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Astral Violators and Teachers

Published February 21, 2021 by tindertender

It is more and more obvious I cannot trust the feminine in my dreams, in the astral. They are being used to “lure” me into shady places where there are aspects of the masculine who’s desire is to ensnare and entrap me.

Last night “she” took me to a place where there was drinking. They offered me some and I proclaimed I do not drink. I don’t, having quit in 2003, and I avow that part of my experience is over.

We went to leave, the males gave her their car so she could retrieve something. She sped off, peeling out and sliding all over the place. It was a hot rod, a newer high powered vehicle.

They said she was racing away because she was being chased, that she had broken laws and was at risk of being arrested, entrapped.

The males offered me a cigarette. I took it and smoked it. (My psyche geared for it due to the Blue Lotus flowers I smoke on occasion, even tho I quite smoking cigarettes in 2003). Note to self: Stop smoking Blue Lotus Flower. This manipulation must be extracted from any portion of my reality, here or there.

Then they showed me an arm full of pill bottles, pharmaceutical drugs. They proceeded to tell me what each one was, saying they would make me sleep all night. (Note to self: Stop using ZzzQuil, and anything called a sleep aid).

I mentioned to them that I hadn’t stayed out like this for a number of years, decades.

When another showed up I assured him that nothing had happened between the masculine that was there and myself, no hanky panky. One of the original males looked down his nose at me, haughty, as if to say, no, but it will.

These things are happening in the astral for reasons I’m beginning to figure out, I am vulnerable and eager to please while there. I am only 17 after all … and my desire is to make friends, to be pleasant, to please.

I woke saying, “If they do this, they can have that.” And although I do not know what I was talking about, the conscious me stated right away, “No, they cannot have anything.”

I was told by a psychic yesterday that my Guardians and Guides are being hindered in their efforts to assist me for these ones are siphoning 6 out of the 7 parts of my Life Force and creating blockages to my helpers. Indeed I woke in the middle of the night feeling them feeding on my solar plexus, yet again. It’s as though they are “tasting” me. I woke and said to self, “Someone is feeding on you.” And I also replied, “Yes I know, I can feel it.”

Apparently my price is only $50,000.

Although these ones are quite invasive, and used to manipulating and entrapping souls, they underestimate me … as usual, most aspects of the masculine in this current state of the world and it’s dimensions have, and do.

I Am Grateful to them, allowing me to see where I need to improve my own life and actions so that I Am better equipped to interact, gaining ability to refuse them.

I Am Grateful for the night being the night, and the day being the day.

I WILL Master this game they are playing with me.

I WILL learn to enforce my Will in the astral.

I WILL learn to deny the feminine their opportunity to lead me into traps.

I WILL teach my astral self to stand in her Power.

Thank you Man on the Mountain. Thank you benevolent ETs, Master Teachers and Guides for being with me and bearing Witness to that which I Am Witness to. It is my honor to share with you the wily ways in which humanity is being manipulated by these ones.

Thank you for never giving up on me. I Will remain faithful to you, to our connection.

I understand these ones are siphoning my Life Force energy, leaving me just enough to get by on. I know they Love it and are working out a plan to entrap it for themselves. I know that this is simply an opportunity for me to Rise Above the sneaky ways of the feeders, becoming more empowered by every action they show me of themselves and their intentions.

I understand you would rather I not be so trusting, and consciously this is an easy task. My younger, astral self is still in the mode of trying to please people, to make friends. She is learning, being trained by the very ones who mean to possess her.

Please speak to me while conscious, LOUD as the violators are quiet. Or very softly, using that special communication which is a “knowing” rather than vocal. Or any method you deem suitable which will leave no doubt of your benevolence and Love for me. I Love You.

I Am Grateful for the exposure.

I/She WILL learn from these experiences, logging every action taken against us, using it to teach the subconscious self about the trickiness being used against her, this younger astral me.

She Will learn.

I Am Grateful to these ones for exposing themselves to her, for allowing her to see them for what they are.

I/She WILL Rise and become the Empress I/We are meant to be … consciously and subconsciously.

I, Me, She WILL overcome these trials, these tests.

WE … every aspect of ME … past, present, future and parallel timelines, through all dimensions WILL be successful in the extraction of Self and move into our True Path … the path WE have been thwarted from.

They know my Power, this is why they began to fracture my consciousness through sexual and other abuses at an extremely young age.

They know my contract, and why I Am here … and they are desperate to hinder its successful outcome … they are desperate to keep my truth from the conscious ME.

Desperation causes recklessness … obvious by their continuous exposure of themselves, in the many dimensions they inhabit.

All is Well.

Mantra, Command and Thanks

Published February 20, 2021 by tindertender

I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.

I neutralize and dissolve all cords, hooks, implants and connections from past lives and current experience hindering and holding me back from my fullest potential and highest & greatest good.

With Love, ME

I am so Grateful for all benevolent beings working hand in hand with humanity for the highest possible good.

May you all be Blessed abundantly, and receive my Love in full.

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Knowing Full Well

Published February 19, 2021 by tindertender

“We’re not supposed to be targeting people” he said.

“What’s the name of the cattle?” another asked.

They know, understand, and cannot deny it.

I Am grateful to be in the role of Witness. I Am grateful to relay information to my Higher Self, Higher Knowledge, Guardians, Master Teachers and Guides … and last, but definitely not least, the Man on the Mountain.

Thank you for blessing me with this responsibility. My hope is that I Am doing a good job … succeeding in my role.

“Be careful what you say around her”, they are warned.

Thank You

Published February 19, 2021 by tindertender

Years ago I had something happen which nearly ended my life, and actually DID end life as I knew it.

For years my mind was in chaos, and only since August of 2020 has it smoothed out.

In these moments, when power is out and life has gone basic, I am finding that I Am coming more into alignment with my Soul Essence, which I have seen on 2 occasions in the astral.

Pure Love, welcoming with joy all that she sees … all that I see.

Only in the last 2 days have I really looked at my defensive nature toward things, people … seen and unseen.

I Am learning how to release that portion of self … there isn’t any need for it in the New World … the world I very much long to be a part of.

My most sincere apologies to my visitors in the astral.

I know I have not been the easiest person to visit.

It is a challenge, this transition, especially because of the way it started for me, all those years ago.

I am grateful for your persistence and patience.

I cannot promise that I have achieved a full liberation from the old me, but I am in process and looking forward very much to returning to that place of Love unconditional, in all instances.

I know it will be reciprocated.

I Am so happy you did not give up on me.

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you

With Great Gratitude …

You Are The Medicine

Published February 19, 2021 by tindertender

“You are the medicine.
Heal yourself, my love.”
~ Goddess Oya

@777_oya

Rise Up, My Sisters

Published February 19, 2021 by tindertender

I am the river of life
I am the keeper of this dream
Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories
Long ago given to the earth

These mountains tall
They are my only walls
In this temple where I bow

Haseya

Rise up, my sisters, rise up
We are the water, the sacred cup
It’s in our hands that all life grows
It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands
It’s in your love we rise above

It’s in your song I hear my soul
So rise up, my sisters, rise up
Let us lift each other up
Sing it from your heart
and from your soul

Haseya

Sun and moon they shine together
She moves the waters
and dances with the heavens

In your eyes I see Haseya rise
In your eyes I see the giver of this life

Haseya

https://sagamonadnock.com/blog/finding-meaning-in-haseya

Parasitic Control

Published February 18, 2021 by tindertender

A parasite controls a praying mantis. This mantis is already dead. Yet it behaves normally, walks around and feeds. But why is that?

The secret is the parasite that controls the mantis. When the mantis comes into contact with water, something incredible happens.

The parasite senses a chance to mate and leaves the body. Parasites do not only control insects and animals but also humans.

https://videopress.com/v/5uY24VOV?preloadContent=metadata

The Many Plans and Agendas

Published February 18, 2021 by tindertender

It`s imperative to understand that there are MANY plans and Agendas right now playing out. Illuminati against Satanists ( a lot for show), Dems against Rep (also a show), Biden/Trump (big cinema) – but the really important thing is that there is a DEVINE PLAN in order and unfolding with the Ascension of Earth. I always told people how can they talk about ascension in the mind that`s about a Presidency???? I never got this “logic” – 5D is about Unity Consciousness and not about left or right. And so we can observe HOW MANY of the so-called “Love & Light” groups become hi-jacked and completely got lost in the “game”. We HAVETO TRUST OURSELVES and trust OUR INTUITIONS – we are interdimensional beings, celestial beings and no f……ing AI.

On of the first Lords Rothschild said : Give humans the Illusion that they can choose, vote or elect – you will always win. Especially when both parties are already yours. Why do this 1% become more rich with every war?? Because the sell weapons to both sides – for them it doesn’t matter who is “winning” because they always win. It’s a “win/win” situation for them. And the Election of a President is the same procedure for them.

MSM is such a vital part of the Illuminati and negative forces – programming consciousness.

I am really quiet sure that by now more than 2 Million lightbeings are incarnated on Earth. It’s already the 3rd wave of incarnated higher consciousness here. And with 144,000 we wouldn’t be able to keep, hold and ground the incoming energy for humanity. The 144 has something to do with the activation of the DNA strands and the Solar Rishi.

They are well aware that we are all here now. And they also know that they can’t stop the solar event and can’t stop the ascension of Earth. They just can try to take as many as possible with them into they 4th negative dimension.

Probably people have to hit the ground first before they are willing to wake up and take self responsibility for their own life and don`t blame and judge always others because this just causes the law of cause and effect for THEMSELVES – not the others. Universal laws in effect.

Self responsibility is important but waking up is necessary.

Free Will:

Let me share something with you about YOU as an IS-BE (Interdimensional Spiritual Being having a human experience) and the dilemma of this realm:

Movies, tv shows, comic books, fantasy movies, etc that disclosed ET presence on Earth and what interacting with ETs
really entails. The fact of the matter is, extraterrestrials IS-BEs are not interdimensional IS-BE. You are not required to take DMT
supplements or drugs to interact and communicate with extraterrestrial IS-BEs.

In order to exist on this level, each IS-BE must be in sync with their full chakra frequency alignments. Full telepathic communication and mind meld. This is what it means to connect with someone on a deeper level inside the brain and mind, stored inside of your DNA which then is the signature used by your subconscious to project reality around you. Your IS-BE is the God inside you. You have the ultimate control over your own destiny, however to comprehend and manifest those lessons, patience, prayer, meditation, empathy, love, and union are emotions that will manifest positive life energy manifestations to become in your reality.

Allow us to connect a few dots for you that may be unclear. These interdimensional beings responsible for the child sacrificing obsession the society has been driven to are also the source of where fascism is coming – the Universities. We can visually see the Universities are cults with massive pedophile rings inside of them using Government subsidized programs to perform illegal experiments on millions of lives.

Understand that all life forms are IS-BEs. Including mice. Including rats. Including bacteria. All IS-BEs are a manifestation of a
conscious projection of an IS who wishes to BE. The IS-BE responsible for the Biological entities it encompasses. This
logically and compassionately.

Universities are experimenting on animals and lower cast life forms because they are deemed worthy to be experimented upon. Here is a moral dilemma, what gives one life form the permission to take the life of another lifeform? That who created you. This is the beast of burden debate in vegetarianism. However consuming meat for food is the psyop The real beast of burden is what Universities are doing to global consciousness in the sacrifice to science.

Source: Above Majestic
and Karina

Seen from the medical point …

Published February 18, 2021 by tindertender

Seen from the medical point I think the nasal form of the test is a probable danger because the hidden access leads via the nose to the “Regio olfactoria”. In this uppermost area of the nasal cavity, the brain, or the fluid surrounding the brain, the so-called liquor, is only removed from the outside world through a bone (the ethmoid) and some cell layers of the nasal mucosa Cut. So it`s very easy to “place” nanoparticles there, which can be “activated” with the vaxx and directed via 5G – frequency manipulation.

Negative forms have more and more troubles in the rising frequency and vibration on the planetary body and so I want to share the latest News about in short form:

Gaian Matrix

There are significant and positive changes taking place in our Universal Matrix at this time, which are happening at progressively higher dimensional layers. Each next layer of access is bringing more recovery and rehabilitation, bringing disclosure and ascension that much closer. While things may look very confusing and dire on the outer scape, these massive shifts at architectural levels are making it increasingly difficult for negative forces to maintain themselves. This is a time to be steadfast in our dedication to know the truth and to nurture our inner spirit and God connection, as we have progressively more access to both.

The return of the Solar Rishi into the matter worlds is a significant event which has generated massive impacts to the timeline architecture of this reality, and is why this month we focus on the current Guardian projects and direct impacts made to the future timeline of the 7D Gaian Matrix. This new configuration has radically changed the Galactic and Metagalactic Core configuration and this is continually unfolding new organic timeline patterns for ascension within the planetary architecture. The 8D Metagalactic Core is also the Gaian planetary core, which previously held in place a Black Sun in the 8th Portal, that was configured from an exact AI replica of the Gaian Matrix during the Electric Wars.

During the Winter Solstice Gold Body activation, a sixth harmonic universe for 6D-7D-8D was completed and this is gradually restoring the Gaian Matrix to its original pre-fall state. This was directed through an intervention in which non-dimensionalized Cosmic God Source fields emerged to host this newly created harmonic universe, surrounding and permeating Gaia within a new Universal Mother Dark Matter Matrix, to correct timeline damage resulting from the Electric War invasion. From within the restored Gaian planetary core shines a Christos Infinity Sun, which emanates its solar plasmic rays for the Gold Sun DNA body from 8D. As well as assorted RH Sun-Star Solar factors designed to spiritualize our blood stream in krystal waters and to ignite plasmic coding within our neurological system for the transfiguration of our etheric body and 3D consciousness.

The Amethyst Order and Violet Flame Yanas and Ramyanas from the Rha God World Creation have been instrumental with organizing extensive emancipation gridwork projects that are happening in the Gaian matrix to restore Universal Tribal Records for angelic humanity. These are assortments of Maji Grail King-Queen instruction sets that restore Gaia’s consciousness record for the Ascended Master lineages, including embodiment of Gaian architecture that holds the original founder emanations of the 48 DNA stranded Azurites. The Tri-Matrix of the Azurites includes three 48 stranded matrices that hold 144 dimensions that are accessed from within a quad merged core manifestation template (12 Tree Grid) that is based on the Ecka God World configurations, the access into the seven higher heavens. These particular Christos diamond sun body templates are forming complex Krystal Cathedral alignments for the Solar Rishi and Founder lineages to pour their consciousness body into, by braiding themselves back into the Gaian Matrix, which is freeing many more Ascended Master identities that were being trapped in the Black Sun constructs.

Having a greater awareness of events happening in the Gaian Matrix that are eradicating holocaust timelines and alien machinery used by the Black Suns from the Electric Wars on Hyperborea for timeline bleed through on earth, also helps us to better understand the hidden spiritual warfare behind the aggressive pushing of toxic nano injections that are currently being mass marketed to the earth population. Everything happening on the earth at this time is connected to the spiritual war happening at multiple dimensional levels, whether we can understand this is taking place or not.

A bit from this Info about the different timelines: 7D Gaia and Paliadorian Seeding

The planet Earth exists in three main formed identities in the Universal Time Matrix. The timelines for the 3D Earth are called Earth or Terra, the timelines for the 5D Earth are called Tara and the timelines for the 7D Earth are called Gaia. Due to the cataclysm that occurred on Tara which exploded portions of the main planetary grid manifestation template, the 5D Taran planet was separated from its 7D Gaian counterpart in future time. Essentially, the result of the planetary grid damage trapped the soul family matrix on Tara and the monadic family matrix on Gaia, to be locked down in their respective harmonic universes unable to communicate or link with each other. This cataclysmic event generated separation between 5D and 7D timelines which further created damage between the soul and monadic layers in our angelic human consciousness body. As a result of this cataclysm, humanity was unable to fully unite and integrate the soul aspects that were trapped in the 5D timelines with the monadic aspects that were trapped in the 7D timelines.

Avoiding the test is the only way out … irrespective of how awakened and ascended our consciousness may be … tragic.

Taking the test or injecting the poison is the cabals way of limiting humanity ascending with Earth. Also possibly leading to their 4D- timeline. Maybe somewhere in the future.

They have already started the no jab no job rhetoric … how convenient ..the agenda is so starkly apparent.

You can make a test but tell them they are just allowed to do it in the lowest regions of the nose, not more than 2 cm inside. The test alone will not “activate” anything – they need to applicate the trigger (vaxx).

Source: Karina

Process of Reclaiming Power

Published February 18, 2021 by tindertender

I woke at 3am after a particular nasty manipulation of myself in the dream state. I blogged about it, said it was shallow and vague at best. https://opensenseme.com/2021/02/18/connected-whos-in-control/

I fell back to sleep and this particular entity said, using MY voice, “I’ll show you …” and proceeded to get very serious about the same type of manipulation.

I am grateful, for I see it for what it is, and I recognize my true self as gentle, pure, joy.

It has come to my attention that I am easily manipulated in the astral for I subconsciously believe I am powerless. In the astral I am 17 years of age.

The story …

When I was 15, I met a man who was 26. He treated me like a princess. He moved in to my parents house with me, although our sleeping quarters were on the opposite side of the property.

For one year he was my prince, a pure gentleman. Then it began.

At 16 he started to beat me. By the age of 17 I was receiving beatings once a week, usually followed by him requiring sex from me while he rattled on about how sorry he was and how much he loved me.

My mother and step-father did not lift a finger to help me. We were very poor and this abuser poached salmon and dear for the dinner table. There were many mouths to feed.

The last time … At 17 I had tried to leave him. I was in my car and he ran me off the road. He yanked me thru the drivers side window and threw me into his truck, tying me in. He drove me to the river where he proceeded to beat me hard. I tried to jump in the river and he picked up a huge rock and said he would smash my head should I try it. I did not. He then grabbed me by the throat and choked me until I passed out. When I came to he was smashing my head into the rocks. He stopped, then he pulled me into the truck, where he proceeded to have sex with me … once again saying how sorry he was, how much he loved me.

This lasted for many hours. When I finally arrived home, to my mothers house (she had moved out of the previous house) it was the wee hours of the morning. I went to the bathroom and drew a bath. I locked the door so my mother could not walk in. I sank into the bath water, my body full of scrapes from the rocks and the start of bruises from his attack beginning to show. I was shaken … I realized I could have died that night.

I left town, for I knew I was in extreme danger.

Fast forward to these days …

In the astral I am manipulated my the masculine. They are not human, but they can shape shift into human form. They are expert at manipulating the psyche of the human.

They cause me to do things in the astral I would not choose to do if I were resting in my power.

It has come to my attention that my astral self, my 17 year old self, is still in that mode of powerlessness, and these ones take advantage of it … or perhaps they are simply showing me that this scenario exists in my subconsciousness, bringing it forth so that I may heal it.

Either way …

It is time to heal that girl in me, to bring her into her power, the power she wields as a conscious 54 year old me.

I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.

It is time to reprogram my subconscious.

Here are a few things I’ve discovered that can assist in the process.

My first action is to strictly limit the negativity I am exposed to … from this moment on, then …

1: Listen to the wisdom in my resistance, being humble
2: Decide, Commit, Resolve
3: Don’t assume I know everything
4: Listen to my fears and define what they are
5: Interview my subconscious: What am I afraid of?
6: Repeat what I believe to my subconscious ~ Affirmations
7: Promise myself I will make it work

The subconscious mind is a force. It has the power to stop me from dreaming big and moving forward — but all its power comes from the programming I put into it.

I will allow feelings of love, joy, and peace to flow through me as if I were truly having these experiences, and …

8: Adopt empowering beliefs
9: Focus on Gratitude
10: Visualize, 10-15 minutes per day
11: Be very consistent and persistent
12: Biohack the subconscious mind with Binaural beats

  • Gamma when engaged in certain motor functions
  • Beta when fully conscious and actively concentrating
  • Alpha when relaxed
  • Theta when drowsy or lightly sleeping
  • Delta when in deep sleep

These audio programs can help reprogram the subconscious mind by creating a more receptive forum for installing positive messages.

“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality” — Earl Nightingale