“The price good men pay for indifference to public affairs is to be ruled by evil men.” ~ Plato
Indifference
Published February 16, 2022 by tindertenderMind
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Psychic Attack ~ The Illusion of Others
Published February 12, 2022 by tindertender
20 years ago I came under psychic attack. I withstood this challenge in silence, as no one would believe me, kept telling me the voices I was hearing were not real.
“They” would only let me sleep for 1.5 hours at a time. “They” tried to get me to harm self. It was a 24/7 attack, and it was vicious.
For 19 years I heard the fear of children under torture, screaming, wailing, begging for help. I could not turn off this sound, I was forced to listen to it 24/7, and it was loud. My nervous system was under a complete disruption, the sounds of this terror affected me in a very profound way.
Those who practice dark magic attempted to “sacrifice” me, stabbing me in the solar plexus, taking my breath away, causing me to gasp as the blood drained from my face, I was bent over trying to maintain my life in body … for 20 minutes I suffered this attack before it eased.
“They” would come to my bedroom in the night and cause paralysis. It was everything I could do to force myself to stand during this trespass, breaking the spell. Spraying water all over the room in the astral space to rid the invader from my presence.
In the very beginning, when I was at my most vulnerable, I was attacked and experienced an astral pipe being jammed into my back, near the lung area. For 18 years they fed upon my essence this way, the gooey dark energies as they seeped into my body, infecting my health and well-being, my auric field.
A few had sexual relations with me in the astral as I slept, implanting hooks into the vaginal area. They call it “tagging”. One even mentioned he knew he shouldn’t be doing this, but he did it anyway.
I was completely naïve. I had no clue there were psychic folks out there who did these things to people. I had no idea there were folks who are in alignment with off planet dominator forces, working on behalf of planetary domination.
There was a bump that appeared on my leg. It was like a pimple. I tried to pop it, it would bleed, then heal, but never go away. I used black salve on it, and the salve really did a number on my leg, it followed the trail of tentacles, which spread because I opened the spot up several times, exposing it to oxygen. The black salve destroyed whatever it was … and the controller/oppressors remarked to one another, “her chip isn’t functioning”.
Two years ago I was gifted a brief friendship with a woman who was able to go into the astral and remove the feeding tube from my back. She stated it left a big scar, and I knew she was speaking truth, as it was very large. Since then, my energy has stayed with me, not being utilized by the feeders.
Over these 20 years I’ve had to learn how to dissolve hooks and implants, cut cords, balance my nervous system, maintain my energetics, control my mind and thoughts … as this is the one thing “they” like probably right up there with the energy harvest itself … is taking the attention and concentration of an individual, and redirecting it to their agenda, which is chaos, and stagnation in suffering.
One of their favorite subjects is that of “savior”. They try to make those under attack believe they are the savior to those suffering children, and others of varying species. They want people to go into these spaces in the astral, where they too become ensnared and trapped. This was probably the toughest part of it all … hearing the terror of the children 24/7 and not being able to help them, not even a little.
I learned how to work with the angelics for protection.
I was never religious, although I do believe in God, whom I’ve seen atop the highest mountain in the heavenly realms, who has spoke to me when I called out to God, who has saved my life when in a potentially fatal car accident. But I do not buy into the dogma stories of the many religions.
This is a VERY condensed version of what’s been going on the last 20 years. There is so much more.
If you have similar experiences, want to have a conversation about it, feel free to comment here. I do have some tips on how to manage the scenario.
Blessings to you on your journey.
Manufactured Illusion
Published February 10, 2022 by tindertenderBeware of deception.
There are those who would grab your attention and manipulate your emotions to keep you in the never ending labyrinth of confusion, which brings about chaotic states of being.
See it for what it is, not for what they want you to see.
See thru the illusion.
Fake It ‘Til You Make It
Published February 5, 2022 by tindertenderWhat we tell ourselves, our subconscious mind believes.
Most people are in the habit of expressing discomfort, passionately, and in doing so perpetuate more discomfort.
To break this cycle, one must begin to claim affirmative statements. Even if the statement is not felt at the time, saying a positive actually flips the narrative.
As a young person, I recognized and practiced …. when in a foul mood, to smile. To simply smile and tell myself everything was working out as it should for my highest good. Doing this simple thing would flip the script.
Making lists of gratitude is another way. When feeling very negative, rather than spewing about everything that is going wrong, or vomiting toxic emotions into the world, start stating aloud everything that can be thought of to be grateful for. The mood will shift, pretty quickly.
Weird Is The New Cool
Published February 2, 2022 by tindertenderThe only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars …
~ Jack Kerouac
You’ve had a golden experience – one which seems impossible to describe. Yet, be reminded of the Biblical phrase, “To the one in whom much has been given, much is expected.” It is your sacred duty to find the words, or at least the symbols, and courage to express them to your tribe (and to the parts of yourself) that didn’t go on this adventure. If you are called strange or odd behind your back, then so be it. Weird is a mantle to wear proudly, because in being true to yourself, you might inspire someone else to be more of themselves. When you peer outside the confines of the ordinary world, you encourage others to recognize there is joy in being themselves. The word weird comes from the Old English wyrd, which means fate, chance, fortune, destiny, and one who stands in both worlds. Be emboldened to be your weird self for it is the weird ones who bring forward noteworthy contributions.
Mantra ::
I validate my uniqueness as soul gold. As I share, the treasure is multiplied!
~ The Hero’s Journey dream oracle by Kelly Sullivan Walden
Membership of the ‘Era of Love & Peace’ or ‘Kingdom of Heaven’ on earth
Published January 31, 2022 by tindertenderBefore setting out the rules for Membership, I will refresh your memories concerning your own creative power within your minds.
“But when your thoughts and feelings unite in thought patterns of desire, or intention or purpose, you have created a life-form. That life-form is a blue-print, an electrical outline of your intention and the corresponding magnetic field of emotion draws particles of energy together to bring this driving intention into visible manifestation.”
This is a manifestation of your own desires and because your knowledge of yourself and your future is so limited, this manifestation will bring its happy side and its dark side into your experience.
But when you first go to Divine consciousness and seek the true solution to your problem and take this solution back to Divine Consciousness for its perfect manifestation on earth – then you have the perfect manifestation of Light carrying within it no future disappointments.
Try to make it second nature to first seek guidance from Divine Consciousness. Even though you may feel you have heard nothing from the Divine, I tell you truly – if you remain steadfast in faith, in time to come, you will find the answers in visible form returning to you. Therefore:
- As a member of the Kingdom of Heaven of Earth I will meditate daily, starting with ten minutes, and moving on to whatever time I am comfortable with. I will set aside all thought as much as possible, quieten and silence my mind. I ask Divine Consciousness with heartfelt prayer to enter my consciousness and take over, bringing me Divine Wisdom and Divine Love that It may bless my own life and all I relate to in any way, and the world generally.
I will use this time of union with Divine Consciousness to KNOW that all matters I take to it for healing and solving will be duly healed and solved.
I pray that Divine Consciousness will give me the grace to KNOW that IT always answers the prayer of loving conviction. - As a member helping to create the Kingdom of Heaven, I must set aside every thought of envy. I must remember and affirm that as the child of Divine Consciousness, the ‘Father’, I may ask for whatever needed or wanted and know that, in due time, it will surely be manifested for me.
- As a true member of the Kingdom, daily I will reject all ego thoughts and replace with those of compassionate love and the unconditional loving thoughts with which I will help build the Kingdom.
Daily I will repeat to myself. ‘I have undertaken to help build and Era of Love and Peace and my every loving thought is a transforming influence on earth’. - I must remember that the Kingdom of Heaven is a place of joy and laughter. Daily I pray that I may become more enlightened and lifted into appropriate spontaneous joy and laughter to help lighten the spirits of those around me.
- Daily I must remember that to overcome ego and make deep meaningful contact with other people, I must LISTEN! I must control my ego drive to talk about myself, and must listen, striving to understand and empathize with what I am being told.
- Daily I must remember that to overcome ego, I must be able to hear any truth about myself without wanting to retaliate or find excuses. In the kingdom of Heaven is no backbiting, vindictiveness, resentment! By all these ego impulses – exchanging them for unconditional love.
- Daily I must remember that in the Kingdom of Heaven is only a KNOWING that tomorrow will be perfect because Divine Consciousness fills the minds and hearts of every dweller in the Kingdom. Therefore, I must avoid all alarmist talk. I will not get caught up in retelling the faults of others. I will not indulge my lower consciousness by contemplating the evils of the governments and the world. To build the Kingdom of Heaven I must withdraw from everything which I do not want to see perpetuated – otherwise the Kingdom will never take shape, or others may build it and I will be left behind. I will be shut out by the self-indulgent consciousness I am building every day.
- I will listen with love to all who seek my comfort and will ask Divine Consciousness to give me the words to say to heal their hurt.
- Daily, I will visualize and make the following affirmation with love for the world and for myself. I will affirm constantly that because Divine Consciousness illumines my mind, my affirmations are powerful and life giving. I visualize they are the seeds of future events.
AFFIRMATION
Daily, I open my heart and mind to Divine Consciousness transcendent to help me dissolve all present selfish ego drives.
Daily, I open my soul to receive Divine Consciousness to assist me in building a new ERA of LOVE & PEACE in the world.
In the KINGDOM of HEAVEN only Divine Love, Divine Compassion, Joy and Laughter and beauty of self-expression will be sublimely manifested always.
Nature in every area of the world will flourish luxuriantly, harmoniously, supplying fruits and food for every single person on earth. All will be well clothed. All will be uplifted in spirit and will manifest Divine Consciousness in every way, every day.
I lift this Vision of Felicity to Divine Consciousness where it will be ignited with DIVINE LIFE for its perfect manifestation on earth. I give my loving thanks to my SOURCE that even now it is all beginning to take shape in the unseen.
Thank you, Father.
My beloved souls, it is known that at this time there will be clear and unmistakable divisions between the children who choose the Light and the children who prefer the diversions and darkness of the worldly ego. For the Light to lighten the world all must become the children of the Divine.
Loving, compassionately, even reluctantly I leave you, having spoken what I would have you understand. My LOVE enfolds you in ardent longing for you to receive my worlds as simply as a tiny child listens to its father’s well-loved voice, to ensure my urgent message may bear fruit in your lives and the lives of those around you.
This is a true message of powerful creativity of your future. If you will believe and act, you will see it come to pass. Most certainly within your own lives you will find yourselves in your kingdom of Heaven.
Rest in Love Divine. Rest in Peace. Rest in Light.
Clearing and Healing
Published January 31, 2022 by tindertenderMy mind, my auric field, was wide open 20 years ago. I was infiltrated. Since then, I have shown an incredible amount of resilience as those who were quite upset by my loudness tried to end my life. They were not able to do that.
I have done SO MUCH work over the last 20 years, and I’ve received assistance by many helpers and friends … family I will join upon the shift.
A site was shared today that I’ll research, and work with, the techniques offered there. Here it is, in case you’d also like to work with it.
Instructions to clear dark energy, to heal your auric field, to build your energetic shield, and many other subjects are on the website, in the bottom section.
https://loveandlightworks.com/
Courage
Published January 31, 2022 by tindertenderCourage consists not in blindly overlooking danger, but in seeing it, and conquering it.
~ Richter
The intent and not the deed
Is in our power; and, therefore, who dares greatly,
Does greatly.
~ Brown
Most men have more courage than even they themselves think they have.
~ Greville
Rocks have been shaken from their solid base,
But what shall move a firm and dauntless mind?
~ Joanna Baillie
Never Alone, Never Have Been
Published January 30, 2022 by tindertenderWhen we begin to vibrate at a higher frequency, we become more aware of the bigger picture called life. This in relation to where we currently find ourselves, what surrounds us now, seen and unseen, and it also includes that which is vibrating lower than we, our awareness takes us to a greater view, a knowing that we may not have quite seen before, although we were immersed in it.
Being aware of something does not necessarily mean you are in alignment with it.
Remember this in the coming days.
Awareness of, does not equate to alignment with.
You’ve had much practice with this regarding the people you have interacted with. Some you connected with, others you were repelled by.
If and when telepathy comes upon you, whether it be quiet or obnoxiously loud, think of it as a simple awareness.
There are those who take great care with the human consciousness and do not infiltrate, coerce, or abuse.
Others will try to bend your mind into alignment, will try to snatch your attention and manipulate you into certain actions.
This is where discernment comes in.
Be the observer.
Then choose what messages … inspirations, intentions, and actions … resonate with your inner truths.
Awareness of does not equal alignment with.
I repeat this because if and when this occurs, in the beginning, which will actually be the finale of the ending, those who are phasing out will attempt to drag you out with them.
A visual for this:
Sitting at an outside table at a restaurant facility. You are sitting there with a companion and cars are whizzing by. You are in conversation, focused on your companion. The cars are going past, loud, some obnoxious, but you pay them no mind. You focus on your companion and just let the sound of the other fade out of awareness. You are not jumping in any one of those cars and going for a ride. You remain with your companion, fully.
Your Attention is the most valuable currency you have next to your Soul. And there are those in this world that want it, all of it.
You are in no way required to align with them.
Awareness does not equal alignment.
It is crucial that you understand this, and will be even more so in the coming days.
Your mind, your attention, your energy, your Soul … it is You, as the connector between the heavens and the earth that some are trying to take out.
Understand that those who are in the unseen to assist you through this process are more plentiful and powerful than those who will try to take what you have, to manipulate and control your mind, actions, and energy … to steal your attention and use it for nefarious reasons.
You choose where your attention will go. I understand that most of us were not trained how to hold a thought for at least a minute in order to affect change in this world, but the power of it is within you.
Call upon the angels, ancestors, star nation, and your perception of god and goddess and let them know you are open to assistance. As a free-will realm they will not do so until invited.
You are not alone.
You never have been.
Master Hilarion & Archangel Raphael
Published January 26, 2022 by tindertenderPart of your divine purpose is to develop the power of your mind and use it for healing purposes. If you change your mind, you can change your world. Guidance and healing inspiration can come to you daily, helping improve your own life and the lives of others. Healing and opening the mind to new realities and possibilities are the gifts of Ascended Master Hilarion and Archangel Raphael.
The mind of a lightworker needs spiritual light, information, understanding and wisdom, in the same way the human bodies need food, water and clean air. The hunger for wisdom can push you to seek knowledge so much that you keep seeking, without taking time to digest, integrate and apply what you have learned, you may end up confused or mentally exhausted. If you are forgetful, stressed, mentally fatigued or plodding when you are usually bright, you need some mental ‘time out’.
The mind rarely rests except through meditation, and even then rest is not guaranteed. Resting the mind can be a tricky thing fir intellectually oriented or highly creative people. Learning to switch off mentally will help you remember and apply what you are learning, so that you grow not only in knowledge, but also in wisdom.
You have been absorbing a lot of new information. You may feel you have so many tasks to do that you don’t know where to start, or that if you stop to rest you will never get through it all. This is causing you mental stress, which is diminishing your productivity. It is time to slow down and cleanse your mind with the assistance of Master Hilarion and Archangel Raphael.
Sit without the distraction of telephone, computer, mobile phone, music, television or radio. Take a few moments of silence. Say the invocation below and then imagine, intend, visualize or feel a fresh, pale green energy wash through you. Focus on this for a second or two, then just relax and enjoy the mental cleansing.
You will recognize when you have had sufficient mental rest, because you shall feel a peaceful sense of vibrancy and inspiration. When you let go in this way, switching off and taking a step back, new approaches and ideas come to your mind, so work according to your own creative rhythms. You may find you work best in short, productive bursts punctuated by mental rest. If this is how you need to live for a time, honor that. Be kind to your mind! It can help you accomplish your divine journey.
This oracle also comes with a message for you. If you are interested in healing that involves the mind, whether it be psychology, psychotherapy, cognitive behavioral therapy, hypnosis, NLP, philosophy or a course of study, you are encouraged to explore it. If you feel inspired to work with your belief systems through affirmations or other techniques for mental reprogramming, such as guided relaxations and meditations, you are encouraged in this too. Your mind is developed and powerful, and you will work well with such techniques.
Invocation ::
I call upon the healing grace of Master Hilarion and Archangel Raphael, who love me unconditionally. May my own mind now gain rest, clearing and refreshment. May I be assisted through unconditional love for mental healing, and the development of my mind in service to my spiritual life purpose. Please help me let go mentally, to allow for positive healing changes to happen. I ask for the grace I need to access all helpful knowledge and wisdom necessary for me to fulfill my divine purpose. May my mind become peaceful, clear and refreshed. May all beings be free from mental anguish, through the grace and unconditional love of the Divine. Through my own free will, so be it.
~ Lightworker Oracle by Alana Fairchild
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