever. Make your intentions come from deep within you, and don’t base them just on money or power or what you think love will do for you. Ask instead what you can offer, what you can give.

True wealth resides within peace, harmony, and a sense of purpose. Remember that Light isn’t garish and cold, nor is it manufactured – it’s warm and brilliant and natural. Give up the attachment to the outer goal, and if it’s meant to be yours, it will surely come.

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It is 2 a.m. and I’m wide awake

Published April 30, 2020 by tindertender

I sit here on my couch in the night, a soft glow coming from the salt lamp in the corner.

I begin to think of my day yesterday, and nature and the flowers there. The smell of the earth was moist, and the river flowed in the most beautiful way, moving as though it owned the land it flowed upon.

I thought of relationships, and how grateful I am for the hard times which nearly killed me, for they brought me to this moment.

And I realized what it means to have ones “heart full”.

I heard a woman say hers was full a few days back, and I wondered to myself what that might feel like.

Tonight, I think I know.

And I am grateful.

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Have You Put Two And Two Together Yet?

Published April 30, 2020 by tindertender

The Coronavirus, or Covid-19 is known as a “crown”.

The name “coronavirus” is derived from Latin corona, meaning “crown” or “wreath”, itself a borrowing from Greek κορώνη korṓnē, “garland, wreath”. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coronavirus

What did the bastards supposedly do to Jesus? That’s right, they “crowned” him, to cause him pain, to mock his authority. And they killed him, silencing him, showing him who was really boss.

According to three of the Gospels, a woven crown of thorns was placed on the head of Jesus during the events leading up to the crucifixion of Jesus. It was one of the instruments of the Passion, employed by Jesus’ captors both to cause him pain and to mock his claim of authority. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crown_of_thorns

We are currently being told to stay home. Mothers being arrested for taking their children to the park. All while “elected” officials fight to release prisoners like the Green River killer from federal prisons.

This is about silencing humanity. Cover your mouth. Don’t speak to anyone. Do not come into contact with anyone. Do as you are told, don’t tempt “authority”. Slave. And they use fear to manipulate the masses. Who willingly fall into line. Not realizing they’ve been “crowned”.

It is said that there will be a great harvest of life from this planet. A male in the unseen told be humanity is a “commodity”. An energetic ‘food’, if you will. One of the most potent energies comes from those in fear, or in anger. Psychic vampires are NOT fictional. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychic_vampire

Many are giving the “hidden enemies” what they want. Catering to the fear. Becoming angry with their family, friends, neighbors, and anyone else they might disagree with. Attacking their fellow human beings who see what is happening, and are willing to walk into the fear rather than shrink from it. Man, turning against his neighbor.

We’ve got to climb out of the well folks. Death comes to us all, we cannot escape it. Ever. Any of us.

Will you LIVE in fear? Or will you grow Love, compassion, care, and a proper community who actually works together for the benefit of the whole?

Or will you choose to eat lab grown meats some very wealthy people are investing money in, for the future feeding of the populace? Some say they use dna of the animals, some say they use human dna. One step away from cannibalism, or is it? https://futurism.com/neoscope/bill-gates-startup-crispr-lab-meat; http://www.bitelabs.org/

Or will you allow mercury, aluminum, blood from Tom Hanks (or whomever), and aborted fetal tissues to be injected into you once, if not more times per year? Damaging you immune system, your cellular structure, your mind? https://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/tom-hanks-jokes-wants-coronavirus-vaccine-called; https://www.publichealth.org/public-awareness/understanding-vaccines/goes-vaccine/

Do you honestly believe Creator screwed up when he made the human race? Do you honestly believe it is a ‘man’, with the assistance of ‘scientists’, who was sent to manipulate the human bio form for “the benefit of life”?

Serious evaluation must be done in each mind. Stop believing lies told by the media. Stop allowing the “hype” to jack your energies all out of shape, causing you to be anything but kind.

Who you choose to be is up to you.

Moving Forward

Published April 28, 2020 by tindertender
Inspiration

Do not let go of the dreams, ideals, and creativity of youth. Whatever is happening, you’re able to keep the clarity and objectivity of your dreams alive.

The Guardian King of the West

His time is evening, and the element he guards is Fire. He is seen holding a symbol of enlightened mind (stupa) in his right hand and a snake in his left. The stupa reminds us that in order to grow toward enlightenment, we have to grasp and overcome conflicting emotions.

Cloudform

You have the potential for energy that will enable the completion of any action. This is a time of focusing and accomplishing your aims. You’re ready to take off in a new direction, unbound by heavy baggage. You can successfully direct your energies toward new efforts. You have the energy to achieve your goals.

The Space Dragon

The highest wisdom is often the simplest. You have the potential to develop pure consciousness. The wisdom that you seek is transcendental – no matter how far you’ve come on this journey, you know that there’s no rush and that patience now means everything. You help others to find stillness.

Passion’s Fire

You are a genuine character of magnetism and ardent love, with the capacity to experience intense emotion and the fulfillment of your desires. You’ve reached a stage in your life where you’re comfortable with yourself – what others see is what they get! Your honesty attracts people to you. You’re now an emotional warrior, unafraid to face the trials and tribulations of life.

Clarity

You are the stillness in the midst of turmoil, with inner knowingness and acceptance. You’re becoming stable and calm and developing the ability to see through the curtain of your own and others’ emotions. You’re steady and at peace. This energy flows out from you and affects the well-being of others without your realizing it.

Connections

You have the quality of complete openness, absolute potential. You are connected to all beings. Everything is linked by the vastness of space. You feel connected to all of life. You’re developing empathy for all beings and are beginning to understand others. You’re now noticing people’s similarities more than their differences and realizing that you’re at the dawning of your own conscious awakening.

Whispers on the Wind

This is the inner voice of wisdom, the ability to trust the intuitive messages from within. Your mind is able to flow effortlessly on your spiritual journey. Your resulting actions are spontaneous and appropriate in all situations. You’re true to your inner self, clean and pure. Out give credit where it’s due and don’t sit in judgment of others. Rather, you rejoice in their successes.

Guardian King of the East

His time is dawn, and the element he guards is Water. He is seen playing gentle music on his lute, which soothes the angry mind and brings calm to the world.

The Ring of Fire

We must remember the boundary between our unbridled passions and the Higher Self. You’re emotionally steady and not following your passions headlong into lustful entanglements. You have the ability to steer your passions in an artful and creative way without consuming others with your fire.

The Guardian King of the North

His is midnight, and the element he guards is Air. He is seen holding a mongoose, which is spitting jewels in his left hand, and a banner of victory over the most deadly emotions in his right hand.

Sunrise

Trade Winds